윤재필

Deep within my memories,
I can faintly hear forgotten stories.
They form together like a hole.
Breezing through me like the cold.

My reality.....shattered.

* Is this a dream or reality?
Dare I choose to ask?

Deep within my memories,
I've lost my brace and can't save face.
I have no more support.
I cry and I pray but still see no sign of hope.

My reality.....shattered.

* Is this a dream or reality?
Dare I choose to ask?

Who am I?
When did I begin...
How much time has passed me by...
Dare I choose to see?
Breakaway from haunting dreams...
Set me free from memories.

The treaty of blood, no peace is absolute without absolute victory.
Meaningless sacrifice is all that exists in the rule of this world…

Under the burning sun... just today... please just today...
A feast of their own, in a fest of their own
Who's the absolute strong and the absolute weak!

* Desperate cry, nobody cares no more about these sorrowful tears.
Gamble of death but this fucking world goes on ahead.

Begging for life in front of a smoking gun barrel, uncertain future!
Frozen heart, red blood, sad eyes.
Stealing the souls of our sacred children
Abandoned fate unprotected every second…

Under the burning sun... just today... please just today...
A feast of their own, in a fest of their own
Who's the absolute strong and the absolute weak!

* Desperate cry, nobody cares no more about these sorrowful tears.
Gamble of death but this fucking world goes on ahead

Chaos inside all kinds of shit.
Going crazy to accept this reality.
power, fucking power, strength meaning good, and weakness meaning evil…

My life is trapped somewhere deep within my soul.
Nobody can see me or help me out of this hole.
Life's not beautiful... like they said it would be.

Life and me are two different entities.
It's been that way... as far as I can see.
Dreams fade fast as my thirst for them grows.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

If you look then I will fade. Now I'm gone, I've disappeared.
I am but an illusion and you an empty shell.
I'm a mere soul, for you are hell.

Life and me are two different entities.
It's been that way... as far as I can see.
Dreams fade fast as my thirst for them grows.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

Raised by loneliness, weather the cold.
I wanna disappear runaway.

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears.
This long drought has left me in a desert of fears.

마치 나의 삶은 소리 없는 먼지 같아 도울 수 없다면...oh help me!!!
아름다울 필요도 그 어느 누구도 누구도 나에게 필요 없지. 그게 나야!!!

내 삶과 너 two 또 다른 entities
어차피 남남일걸 이제야 i can see
목까지 밀려오는 슬픔도

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears


먹빛세상에 나 홀로 태어나 미친 듯이 절규해도
Illusion 나는 바로 empty shell
고개 숙인 나 그게 나야!!!

내 삶과 너 two 또 다른 entities
어차피 남남일걸 이제야 i can see
목까지 밀려오는 슬픔도

* My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears

Raised by loneliness, weather the cold
I wanna disappear, runaway
Raised by loneliness, weather the cold
I wanna disappear, runaway

* Dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears
My heart is dry and thirsting for tears
This long drought in a desert of fears

Dreary life drags on day after day.
Left on a long journey, came too far to ever go back…
Everyday I pray for death..
Push the girl standing on the edge.
Shoot the painful struggle with peaceful rest.
From this smothering pain…
Kill her. Burn her. I’m gonna release her.
I am the slayer no I am the saviour

* Let her fly high…
I will hold you in your sleep.

Life is a contradiction. Being alive ain’t the same as living.
There’s a creature inside my brain.
Eating away my sanity.
Heaven and hell ain’t far away. Closing in wherever I go.
On the edge of life and death, but I’m choosing this road anyway.
Kill her. Burn her. I’m gonna release her.
I am the painkiller

* Let her fly high…
I will hold you in your sleep
Death is the eternal life.
Living is death...
Embrace the angel of death.

Death is the eternal life.
Living is death...
Give her the wings of soul.
I will hold you in your sleep

Time's cruel creep hasn't change a thing
Where do i rest my thrashing head
When the world around me is all but dead
My eyes awoke to the morning stroke of light
With a bitter smile i arose clenching in my pool of sweat

* oppression- I can't see any more
Explosion- I can't take it no more
Suffocation- I can't breathe anymore
Elimination- I'll never go back

While yesterday it rained today is still the same
Haunted my dreams where i'm sitting on my grave
Smoking I can even taste the the bitter cigarette
The dreams the nightmare I torture myself
I wanna run I need to run but my legs are torn & broken

* oppression- I can't see any more
Explosion- I can't take it no more
Suffocation- I can't breathe anymore
Elimination- I'll never go back

The cool of spring has left us now
But the chills of winter are coming

making a choice of this or that to be or not to be
I need a grip or helping hand because I can't handle this

It's just a fact I can't avoid.
I feel it coming. Darkness is coming.
Like death it creeps up slowly. Attacking the unknowing.
Leaking into my veins. Penetrating it's driving me insane!
It's there in the blink of an eye so I take joy in what can I deny.
But it returns when I awake. This nightmare called 'life' is a chain I cannot break.

I Can't take it. I've gotta getaway.
I won't take it i've gotta getaway.

* Trapping you inside my scar is how I must now live in the name of scar.

Your smile of fear strangles me and the very air I breathe
While life is around the corner waiting and taunting me.
I'm not insane and I am not blind.
Pains your choice of knife. You left me scarred for life.
In my heart...in my soul.
Tattoos of pain now cover me. Like a blanket of your lies.

I Can't take it. I've gotta getaway.
I won't take it i've gotta getaway

* Trapping you inside my scar is how I must now live in the name f scar.

This morbid cycle now comforts me because it's everlasting.
Living a hoax, living this lie and sucking up to life.
It's lurking inside of me like a fucking wife.
Tattoos of pain now cover me. Like a blanket of your lies.
I now face truth and accept this bond, my choice instead of cries.

Scar, in the name of scar

As i look in the mirror. there stood a stranger
He whispered something, i don't understand.
I smiled, but he seemed so enraged at something
I don't know why

I should have escaped or am i just jaded
What's this unknown feels like falling


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life


As i look in the mirror, the same man stood there
He whispered something, i don't understand.
I smiled, but he seemed to be sadly weeping
I don't know why

I'm feeling strange, i,m being chased
What's this unknown feels like falling


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life

Suddenly he left me one day i now understand and realize
That man in the mirror was no one but me


* I'm falling oh! father but i need to fly
Get rid of this fucking high
Get back to my fucking life

The filth inside my soul, the stench of life
Too many things don’t come in life

The more i wait and the more I try the emptiness grows...

Not me I say... Never us we say...
But the pain once again forces me down today
And I breakdown again...
This can't be... this can never be...
But we get up once again
And try to smile once again

* Too strong to surrender.
Hit me with all you've got.

Smothering pain, the shadows of wasted souls
Wishing for this day to pass for a better tomorrow...
don't pray for this misery let it grow tomorrow…
We screamed in silence...

* Too strong to surrender.
Hit me with all you've got.

언제나 예감해오던 그 날이 다가온 걸꺼야
차가워진 그 모습에 이제는 지쳐만 가는데 그렇게도 지루했니
내 곁에 머물던 지나간 시간이 어색해진 너를 보면서
가까이 갈 순 없던거야 초라해질 내 마음 감추려
관심없는 듯 외면한거야 가끔씩은 후회가 되겠지
서로에게 다른 사람이 된 후에 이제 널 보내면 깊은
한숨쉬며 모두 잊는거야