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level edge backs against the ledge no knives the stone hard eyes without the longing or
fear that it would disappear they cling on nuturing never ending obsessions on the table lines needed walls cover tips the balance don't touch me wiped out cornering mouthed the word money head shake handshake out to get a long way from corrosion pushes closer to the edge wired not connected peeling back plastic wrap tinted green and all illusion existing caught up crossfire trading tall tales where are you going where do you fail whats that mean back and forth side by side loose knot weave keep it up altogether or whatever that means passing underneath the trespass dont get to close mouth the word your money if I fade I may and I want to fade away all that I do is pray that you will be there too if this were trying to deceive some minds what the hell do you got to say? altogether |
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| 2. |
| 6:35 |
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desperate deranged talking in my sleep again eyes twitch
retain a sentimental something looked lorn and we burned and burned I was a cinder body soul in my dreams breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea responding disillusion encrusted cruelty decribe why nails enclose me eating so evenly there exists a lot of reasons to support fatality abstience possessed hardly what you think it is hearts beat positive provided there's progress ignorance does insist of the right coffin took some food offered me can't see myself drank the wine wished the feverish burst of terror breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea insist that nothing happened chilled bloodless fatigue recharge with bitterness fanatics beckoning mistook a look impassioned absorbed with clarity consciousness drifts away discarded memory packaged shelf life bad display breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea excessive near romances comfort is treachery so pound the nails in tight eyes screaming out of sight against a grain like curtain unbearably alive |
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| 3:33 |
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withered rope you hang what's empty can't remain to put it simply in time cry the hollow words to sing with false disguise smothered hope fly from sorrow for a new divine tomorrow i just don't want to know anymore life shifts up and down everybody knows it's wrong life shifts up and down everybody knows it's wrong life shifts up and down everybody knows it's wrong why don't you care? Life shifts up, down, wrong now do it seem fair? Life shifts up, down, wrong it's not in the rhyme or reason so it goes with every season crawl to top fall through bottom first hand love is really rotten slice of life find what's plenty inch towards a sanctuary light with me inside the womb i know everyone everybody knows it's me it's my voice, my voice cries out obscenity sightless I regard my past sometimes it should i just don't want to know anymore.
life shifts up and down everybody knows it's wrong (x3) Why don't you care? Life shifts up, down, wrong. Why don't you care? Why, why why don't you care? Smothered hope.(x17) The world's a hell, what does it matter what happens in it? (x3) The electric chair. (x3) |
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| 4. |
| 5:12 |
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fallen angel head crashes dead out of control lost memories staircase
into tools twisted playthings on the staircase fools whose weapons twists darker rooms lit with left out toys after playing men changes toys killing game? awaken eyes sewn wearing glasses dripping tapping at the go quiet retraces forcing light tears then pretend nothing blinds minds temple door locked inside scream inner scraping tooth and nail nowhere to represents the killing game who taught the killing game? who taught the burned out killing time who taught the killing game? time's taught the killing closed in sanctuary closed in sanctuary padded walls not quiet storms fury game herself i taught the killing game first passing words distant pain remember trains of thought collide no one view window pushing faces through sharp cold glass poke bloody holes exposed I taught the killing animals wake up time beckons death upon myself eyes travelled harden teeth giving in to the jaws of death I taught the killing game I taught the game first I taught the killing game first till at last you regret tortured weaponry and it's a trap let go the springs snap shut gazes show sharper strange no stronger feeling tempting motion slows to a crawl places his killing game first i taught I taught I taught the game first. first |
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[Dreams not waking creeping down inside the quiet urns
warm in the arm hate burns illusion pain pain pain] listen to the sound crashing down into it the needle is walk out in the street see the vacant eyes dreaming of wonder what I'm going through ....pain..... the dream unbroken economic repression plays a part I wasted away island body on a darkened see to avoid never dies crawls up the back and waits for the lies tall flicker lights the candle burnsinside..... a pain that chattering taped tape taping human muttering warning climb edges edges exhausts no night climbing higher ...... crawls wicked wire cut throat explodes fate...... human heart explodes attacking pointed sticks singing of the the vein no desire .........great in sores the arms wheres the warning warning shot the lights travels to the heart human heart flags the blood ........ out wheres the warning ........ needle is warm in the arm a halo of fire scarring made of flame the flower chair that horror tray of fear wheres the warning warning killing supporting the game of life ......the pain...... broken flavor find its worth calls the tripping strings me .......aching human heart except my patience is giving up on me....... river of track mark volcano upon the arm open sores allowing ants to crawl in and I wonder if I missed the warning missed the warning casting away varnish crack ants symbolize decay missed the warning missed the vein reaching out crying for where is the warning .......heart exploding human heart attack. |
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| 6. |
| 6:51 |
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binge cringe on the fringe sloppy mincing eyedropping biopsy cyclops overlooks
optic options rotton showstopper skinpopper babbler dabbler self confessed criminal tore pen in vain instant still spellbound game stock talk back rock reencounter incident subsistance inexistant non committed unwitted oblivious habitual resistor buff the stuff roughed up edge fluent nudge pre-collect ignition motivation inexistant wasted views thats all they see blue hot blood guild optic nerve with the right attitude you will succed blue self abusive recluse too late for me make shifting peace settling crazy things keep your eyes open soft spoken changes nothing a view so cruel dogs body comatose torchlight roast disinterest disinfect retold impressed by possession insiders know refresh detained contest off and pure sure tonight it feeds itself freeze in time or shadows climb distracting override instincts evolve and try over and over wasted truth why call at all blue hot lines eventual decline with the right attitude you will succed blue resent that discontent sidestep define the state of things so far crazy things a view so cruel |
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| 7. |
| 4:32 |
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making time in a low rent highrise
no place to go downtown crushing crucifixion particles aching harmful descent take a shot and hide subway slam dance stale mattress slow throb bloating freshly open grave barefoot beggar knotted finger turning pages in a book descending no noise the great trees fall calmly through the window see backward elevation faded spirit of the gold toothed whore moon dances wondering how could this ever be kicking the habit possesion in the flesh loves made up melancholy kicking the habit trip back and unleash all anger emerging from the waterfall brakh? fork horse rear snorted downward a vulgar desire playing cards conjured on fly blown dimly lit round a room of shadows claw the side phantom pinches waking from a dream half eaten candy from some disordered heaven swirling tastes phornicate rotted meat a nested virus feels eating dish aging she sits alone in the worry shes created more time holy hatred kicking the habit |
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| 8. |
| 7:33 |
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Every truncheon hit misguided the peoples army divided united stance amped Out war dance what a ride inner thought of non violent rebellion outside Dare to die stand and fight show faith return all the weapons Government says use them right fixed action set in motion doubting amnesia Potion what to hide red carpet ride guessing right the jokes on Dark corner the square you bath once a week distorted the viewpoint Seldom seen wayback in 68 ohio kent state was nothing so great have of Have not forcing the point shot in the back take it back down trod soldier Away flower power within kill me kill this way of life and be Known one by one they'll be coming down altogether sister machine gun Automatic high what a ride what a trip tripped over the candlestick tanks Arrive fire wall got to keep the camera alive tell the world What's going on here warning shots are fired at the stomach chest wound Coed falls amped out amped out changing guns for brooms the guards change To clean up crews way back in 68 every thing was so great no way wrong Date keep up the trade balanced charade close circuit truth used to Remove keep the camera alive |
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| 9. |
| 5:17 |
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in nervous convulsion crouches infant ape trembling in mothers shit
cage eyes tear less filled with contempt clinic mask experiment with life and death smell lingering noxious mixed scent anxiety omnipotent doctor grinds the cage door revealing loves primal instinct taken away the tiny face terrified rant and rave smash your head against the cage vacuum clicks on high conscious of the pain pass off as humane white coat seems so clean most dirt bleached out of greed force the point of habit eyes burn in a rabbit push the pain test button spines cut trip mucous inflection more die. pills each day what goes around comes back stronger tap into the brain break the skull again smash price research rat lab rent pain in flesh more ill drug store sales sharpen the knife emphasis on money new disease everyday end is seen and coming reseach turns it's back to gain crush the spine genocide kitten drags its dead limb continuing all suffering it will come back and win shock paralyse turn trauma burns out the will to live the lying message 5 year genocide 1945 suicide vivisect vi |
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| 10. |
| 2:45 |
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Dig it dig it
Love cannot attach itself to binding ugliness Rot in silence to advise life the point at hand Indifference resolving of each others needs Dress it up in false kindness create empathy Hungry lie beside name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came Dissolve taste sweet nothing corporate nothing Illogical of own accord with choice of politics Open your eyes to verify the life experience Practitioner of medicine belong until the end Bringing hope scars the point extend eternity Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Flesh and bone attach itself to ancient monuments Unsurpassed except for us unheard violence Deparutre from the fragrant ledge fallen magistrate Give it back a claim to right value ecstasy Hungry live decide name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came Sugar and water dissolves the taste sweet nothing Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Boils bitten haggard pick vomit kicking out Razor slide black eye shroud brain bespattered jaw Retaliate begrudgingly precise as what it seems Fear of claim upon the cyst pent up carnal grin Live decide name your game Feelings feeling sorry that I ever came ??? too far away game game ??? grave Dig it dig it Execute economic slave Dig it dig it Feel it unearthly remains Dig it dig it Freedom as an offering Dig it dig it Ask again Ask again Ask again |
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| 6:22 |
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oil remove shred and tear radiation vapor
it's the fear so unclear man in motion going nowhere in our homes stuck in the face spread the word to the populace yellow journal yellow journal set the pace feel the rage manifestations of a sort so insidious off the point simple solution never confusion sport a gun kill a cop crazy world of weary thought so receive me had enough lock me up lock me up rot and assimilate so hot to annihilate deviation tonic mess prolonged existence innocence is he who speaks isn't weak wheelchair virtue so to speak bubonic plague the truth of aids immunity avoid decay in the trench of pestilence the bible screams announce your faith mutterings of death to bring suffocate a newborn thing degradation of an age venereal it's all sensation protect design the moral plan infallible as propaganda completely black with no steps back hot to assimilate we'll rot or annihilate agony profusely stains the inner thinking of the brain accusations clanking chains experiments with the groans of pain all prefer no one blames the terror in an animal's screams in cages our future - the answers insane |
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| 13. |
| 9:40 |
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forlorn lists in true contempt to destruct and dripping red
is it time to come clean wash away everything hold the frame, still life focus, ones intent to not be noticed lost in lies, graceful charms losing touch with everyone management, terms and conditions, waiting for own in addition, a contract is raised the worlds greatest mortuary [sample] self destructive mechanism, introvert overturn, assasination, make from steel the ugly weapon, killers instinct, from man to trigger, he carves with knife initials, feel the pain of all initials, at one point decayed from suicide, you nigh is my illusion. peaceful time, direct potential. living through ones own dimentia, come on open arms dissect division, caress duress, invite delusion, back moving through the keyhole, trust in keeping a value judgement overthrown, like a somnambulist, twisting and churning in retrospect. management, unedible command applicants crime self destruct mechanism, introvert overturn, assasination, make from steel the ugly weapon, killers instinct, from man to trigger, self destruct mechanism, assassination The everlasting eternal sleep. [sample] Secured notes, management, tearms, conditions of such a phase, undone, I can't see. ????? [sample] Alive, alike, in his eyes. |
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