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| 3:14 | 
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Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed?
Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everyday But I don't give a fuck; I let it roll - I smoke the old Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another maze STAY AWAY! Please… wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) Christ, have you seen this guy? Make ya sick, gonna peel away all the impurities Cuz all you wanna do is keep curin' me, but I don't give a fuck I kill everyone You'll be mopping up blood and guts and all the shit when I'm done Isn't this fun? Gimme a gun and I'll tell you all the secrets I hide BEFORE I RUN! Please… wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) (Solo: Josh) Maybe if you look away, I can slip away, gotta get away (RUN, MOTHERFUCKER) Right now I stare at shit, I'm a heretic, but I'll never give you none of it Tied up in the back of the lab, laid on the slab, got the gift of gab, what'choo want from me? I don't even know I got a damn disease, but I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL ME! Please… wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) |
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| 2. |
| 4:24 |
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You hold me inside your iris
like a terminal stain on life You condescend to my primal brain and twist me around like a knife Can’t begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don’t ask me how I am Because you’re too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON’T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn… You keep me hidden behind a curtain, an audible human display You feed me orchids to give me courage and keep me in line with disdain Can’t begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don’t ask me how I am Because you’re too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON’T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn… I have nothing left for you… you left me with nothing I live at arm’s length and die a little, between your constants by day I want my soul back before it’s over, I can’t even wish you away Can’t begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don’t ask me how I am Because you’re too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON’T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn… I NEVER LEARN!! |
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| 3. |
| 3:41 | 
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| 4. |
| 4:02 |
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I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you
I couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it if you leave It doesn't matter, doesn't matter if I scare you I only wanted, only wanted someone else's skin To feel you there Touch my face Keep me whole Help me see------ my life Give me your life I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the first one I haven't ever, haven't ever been discreet It isn't over, isn't over by a long shot I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the only one To feel you there Touch your face Keep you whole Help you see------ my life Give me your life INCREDIBLE… AND CHEMICAL Before I show you where the secret is I want to turn you into this I want to give you all my nothingness I want to cover you with this See my life… give me your life Let me see… my life Give me - your life INCREDIBLE… AND CHEMICAL |
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| 5. |
| 4:17 |
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| 6. |
| 3:46 |
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Is this wrong of me? I've come so far, so fast
I'm in the dark about a lot of things Seems so real - TO ME! I'VE CONSECRATED! I WISH THAT I COULD HATE IT I SAW MY BLOODY HANDS COME CLEAN… BEFORE MY EYES! And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within Visions plague my dreams - oh God, what beast did this? I couldn't have… oh Jesus, I just don't know What's inside - OF ME? I'VE DESECRATED! MY GOD, I LOVE TO HATE IT! MY HANDS ARE BLOODY AGAIN, THERE'S NO REASON WHY! And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within (Solo: Josh) And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within WITHIN! |
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| 4:26 |
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Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it There it goes again, he's listening to someone He hears the bitter laughter And all he wants to know is… Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts Come one and all and see what happened…that broken man is me There it goes again, I can hear it louder It doesn't feel good anymore All I want to know is… Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR! I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE! EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME! SOMEONE TELL ME… someone tell me… Someone - tell me Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!! |
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| 8. |
| 4:00 |
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to moon6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my deceit |
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| 9. |
| 4:37 |
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| 10. |
| 3:43 |
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Never even knew
what you meant to convey You handed us a retrospect ‘til you didn’t have a thing to say No one questions you Even someone set out to do Now it’s nothing… but dead and gone LET’S GO Better with a lie than the world’s ever seen You wanted all the recognition until you lost the means No one talks to you Even someone set out to do Take a number… your time has come CUZ YOU’RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU’RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN’S MACHINE! My excuses lay me down My emotions make me drown My endeavor takes blame At least I have a name CUZ YOU’RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU’RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN’S MACHINE! (Solo: Jim) |
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| 11. |
| 3:57 |
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| 12. |
| 4:04 |
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GODDAMN YOU!!
Haven’t let you in ‘cause I’m in you Haven’t let you in ‘cause I’m in you Must have been a bitch, must have been a pain Take me off the innocent’ Put me in your vein! IT’S IMPROBABLE IT’S IMPROBABLE Haven’t said a word ‘cause you’re still on Haven’t said a word ‘cause you’re still on Mustn’t take offense, mustn’t take a bow Used to be a derelict Now I have to live with it! IT’S IMPROBABLE IT’S IMPROBABLE IT’S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK, BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY Trip my light fantastic Rub me in your wound I’m not broken, I’m not plastic I’m no whore… Used against me - use me up again IT’S IMPROBABLE IT’S IMPROBABLE IT’S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY (sometimes I think I’m crazy; other times I know I’m not) Got no time to time to time (once again) You don’t want me, you don’t need me! |
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| 2:55 |
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