Christian Steiner

Pour you
Fall on you
Into, your arms
For your, for your end
That comes, comes for you

All tears, will bring you
For the, the last time
Why can't you see
That everything, can't bleed for you

Leave me scared
Suck my lust
The past is everything
Leave me

Light onto me
Carry, all my tearful love
I am nothing
But you are my heaven

Bleed my blood
Everything
But love is nothing at all
Cant you

I lost myself
In you
For every tear
I'm true

And when you weep
I understand what you mean to me
I break into
And for a while
I die

I bleed with your heart
And for the first start
I can't cope with you

To adore you...you

A winter poem
Written in water
Carven in stone and sky
As marble sleep enchants
The fragile beauty
Of this wasteland's
Secret gardens
...and storm will conquer
The waning flames

Of a summer dying...

A summer's end
Another winter's dawn
A summer's end
A year of youth is lost

But we left the feeling of emtiness
To discover the new doom
Of silence but

I could adore the silence more
And everything is nothing
Solicitude I never thought
I thought it was

Could escape from
My dreams
And heal my wounds

So what we become
So what we become
Is silence, heal me

I hope that we broke the silence.

Shine through
You take me to all
All I become
For nothing more I

And what we thought, was a theft for us
For us to bleed in it and drown, through

Fall away from you
But never we can make these seconds undone

It was the only sin
To breathe you again
And not to fall apart
And leave you

All the tears on you
All your sadest wishes
For your last dance I
And nothing was true

But never to be felt
For all the blackest heart
In nothing we drown
And leave you

And so, and so
We aren't
And look how everything changes,
And how we become, what we never wanted

All I want is you
And everthing you can't do
Pour your tears in me
And never leave me

And for you
I take everything
But you aren't mine
goodbye

Homewards
Another pilgrimage
In the rain
Of a bleak grey morning

In twilight we walked
And forgotten our path...

Fall away from me
My tears won't dry
So what is
You must not
Leave me

My life on you
Into your arms
I cling to
And where are
You you're a lie

Hating you
So what is you must not

For the things you do
Break me into
And all tears we weep
Will flow for you
But you're a lie

O never, o never
I could imagine,
How you

O leave, o leave
This for us and for us
And for a while
For a while to break

...and kissed the fairytale-land with pride
under the trees of lust
the leaves pure shadows on me
which shelter me from the darkness
which I was
I hold the dreams, within my arms
thrash the earth, within my tears
and heal my wounds in meadows of light
forgotten in the drowning land
now I leave my wishes
but love conquers all...
and every angel needs a tear to laugh
calling the fall
trust me, I am your lunacy
embolded, enthroned so it's a king for a while
but gloominess it sends so gentle
the gestures of the gist
ingrowing taste of dreams
infatuate my gift, now it becomes light
inexact but clear

Cras te victurum, cras dices (Postume) semper.
Dic mihi, cras istud (Postume) quando venit?
Quam longe cras istud, ubi est? Aut unde petendum?
Numquid apud Parthos (Armeniosque) latet?
Iam cras istud habet Priami vel Nestoris annos.
Cras istud quanti, dic mihi, possit emi?
Cras vives? Hodie iam vivere (Postume) serum est:
ille sapit, quisquis, (Postume), vixit heri.

Zeersetz in blassem litch, das werme gab
schlief der mensch im lilienmeer
scheinbar ewig wartend, aber werdend
betrachtet von den auden derer die ihn liebten

...and there is no sun
not then and never again
gloss nativity
desirable perfume of light
flavourless silence
the beauty of the gist
...but what is the gist
nothing or everything
embeded in lies about the real sense of life
the poise between the beginning and the end
...but this is the last dance
escape from this thorn undying
enrich me please in my truth
the slumber in enchantment
deify the breath, my only passion
...but there is no sun
no gesture no gist
only me, only freedom, only life

Still drunken of spring's shining meadows and the myriads of flowers,
we shut our eyes to the beauty and fell asleep
...and oblivion erased our memories of fall and blinded our eyes.
Overwhelming were the days, as autumn embraced
the land of zephyr kissed the sky with passion...
But more seldom we remembered the perfume
of a long withered spring and summer's caress
faded like a candle in the wind, leaving a legacy of gold...
...and still we slumbered - dreamless and forlorn...
But for the sleepless who perceive, a blossom's tear
will be a monument of those long faded summers
and bears the seed of a new spring
...and those will feel no mourning as fall
grands them a farewell kiss in the orchid-fileds
because their gardens will gleam everlasting...

...and than she became older and left her friend in admiration
studded with bitter tears sickening falls the colour
taste for taste drowning in the nectar of clouds
which pass the light blind and bleeding
as the summer ever walks through winter's woods
...those tales...
stay far from me I lie to myself... and still I wish
I woke up again in the shining of help freedom and immortality
I opened my hands and call for me... but any beauty has its thorns
in the empty pictures of your life surrounded by radiance.
in the dust of every little hope no one can see
what happens in the end and you didn't want to see dry tears...

I am the only one
who understands me
in my ebony dreams
why can't I be just like them
...happy

life is gone
beautiful, suffering
my eyes drown, in delusion

my body paled and cold, let the
silence bloom I never will arise
in your arms again

now, with her hand, she closed my eyes
and gave me the last kiss, her tears drip
in my pool of blood

but, I've died with a
smile, 'cause no one did really search the
tenderness which sleeped in me, no

why could I not feel the love which flows through
all of our souls it was the fear that I never could fall in it

but so I'm gone and no one can bring me back
now shed tears what you on earth never did for me

now, they weep on my grave
weep they all just for me
now, I'm sad about my mistake

why can't I return to earth, why?
there so many who loved me really
o. pain

I cry for fate for you
Heal me to
To you and cover me inside all
I guess its true to cover me
I didnt want to I soon belong
I cry for fate for you
and one small moment cant be not me
I just tried me too
cover me

I gave it up and
It ends
When youth collide in me
I got it
Dont wash your tears in me
I gave it up for you
Being nothing
But,I cant do that
I need no one or no lives so everthing will be nothing
I cant ease your burden
I need no one or just any life
?ts all in me be my every
When thist shit's over
you will cry a tear soon
Its over and you cant stop it

Another day in bad times (hold)
back your fears that belong "to me
ride into the last time
I trust in you
for you last adorer
and then we are
into the purensess of my soul (nothing more)
fuck the dreams which drown in (me)
please give up and let it be
ride into the last time

cover me
fall cover me
fall cover my heart
sear me pale sun
sear me pale sun light
my bleak heartand says
wont get better
by the shivering of your breath
cover me
fall cover me
fall cover my heart
sear me fale sun
sear me pale sun light
my bleak heart
it cant be that in ends
for no one
feels like this

What is evening
What is "to let me fall"
What is to "to shed a tear"
With every breath
you will sail
so try to touch
my ocean
so this is sailing
but who can now hold on
and that is to run with fear
your ship will be nothing
in every heaven
and now you see
that you cantbe
any thing or nothing everthing
you are a life
you are a life to me

Give!
it all to me my love
I hope its not the end for us
please come into me or not
how cant be
I understand your blood maybe (your wounds)
and all we shall adore or not (fuck)
I hope you feel it too
please do carry me in you

Your life
can it be that you
your times is
I cant breathe a lie
I cant believe that we will die
I cant believe that all is gone
to pour your tears in our eves
it means nothing to you
every touch
cannot be for you
your dead escape is all
I need times we shared

Its you and high
I cry for
our time
- time -
I love your tears falling down and no heart should go on
your hair is like wine
your skin
"h"
- time -
I love your tears falling down to kiss our love goodbye
so pour me out and burn me down
I be with you and when
It all ends my soul ends to
I fall for you my tears
will belong to all
your times and to cloudy touch for every breath my heart beats with
I cant be me
for me
Its a feeling a nevertrust a thought
can you give up
and drown back just never forgive up
please drown
I never fornever you

It's my gallow, oh
And it's yours
And we can't swallow enough of
And every little thing we had to do
Fell in our throat and dies into
There's nothing to be found and nothing to go through
We had our glasses and thought
They were true
Please believe me bitch
It can't go on
And we can't do it one more time

Please let me be and I would do everything to
To let me in your pillar-heart again
It sounds perverted but it's true
Without you
I give you all but you want more
Sad believe
To every little shallow thing
I agreed
So throw away what we once had
And give up
It's a supreme surrender
Without your tears it is over for me baby
You could save it all but you say maybe
Go on
And leave
It all
It won't be told again
A face in the crowd

Can't you see that you deny yourself and
Would you say that I miss someone else and
I can't tell you the truth anyway but
You should try to bleed on another day for me
Nothing moves on
Everything's wrong
Cannot go on

What I said to her:
Can't you see
That we should be
Till nothing's left to feed
Or can you betray me
Everything's out and is erased
An error in my breast
Or are you
Oh no no
Nothing can be guaranteed
Please give me a chance to understand
And I would do anything
To wake up your shallow heart again
What she said to me:
Sorrowly doesn't work
We shouldn't meet again
And I'm sure it's better
I should try to
Forget her
And I should do the same
As she did
Ha, ha, ha

It's nothing
alone
and everything
...infinity cannot be eternity

...What have we done
o. to leave
fail... was I...
more to cover me
o. one
o. tear
Oblivion beneath, passion of all pity,
more than the barren tears
which your blood wept,
can't you see, there's no beloved
they're just helpless, another pale abuse
left in all...
I can't live for you
o. we can't, we hold our fault
we must die in
divinity, help me
help me, I wasn't your heaven
all you, all your tears you've once shed

Heal my sins
I can't bleed more for you
but you mustn't shed more tears for
our fall, to suffer in
what will we become
if nothing...
so my abuse is your tired mask
and the cure is not fast enough for
me to give you any poise or
any blood
and the revenge is life
...bidding you farewell

...So embrace the flowers of fall
and remember the rain
which will ever weep over landscapes wide and grey
and feed the rivers flowing into the waters of life
though oblivion is a mightier water -
so majestic, so cold, so fathomless deep...

Tears are in you
for me my...
somehow restless
annoying
peacefully, to all
for our time
feeling
could it be, you
The past is all what we will
become, to enthrone everything
what will be, to flow in nothing
and if there is a god, everyone
would be just a rememberance
for him, not to forget life...

...And so we take the gift of crying
and bask in the fire of past
the grandeous hope undying
the wish will fall at last
...So this is the sweetest choice
unhearing gate unhearing breath
embrace the stigma of the voice
the kiss of life the kiss of death
...Bewitch the sense of the forgotten
disarm the fear of all the pain
when all what hurts is slowly rotten
it's the symbol's garden's gain
...And now it's the triumph of leaving
let all your tears behind
take farewell of all the griefing
it's only your eternal mind
...Leave it all in serenades
the only real love is between your grace
take a look behind the gates
black is blue and haze is haze...

Left, on me
but tears are a part of you
hooked, what is it
all is coming
taste it, to be foolish
on you
embrace the tears
embrace the past
for all what you are dying for
it's the only thing you can decide
o. you forget the breathes, forget
another skin, it's the piece of
unknown peaces
somehow helpless, isn't it

Fall, and come back to
your only adorned wish
my final soul, for your sun
sometimes we
bask in the
mortality... drown in it
but this could mean the earth to me
and if everything seems like spring
it's often just a dream of
breathing liquid of all, and just
a piece
enchantment is everything, you thought
but only the time of eternity is
able to heal the bottomless wound

o. what harm to be inbalanced
to fall down, this is the only real part
of equilibrium, because everything is
what it seems to be, and the
balance is the end of eternity

I need you or a lightning
For no land
I would let you down
All that you were
Now is fading
Your bed's a rose or a while

I beg for you
You little hope
Being alive
For you hold on
This is your last
End to be near

The green of a serenade
Falling in love means
To blow up fate
Breaking down
For a distant life
We are alone
And I am the solitude

I beg for you
You little hope
Being alive
For you hold on
This is your last
End to be near

Let us to your heart now
Let us to your soul
Deeper deeper deeper
But it's over and out
Oh let me finish it

And when it all ends
I touch you
And when it all ends
I give you all
Be mine and be higher
And swallow all you need
And we will die for us

For that time it is gone
I hate you my dear
Faster faster faster
Shall I beg for you not
But what else can I do

And when it all ends
I touch you
And when it all ends
I give you all
Be mine and be higher
And swallow all you need
And we will die for us

I have you in my heart now
Let a tear for our end
Sooner sooner sooner
Let us beg for us
End

Our skin is a thin restricter
So we had it all
Sad is true and I do surrender

And when you touch me I am able
And when you do I suck the time we had
Come let us bleed
Evasion
Be mine neddle me
My syringe

Let this touch flow through me veins
And do not hold back
I will give you my life
For that kiss

And when you touch me I am able
And when you do I suck the time we had
Come let us bleed
Evasion
Be mine neddle me
My syringe

My syringe is filled with myself

Come on Sarah
For you
You said
Leave me alone
So what did I have
I died for

Try to understand
I did it all I wanted you
Sarah Lou
But you can't deny
That everytime was just for you
Sarah Lou

Nomore no end
To beg for you
But just don't trust
I'ts over

Try to understand
I did it all I wanted you
Sarah Lou
But you can't deny
That everytime was just for you
Sarah Lou

To finish it
What have you done for me
I will do something for you
After all that shit
You will spit your blood
Breathe your last breath for me
Leave me

Try to understand
I did it all I wanted you
Sarah Lou
But you can't deny
That everytime was just for you
Sarah Lou

Yes I want you to
I want you to be mine
To be
Fall through seven seas
One suck you can't deny
For me

Shed ballast tears my dear
For you my Amber Girl
Or set you on fire
Be mine or not I die for you
Sweet Amber Girl
I bleed for us and bask in you

Be my little heart
Flaming lips on mine
To see
Symbols on your tongue
Say it's a begin
Believe

Shed ballast tears my dear
For you my Amber Girl
Or set you on fire
Be mine or not I die for you
Sweet Amber Girl
I bleed for us and bask in you

And I would
Be every single tear
And I would
Be more than close or near
But I should
Be more than nothing
But I could never be you
What a sea could be
What a sea could be as deep
And I tried
To be so over-high
And I would
Be more than testified
Should it be
A life
Can you see
Light
Are you
Are you down and down
Just for you
Testified

In better times I'm diving
Let or crosses crown our past
Let contraries speak the truth
Don't speak the truth again

Dust is all what we have in our hands
Be lost not found but it's all never now
When we are fixed then we are over
Before we're there
Say goodbye

For nomore and forever
We embrace some vacuum
So we heard there's no real good
Come on and burn in you

Dust is all what we have in our hands
Be lost not found but it's all never now
When we are fixed then we are over
Before we're there
Say goodbye

Say goodbye

Nevermore obey
We die for what we want
Bitter pills
And everywhere
To be a lie

All is gone deliberate
Please disgraceme
Let me indicate your gap
Yes I will
From beyond and forever
Be my enemy
Never no and never you

Nail me on your walls
I spit on what you do
You would tear my emptiness
Differ and dare
You are a liar

All is gone deliberate
Please disgraceme
Let me indicate your gap
Yes I will
From beyond and forever
Be my enemy
Never no and never you

We return maybe
To all walls of poise
To bring you life
I said
You first
Wake up
Wake down
No tears
Please resist
When will be there
never
Wake Up
Wake Down

I held you
or no one
For a bitter tocuh
Light us first
Set you free my tear
Is this a life or a compromise
When will we be there
At our rest

Flee Away
Dead
Ingrowing taste of gloom
Inkling ban
Consider
God denied
Worst case
Flipped away
Many times before
But now it's over

It was a lie
Sader than yours
For all tears deny
But I can't be strong
Black end come on
Let's fade away

Nevermore
To grey times always near
Damn mistake
Begotten
Torn away
Below all blames
All is bleached
Forget all your sins
Go ahead for bad aims

It was a lie
Sader than yours
For all tears deny
But I can't be strong
Black end come on
Let's fade away

For you
You had
For never and dead
Be tried be true
That wasn't for you
Let us be down
Without any crown
Embark your bad news
Your traveling's out

It was a lie

I break all tears in you
For no time
A cure will be always mine
When destiny is now
On silent wings I ride
To return

Your bleeding heart must burn
To celebrate our faults
I Swear I will come back
Someday
Bring all the greys away
Oblivion arise
Come, destiny
Come, solitude

Nevermore in yours
Start to believe
Everything is out of reach
Nevermore I'd lie
Right to your face
Will this be our last embrace my dear

Behead me
Be mine in tears
That is what I want to see
I crawl here
You were my blade
Puke your last embrace on me

No matter what you do
No Matter what I say
Disappear get out of my face
No matter what you say
It's over and too late
With my life I'm gonna pay bitch

You don't know what it means
All these lies and everything
And I feel like never felt before
There you lay, innocent
Swollen eyes and body spent
Was it worth?
Was it worth the pain?

Can't deny
That I need you
You don't understand what I say
Understand what I say
Believe me now
Sweet enemy
I just want to say I love you
Want to say I love you

We are one, we're the same
Beg to see you smile again
Hold your breath
Just lay beside me here
I'm the guilt you're the lust
Turning everything to dust
Was it worth?
Was it worth the pain?

You are the one who understands
You are the one who takes my breath

Be the licking of my wounds
I'm bloodless when you leave me alone
I stand here like a hopeless fool
And never ever I will be

The one for you
Who resists

My shameless doom
My agony
Come press your wild, wild wicked lips on me
A tearful no
A bitter yes
You give me something that I really miss
(So come on)

You are the one who does not care
You are not here but everywhere

Be the end of my desire
You're bloody filthy are a liar
You won't break my heart into
Not again I won't let you

Be me, for now
But I can't leave

Again I tell a lie
This love should never die
I beg you to be mine babe
I beg you to hold on

"Alone" is just a word a harmless
Senseless stupid thing
And for now
It doesn't hurt 'cause I don't care that you're not here

I guess you cannot see
For you my dear I bleed
Again you dried my tears babe
Though love is doing wrong
I'll wait for your shot
I swear I will hold on

If you get hurt just go and tell someone else
With every kiss you try to make me understand
All you are longing for is my loves bitter end
I might be wrong but think you're lying once again

Heal my wounds I can't bleed everything for you
I won't need you, never needed you
Heal my wounds I can't lose everything on you
I won't need you, never needed you

With everything weeping tear you think I'll be your friend
But why don't you crawl back into your lovers hands
There's nothing left for us I don't want you to stay
Don't try to chain me 'cause I'm leaving anyway

One day you will forget what I do to you
One day I try to dry all tears just to beg for you

Let you know that I
Didn't make it
In such a sad way
Let you know that I die
If you won't try to
Understand what we were

One day I maybe won't remember
These years
In those I tried to scream a plea in your deaf excuse

Why you can't bring me out of this
You are a lie and you know I cannot resist
Just leave me hanging here alone
Don't blame yourself for something you ignore
You ignore

I can't do what you've done
What you said I should
I belong to myself
Not to anyone
But this day will appear
Will arise some time
And I'm not your fucked up
Stupid anything

Why you keep treating me like this
All that I want from you is just another kiss
I fell in love with your despair
Go on just do it now cause I don't care
I don't care

Laugh at me
For everything I'm not
Lie to me
With every tear you drop
All we do is sleep
Why we cannot end?
A sin is what we need

Will I ever arise
From your cold arms again
Will you ever be mine
And I'll beg my lies to end
Lying here with fear of beeing alone
Loneliness is my home
Be my bride before everything turns black

Bury me
With everything I've got
Spit on me
After I've been shot
Your lies cannot fade
It's never gonna mend
It's over but I stay

For my sins
I would leave a tear in laughter
With a grin
I regret what I have done
What should I do
To deserve you
Should I die to raise your smile

For every lie I told you
You're killing me darling
Killing me darling
I didn't want abuse your faith

For every time I doubt you
Punish me darling punish me darling
With every lie I did the same
I turned your heart to a grave

My little fear
Once I needed to betray you
You never grief
You're a rose without a thorn
What should I do
Did I lose you?
Should I leave it all behind?

I can't go
As long that I know
That you are somewhere
And I'm only there so
I'll find you in
Some gloomy day
Crown you in every, in every
Everybody

Be on my side
And understand
That we're thrones
And we won't come to an end
Sigh in my embrace
Feel like a little god now
When we leave they will follow

Sometimes
We will be one
And some different day
I'll be next to you so
The grey way
Will be ours
Hold you over now
And every
Everybody

I don't know where I belong
Is somebody there to catch my fall
I'm running in circles to get where I started from
It seems like there's nowhere to turn
I drown on the streets and I'll never learn
I'm counting the days while I'm saying

No matter where you shoot me down
No matter where if you do it now
Look in my eyes I stay strong
Lost all my fear so I hold on

There is no place to call home
Roaming the street with a bag of stones
Awaiting your call but I hear nothing at all
It feels like a broken bird
Got locked in this cage of a cold cold world
I'm trying to speak without saying

No matter where you shoot me down
Don't matter where If you do it now
Look in my eyes I stay strong
Lost all my fear so I hold on

Should I bleed myself while you're smiling?
Why should I lose myself in this fighting?
Would you now hurt yourself 'cause of my lying?
So come let's drown ourself and end this nightmare