“Judgment and Justice”
I thought I was like a monkey. The skillful and talented monkey jumps up to the sky and gets to a new destination away from us. The quick and unstoppable behavior does not have time to know who they are and to recognize what they are facing. That is why you can stand up for yourself without bothering anyone in disrespectful way. The thing that is visible is the color. Beyond that, you can see how it harmonizes together, the richness and depth of time and the clear thoughts are only made is to primary colors. The responses to the presences tries to prove its worth by wrapping it in a hand-held material.
Value, judgements based on conceptual thinking rather than intuitive thinking comes as pain. The body’s response to sensations may be embarrassing, but it’s not a lie. It is merely stimulating and functional. It is a rational judgement that goes beyond my senses that I have lost my consciousness in the flow of situations that I have been in a daze. Having a process of reading and writing is a human instinct for good to wander about in search of absolute value. The flow of consciousness is ultimately a structure of thought, which requires a lot of time. It is not made to be used recklessly. How can we ignore the consequences of thinking and knowledge in such a time? Consuming time is a sacrificial act that gives up absolute value. How can you throw yourself away easily?
What I read is not just writing but the word of my father, which makes me think and think to make me stand right. Person like me who is indecisive was built from the words of his father’s dearest words of providence. Do you expect immediate response and subsequent monotonous behavior from yourself? Therefore, I know that the word and the attitude I have for my life must be controlled and disciplined to make decisions. It is the will of the Father who wants to realize the subtle color of each subtle difference, not the world of primary color, to understand the world and to pray wholeheartedly leaving impacts with deeper touch of God. What bothers me is that I know what must be achieved and the value of it which is beyond what is visible.
What’s bothering me? Who is the one that persecutes me?
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