Reverend, reverend Is this some conspiracy Crucified for no sins The image being with me
Lost with not a glimpse for life It all seems so unreal Am I mad Could I help in this world left alone in misery
The reverend he turned to me without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember the love our souls had sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your face
Well I guess you took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a new found joy This love would end in rage
And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold
Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me some place far above I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last
Through all those complex years I thought I was alone I didn't care to look around And make this world my own And when she died I should've cried And spared myself some pain You left me incomplete All alone as the memories still remain
The way we were The chance to save my soul And my concern is now in vain Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates
The way we were The chance to save my soul And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates
You said when that day came Strength is all I had You said when that day would come I'll know the sound of fear But now you ask forgiveness You ask for my respect You beat upon me 'till I broke Stripping, taking Everything from me
Drain me of my power Suck me of my strength Strip me of my will to live My soul you desecrate And if it takes me dying To make some history Then on to you my suffering Will ever, forever My misery
I was born to reign Messiah of pain I had earned the right I'm the demon knight
Drain me of my power Suck me of my strength Strip me of my will to live My soul you desecrate And if it takes me dying To make some history Then on to you my suffering Will ever, forever My misery
Beaten senseless in everyway Life dissappears, get's blown away New world chaos in disarray A second to die and forever to pray The time has come to push to fight, to die, to live This time I take the fall Don't sort them out just kill them all Just never push my back against the wall Beaten senseless, violent relentless No hope defenseless, beaten senseless Now you pushed me over the edge
Can't take it no more, I'm seeing red Beaten senseless over the head Never gonna stop until your all f**king dead Vengeance is my only thought Rage, abuse, the wars I've fought Self preservation is self taught Turn your back and you'll be caught Crushing pain intensity a violent beating senselessly so cruel, agony Broken spirit, broken home, a broken man who can not cope with pain, misery
I wish I would've met you now it's a little late what you could've taught me I could've saved some face they think that your early ending was all wrong for the most part they're right but look how they all got strong that's why I say hey man nice shot what a good shot man a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot now that the smokes gone and the air is all clear those who were right there got a new kind of fear you'd fight and you were right but they were just to strongthey'd stick it in your face and let you smell what they consider wrong that's why I say hey man nicenice shot what a good shot man a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot I wish I would've met you I wish I would've met you I'd say nice shot
Back in the getto it reained for 40 days Ear like slain but I can't show no pain, Headache, enormous proportions is the size of a bucket Pain killers can't touch it Yo, what my little brothers gone Now I'm torn apart as I stand with the knife at my heart We shared the good and the bad times When ma broke out to the store It was half time I remember she came back And we'd get beatings with the [fuck know's but it sounds like high wheeled track!] I felt the hurt from your own predicament Lost your scholarship Can't play pro ball with torn ligaments Career suddenly ended Your goals are offended Suicide deft tips recomended to try But you and I verse as we bless the earth So let us pour the wine preventing suicide
Verse two:
Nicole's torn away from home at age 12 In search of herself she found and angel of hell Who decieved her like eve And convinced her to leave Her family You can see she was very naive The fallacy she was taught was brain washed thoughts In a club with no culture Soon she was forced Into showing her skin tones for thin, grins and moans To please her saviour jim jones Her pop's was a ex-marine Him and his team Got m-16's so they could blow up the scene They parachuted in Started shooting men Recruited by jim Grabbed nicole and threw her in To the trunk She was that close to drinking the punch And realized False prophets lead to suicide
Verse three:
I was born at the bed of dawn Surrounded by men with horns Wicked forms But still I was happy to be born I grew up in a house of ten A mouse a men plus the vultures [fuck knows!] Lacking oxygen Every night I dreemed I saw ghosts Babies crying, uncles dying, ma's trying Pop's lyin ma's going across his head with a frying pan Me and my man Made plans To boot the land and raise a fam (illy) But my man stands six feet in a box covered with sand Tears are dropping Dropping all
Pull it back erase it kid But I figure That I got a little rza
Genocide homicide you won't figure this out till you die It's a suicide
If often in the still of night Thoughts turn out twisted Well unwind
Uncurl and lay the worries of the world By any fire you find Dreamers only believers in their sleep Under archievers take a leap Tell her the secrets that you keep
So close and yet too far out Maybe someday you'll hear Sweet somethings whispered softly Into your ear
To those with afflictions Prone to addictions To users and to losers Doubters and their daughters and sons Your Angel will come
Maybe she's come and gone Already lost the one What have you done You lost the only one
If you came from something And you're headed nowhere Out on the run Allow this thought to crystallise
It is better in the long run To never get there And let the journey decide
In all this doom and this gloom And pessimistical visions Came all condemned men All fatalists in metaphysical fear How could love be here
To those with afflictions Prone to addictions To users and losers Doubters and their daughters and sons Your Angel will come
And to those with intentions In all three dimensions To jokers and to the joke Doubters and their daughters and sons (maybe you've found the one)