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| 1. |
| 3:43 | 
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From the beginning
I drew pictures Of the searching sun Blissfully denying what is instinct Since the beginning I've seen color But lately it's been tainted With grays and under-glows A constant fight With who I am And who I have to be Forgive me for the fool that I've become I take back the stupid things I've done And how do we keep our innocence From burning away? A backlit medley of hello and goodbyes Our trip-wire catching There's good in every try A constant fight With who I am And who I have to be Forgive me for the fool that I've become I take back the stupid things I've done How do we keep our innocence From burning away? One kiss No words Toxic melody Creeps through my body Wrapped in your lips Paint my future Please forgive me for the fool that I've become I take back the stupid things I've done How do we keep our innocence From burning away? I'm tired of trying How long will it take To break away From all of my dirty mistakes? And how do we keep our innocence From burning away? |
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| 2. |
| 3:30 |
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The darkest summer night is here
There's only us to fear A dying fire Tangled up You're the spider I'm the helpless fly A deadly desire Cast a spell I'll dig and dig until I feel alive Slay me and make me Desecrate me I'll let you take me All the way You'll be my last mistake My love Your words are razorblades You push You push As I gasp for air Your hands no where in site It's ok I'm in love In love with pain Or maybe just the game It keeps me sane Slay me and make me Desecrate me I'll let you take me All the way You'll be my last mistake My love Your words are razorblades What have I- What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? (You played your part of the guiltless heart And now the truth it's all seeped out And I just turn my head and disregard the past and play dumb just like the rest Oh no, I'm gonna throw my fist in the air And erase you from my memory So I can leave you and all this shit behind! ) Drown in all your misery You won't get the rest of me Your You won't break me down again Oh no 'Cause this is where our story ends You'll be my last mistake My love Your words are razorblades What have I- What have I become? What have I become? What have I become? |
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| 3. |
| 3:07 |
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The anger won't leave me
My blood still runs cold Forget all the glamor Forget all the gold Are you listening? Do you even care? Am I just a face or someone you trust? A fire on the mountain, a stranger on the bus A book without an ending, a rumor we all know is true... I'm just a book without an ending When I cry it means nothing Well I do, I am And I scream for you I'm surrounded by the poisons That feed off of greed I keep on laughing You're not taking this from me I'm book without ending, a rumor we all know is true Just a book without an ending When I cry it means nothing Well I do, I am And I scream for you When I bleed it means nothing Well I do, I am And I scream for you I can't seem to learn The signs of being Who I am So I scream for you I don't know why I keep missing signs I'm losing it I scream for you When I cry it means nothing Well I do, I am And I scream for you When I bleed it means nothing Well I do, I am And I scream for you And I scream for you And I scream for you |
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| 4. |
| 3:43 |
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I'm walking in the shadow of my tempted soul
Time is ticking by While I'm chatting with this bottle of wine I know that I'm not perfect I'll admit that I'm a fool I'm always getting lost But always finding my way back to you, the one I need when I'm awake. Take me Home I wanna go And I'm sorry I can't love you I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am. Did he see it coming? Dying in a bath of shame? While all his hopes past him by And all his fears had killed him dry? I can see what he was thinking It’s so easy if you try Because killing yourself with a silver dagger just to show how much you love her Is worth the pain Then to hear her cry your name. Take me Home I wanna go And I'm sorry I can't love you I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am. I can't go on, I can't live like this And I can't go on, I can't live like this. And I can't go on, I can't live like this... Take me Home I wanna go And I'm sorry I can't love you I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am. |
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| 5. |
| 3:28 |
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When I grow old
And my hair turns gray And my teeth start to decay When my skin changes shade Will you still look at me the same When I can't pick you up 'Cause I'm just old to walk When I try to sing into your ear But I'm to weak to talk Will you love me the same? Can you tell me there's more to live for Can you show me there's more than this When the sunlight goes away I don't wanna miss another day Show me another way out There's a garden that waits for you And I, I will be waiting there, patiently With hopes that you'll remember me Will you forget about me? Or will you forget about us? Will you forget about me? Can you tell me there's more to live for Can you show me there's more than this? When the sunlight goes away I don't wanna miss another day Show me another way out (There's more to live for) If I had it all, I would lose direction where to go If I had it all, I'd forget how to crawl If I had it all, I'd fall back to yesterday If I had it all Can you tell me there's more to live for Can you show me there's more than this When the sunlight goes away I don't wanna miss another day Show me another way out Can you tell me there's more to live for Can you show me there's more than this When the sunlight goes away I don't wanna miss another day Show me another way out Dare you to let go of me now When I Grow old And my hair turns gray Will you still look at me the same |
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| 6. |
| 4:12 |
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Rescue me from a scene that bleeds
Confusion and lack of anything Keep telling me "One day They'll see" It's 2 AM when I stare at the moon And I keep on thinking abouts your room And the look you gave me when I had to walk away I strap on my shoes and I play the shows I smile and I smile 'til my cheeks get tired Then I walk outside, but there's no place to hide I've been away for too long To notice when something wrong When somethings changing I've been away for too long To notice a change in her body A change and we kiss I've been gone The ice and the snow The fire and the rain The sun and the beach It washes me away I wish that time would take me back to you When I get home will you know my face Will you love my smile, will you feel the same We'll just pick up where we left back in June I drink every night and sometimes I smite Take a pill to help me win the fight But I think of us when I stare into the sky I've been away for too long To notice when something wrong When somethings changing I've been away for too long To notice a change in her body A change and we kiss I can't figure out what's wrong I'm up and down I can't figure out what's wrong I'm up and down I'm up and down I've been away for too long To notice when something wrong When somethings changing I've been away for too long To notice when something wrong When somethings changing I've been away for too long To notice a change in her body A change and we kiss I've been gone |
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| 7. |
| 3:03 |
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Kill the lights
We're losing time We won't win this fight Until our hearts collide We were running away from nothing fast Falling down until we finally crashed My god, oh my god, can you help me feel anything? I'm lost in a city of vultures, moths, and pigs Eating away at everything, oh well, yeah, oh well Sometimes I wish I was never born in Hollywood I get so scared I don't know how to walk I'm always running unprepared I'm losing my hope I'll sell myself for an hour of fame, I know, it's a shame But I don't care 'Cause you forget who you are when you come to Hollywood This party never seems to end When the drugs that kill are our best friends Keep showing up and acting out Even though we thought we threw them out Hello, hello hospital Look up to the sky It's time to go I wanna be buried by your side Underneath a tree that's hard to find, oh well, yeah, oh well Sometimes I wish I was never born in Hollywood I get so scared I don't know how to walk I'm always running unprepared I'm losing my hope I'll sell myself for an hour of fame, I know, it's a shame But I don't care 'Cause you forget who you are when you come to Hollywood (Hollywood) I been dreamin' about a world out there that's just so beautiful I been thinkin' about a world out there that's just so beautiful It's just so beautiful to me, to me Sometimes I wish I was never born in Hollywood I get so scared I don't know how to walk I'm always running unprepared I'm losing my hope I'll sell myself for an hour of fame, I know, it's a shame But I don't care 'Cause you forget who you are when you come to Hollywood I don't care 'Cause you forget who you are when you come to Hollywood |
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| 8. |
| 3:49 |
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These pills are the medicine
That we use to hide behind when we're awake Money is everything, we blanket ourselves under the greed Fancy cars, elastic smiles, what a show I better wrap my heart in cellophane This is not the real thing This is not real, is not real You fake, you take, you break Every thing around you You still conceal This is not the real thing This is not the real thing I delve for absolution, But my thoughts get distracted by desire Yea it's all about who you know And it's all about being the biggest star The sugar keeps us sweet for an hour at a time All aboard the bullet train This is not the real thing This is not real, is not real You fake, you take, you break Every thing around you You still conceal This is not the real thing This is not I want it all and I want it now Pick me up from the ground then throw me down I'm scared of you Who throws opinions each and every way You're not real You're not real This is not real You're not real You fake, you take, you break Every thing around you You still conceal (This is not real) You fake, you take, you break Every thing around you You still conceal This is not the real thing This is not the real thing I saw you on the screen last night You looked glamorous with pearl, Diamonds and Novocain You looked happier than sin Your bleeding heart is paper-thin You are so far away from where you belong This is not the real thing This is not real, is not real You fake, you take, you break Every thing around you You still conceal This is not the real thing This is not the real thing The real thing |
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| 2:56 | 
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| 10. |
| 4:08 |
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Standing on the corner in the city
It's feeling like prison Tried to hold us both but you got away I could have been a lover, could have been a fighter But I didn't know how And every time you cried I had nothing to say But I'm coming back Holding you to your words You said All I had to do is try I'm fighting my way back to you They can try and stop me but I'll break through I'm fighting my way back to you I'm taking back, what I gave away I'm tracing all the word that I couldn't say On the window All this frost stays as cold as I am I could have been a lover, could have been a fighter But I didn't know how Please wait for me, you better wait for me I'm fighting my way back to you They can try and stop me but I'll break through I'm fighting my way back to you I'm taking back, what I gave away I could have been a lover, could have been a fighter But I didn't know how I'm fighting my way back to you (Now I'm fighting my way back) They can try and stop me but I'll break through (Yeah You know that I'll break through) I'm fighting my way back to you (Now I'm fighting my way back) I'm taking back, what I gave away I'm fighting my way back to you I'm fighting my way back to you I have to take back all I gave away I could have been a lover, could have been a fighter But I didn't know how |
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| 5:08 |
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Hold my crown as we follow the sounds
Ooooooooh Choking the trigger is a chore We're all criminals of war Ooooooooh I just got the call and it's time to go Where the oil falls like snow And the bullets steal the show To my family, my brothers, and all of my friends Say goodbye; I am going off to war And I am not coming home I've given everything for someone else's war Tell me what we're fighting for That boy that you loved He is gone, he is lost forever He just killed a man Who had promised his daughter He'd sing to her again La la la la... I've given everything for someone else's war Tell me what we're fighting for I've given everything for someone else's war Tell me what we're fighting for Hold my crown as we follow the sounds Ooooooooh Choking the trigger is a chore We're all criminals of war Ooooooooh I've given everything for someone else's war Tell me what we're fighting for I've given everything for someone else's war Tell me what we're fighting for One last kiss we better make this one count 'Cause I can't seem to deal with the fact That I may never see you again Send this letter to my mother who cries in her bed She is scared; 'cause her boy's gone off to war And he's not coming home Ooooooooh |
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