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| 1. |
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If I should fall from grace with God
He thinks that I'm blind and I never will see If I should fall from grace with God Well he naver gave a fuck about me If I should fall from grace with God And everything about me is a goddamned lie If I should fall from grace with God I'll say a little prayer before I die For my salvation What have I got to be? For my salvation It never meant much to me If I should fall from grace with God I know that I never will be redeemed If I should fall from grace with God 'Cause I know it doesn't matter what I believe If I should fall from grace with God And everything about me is so goddamned wrong If I should fall from grace with God I'll thank a motherfucker 'cause I don't belong |
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| 2. |
| 3:46 |
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I'm burning on the inside, fire running through my veins
I try to fantasize about the good times but only fantasies remain Living in desperation and I never cared much about pride But after all the things you put me through, I might as well die I've been living in a tidal wave, but now I feel like I never know why All those times I could see no way, but it really just wastes my time If I wanted I could walk away, but I'm living the way I choose What I'm hoping for is for you tonight, now baby, tell me what I've got, baby, what have I got to lose? I'm dying on the inside, trying not to think about you I never thought I'd go this far but there's nothing else that I can do Talking too much about nothing, I'm trying to forget everything I said But I know that you'll always be here in the back of my head I'm burning on the inside |
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| 3. |
| 4:25 |
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? what I never could do now
I won't kill my ? because it wouldn't do me to try I know I was hopeless, but I never had my pride In my mind the numbers feel like words when my conscience dies So negative Negative... I want to need this sickness, this disease, I know it's right I want to feel like God, whatever gets me through the night I never understand the pain, but I never try to fight I'm on my broken back, bleeding here So negative Negative... |
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| 4. |
| 4:29 | 
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| 5. |
| 3:02 |
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I know you're going nowhere
But I'll follow where you lead It's a good thing you got nothing 'Cause it's nothing that I need Don't know why I bother When I know, when I know what I will find I think I'm going crazy But it's only in my mind, it's in my mind Do I, do I know I can be One soul, one body, one mind Flesh to flesh is me And I leave all the rest behind Infuse my body, I'll be one body, one Christ divine One drug is left to me And I'm wired in the vein to God I know I'm in denial But it happens all the time And running with the devil Never used to be a crime A don't want your sympathy You never were, you never were too kind I'd like to think I used you But I know that it was only in my mind Denial never took the blame of where I am today Besides dragging me to the point where ignorance will lead the way Heaven is an empty dream, hell is in my brain 'Cause I'm too busy finding out the dues I have to pay (Italicized lyrics in Silicon Satan version only.) |
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| 6. |
| 5:31 |
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Lying in a grave that I dug myself
Wishing that my life belonged to somebody else Know I'm gonna live, but I think I might die Crushed by the weight of my personal hell I'm so fucked up I don't know my own name ? now that it's always the same I know that I'm gonna die, that I'm gonna die someday But it's so goddamn good when it's been in my brain Cocaine Jesus Feel like heaven and I'm feeling so good And I said I wasn't gonna when I knew that I would Gonna ?, gonna be the last time I'd quit lying to myself if I thought that I could I never would have started if I saw myself now Now I want to stop it, but I just don't know how I've done worshipped at the idol and I want to get out But Cocaine Jesus, he would never allow Cocaine Jesus |
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| 7. |
| 3:27 |
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Look right now I'm breaking my head
I'm fucking everybody and I'm wishing I'm dead I don't remember what I'm doing today Never think about a thing I've said I've got to find out, come around, never could be Anything I'm living for, I never could see I don't know what I'm supposed to do With your fucked-up sympathy I'll never be what you want me to be I'll never be Come down, look around, want me to be Anything any stupid motherfucker could see I don't think that I need anymore Of your fucking responsibility I know what's gonna happen when I listen to you Anything any stupid motherfucker could do And I don't think that it's such a shame To have a fucked-up attitude |
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| 8. |
| 4:35 |
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And nothing's where you're at
When you ain't got something You'll never get it back It's coming on like a drug The universal power of one But it don't mean nothing If it all comes undone Fly away If you fly away You might die today If you fly If you fly Give me some love Give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing Give me some love Give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing You're left with nothing And nothing's what you got When you ain't got no-one, no-one You could've had the lot And if it's over today You'll never get that thing you had together, No way You only get it once Fly away If you fly If you fly Give me some love Give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing Give me some love Give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing We ain't got nothing We ain't got nothing Our days are numbered I don't remember how you found it You will never feel the same And forever have to take it for granted, Don't remember our mistake So give me some love So give me some skin If we ain't got that, Then we ain't got much, And we ain't got nothing, nothing Give me some love So give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing Give me some love So give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing So give me some love So give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing Give me some love So give me some skin If we ain't got that Then we ain't got much And we ain't got nothing, nothing |
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| 9. |
| 3:27 |
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Put inside this prison for some long-forgotten sin
Saying almost anything to stop the pain I'm in Broken on this wheel for trying to believe I needed something different, suffered enough inside this torture technique Send for someone to listen for someone To help me get out of this hell I always look the other way, it's easy enough to see The more I learn you're nothing then the more I'll agree Never thought that I would be the one inside this cell Now there isn't way that I can stop the torture technique |
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| 10. |
| 5:46 |
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Looking up to heaven and the only thing I see
Is the iron sun that's hanging in the sky for its disease ? pretending I don't care ? when I'm down on my knees I'm coming down, I lost my nerve And I'll finally get what I deserve I see the enemy and the enemy is near And the only thing that I have left is a total lack of responsibility I'll forget about everything, I did it myself, I can't deny That I know there ain't anywhere left for me to hide |
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| 11. |
| 5:36 |
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Feels like heaven...
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