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i still love you. is that too much for you to take? an old friend told me that you have to fight for what you want. i could see the look in his eyes that night. the hidden message behind them. (i live and breathe the pain) i picked the dull way down. (i pretend) why dont you understand? (i have my second wind now) why wont you hold my hand? (i miss you) i gave you my life. (even with the lights on) thats the best information since i hurt you last. (i remember you, i hope you do to) give me one more chance. its been a long time maybe. i was thinking. you keep clapping while i sit by the tree. thank you for the warning.
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he said just to let him go. no ropes attached. this is how he wants it. this is how we want it? im holding back my tears. my throat is dirt. the four of us. time to discuss. what will we do in thirty years. is it this weather? have the clouds ran down inside your head? soaked in cynicism. you dry me up. the time is always green. the eyes all squint. it comes out red and blistered. screaming for completion. when time stares back. let the sun kill you. when time stares back. let your son live you. take care of me.
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this will be the only time i call you. its the only chance i give myself. ive meant to talk for the last four years. please pick up. im restless. ive been trying to forgive you. your face returns into my head. youve been trying to be friendly. i forget the words i send. dont forget a word ive said. took the phone into the backyard. its time to let this one unwind. it could have been better to have never. it could have been the millionth time. ran into you. sweating and shaking. the eye contact hurts. i couldnt make it. i leave tomorrow. i leave tomorrow. reach for my hand. ill be back. (dont forget me)
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sitting on a cold wall i can feel the wind penetrate this thin blue coat. just enough to give me comfort that i so very need just enough to keep my mind warm. i breathe. i want to scream. i want to bleed these last few weeks i wish that i was home. the comfort of that place just seems so far from here. i wish that i had you. we could be just anywhere and id still have you near. id still have you here. sitting on a hard floor i can smell the smoke coming from your thin black lungs. reminds me why i hate this city and the people in between. reminds me why i slept in the back seat.
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just in time for me to put on a smile. ill laugh along with you. we can put on our own show too. they all stare at the queen not the goof. ill jump at the chance to chance my time with you. fell right on my face. caught staring into the sun. my eyes got burnt with my pride. my heart.
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its raining in my sleep. wont you cover me with sheets made of arms. hands behind my back. no point to even try. my sad song. my bad anthem. my sad song. easier to hide on the outside. almost impossible to hide on the inside. alone for a day. alone for a week. will i be lonely forever? and they ask is there anything better? id have to say no. pick me off of the ground. put me back on my feet. punch out for a block. awoke in the awake.
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