You haven't seen the world outside for days You sleep, you hope, you wait Imagination disappears And all the dreams you have you save Confrontation like a mirror They try to take your mind away I don't know, but I believe in yesterday And what it means To bleed and know that you're okay Are you waiting? No matter what you say No matter what you do No matter what, I'm always right there behind you [x2] Bombarded by the atmosphere You breath, you choke, you breath again Conversation disappears You realize they're not your friends The panic of the future rears You dig, you jerk You find another way I don't know, but I believe in yesterday And what it means To bleed and know that you're okay Are you waiting? No matter what you say No matter what you do No matter what, I'm always right there behind you No matter what you say No matter what you do No matter what, I'm always right there behind you You open up my veins now i dont feel the same no no no You open up my brain but i wont be replaced No matter what you say No matter what you do No matter what I'm always right there behind you [x4]
All my friends alone on a hill They're just looking down with violent Minds out on loan They're just not equipped Insistence We hope for the best We're not making sense In silence wait for the day When you're better than
In this silence I'm not buying But you're not faking I'm not I guess we better hold on again Cause this time We won't understand again I'm not waiting for some sense Still they sit alone on a hill Their mechanical thoughts Have left them out on their own They're not buying this
I'm not waiting for the answers On a Sunday afternoon I'm just too drunk to remember Why I always slip through
The drugs and fake ambition Have been helping me to hide But it's the endless television That has kept me inside
Where does it stop? Where does it end? Where do we go? Why am I always complaining?
I can be good I can be bad I can be loved
But everything's gone black You're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Black, you're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie
I'm not asking for forgiveness For the things that I don't know But I'm really not that different You just made me think so
Where does it stop? Where does it end? Where do we go? Why am I always complaining?
I can be good I can be bad I can be loved
But everything's gone black You're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Black, you're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie
Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie.. Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie.. Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie Big green monkey, everyone's a junkie You're the big green monkey, everyone's a junkie
Black You're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Black, you're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way And I'll remember this someday
Black, you're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
Black, you're looking for that sun You're looking for that light Lonely, you're not the only one to feel this way
I gave up on you. And your exercise And the world that I knew Then, I fell back on you. Cause I need more time And I need an excuse
I'm a thief, a liar An angel in the fire I'm a king, a drug The push that comes to shove I'm a freak, a star I'm everything you are I'm your Jesus, I'm your pride
We're made to heal
I depend on you For the wings of life And the air that you move And I defended you For this one last time For the nerves you abuse.
I'm a thief, a liar An angel in the fire I'm a king, a drug The push that comes to shove I'm a freak, a star I'm everything you are I'm your Jesus, I'm your pride
You're life has been so hard it's dried up Angels that can't keep guard I'm trying to Reach your hand but i'm on fire I never planned To fade away stay with me stop pretending When they say you're nothing
Are you sad Are you holding yourself Are you locked in your room You shouldn't be
I'm drowning inside your head help me To answer help understand why it's Been so long since we talked like Friends, oh please, forgive Me, i'm just a man Whose makes Mistakes
You feel the love You feel the past It's all the things you thought you had Oh, I woke up in hell today I woke up depressed and drained But that's ok cause I promised not to hurt you again Apparantly I'm to blame But apparantly I've been framed My memory that won't help me When it's happening Out of mind Out of soul Out of light Out of control Standing in the middle of yesterday When it all went wrong And we made mistakes I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say But it won't be long And it will be ok Oh, I promised you I would change I'm an asshole, and I'm ashamed And I'm upset 'cause I betrayed Everything that you gave Will you ever let me explain? Can I beg you to let me stay? Don't quit me cause I'll never let this happen Out of mind Out of soul Out of the mind Of of control Standing in the middle of yesterday When it all went wrong And we made mistakes I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say But it won't be long And it will be ok You feel the love You feel the past It's all the things you thought you had You feel the love You feel the past It's all the things you thought you had Standing in the middle of yesterday When it all went wrong And we made mistakes I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say But it won't be long And it will be ok Standing in the middle of yesterday When it all went wrong And we made mistakes I'm sorry for the things I forgot to say But it won't be long And it will be ok We'll make it up to you Make it up to you Make it up to you
How many times have you been pushed around? Was anybody there? Does anybody care? How many time have your friends let you down? Was anybody there? Did anybody stare? How many time have your friends let you down? Just open up your heart Just open up your mind How many times has your faith slipped away? Well, is anybody safe? Does anybody pray? Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we're alive Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we'll survive How many days have you just slept away? Is everybody high? Is everyone afraid? How many times have you wished you were strong? Have they ever seen your heart? Have they ever seen your pain? Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we're alive Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we'll survive She gets high She gets lost She gets drowned by the cost Twice a day, every week, not a lie She gets high She gets lost She gets drowned by the cost Twice a day, every week, not a lie Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we're alive Oh, Life is waiting for you So messed up, but we'll survive All messed up, but we'll survive
Well it's good to know that you'll be okay I've been waiting for this and I'll be there To sit while you pray no one's blaming me I'm Not supposed to wait when they open up your heart
[Chorus] I have been good I understood and Like a machine they'll fix you from The start I'm in repair the life that We share I know that I'll be lost But we are always in repair
And it's good to know that you'll drive away From this car crash nightmare and I'll be there to help you again there's No danger we're just killing time Again until they order up new parts
tired & jaded this road is unsafe have you been there but time is on your side you're too stubborn to wait are you listening they want you to know they want you to stay but its too much to take so you're running away
it's more than I can bear
car crash ending your day at the side of the road are you trembling they'll wake up today to the papers that say "oh well" it was too hard to tell he was swerving they were swerving much too late
help yourself if you know why you came cause if you need help she says... there's something I've got saved this is not what you wanted these candy coated fakes this is not what you wanted this is pain
anacin, we're stumbling again it's the story of a hundred aisles
walk away from simple on a tray cause if you need help she says these fancy pills don't rate this is not what you wanted a miracle today
time is not for sale today time seems so far away you need more than this depressed come here try this
Hey what do you see/ it's not me not me/ why won't you share/ it's not fair/ there's a bicycle show/ where the bicycles flowat/ and I wouldn't of cared/ I won't be the one who bothers you/ I won't be the one who lets you down/ now that you're there/ you're not scared/ why would you care/ it's your dream, not theirs/ there's a cigarette theif/ stealing cigarette diesease/ I wish I was there.
Over there well he's wandering/ is oskar there is oskar alright/ was never cool not allowed to fit/ he never knew what he liked/ over there he's the rubberman/ a rubber dress with Betty Page eyes/ was never cool he'll never settle down/ he's not allowed to drive/ he'll build a bridge then walk around don't ever call him dumb/ he's not that bright/ he's just not himself/ I will take you somewhere/ somewhere to unwind/ you're tangled up in all this s**t/ I will make you mine/ over there he's a superstar/ a taximan and a young eisenstein.
Throw away the radio Suitcase...Keeps you awake Hide the telephone, the telephone Telephone in case...You realize that Sometimes your just not OK You level out, level out, level out It's not alright now...You need to understand There's nothing strange out this You need to know your friends...You need to know that I'll be waving my hand Watching you drown, watching you scream, quiet or loud And maybe you should sleep And maybe you just need...A friend As clumsy as you've been there's no one laughing You will be safe with here, you will be safe with here Throw away this very old...shoe lace Tripped you again Try to shrug it off, shrug it off, shrug it off Sow the skin now You need to understand...there's nothing fake about this You need to let me in...watching you and I'll be waving my hand Watching you drown, watching you scream, no one's around And maybe you should sleep And maybe you just need...A friend As clumsy has you've been, there's no one laughing You will be safe with here, you will be safe with...
I'll be wavin my hand...Watching you drown... Watching you scream...Quiet or loud... And maybe you should sleep And maybe you just need...A friend As clumsy as you've been, there's no one laughing You will be safe with here, you will be safe with here...Yeah You will be safe with here...And here...Yeah And here Yeah
Shaking So you f**ked this up again/ it's time for you to leave/ you've never had many friends/ and you thought this was alright/ you're rushing to meditate/ you should eat but probably wait/ you never thought of yourself/ why are you shaking/ why are you right/ when I will be the only one who gives and lets you in tonight/ Walk you could never walk away/ from this speedfreak collagen/ caffeinated place/ you were always reaching in/ looking for somewhere to go/ nobody needs to find out/ nobody needs to know what you know/ So you wonder about the past/ when you know that it's already been/ nothing seems to last/ can it last will it last