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1. |
| 6:08 | ||||
It's over it's finished, I am dead inside
I'm not gonna feel anymore I am dead, please bury me, I am dead Our relation-creation of dark passion I am forever subdued and tranquilized Your desertion-converting from my eyes My feelings caught in your jar like fireflies This sensation-frustrations of simplified minds My dreams they die as they lie on the naked floor This dimension-ascension to sullen despair Your eyes they lie as we cry to the tired sky |
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2. |
| 6:02 | ||||
Pretend you're in my heart
Pretend we'll never part Everything beautiful dies With you inside of me With you I'll never be Anything else than you I know my love is gone I know I don't belong Everything beautiful dies Just to feel the taste of love Intertwine with your inner thoughts Feel your loving touch I know you're too far gone And when I lay me down to sleep The stars above me bright and far away... Like you |
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3. |
| 3:50 | ||||
It's no surprise, I'm tainted now
I'm left here in chains I've become what I despise Decayed and senseless The Bitterness in my heart, I take no heed I can't feel the rain I've become my own disguise Deprived of senses My life in flames, It's all to late I sleep on thorns but cannot feel the pain I hate-I hate everything When I am not with you |
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4. |
| 8:38 | ||||
What I wouldn't give for-a chance to feel
What I wouldn't give for-a chance to heal What I wouldn't give for-a chance to cry What I wouldn't give for-a chance to die What I wouldn't give for-a chance to hate What I wouldn't give for-it's all too late What I wouldn't give for-a chance to need What I wouldn't give for-a chance to bleed All the beauty I feel-I know it's not real All the beauty I see- will never belong to me I tried to hide But I fell apart Why do I try To desolate my heart |
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5. |
| 3:44 | ||||
Everything I tried to be
Let the poison into me All the beauty my sins cost Everything that I have lost Everything I tried to do Whispered me away from you If you and I cannot be one Then forever will be gone Now that I have lost everything My heart in silence weeps You are present in my sleep You haunt me when I'm awake My thoughts you always seem to keep Is it too late? |
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6. |
| 6:14 | ||||
All the beauty I see
All the beauty I feel All the beauty I hear All the beauty in the world Ain't nothing compared to you I adore you everyday I love you everyday I got all the time in the world To wait for you I'm in love with you |
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7. |
| 3:12 | ||||
Burning so bright but still so fast
Will it burn out or will it last This love feels so right So are you ready for this I see a star so bright in your eyes I feel the love of a dangerous kind I try to reach you with my heart You know I know you know Crave your love |
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8. |
| 6:10 | ||||
Love me like I love you
Show me your paradise Hold me when I hold you Desire for you Kiss my sweet lips Lead me to the sky Teach me about all your things Your flesh, your blood, your you Tell me my love is enough Stop running, I'll do Caress your skin Like meadows in the wind Beautiful one |
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9. |
| 9:51 | ||||
I’m too tired for this life (I just wanna die!)
All I need is my big sleep (I just wanna die!) You are so far away (I love you to death!) You love someone else (I just wanna die!) I just wanna die! Another day passed me by (I just wanna die!) Another day filled with pain (I just wanna die!) You are not here (I love you to death!) You’re with someone else (So I just wanna die!) I just wanna die! Create hate I hate myself for loving you [repeated] “We have touched for the last time. You are long gone, in love with someone else. I now fear nothing but life itself, And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die. I do not believe in life or in love anymore; The joy I feel are joys of emptiness; I hate myself for loving you. The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease. No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes. To escape life itself now seems the only solution; With relief I look forward of letting go of the pain, Finally... there is peace in my soul; To lie dead without a concern, without a tear... You own my heart, And life without you is so immensely painful: Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face. I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart: You are everything. I am nothing. I want to die, but really... I am already dead” Another day passed me by (I still wanna die!) Another day filled with pain (I still wanna die!) You are now so far away (I love you to death!) You love someone else (So I just wanna die!) I just wanna die! Create hate I hate myself for loving you [repeated] |
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10. |
| 5:23 | ||||
Thank you for everything
Every moment you shared I appreciated your stay Every smile you gave away Thank you for leaving Now I clearly see the dark Embraced by agony I fear nothing but life What's the reason to live if I cannot love I can't get over you What's the reason to live at all |
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11. |
| 4:24 | ||||
Now close your eyes...
You're present in my sleep you hunt me when I'm awake. My soul you seem to keep. My heart will weep again and again and again... These days? in my head? make me feel you are the one... These dreams in my head seem real... [In my heart] You're in my heart You're in my soul [In my soul] Want you close [In my heart] You're in my heart You're present in my sleep you hunt me when I'm awake. My soul you seem to keep my heart will weep again and again and again... These days? in my head? make me feel you are the one... These dreams in my head seem real... You're in my heart [In my heart] You're in my soul Want you close [In my soul] You're in my heart [In my heart] You're in my soul |
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12. |
| 3:51 | ||||
What truth there is left?
What hope might still live? I think I can feel it I think I believe it That is the darkness That I lost on my own Or have I become it? Am I still alone? What love might have lived? What heart might still beat? I think I can feel it I think I believe it That is the darkness That I lost on my own Or have I become it? Am I still alone? That is the fear Or at least so it might seem Is this the one of which I can not dream? What love might have lived? What heart might still beat? (Gone... gone again) That is the darkness That I lost on my own (Stay...) Or have I become it? Am I still alone? (Gone... gone again) That is the fear Or at least so it might seem (Stay..) Is this the one of which I can not dream? |
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13. |
| 1:33 | ||||
14. |
| 7:23 | ||||
Heavenly memories, born from my desire
Dark is the path deprived of all but blood-torn hearts Hellish remembrance is the truth that shuts my eyes Blackened, my life, but still I live to breathe the lies All the beauty I have lost forever will be gone By your headstone on my knees, I fail as you've died once again Torn asunder, falling under - God, I hate myself Burning up, I'll always bleed, this time there's only hell for me By your headstone on my knees, I fail as you've died once again Torn asunder, falling under - God, I hate myself Burn in hell, but live to tell - there's no remorse for me For me |