Ed Toth

So you say I'm too quiet
Holding things Up in my head
I say so much But you don't buy it
I don't want to wake up Alone in my head
Oh say that you'll never go now Don't go Don't go
I need a lot of you I want a lot of you
I need a lot of you All of you
I tend to think I'm getting nowhere
I drag it out Whenever I can
Someday I'll get back there
And find the world You dropped from your hand
Oh but some things you'll never show now I know I know
I need a lot of you I want a lot of you
I need a lot of you All of you
Watch you coming up Out on top now
Watch you coming up
I need a lot of you I want a lot of you
I need a lot of you All of you
I need a lot of you I want a lot of you
I need a lot of you All of you All of you

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had

The best I ever had
The best I ever

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising
at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and
you don't know why
But under skinned knees and
the skid marks
Past the places
where you used to learn
You how and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to
push you away
There's always another
wound to discover
There's always something more
you wish he'd say
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
But you'll just tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places
where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels
who won't return
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and
I don't know why
don't know why
Why
don't know

I don`t think you notice
When you see my face
I guess you`re waiting
To spin me around again
Wheels I guess are turning
Somewhere inside my head
I know that this is
Deeper than you get
But you`re coming back again
You don`t mean to waste my time
But you`re coming back so
Don`t tell me
How to be
`Cause I like some suffering
Don`t ask me
What I need
I`m just fine
Here finding me
Me
I`ve already given
Up on getting through
I never question
Who I`m talking to
Oh so much for nothing
But nothing means so much
I know it`s touching
But I`ve been out of touch
And it`s all that I can do
I`m a sight for my sore eyes
But it`s all I am so
Don`t tell me
How to be
`Cause I like some suffering
Don`t ask me
What I need
I`m just fine
Here finding me
Me

I don`t think you notice
When I can`t reach out
I guess you`re waiting
On somebody else again
Oh so much for talking
It`s all been said before
I`m hearing something
but I wish you`d just say more
But you`re going off again
When I try to just hold on
But you`re going off so
Don`t tell me
How to be
`Cause I like some suffering
Don`t ask me
What I need
I`m just fine
Here finding me
Me
Finding me
Me

I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark You got me now
I want to give you back I want to give you back
Somewhere out of here I want to give you
I want to give you I want to give you back
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change I got you now
I want to give you back I want to give you back
Somewhere out of here I want to give you
I want to give you I want to give you back

That's enough Just talking about it
I don't mind I don't mind no I Laugh enough
Just dreaming about it

I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes I felt them burn

I want to give you back I want to give you back
Somewhere out of here
I want to give you I want to give you
I want to give you back Somewhere out of here

get out of here

It's taken much too long to get it right
Would it be so wrong
To maybe find someone A miracle
And all you really need
Is everything you could never be
And so you'd give it all For a miracle
Is there a trace Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle And so you wait
And lie awake For a lonely miracle

You never really know What it is
Not until it goes And if it comes again
It's a miracle But what you miss is love
In everything below and up above
And could she bring it all A miracle
Is there a trace Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle And so you wait
And lie awake For a lonely miracle
All you wanted was a (miracle)
All you needed was a miracle
A miracle
And all you wanted was a (miracle)
All you needed was a miracle, a miracle
It's taken so long to get it right
Could it be so wrong
To maybe find someone a miracle
Is there a trace Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle And so you wait
And lie awake For a lonely miracle
Is there a trace Inside her face
Of a lonely miracle And so you wait
And lie awake For a lonely miracle

Oh you make me lay down
Oh you make me forget I am here
Oh you're making me safe now
Oh you make the faces disappear
I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it
Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up
Oh I feel so close now
Oh you're taking me back from where I've been
Oh I'm not alone now
Oh you rest me up and rush me in
I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it
Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up
Send it up today
Send it up
Send it up now
Send it up

I'm all right by the way
Everyone saves the day
Sometimes I feel it
Send it up Send it up now
Send it up Send it up today
Send it up Send it up now
Send it up Send it up today
Send it up Send it up now
Send it up Send it up now
Send it up Send it up now
Send it up

For so long my life's been sewn up
fore you leave me behind
And it leaves me there without a place
to call my own
I know now what shadows can see
There's no point in running less you run with me
It's half the distance through the open door
Before you cut me down Again
So let me introduce you to the end

And I feel the cold wind blowing
beneath my wings
It always leads me back to suffering
But I will soar until the wind whips me down
Leaves me beaten on unholy ground again
So tired now of paying my dues
I start out strong but then
I always lose It's half the distance
fore you leave me behind
It's such a waste of time
Cause my shackles
So you won't be
And my rapture
So you won't believe
And deep inside you will bleed for me
So here I slave inside of a broken dream
Forever holding on to splitting seams
So take your piece and leave me alone to die
I don't need you to keep my faith alive
And I know now what trouble can be
And why it follows me so easily
It's half the distance through the open door
Before you shut me down Again
Let me introduce you to the end
Cause my shackles So you won't be
And my rapture So you won't believe
And deep inside you will bleed for me

So though you know you care
Cause my shackles So you won't be
And my rapture So you won't believe
And deep inside you will bleed for me
Yeah yeah And my laughter
You won't hear The faster I disappear
And time will burn your eyes

Take a listen through the window
Take a lover on the radio
Ask her if she's got an answer
Do you know
Time enough to get a good one
Though they never seem to get done
I am standing for a reason
Do you know
Cause I don't know how
And I don't know where
We are we are
And I don't know why
I don't know if
We are we are

Seven days and not a return
Seven lives and not a thing learned
Take a lover on the highway
Do you know
Cause I am sleeping on a time bomb
And I am waiting for the light to come
You and I could get away now
Do you know
Cause I don't know how
And I don't know where
We are we are
And I don't know why
I don't know if
We are we are
I get up sometimes
Like somebody else
Am I just wasting time
For somebody else
Take a listen through the window
Another lover on the radio
Ask her if she's got an answer
Do you know?
Cause I don't know how
And I don't know where
We are we are
And I don't know why
I don't know if
We are We are
Cause I don't know how
And I don't know where
We are
And I don't know why
I don't know if
We are

Here in the light
It burns you up inside
Here in the shell of a sun
We echo on

Too much listening
Not enough living

[Chorus]
And you say
What did I say
What did you say
We just
Go away
Go away
Go away

It helps you out
Knowing I'm left out
Locked in a box with a light
That won't shine

Turn it on and wait for
Someone to come

And you say
What did I say
What did you say
We just
Go away
Go away
Go away

I'm here now
Waiting
Holding on to reasons
Wasted
I faced it
Watching you deny me

Here in the light
It burns you out sometimes
Here in the shell of a sun
We echo on

Left alone forever
All alone together

And you say
What did I say
What did you say
We just
Go away
Go away
Go away

I've gotta be honest I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
And there's somewhere beyond this,
I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, No no, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go

But I've been unable To put you down
I'm still learning things
I ought to know by now
It's under the table,
so I need something more to show,
somehow
So, never again, no No, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go

I've got to be honest I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this,
I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, no No, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go
You're a god (Oh, and I am not)
I just thought that you would know
(Oh, I thought that you would know)
You're a god (Oh, and I am not)
I just thought I'd let you go

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

CHORUS:
The cities grow the rivers flow
Where you are I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

I'm still here

You've seen the ashes in my heart
You smile the widest when I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I try to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place

But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

(chorus)

Maybe tonight it's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today it's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered
And I wanted you to come and make me whole
Then I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
You just walked away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

(chorus)

The lights go out the bridges burn
Once you go you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say
I'd be the one to run away
But I'm still here

I'm still here

Echo, echo
we come and we go
No I don't want to
be just another
Echo, echo

Everywhere I go
There's something that I really need
Everyone I know
is someone that I want to be
Even though
I don't really know me

I'd better pick it up
before I let it slip it away
Better stick it out
before I take another day
Hand to mouth
And every single word I say fades out

Chorus

Can I open up your eyes
Only when the clouds break
Can I feel alive
even though the world shakes
Every night
here in my quiet sattelite

Can I hold you close
do I rather focus
and everything I know
I don't even notice
when it all falls through
I'm here and I hear you

Chorus

Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?
'cause I need to
just to reach you
Can you hear me?
coming clearly
Am I hollow
Just an echo

Chorus Twice

It's just another day
and every single word I say fades out

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be
for a little while
Let my eyes
see everything and nothing in their time
I do not mind

Who'd have guessed I'd ever learn
To let the walls around me burn
and light up the hillside
My words
I ate them for so long
and nothing changed
it was just the same

And I don't know if you see me here
but I can tell you your face is clear
I will see you...

Chorus:
Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Call me close once again
Call me teacher, call me friend
Just like the first time
Call my name
it echoes in the walls around this room
it's all you

And I don't know if you hear me there
when it's dark and no one cares
I will hear you...

Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever

And I wanted you to be
Everything to me
And now I've got to learn to carry on
And I know I cannot hide
this emptiness inside
Nothing is the same since you're gone

Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
that's where you are...

And I don't know if you feel me here
I can tell you one thing is clear
I will feel you...

Forever
Forever
I will feel you
Forever
Forever
And I will hear you
Forever
Forever
And I will see you
Forever
Forever

Take these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be

I'm on the outside looking in
What do I see? so much of this left to begin
Where would I be ? I'm on the outside looking in
Cover me through this night
I guess I don't know what's left to say
Hear me out
All of the dreams of yesterday
keep breaking me down
What's on the outside can you say?
Am I getting carried away
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again
Goodbye again...
I'm getting on what's the use?
You know how I get ,I can't decide which is the truth
at least not yet
I got the feeling that it's you
what can be said alone in this room?
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again
Who wants you now?
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget
you were never here
Maybe forget
you were never, never, here...
instrumental break
I'm on the outside looking down
What do I see? So much of this cold in the ground
Where would I be? I'm on the outside looking down
Cover me before you go...
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again
You're falling out
I'm falling in
so it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
so it's goodbye....
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
for one last try
So it's goodbye again ...

We're all lost
We're all found
We're all the same
Just one heart
Beats in us
With different names
Just one heart
With different names
Hold me inside you
'Cause I wanna be inside you
Inside you...
Take this hand
Lift me up
Into your sky
Hold me here
'Cause you make me you make me fly
Oh, you make me fly
Hold me inside you
'Cause I wanna be inside you
inside you
instrumental break
We're all lost
We're all found
We're all the same
Hold me inside you
'Cause I wanna be inside you
inside you
Hold me... Inside you
Hold me... Inside you
instrumental break
Oh, inside you
instrumental till end

I'm here, wide awake again
This fear is something I call a friend
Hello again
It's been a while since I saw you here
I don't remember you saying goodbye

No,
It doesn't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
It doesn't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time

Here we go, jump to the stars above
So low, why do I fall to love?
Hello my love
This voice never called your name
This boy would never be the same

No,
It don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
It don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time

Don't let it end up this way
Don't spend another night afraid
Don't let it end up this way
Hey-yeah

Don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
Don't matter it's over
Here I've been waiting
All my life
All this time
All this time

I'm here, wide awake again

I found the pieces in my hand
They were always there
It just took some time for me to understand
You gave me words I just can't say
So if nothing else
I'll just hold on while you drift away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

CHORUS:
The cities grow the rivers flow
Where you are I'll never know
But I'm still here
If you were right and I was wrong
Why are you the one who's gone
And I'm still here

I'm still here

You've seen the ashes in my heart
You smile the widest when I cry inside and my insides blow apart
I try to wear another face
Just to make you proud
Just to make you put me in my place

But everything you wanted from me
Is everything that I could never be

(chorus)

Maybe tonight it's gonna be alright
I will get better
Maybe today it's gonna be okay
I will remember

I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered
And I wanted you to come and make me whole
Then I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
You just walked away

Cause everything you wanted me to hide
Is everything that makes me feel alive

(chorus)

The lights go out the bridges burn
Once you go you can't return
But I'm still here
Remember how you used to say
I'd be the one to run away
But I'm still here

I'm still here

Breathe in the water
Drown in the sky
High, high above her
While I'm flowing through your eyes

Hold me in motion
Still in your sun
Under this ocean
There's a world melt into one

And i'm hanging on to everything i hold dear
And i'm letting go of fear
I'm hanging on to every single one of you

See all the darkness
Blind in the light
Deep in this forest
Tell me leave this in this night

And I'm hanging on,
To everything I hold dear
And I'm letting go of all this fear
I'm hanging on to every single one of you

Go somewhere better
Go to the sea
Walk through the desert
Till your love grows over me

And I'm hanging on
To everything I hold dear
And I'm letting go of all my fear
I'm hanging on to every single one of you
To every single one of you
To every single one of you
Every single one of you

Sometimes I can't get enough of you
This friendly game keeps getting rough
I think I'm breaking through
I cannot hide this well
As well as I should
There's always something left to tell
And tell me is it good?
I see you
Do you see me too?
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
Come on through
I will find you
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
I guess you chose a different road
and I am not aware
I got no one that's been closed
Shutdown for repair
I hope that I weigh in my head
Who lives like a king
I throw away the things I said
And I said everything
I see you
Do you see me too?
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
Come on through
I will find you
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
Meet me in the sunshine
Meet me in the sunshine
instrumental break
There's something better in this league
I'm getting it all
I feel the warmth, I feel the greed
and I feel the fall
I hope this window's wide enough
to keep the whole world
I want to spit out all this stuff
and keep the girl
I see you
Do you see me too?
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
Come on through
I will find you
Close your eyes and meet me in the sunshine
Meet me in the sunshine
Meet me in the sunshine

You and I are here
Underwater
Seconds are so dear
Underwater
I'm searching for a light
to draw me closer
I hold my breath in tight
bring me to closer

I feel your touch
will you pull me up again?

It's not so bad down here
Underwater
Once you get past the fear
Underwater
I sense you through the haze
just like a memory
We've been down here for days
have you seen me?

I feel your touch
will you pull me up again?

It's all the same to me
Underwater
There's nothing much to see
Underwater
I cannot make a sound
but I can listen
I can't tell up from down
And now I miss them

I feel your touch
will you pull me up again?

You're just in sight
will you save my life again?

You and I are here
Underwater

Heaven knows that you're with me now
Heaven knows that you're here
I feel your breath all around me now
And all the pain just disappears
It goes away, it goes away

And it only hurts, when you cry
I'm only sad when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts, when you cry

You carry too much on your shoulders
I can't wait till you let me down
Cause the only thing we're getting is older
This time never comes back around
It just goes away, it goes away

And it only hurts, when you cry
I'm only sad when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts, when you cry
When you cry

Heaven knows that you're with me now
And I'll do my best to hold on
Cause nothing is worth all this fighting now
And I won't give up till it's gone
Make it go away, go away
Make it go away, go away

Cause it only hurts, when you cry
I'm only sad when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts, when you cry

Won't Go Away



Dear baby, baby
Won't you
I go crazy, crazy
For you
Won't you tell me, tell me
What to do
I go crazy, crazy
For you

Cause the way you look at me
I can say you set me free
And no matter what you say
I won't go away
I won't go away

I see your world, the world is you
I see baby, baby blue
Everyday is a day to get through
Till I see baby, baby blue

And the way you look at me
I can say you set me free
And no matter what you say
I won't go away
I won't go away

And it takes
Such a long time to get through this
Such a long time to find this kiss
And I can't forget it
I'm not ready yet

And I came such a long way
From where you are
Now I'm falling from this star
And I can't forget it
I'm not ready yet

Cause the way you look at me
I can say you set me free
And no matter what you say
I won't go away
I won't go away

Heal me, baby, baby won't you
I go crazy, crazy
For you
Won't you tell me, tell me
Something new
I am crazy, crazy
For you
I am crazy, crazy
For you
I am crazy, crazy
For you

I've gotta be honest I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
And there's somewhere beyond this,
I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, No no, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go

But I've been unable To put you down
I'm still learning things
I ought to know by now
It's under the table,
so I need something more to show,
somehow
So, never again, no No, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go

I've got to be honest I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's okay
There's somewhere beyond this,
I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again, no No, never again
'Cause you're a god And I am not
And I just thought That you would know
You're a god And I am not
And I just thought I'd let you go
You're a god (Oh, and I am not)
I just thought that you would know
(Oh, I thought that you would know)
You're a god (Oh, and I am not)
I just thought I'd let you go