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(I.) Somehow You Love Me
My heart is gone, it drove to the shore Swam out in the night, way out past the lines I heard that now it lives in the South Of West Central Spain, drinking off the pain 'Cause inside I'm broke, I'm cracked, I'm alone No hope for a change, no way to erase The world would be better without me So how could this be, somehow you love me? (II.) Fucked Up Past the Point of Fixing Stepped out to see the stars fall alone on the neighbor's lawn I held my hand up, my head down, waiting to hear your call I thought I saw your headlights in the dark driving by our house I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone Whole world is waiting, watching to see when you're gonna fall 10,000 faces staring, your back is against the wall Fucked up past the point of fixing, so tell me what went wrong I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone 'Cause in the darkness of my mind I used to dream of suicide I'm gonna pull myself out before I die I'm going out my mind I'm giving up the fight this time Love me or let go No longer care if I die alone (III.) 8 AM Now it's 8 in the morning Up all night just walking around I'm hiding out here under the window By the sink where we used to laugh all day long I wait 'til I see you walking From the bedroom down to the kitchen Fingering your hair into curls while talking On the phone resting on your collarbone Here I come again, head is hanging low You put down the phone, take me in your arms And I'm all alone with you, my love Did you hear me coming? Running over the words I said last night While wishing I never saw your eyes swell up With tears dripping down your thighs I can't let it go, I'm lost inside I can get so low, seems like there's no up And I'm all alone so take me in your arms Knowing I'm the one (IV.) Zig Zag I turn around to say, "How could you still love me?" Sun is shining, lighting up your face You stare off into space, not knowing what to say Searching for the words to set things straight So I say, "I'm a zig zag, sideways upside down, out of my mind What's the point of living if we're all just born to die?" You say, "Why, why ask why?" I say, "I get fucked up." You say, "Delusional." Somehow will you still open your arms? "Come with me." you say, we step outside to face the sun Yesterday I dreamed that it would all burn down to dust (V.) Daybreak Take a breath, turn around See the sun come through the clouds The light alive in your eyes Standing here by your side Arm in arm under the sky I know I want to hold on The letters left on the lawn The shadows crawling the wall The mirror shatters and falls I've been lost for so long No more will to carry on So dark and dead and diseased Nothing left in the end And to pray is to pretend I'm tired of trying to believe So can we learn to forgive? I want to hold you again Can we remember our love? I can get so low, seems like there's no up And I'm all alone so take me in your arms Knowing I'm the one |
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You say, "I won't forget what you said to me
I won't forget you left begging please don't leave I want to know what in the world has happened to you It's time to learn to let it all go So you're forsaken, cast aside and alone Those haunted voices in your head are all ghosts So long ago, their sideways eyes cut through but you know That now it's time to let it all go You know that I love you and I can't stand living without you But I don't know what now I can do You've got to do something 'cause you can't just keep it inside you It's killing me and killing you Please save yourself, I'd like to help but you won't let me through It's time to learn to let it all go." |
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I'm dead inside and dying more every day
Castrate my eyes and cut the lines in my face The alcohol, the empty walls Repress, regress, erase regrets Return me now to where I was long ago I need you, I need your love I'm trying to rise above I want you to bring me back to life I feel their voices in the back of my head I hear their eyes and turn when nobody's there The TV screens, the magazines Depressed, diseased, deny your dreams Dislocate, drained, adrift and losing control I need you, I need your love I'm trying to rise above I want you to bring me back to life The lack, the need, the fear, the greed Redeem, amend, remember when Return me now to where I was long ago I need you, I need your love I'm trying to rise above I want you, I need your love I want you to bring me back to life |
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I've got your face burned in my head
From the first night we met You were lost, 22, tired of it all Eyes like star-born black holes I was living alone The world went by down below Through the window I watched it all go We've been here 7 years, clothes on the floor Shadows crawling along the walls Reminisce, reticence, learn to move on Without you who I would be is gone Try or fail to forgive Nothing left to relive I watch your black hair blow in the wind Can we love again? Do you feel a thing? Will you take my hands? I want to live again In your eyes I see the sky go grey Looking down as I say, "Give me one more day." In the distance I hear the rain fall |
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No matter how neurotic my mind
That's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words I've always loved you, I've always cared But in the past I wasn't there Out to the desert to disappear Only to find I wasn't there Everything I knew was wrong What is really going on? There in the darkest depths of my mind But that's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words They'll sell sarcasm and constant fear Don't be so far, don't be so near The missing papers, the souvenir No one around, no one can hear All at once we want to live Holy water won't wash away sin Off in the sky the sun is red What's in the past and what's ahead Or can I live with what's in my heart That's not what I wanted to say I'm running out of words |
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Where do we go from here?
Together for seven years Pull a polaroid from the lawn You in your red dress before it was torn Was it all a waste of time What if we never met that night Would you be the same inside? I wanna make it work I wanna get it right Yeah! Criss-crossed power lines Strung over the billboard sky Ocean's burned to dust And shadows from bombs above Is it all a waste of time We are born, we give in, and then we die Think of all the ways we've tried We want to make it work We want to get it right Yeah! Yeah! What if we never met that night? Would you be the same inside? When you think of it Do you start to cry? You want to make it work You want to get it right Yeah Is it all a waste of time We are born we give in and we die Think of all the ways we try We want to make it work We want to get it right Yeah! |
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Take my hands, let me see your eyes again
I know you'll say we don't have a chance to be saved We're lost, we're torn, we praise, we scorn We're stuck and we'll stay the same All you say is, "You are not the one to blame The past, the pain, all of it at once became Too much to hold, too dark, too cold You lost your way, that's all." Living without you Living without love Isn't the life I need No more tomorrow No mourning sorrow Now it's all up to me I feel that rain as you turn my way You say, "It's not a waste." Living without you Living without love Isn't the life I need No more tomorrow No mourning sorrow Now it's all up to me |
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Blinded by circumstance I suffered and I strayed
Denied the fear inside, it's me that I betrayed But now I'm here just to hold you In my heart 'til forever Has come and gone a hundred times I'll be here waiting Contempt, controlled, confined inside my withered skin Don't look, the mirror makes you turn away within But now I'm here just to hold you In my heart 'til forever Has come and gone a hundred times I'll be here waiting I know you have only seen me in darkness and misery I promise to trust this feeling if you hold onto me So let's be clear in this moment You're all I need, this is worth it So now I'm here just to hold you In my heart 'til forever Has come and gone a hundred times I've come and gone a hundred times And still I'll come a thousand times To be here waiting |
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I think I'm starting to see
The love I need is inside of me As I look to you now, vow and confess You're the light in my eyes Of all the things that I've said Of all the things I'll never get back The only thing I would change is walking away When you needed me here And I could see it in your eyes You were blind to see me You see the man I used to be "Of course." I say to myself I lost my way refusing your help But here inside all along, waiting for you To come home to yourself So now it's just you and me And yesterday is gone, we agree As we open our arms up to the sun And see the rain now is gone |
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All I want is you to come undress me here
Laying sideways underneath the windowsill Let's not say a thing, no, let's not even think Just hold each other here I remember when we met on Halloween You in your red dress, your green eyes stared at me The sidewalk, yellow stars start to fade into the dark When I first take you in my arms I never want to let go All my life I've been alone No one there to just hold The lines along my face from those endless wasted days Show when the sun shines through the shade I never want to let go All my life I've been alone No one there to just hold Too many faces that turned away Start to believe that it's not worth the pain But I know that I love you All it was is a dream Now you're here with me |
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