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> I know I said I love you
But I'm thinking I was wrong I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young And I never meant to hurt you And I wrote you ten love songs That guy that I could never get Coz his girlfriend was pretty fit And everyone who knew her loved her so And I made you leave her for me And now I'm feeling pretty mean But my mind has thrown me over More times than any man could ever know Maybe I should give up giving Give up trying to be thin Give up and turn into my mother God knows I love her And I'm sorry to which ever man Should meet my sorry state Watch my steady lonesome gait And be aware I will never love a man Coz love and pain go hand in hand And I can't do it again So we stay up late one night To try and get our problems right But I couldn't get into his head Just what was going through my mind And I think he knew where I was going Coz he put Bryan Adams on Coz I think he thinks it makes me weak But it only ever makes me strong I've got this friend who sounds just like him And he's the man I'd leave you for The man that I just adore like you The same night he turns to me Says I've got to tell you how I feel If God could make the perfect girl for me It would be you And Michael told me not to tell her And how much do you love your fella I don't know, more everyday Not in this new romantic way I'll always be your first love You'll always be my first love And I'm sorry to which ever man Should meet my sorry state Watch my steady lonesome gait And be aware I will never love a man Coz I can never hurt a man in this way I will never love a man Coz I can never hurt a man Not in this new romantic way |
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| 2. |
| 3:13 |
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I woke up and he was screaming, I'd left him dreaming
I roll over and shake him tightly and whisper If they want you, oh, they're gonna have to fight me Oh, fight me I woke up on a bench on Shepherd's Bush Green Oh, a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee I got up it was dark, there's no one in the park at this hour How do I keep finding myself here? Oh, fight me If I look back and he is screaming, I'd left him dreaming The dangers fade And I'll run back and shake him tightly and scream If they want him, oh, they're gonna have to fight me Oh, fight me But if I wake up on a bench on Shepherd's Bush Green Oh, a candle at my chest and a hand on his knee I'll roll over and hold him tightly and scream If you want him, oh, you're gonna have to fight me Oh, fight me Don't fight me |
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| 3. |
| 3:53 |
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He wants to die in a lake in Geneva
the mountains can cover the shape of his house he wants to die were nobody can see him but the beauty of his death will carry on so i dont believe him he greets me with kisses when good days deceive him and sometimes wit scorn and sometimes i believe him and sometimes I'm convinced my friends think I'm crazy get scared and call him but he's usually hazy at one in the morning the day has not ended by two he is scared that sleep is no friend and four he will drink but he can not feel it sleep will not come because sleep does not will it and i dont believe him morning is mocking me ill wonder the streets avoiding the meets as the ring onn my finger slips to the ground a gift to the gutter a gift to the city the veins of which have broken me down and i dont believe him morning is mocking me oh the gods that he believes never fail to amaze me he believes in the love of his god of all things but i find him wrapped up in manner of sins the drugs that decive him and the girls that believe him i cant control you i dont know you well these are the reasons i think that your ill i cant control you i dont know you well these are the reasons i think that your ill and since last that we parted last time i saw him down by a river scilent and hardened morning was mocking us blood hit the sky i was just happy my mannequin and i he couldnt see me the sun was in his eyes and birds where singing to calm us down and birds were singing to calm us down and im sorry young man i cannot be your friend i dont believe in a fairytail end i dont keep my head up all of the time i find it dull when my heart meets my mind and i hardly know you i think i can tell these are the reasons i think that we're ill and i hardly know you i think i can tell these are the reasons i think that I'm ill and the gods that he believes never fail to disapoint me the gods that he believes never ail to dis appoint me my mess, my happy-man, my manic and i have no plans to move on but birds are singing to calm us down and birds are singing to calm us down |
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| 4. |
| 3:47 |
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Again I let jealousy blind me today.
My oldest friend and I blew her away. Just a few kind words and all I could say was I've known you of ten years it feels like a day. And oh I watched her cry, torn apart at the hands of a child. And again I used arrogance as something to depend and condemned all religion to pitiless end. And a politician's resonance rang through my mind. Patriotic in one sense the other just blind. Oh so many died, torn apart at the hands of a child And I'll keep on going I've got nothing to lose. I gave up morals when I took up you and it's boring to hear of another young truth and what a typically shit thing to do. I was so shallow to the one man that'd stuck around sunk so low that I nearly drowned and I screamed of his heart when he wasn't around Consoled him recklessly, I knew you were down. Oh I watched him cry, a broken heart at the hands of a child. And I'll keep on going I've got nothing to lose I gave up morals when I took up you and its boring to hear of another young truth and what a typically shit thing to do. I have felt heartbreak too and I know what it feels like. I have felt heartbreak now you can leave me alone right. I have felt loneliness and I know what it feels like. But I kept on going I had nothing to lose, and I gave up morals when I took up booze. And it's boring to hear of another young truth and what a typically shit thing to do. |
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