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1. |
| 5:29 | ||||
The devil's eating me inside
I feel like I've died Nothing is as nothing seems Makes me want to scream I don't know how I'll make it through this night I'll never be alright I don't know what you want me to do It ain't nothing new I don't want to cause you pain But I'm feeling quite insane And I got nowhere to go Baby, don't you know now Way down deep inside of me Is the way things got to be I just got to let you know I got to let you know I don't think I can stand no more Of what I left you for I let my instincts lead the way There ain't no better way I know that nothing stays the same But who else can I blame? But who else can I blame? I don't know what you want me to be It's nothing I can see |
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2. |
| 4:47 | ||||
Nine ball in a broken glass
Put the pedal to the metal on a piece of ass I know it doesn't mean that much to me But think about all the possibilities Making it Faking it Turn around taking it My condition is mistaken It always seems to sneak up from behind I must be fucking blind Overload, you're my overload Come and look inside my head In my position I'm better off dead Get nowhere fast by lying on my back It's like a fucking heart attack I know it's much too good to last That's why I'm living in the past Where everything is black and white and I'm always right Overload, you're my overload Coming down on a lithium overload Try to make it now I take it way too slow Wrapped up in a celluloid daydream But I don't know what it means I know it's way too good to last That's why I'm living way too fast Don't care about anything but myself Fuck it Overload, you're my overload |
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3. |
| 5:29 | ||||
You taught me how to never look back
Taking care of buisness is where it's at jack now Every day wants a little bit...a little bit more You bring me down like a fucking disease And I never can see what you want from me You got me feeling like a whore There's a hole in the ground There's a hole in the sky There's no deeper place where all the pigs can die When the weight of the words Sends you down to your knees Won't you lie to me lie to me Lie to me please Cut down by the look in your eyes Never satisfied with your goddamn lies There's nowhere left for me to go Living in a river of sin Never thinking about the shit I'm swimming in I don't think I'm ever coming home, but it's alright There's a hole in the ground There's a hole in the sky There's no deeper place where all the pigs can die When the weight of the words Sends you down to your knees Won't you lie to me lie to me Lie to me please You think it's all a goddamn shame As you sit around bitching never knowing it's the same old shit My brother now never gonna reach you Some day gonna rise up and teach you Fat words in a fat fat head See the little motherfuckers as they're running all red All night all right how it looks so pretty Red lights in the middle of the city There's a hole in the ground There's a hole in the sky There's no deeper place where all the pigs can die When the weight of the words Sends you down to your knees Won't you lie to me lie to me Lie to me please There's a hole in the ground There's a hole in the sky There's no deeper place where all the pigs can die When the weight of the words Sends you down to your knees Why don't you die for me die for me Die for me please |
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4. |
| 3:31 | ||||
You're coming down through my broken mind
Seeing everything I did to leave the past behind I never think about the goddamn reasons that I kinda want you to find You got me down on my knees You're my disease You take me down to the disease inside Seeing all the things that I just can't seem to hide I didn't want another fucked up broken down reason for me to die You got me down on my knees You're my disease |
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5. |
| 4:46 | ||||
I look at you and then I see your fire
And I'm thinking about desire Yes, I'm thinking about desire Telling me the things you try to hide And I'm burning up inside Oh how I'm burning up inside When I think about the first time that I saw your face I never felt this way Oh lord no I never felt this way And now I'm wishing that you feel the same And if there's anyway I'll get down on my knees and pray You're like a burning flame And I'll never be the same No, I'll never be the same What kind of fool am I To want your body next to mine I want your body next to mine I need you any time And I'm breaking down inside Oh Lord I'm breaking down inside You cover me with all your hopeless little fantasies I never had before No, I never had before And now I'm living in my own reality Cause of the things you did to me Oh, the things you did to me |
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6. |
| 3:45 | ||||
I'm all done up in my condition
But my eyes can see the light I never had much to do but sit and think about you And it gets me through the night I don't know what to do with emotion I don't know anything about that But you give me everything that I could want And I really don't see why I bother to be content Nothing matters to me when I'm dispossessed Wish that I could be just a little bit less Nothing in your eyes when you look at me I'm dispossessed Well I'm all tied up in your existence And I don't care if I die 'Cause I never did want to be anything But what I saw inside your eyes I don't know what to do with frustration I don't know anything about that But you give me everything that I could need And I really don't have the time to be content Nothing matters to me when I'm dispossessed Wish that I could be just a little bit less Nothing in your eyes when you look at me I'm dispossessed Nothing matters to me when I'm dispossessed Wish that I could be just a little bit less Nothing in your eyes when you look at me I'm dispossessed |
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7. |
| 3:59 | ||||
[CHORUS] Burnin' is my condition, baby now, Burnin' with everything that I see. Burnin' is my solution, baby now, I know you think that you're better than me. [musical interlude] (I know you think that you're better than me) I can barely feel like anything. I can barely see. I can walk over broken glass, That cuts like a razor through my fantasies. I can be whatever I want to. It doesn't matter to me. I sit and stare at this gun, Pointed at my head and think about all the possibilities. [CHORUS] I never needed to feel any self control. I never had to believe, In anything, but my desire to never be, What you tell me to be. I can die whenever I want to. It doesn't matter to me. Take the easy way out, To end all of my responsibilities. [CHORUS (x2)] [music to end] |
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8. |
| 4:57 | ||||
What I got to be in my mind
Is a thing that I cannot see but nevermind I gotta run Gotta get around Moving too slow Never think about anything nothing to show Better back the fuck up or it'll get me yet And I never will think about coming down But got the money on my mind and I guess I just can't see What the motherfucker's done to me It's my life and I'll be what I want to It's my life and you never will see It's my life and I'll do what I got to Nobody can do what the body can't see Got the money on my mind and the monkey on my back And I never did think about nothing I lack Well it's living in the back of my mind Where I just can't see And the motherfucker's coming right down on me Got to get a little piece of mind In the middle of the bitching it's hard to find Well I think its the condition that I'm in The motherfucker's coming again It's my life and I'll be what I want to It's my life and you never will see It's my life and I'll do what I got to Nobody can do what the body can't see |
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9. |
| 5:36 | ||||
I'm such an asshole
god I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again you crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed said everything I've ever longed to hear so perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry you used me up and left me here for dead I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me an addiction too intense to be denied worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more it's pathetic how I feed off this abuse you told me that you love me and I believed you loved me but you swore that you loved me and I believed... now I know it was a lie I don't believe I don't believe that I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe I don't believe that there is nothing, nothing left for me |
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10. |
| 8:43 | ||||
I want to get right down inside you
You're everything I want to be I want to lay right down beside you In my fucked up fantasy I don't know what it is about you I never seemed to need before But I can't seem to live without you Don't know what I'm fighting for I want to be inside you I want to be the one temptation That is good enough for you I can't take humilation But there's nothing I can do I don't know what it is about you That is everything I need And I just don't know where you're going But I'll follow where you lead I want to be inside you |