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| 3:33 | 
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Still I carry on though I’ve been waiting much too long
I’ve been lost I’ve been found Up, to come right down I’ve been stopped, my luck impound And I put my worries, into songs and sounds Exhibit came to my aid, hailed and praised But it had my soul out for sale Burned down, when it all failed I’ve been stopped, my luck impound So I put my worries into songs and sounds While the world came down And I stood my ground While their world came down Then I fell into disgrace, took a liking in being made I’ve been SSIK and oversee, open, secretly I’ve been the first, but always late I got sunburned in the shade My luck impound And I put my worries in these songs and sounds While the world came down I just stood my ground For a chance to come around |
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| 2. |
| 2:47 | 
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| 3. |
| 3:08 |
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A slight urge to call you
In the middle of the night Your sight has set me on fire but it's warmth without delight Since you were mine during that time The state you left me in felt strange for I was denied I find myself so blind But I didn't mind I remember the whispers, your 'sirens-advise' They brought a smile to your face that never reached your eyes When I took the fall and I was nursing my pride You felt great you’d left me 'dead' and denied I find myself so blind But I didn't mind Defeat is my greatest triumph Apologies are not due The clues you've left me Girl I wonder, did you know I knew that I'd be fine Cause I didn't mind |
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| 4. |
| 3:32 |
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Can't stare it in the face
Won't find it in one place Trace it if I could, but it won't be understood Who is in control Will I ever bare that soul It plays a trick on me and it seems to fool us all Wish that you and I were lovers but I don’t know the game Please can I have the rules explained again Some say its in the stars But I bet for the moon The answers ain’t that far, but it won’t be found too soon It’s playing with my heart It’s passion pulls the pain Intending to outsmart, but I end up in refrain Wish that you and I were lovers but I don’t know the game Please can I have the rules explained again |
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| 5. |
| 3:23 |
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Here’s a song to ease the pain
To let go of love remains Time and time a lover was laid waste I tell myself there’s more than this It must be possible to kiss Without that bitter aftertaste And yes we’re happening And it’s really good it is so familiar and still it’s new Leaving me with nothing else to say I don’t want to think further than today Get me blinkers turn me blind Ignoring every warning sign Everything that’s written in your face Trouble anger things gone bad I see it coming miles ahead But i prefer to look the other way Cause as long this is happening Don’t hold me back I’m diving in Just pretend that’s how its mend to be And i’m doing as i did before Past mistakes are mine no more Today’s as good as it feels Today’s as good as it feels I’m turning deaf by my own choice Don’t listen to that little voice living in the corner of my mind In every sense of the word With all my senses I’ve been hurt But i know you’re worth to give a try Cause as long this is happening Don’t hold me back I’m diving in Just pretend that’s how its mend to be And I’m doing as i did before Past mistakes are mine no more Today’s as good as it feels Today’s as good as it feels |
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| 6. |
| 3:36 |
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I’m close to comfort with my task he said, when I asked
I want straight tonight, but I’m diverted all the time Is that bad? And when he hit me with his kiss I tasted whiskey on my lips burning Full of fire was he, who loved me He’d hide in trees to oversee the targets, hit on the liver or close to it A figure filled his upper arm A tattooed Calvin like his so What a charm But he kissed me with his fist, I tasted teardrops on my lips burning Full of fire was he, who undone me His head’s at home, a heart o’ stone, Said: live my life to ruine another one Bought the sweet another shot He dropped his guns for the drink was all he got When he kissed me with his fist, I tasted blood on my lips, turning, Full of anger is he, full of hatred he’ll be, he who learned how to kill me |
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| 7. |
| 3:37 |
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It's been a great night
At the weight watchers-convention and my soul is light I’m ready for the take-off and happy to get lost And I know its not my call I’m just getting over But you shouldn’t have got me lulled Cause now I want to sink some deeper I’m dining, I’m increasing the rate of my tinfoiled snacks And I’m losing weight And the ground is soft and my my mouth is soft And all is lost And I know its not my call I’m just getting over But you shouldn’t have got me lulled, love The great divine at all cost And i just wanna fade away And loose this state I am sober, I’m just getting older and i just need that rush And I wanna feel how great it feels I wanna know, my lies, my suckling soul |
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| 3:17 |
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I just saw a smile in the crowd
And it reminded me of you In the happy days, before this solitude Time stood still And I realized that against my will Leaving forced loving into pain Lover, take me in your arms again Gently heard our voice Felt you close, as if you were standing right beside me As if I'd never went away Yes I'm ready now To face this bitter wrong somehow And prove what words can not explain Lover, take me in your arms again I thought that I had lost my love But you're the one I'm dreaming of It came to hunt me every day I tried to run away, I tried to be apart But I can not escape a loving heart, my loving heart I will understand if you can't like before But please take me in your arms once more Because my love it never changed It never really went away Lover I'm back I'm here to stay Lover, take me in your arms again And hold me like before Take me in your afms and I'll be yours Once more |
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| 9. |
| 3:22 |
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On the horizon of desert sand
Surrounded by devout naked land We drove out early before the dawn Waited silent for things to come And what followed looked like the sun Was a prayer for the gun Before the earth moved there was the sound Dark billows rose over holy ground I was tempted to look right in Where He could withstand I pledged to sin And what followed looked like the sun Was praying for a gun As the spirit sent him out to do what he has done shouting kingdom come! I fell down upon my knees to meet my maker with a plea to make it all undone And what followed looked like the sun Was praying for a gun |
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| 10. |
| 3:42 |
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Goodnight dear bottle
It is time for me to go Before long I’ll be back to say hello Goodbye dear friends and all that follows You know the clock says time to close We’ve been down to the bottom and it shows We'll be meeting, bumping into doorways And walking into walls Taking steps right before the tumble, before the silence falls Goodnight see you in the morning I’ll be waiting just outside My guide to life is hiding round the corner, right? So we’ll be meeting, bumping into doorways And walking into walls Here’s to us Taking steps right before the tumble, before the silence falls We’ll be meeting, somewhere near the doorway On the steps of heavens gate And I will sing this song Here’s to us, right before the tumble, before the silence falls |
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