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1. |
| 3:02 | ||||
2. |
| 4:00 | ||||
I’ve given up,
on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so you won’t even know me Apart from this whole world that shares my fate This one last bullet you mention Is my one last shot at redemption cause I know to live you must give your life away And I’ve been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house all while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I-I gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I-I gotta get outta here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape I’m giving up I’m doing this alone now Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I-I gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake *yeah* I-I gotta get outta here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape I am a hostage to my own humanity Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt And insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out That might be the death of me And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because I-I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I-I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape I fought you for so long I should let you in oh how we regret those things we do And all I was trying to do was save my own skin *ohhhh* but so were you so were you |
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3. |
| 2:27 | ||||
We were talking together I said, "what's up with this weather?" Don't know whether or not How sad I just got 'Cause on my own volition. Or if I'm just missing the sun And tomorrow, I know, Will be rainy at best. And the forecast, I know, Is that I'll be depressed. But I'll wait outside Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun. Because on and off, The clouds have fought For control over the sky And lately the weather Has been so Bi-polar And consequently so have I And now I'm sunny with a High of 75 Since you took my heavy heart And made it light And it's funny how you find You enjoy your life When you're happy to be alive And the temperature is freezing And then, after dark, There's a cold frost sweeping In over my heart And we might break up If I don't wake up to the sun Because on and off, The clouds have fought For control over the sky And lately the weather Has been so Bi-polar And consequently so have I And now I'm sunny with a High of 75 Since you took my heavy heart And made it light And it's funny how you find You enjoy your life When you're happy to be alive Sunny with a High of 75 Since you took my heavy heart And made it light (made it light) And it's funny how you find You enjoy your life When you're happy to be... alive 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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4. |
| 4:01 | ||||
And I'm good, good, good to go And I'm good, good, good to go I got to get away Get away from all of my mistakes And I'm good, good, good to go And I'm good, good, good to go I got to get away Get away from all of my mistakes So here I sit looking at the traffic lights The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites I want to run away I want to ditch my life Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night And after all of my alibis desert me I just want to get by I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Consequences Oh God, don’t make me face up to this And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Cause I know that I let you down And I don’t want to deal with that It just now hit me this is more than just a set back And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that And every trace of momentum is gone And this isn’t turning out the way I want And after all of my alibis desert me I just want to get by I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end And I spent all last night Tearing down Every stoplight And stop sign in this town Now I think there might Be no way to stop me now I'll get away despite The fact I’m so weighed down All of my escapes have been exhausted I thought I had a way but then I lost it And my resistance was once much stronger And I know I can't go on like this much longer When I got tired of running from you I stopped right there to catch my breath There your words they caught my ears You said, “I miss you son. Come home” And my sins, they watched me leave And in my heart I so believed The love you felt for me was mine The love I’d wished for all this time And when the doors were closed I heard no I told you so’s I said the words I knew you knew Oh God, Oh God I needed you God all this time I needed you, I needed you And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is I hate these consequences Because I know that I let you down Now I don't wanna deal with that 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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5. |
| 1:13 | ||||
6. |
| 2:28 | ||||
7. |
| 3:50 | ||||
I feel like, I would like To be somewhere else doing something that matters And I'll admit here, while I sit here My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather What's the purpose? It feels worthless So unwanted like I've lost all my value I can't find it, not in the least bit and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless And when I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once So I say if I can't, do something significant I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted And nothing trivial, that life could give me will Measure up to what might have replaced it Too late look, my date book Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone And I bet, that regret Will prove to get me to improve in the long run And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless And when I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once I’m a little more than useless And I never knew I knew this Was gonna be the day, gonna be the day That I would do something right Do something right for once I notice, I know this Week is a symbol of how I use my time Resent it, I spent it Convincing myself the world's doing just fine Without me Doing anything of any consequence Without me Showing any sign of ever making sense Of my time , it's my life And my right, to use it like I should Like he would, for the good Of everything that I would ever know I'm a little more than useless When I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once I’m a little more than useless And I never knew I knew this Was gonna be the day, gonna be the day That I would do something right Do something right for once 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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8. |
| 4:11 | ||||
I think you know what I'm getting at I find it so upsetting that The memories that you select You keep the bad but the good you just forget And even though I'm angry I can still say I know my heart will break the day When you peel out and drive away I can't believe this happened And all this time I never thought That all we had would be all for not No, I don't hate you Don't want to fight you Know I'll always love you But right now I just don't like you Know I don't hate you Don't want to fight you Know I'll always love you But right now I just don't like you Cause you took this too far, too far Make your decision and don't you dare think twice Go with your instincts along with some bad advice This didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all You blame me but some of this is still your fault I tried to move you But you just wouldn't budge I tried to hold your hand But you'd rather hold your grudge I think you know what I'm getting at You said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that No, I don't hate you Don't want to fight you Know I'll always love you But right now I just don't like you Know I don't hate you Don't want to fight you Know I'll always love you But right now I just don't like you And wisdom always chooses The black eyes and these bruises Over the heartache that they say Never completely goes away No, I don't hate you Don't want to fight you Know I'll always love you But right now I just don't like you Cause you took this too far .. 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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9. |
| 4:21 | ||||
Let it all out get it all out rip it out remove it don't be alarmed when the wound begins to bleed cause we're so scared to find out what this life's all about so scared we're going to lose it and knowing all along that's exactly what we need and today I will trust you with confidence of a man who's never known defeat but tomorrow, upon hearing what I did I will stare at you in disbelief oh, inconsistent me crying out for consistency and you said I know that this will hurt but if I don't break your heart then things will just get worse If the burden seems too much to bear Remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there and I'll let it be known at times I have shown signs of all my weakness but somewhere in me there is strength and you promise me that you believe in time I will defeat this cause somewhere in me there is strength and today I will trust you with the confidence of a man who's never known defeat and I'll try my best to just forget that that man isn't me reach out to me make my heart brand new every beat will be for you for you and I know you know you touched my life when you touched my heavy heart and made it light 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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10. |
| 3:52 | ||||
11. |
| 2:52 | ||||
12. |
| 2:59 | ||||
And this week the trend was to not wake up till 3pm I picked the few conscious hours that I chose to spend and slept away the rest of them and this week the trend was to crash and burn and then return again to practice the life that I pretend provides enough to get me through the weekend so I say get me a solution and watch me run with it and then you gave you gave me a solution what have I done with it cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out way back then and now it's this minute, this hour, this day And this week the trend was to backstab every single one of my friends and leave a voicemail message trying to make amends all the while hoping things work out in the end and this week the trend was to borrow all the strength that you could lend to keep my head above the water and not descend back to where I said I'd never go again So I say give me a solution and watch me run with it and then you gave you gave me a solution what have I done with it cause I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out way back then but after this day it's this week all over again And I just want to get mugged at knifepoint to get cut enough to wake me up cause I know that I don't want to die sitting around watching my life go by and what we take from this is what we'll get and we haven't quite figured it out just yet because all of us are all too stuck strapped to a chair watching our lives blow up stuck watching our lives blow up 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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13. |
| 4:23 | ||||
Hey taxi, take me straight to the heart of it The nucleus of politics was somebody Somebody started it Cause they taxed me with a scalpel piece by piece they cut me deep and bled me dry till there was nothing left to bleed [Chorus:] And this is how I choose to live As if I'm jumping off a cliff knowing that you'll save me knowing that you'll save me and after all the stupid things I did there's nothing left there to forgive because you already forgave me yeah you already forgave me Just keep driving leave this deceit miles behind me so far back I'd have to rack my mind to just remind me I keep trying to pick myself back up and then move on think about the life I'll have when this fragile one is gone. [Chorus] Never forget there's life after death and taxes and forgiveness comes and all of the rest is what passes away Death and decay can't touch us now Every breath that I inhale is followed by exhaling trust the one who never fails I know he'll never fail me Just never forget there's life after death and taxes and forgiveness comes (forgiveness comes) and all of the rest it just passes away [2x, 2nd time Chorus mixes in] Death and decay can't touch us now 가사입력NAKMUSE |
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14. |
| 6:42 | ||||
I'll tell you flat out it hurts so much to think of this so from my thoughts I will exclude the very thing that I hate more than everything is the way I'm powerless to dictate my own moods I've thrown away so many things that could've been much more and I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored but that's not the way it works no that's not the way it works when I go down I go down hard and I take everything I've learned and teach myself some disregard when I go down it hurts to hit the bottom and of the things that got me there I think, if only I had fought them If and when I can clear myself of this clouded mind I'll watch myself settle down into a place where peace can search me out and find that I'm so ready to be found I've thrown away the hope I had in friendships I've thrown away so many things that could have been much more I've thrown away the secret to find an end to this and I just pray my problems go away if they're ignored but that's not the way it works no that's not the way it works Any control I thought I had just slips right through my hands while my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me reprimands me then and there I confess I'll blame all this on my selfishness yet you love me and that consumes me and I'll stand up again and do so willingly You give me hope, and hope it gives me life you touch my heavy heart, and when you do you make it light as I exhale I hear your voice and I answer you, though I heardly make a noise and from my lips the words I choose to say seem pathetic, but it's fallen man's praise because I love you oh God, I love you and life is now worth living if only because of you and when they say I'm dead and gone it won't be further from the truth When I go down I lift my eyes to you I won't look very far cause you'll be there with open arms to lift me up again to lift me up again 가사입력NAKMUSE |