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When I woke up I was seventeen, you kissed my lips in a bad bad dream. Showed me things, or what they appear to be, called me angel set me free. Gave me life in the cold cold dark, but you ran away in the morning spark, made me think that reality... Oh is not where I wanna be. But I am what I am and I am what I am afraid of ..... Oh what am I afraid of? Chorus I need a fearless, Dont need to fear the end. Oh if you cant hold me now, you will never hold me again. I want to live my life Pursue it all, My happiness I want a fearless love I wont settle for anything less. I've walked a path had worlds collide Lost my way and I fooled my pride As long as they couldn't feel so strange if I could only change But I am what I am I am what I am afraid of .... so what am I afraid of,,, Chorus Now I'm not here to lay the blame I understand when you hold a flame That heads will shake heads will turn and sometimes you just get burned. I want a fearless love , mmmmmmm I need a fearless.love Chorus |
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| 2. |
| 4:12 |
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She's got her sweet children
She's got her home she's got some land Her earthly possessions She's got a ring upon her hand She tried to be a good girl She tried to make everything right She tried to kill the voices That haunt her each and every night She looks up to heaven And wonders why love is so cruel She loves him won't hurt him Can't stop the wanting of you She married in high school Oldest was well upon her way But that wild night Chicago It's left a mark she can't erase A phase you'll just get over That's what her friends have always said You dip your toes in water She's in way over her head She looks up to heaven And wonders why love is so cruel She loves him won't hurt him Can't stop the wanting of you Keeping her desire paralyzed She catches in the corner of her eyes Tank top, smooth skin, soft lips, tanned thighs How the hell's this ache ever gonna die And we make our choices Doing what wee think is good We deny our own dreams 'Cause we think we've been told we should We think we've been told we should She looks up to heaven And wonders why love is so cruel She loves him won't hurt him Can't stop the wanting of you |
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| 3. |
| 4:53 |
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If you ask me I will say I'm fine
All pink like birthday girls and valentines And then the stillness of the night reminds That I don't like to be alone My thoughts are race cars running 'round my head They burst into flames and they crash into my bed Until I fall into a dream instead Where all my lovers turn to stone And all I want is company Someone to understand this misery Send a reflection of myself to me 'Cause everybody needs some company These times I'm living in just make no sense Sometimes my face gets pushed against the fence I want to scream out in my self-defense But I don't want to be alone And all I want is company Someone to understand this misery Send a reflection of myself to me 'Cause everybody needs some company What is truth and what is fear Will I find it under here I know they're selling me a lie But I'm first in line to buy First in line to try I find some sanity on the written page Where life is worth more than a living wage They say the battle's over now it's time to change And I won't ever be alone And all I want is company Someone to understand this misery Send a reflection of myself to me 'Cause everybody needs some company I need some company Company |
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| 4. |
| 4:00 |
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Miss California what did I do wrong
It seems I've loved you For just a little too long You've gone and left me For some preacher's way Now you act like you never knew me And you can't hear a word I say Miss California did I get in your way Did the neighbors warn you What would happen some day Like a love like mine Was never good anyway They said think about your reputation now Before you get carried away Don't you know what's good for me can be good for you Don't you know what's good for me can be good for you Don't you know what is good for you Can be good for me too Don't you know what's good for me can be good for you Miss California was I a little too proud I'm standing in the street now And I'm screaming out loud You try to shove me in your closet With your skulls and your bones I can be who I am you see If I want to do it all alone Yeah yeah yeah Don't you know what's good for me can be good for you Don't you know what is good for you Can be good for me too Don't you know what's good for me can be good for you Your sweet seduction led me far from home Your self-destruction gives me sticks and stones Your propositions make me feel so cold When the hand that's trying to hold me down Is the one I'm trying to hold I know the hand that's trying to hold me down Is the one I'm trying to hold I said the hand that's trying to force me back Is the one that won't let me go Miss California Yeah yeah yeah Miss California Yeah yeah yeah Miss California Yeah yeah yeah Miss California Yeah yeah yeah Ah huh Yeah You know what is good for me |
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| 5. |
| 4:41 |
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Did you think I was leaving
My ticket was just one way The angels I believed in Were gonna carry me away Did you think that I would simply Give them my last breath Well honey you've got me wrong I'd never leave you for death It's gonna take more than that to get rid of me It's gonna take more than that to make me fade They'll have to tie me up and drag me away They'll have to shut my mouth and drag me away There is no one I serve I am not here to please I will not be a hostage To my own dis-ease Oh Come on come on Come on out and hold me Out into the great sunlight No power on earth can stop us We'll both become one tonight I have never been more sure of anything I have never been more sure of what I am They'll have to tie me up and drag me away They'll have to shut my mouth and drag me away There's no dark that can overcome a flame There's no force that can drag me away They could bring an army Ten thousand men or more Their mass weapons of destruction Won't even up the score Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on baby They'll have to drag me away Come on, come on, come on baby They'll have to drag me away They'll have to drag me away They'll have to drag me away They'll have to tie me up and drag me away They'll have to shut my mouth and drag me away There's no dark that can overcome a flame There's no force that can drag me away No force that can overcome a flame There's no force that can drag me away |
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| 6. |
| 5:28 |
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She came to this world on a cold night
Papa turned his head and said I don't believe she's mine Single momma raised her in a place where You can look but never touch Cause we don't have enough Don't let your hopes get high Cause girls like you can't fly Oh the long nighs in the small room With the big dreams Oh Indiana You're only dying here And they don't understand you It's a tough road but you start slow And before you know it You're not alone Looking for a place called home anywhere Oh Indiana She tended bar in New York City People turned their heads and said Baby you sure look fine They put her on TV and then they told her You're gonna be a star You can go so far Let your hopes get high Cause girls like you can fly In the long nighs in the small room With the big dreams Oh Indiana You're only dying here And they don't understand you It's a tough road but you start slow And before you know it You're not alone Looking for a place called home anywhere Oh Indiana Those big dreams are flying machines And they'll take you Wherever you want to go Sometimes you find that what's real is inside You don't have to go away To find your way home Oh Indiana She turned around and sshe topped running She saw that fame was never an answer to her prayers She found that answer in her children When she takes them to a place Where they can have so much She lets their hopes get high Cause anyone, anyone can fly In the long nighs in the small room With the big dreams Oh Indiana You're only dying here And they don't understand you It's a tough road but you start slow And before you know it You're not alone Looking for a place called home anywhere Oh Indiana Oh she's going back Oh oh oh |
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| 7. |
| 3:12 |
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They don't much care for you
No they don't like your kind The way you look walk Or the way you talk The way you always speak your mind But you want to be my friend You're not anything like them You can show me things I've never seen You say ooo child what a waste if we never took a taste Of everything we find in between <i>[Chorus]</i> Ooo you make me nervous Ooo you make me want to run away and hide Ooo you make me nervous When you look at me I just can't lie Ooo you make me nervous tonight Feels so wrong and feels so right feels like insanity I keep acting strange hoping that I'll change Waking in a sweat from a burning dream And then look at all my friends I keep on pleasing them Caught up in the chaos of their minds Ooo child the fear I have Keeps me bound and keeps me gagged Keeps me pushing harder all the time Ooo you make me nervous Ooo you make me want to run away and hide Ooo you make me nervous When you look at me I just can't lie I want to shovel all the blame I want to shoot out all the lights I want to call you names and start a fight Because you make me nervous tonight Heart pounds hands wet mouth dry I shake I scream I cry No eat no sleep all night I build my lonely cell with secrets I can't tell Frozen in my fright Ooo you make me nervous tonight You make me nervous You make me nervous You make me nervous <i>[Chorus]</i> |
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| 3:47 |
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I grew up in silence
From silence I became my history They fed me fear and violence They hooked me up to this reality Now I'm not cursing anyone They only did what they had done to them But if you want to know where I am now Then just breathe in and let it out When you are at the end of your rope Come find me Holding on to your last string of hope Come find me Open up your eyes I'll show you what your worth Don't you know it's you and me In this heaven on earth When I laid down my burden The one where I had something I should prove Then I found my power The one where I'm the mountain I could move So if you want to know where I am now Then just breathe in and let it out When you are at the end of your rope Come find me Holding on to your last string of hope Come find me Open up your eyes I'll show you what your worth Don't you know it's you and me In this heaven on earth Don't you know that you are golden Don't you know that you are pure delight baby It doesn't matter what they painted on you You can wash it all away tonight When you are at the end of your rope Come find me Holding on to your last string of hope Come find me Open up your eyes I'll show you what your worth Don't you know it's you and me In this heaven on earth |
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| 5:39 |
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We're dreaming from the bottom of the well
We're curled up in the corner of our cell Freedom's just a story that we tell I say give me liberty or give me hell I know life is just a song If I can get the world to sing along Brothers and sisters We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for There are differences we cannot hide Yet we all are one spirit deep inside Finding out our past has been denied Now we can tell our story and start to question why Climbing out from under fear We'll know what we're doing here Brothers and sisters We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for Who built this pyramid A hundred years ago Cause we're trapped inside a grid While they feed us what we need to know The scientists keep telling me That we are all what we agree So I agree to let you be Anyone you want to be We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones Every stranger you see is a part of you Teaching we are the ones Every stranger you see is a part of you Teaching we are the ones We are all there is We are the all that is And we can get through this We are the ones We are all there is We are the all that is We can get through this We are the ones The ones that we're waiting for We are the ones we are the ones I feel you You feel me I feel you You feel me We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for We are the ones were are the ones we are the ones The one's that we're waiting for I feel you You feel me I feel you You feel me I feel you You feel me I feel you You feel me |
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| 5:43 |
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I takes me so long to understand sometimes
Why it's so hard to understand sometimes It takes me two or three times sometimes To try to get it right sometimes To get it right I've got some coins in my pocket I've got a colored TV It's gotten so complicated now What does it mean to be free Only love is real Everything is love Everything you feel That's what your world is made of And when I took a good look around I see My thoughts are coming back to me So look around We are in charge of our own dreams We have more power than it seems So look around Come on now show me who you're lovin' Then show me just who you hate Tnen I can show you all our amgels yeah That guard your heaven's gate Only Love is real Everything is love Everthing you feel That's what your world is made of |
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| 11. |
| 5:16 |
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Welcome to the planet earth
Welcome to the heroes fall This is a thing called birth The forgetting you knew it all This is called your first step This is called your first time This is called your first break The one that locks your mind The one where you thought that you died The one where you screamed and you cried I'm still waiting to be loved I'm still hoping there's enough A constant wanting to be loved To be loved To be loved To be loved Welcome to the race of rats Welcome to eternal blame The trick is to stay asleep The key is to play the game But don't let 'em see you cry Cover the hole inside Cuz I'm still waiting to be loved I'm still hoping there's enough The constant wanting to be loved Welcome to the planet earth Welcome to the heroes call This is a thing called birth C'mon remember you knew it all There's no love from someone else If I can't love myself And I'm still waiting To be loved Loved I'm still waiting I'm still waiting Oh To be loved To be loved I'm still waiting To be loved To be loved To be loved I'm still waiting I'm still waiting If I can't love myself If I can't love myself I'm still waiting Waiting Still waiting To be loved |
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| 12. |
| 5:12 |
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When my soul crashed into my body
Falling into consciousness That's when my mind began this illusion Of taking it step after step I looked into mother's eyes I said tell me what I should believe She drew me a room with a light and said Just turn it off when you leave Slow, slow, this river is slow We're all out here on our own Row, row, gently we row One day we'll find our way home Step after step They drew me a town They drew me a fear and a need They drew me a god and They drew me some money Hiding the truth far from me I asked the cool fire light Tell me, what I should believe And they gave me a song And they gave me a dance And said sleep now your pain will relieve Slow, slow, this river is slow And we're all out here on our own Row, row, gently we row And one day we'll find our way home I've stumbled and crawled I've begged to know why And I've been ashamed When I've chosen to lie In all of this darkness I have searched for a light To come and find me And when I found me I wrapped my arms round My own daughter as she fell into her place and time And as her mind creates her illusions I won't complicate hers with mine She looked into her mother's eyes She said tell me what I should believe And I drew her a door And I drew her a key And I said when you're ready you'll come and find me And we'll walk out of here and tomorrow will be a new day Slow, slow, this river is slow And you are never out here on your own Row, row, gently we row Oh And together we'll find our way Slow, slow, this river is slow Life is not what it seems Row, row, gently we row The truth is It's only a dream |
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