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Pain pain never again
a never having existed emotion called pain a home where tranquility lives and prevails the bluest of blue skies and the most angelic of all angels casablaca type ending all tales where over the cruel the kind heart reigns like a backdrop fitting of a soulful Kurt Cabain i'm overcoming the obstacles of the ubiquitous demon names shame denise denise look at the swan that sails and sails and sails a trimphant me and you again and again the end credits naming us as the majestic escapists of cacaine pain pain never again |
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| 4:53 |
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Mister mojo's rising
I took a ride From the L.A. mountains through time To get you and see you as mine I dreamt you were mine Since my eyes saw yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours If my lips kissed yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours Then the world is yours Mister mojo's dying Rising inside me is shyness Hesitations from youth Eternally hold the hand of me and you Still I dream You were mine. Since my eyes saw yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours If my lips kissed yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours Then the world is yours Talks expensive and subtleties ring blind Don't let bad timing be the cost of our love lost Our crippling shyness butchering love all the time Please please god pull the stars to align Let's not leave it to another time Remember in the midst of my dreams when I dreamt you were mine Through letters of love saying the words In the right order can be awkward and tough Time is slipping through To express how I desire you It's something I don't know how to The fear of losing you is elevating me on through Whilst the undeniable truth is alive and true You don't need me as much as I need you You don't need me as much as I need you The tables have turned to my staggering astound The wheels in my mind go round and round And I dreamt you were mine (x2) Since my eyes saw yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours If my lips kissed yours If I'm your world Then the world is yours Then the world is yours |
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| 4:30 |
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A door I've yet to open
A secret I need knowing A rock I cherish instead of throwing My river to this sea still flowing You My glow in the dark sea horse never not glowing Through my sails this breeze is blowing My child my flame forever growing My scars from the past I admit I'm postponing for you You A life long debt I don't mind owing It was to you bowie sang 'he rose in' Never my loneliness can truly be alone When future visions of true love is everyday showing You |
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| 3:36 |
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I see the black fade to grey
I feel forwards as the only way Yesterday all my happiness seemed so far away Now it looks as though it's here to stay... Shine like stars Shine like stars do Cast a wish to the moon afar Spare a thought for the one who matters If we could only mend the breaks Open up our arms to fate, sweet fate. Shine like stars Shine like stars Shine like stars do I see the black fade to grey I feel forwards as the only way Hold on tightly and hope it all lasts Celebrate the future Forget the past. Shine like stars Shine like stars do Shine like stars Shine like stars do |
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| 4:38 |
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I see you in the night walking past my house
I wonder if you feel the same as I do Just like me trapped and bruised And lost and lonely too You follow the fright Of whatever hurts you through the night. I saw you tonight walking past my house I'm sure you feel the same as I do Caged and scared black & blue & black & blue Then comes the fright Of whatever hurts you throught the night If there was a way With me, would you runaway? If there was a way Would you let me take you away? Masterplan our escape route Run and never back we'd look We could leave behind Your past and mine The mirrors reflections that shocks in the light Take my hand we could leave tonight Whatever hurts you through the night. |
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| 3:46 | 
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| 7. |
| 5:17 |
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If I see you
On the same cloud as mine To say hello, would that be fine? If I said things Said things that were wrong Words at this point too late to go back on There will be no holding back I'll tell you a feeling Tonight when I see you When I'm dream dream dreaming. I know you're out there somewhere (x4) If I left you Left you on your own James, I to was lost and alone I miss you nocturnally I'll love you eternally I've cried you an ocean In my own little way There will be no holding back I'll tell you a feeling Tonight when I see you When I'm dream dream dreaming I know you're out there somewhere (x4) I miss you nocturnally I'll love you eternally I've cried you an ocean In my own little way I know you're out there somewhere (x4) There will be no holding back I'll tell you a feeling Tonight when I see you When I'm dream dream dreaming No holding back I'll tell you a feeling Tonight when I see you When I'm dream dream dreaming No holding back I'll tell you a feeling Tonight when I see you When I'm dream dream dreaming |
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| 5:08 |
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Confused desires since my teenage years,
I'm the same homo my family fears. For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing, My behind closed doors; fantasies going on, And I feel wrong. Forgive me Father for I have sinned, I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that I undress Once a day I think about killing myself I can't carry on I must be strong even though it hurts as I sing this song That I feel wrong And I feel wrong God it's only love, it's only love God how long will this go on? God for how long will I feel wrong? And I feel wrong And I feel wrong I feel wrong And I feel wrong |
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| 4:33 |
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Heartbreak I'm not holding
your hand any more Why can't you understand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria Your ways my ways Never always The future the past The first the last Heartbreak I'm not holding your hand any more Why can't you understand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria Right time wrong line Myself I'm alien I swear to god lies and bad thoughts 1 2 3 4 let go Heartbreak I'm not holding your hand any more Why can't you understand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria I wish upon a falling star A fear never far A hit you hit me Sunshine moonlight kind heart evil leave me Heartbreak I'm not holding your hand anymore Heartbreak I'm not holding your hand let me go Why can't you understand Why can't you understand Why can't you understand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria take my hand Euphoria Euphoria Take my hand Euphoria Take my hand |
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| 10. |
| 7:11 |
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I still think about you lots sometimes
It makes me sad when I think about you lots sometimes It makes me laugh out loud when I think of you lots sometimes A flame burns bright inside of me for you lots sometimes Something hurts inside when I think of you lots sometimes I see a distance when I think about you lots sometimes The birds sing for me and you in the morning light lots sometimes I feel lost when I think about you lots sometimes I'm out of control when I think of you lots sometimes I tell myself I don't need you anymore lots sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me at all lots sometimes I don't want to live without you anymore lots sometimes I dot to dot with the stars to spell your name at night lots sometimes The flowers in my garden still await your return lots sometimes The evening breeze whispers your name in my ear lots sometimes I picture me and you when I lie awake at night lots sometimes It makes me mad when I think about you lots sometimes I feel lower than the pavement when I think of you lots sometimes I wish you here with me nocturnally lots sometimes I hope your happy wherever you are lots sometimes I pray to god I haven't lost you for good lots sometimes I hold on to hope I'm somewhere in your heart lots sometimes I can't help it when I think about you lots sometimes I miss you like I've never missed anything lots sometimes I find it hard to let go and move on lots sometimes I really thought we could have made it to the end lots sometimes I guess I never stopped loving you at all lots sometimes I still think about you lots sometimes |
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| 11. |
| 3:14 |
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Mama, I feel so scared
For three years Liberty and walking free Was every night my fantasies Mama, I feel so afraid Swallow me up the open gates As the unknown awaits Cause I don't think I could ever ever change I would change if I could Change I would change for you Listen son, don't be scared. Please don't be afraid. The monsters, they're gone. They are well on their own. so let's earn each others love And never until it's something unconditional so come on son, bring back that smile again, and be led not into temptation. Dare to resist reoffending again Coz son, truly, it's never too late to change A change is sometimes good But before you change for me, Change for you. |
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