Lene Marlin

If I got scared I don't know
It just didn't feel right anymore
Something's changed from before, I wish I knew
I did not want to hurt you, I don't want to still
But I'll be around, you know I will
I just have to face the day
Now all I can say

All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do

I could make it all good
I could say that I'd try
But that would be a lie, you don't deserve
I got lost in the moment,
I was lost in you
I tried to ignore it, but then I had to
Had to face the day
Now all I can say

All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do

And I'm hoping that you can forgive me,
And I'm praying that you don't think less of me
And I'm Hoping that you, will see it too
See that it is for the better

All I can say is, I need more
All I can say is, I'm so sorry for
The promises I made to you
What I said I would do

How would it be

What have I done
What if it's too late now
Did I do all I could did I
Did I make it good did I
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over
Did I think it through did I
What if all I want is you
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there
but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
What have we done
What if it's too late now
Was it always like this was it
Was it something we missed was it
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over
Was it all it could be was it
Did I give you the best of me
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be

And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be

I can speak about the pain you know
What you say you didn't see
I can show you all my scars you know
The ones I keep inside of me

Would that make it easier
Ore would it be the same

[Chorus]

Sorry that I could not be
As perfect as you wanted me
Just wondering what's going on in your mind
I sure hope you're fine
I hope your conscience is clear
Hope you're happy

I can tell about the times you know
When I wished to leave this world
I can read to you the letters I wrote

[Chorus] x3

What if I don't wanna move on
If I like it as it is
Wanna keep it like this, for a while...forever
Just let me lie close to you
Don't wanna let you go, don't wanna let you go

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do

What if I don't wanna forget
Don't want anyone but you
Believe me, it's true, for a while...forever
Just let me stay here with you
I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna leave

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do

And I thought I could, let this go
I thought I would, but now I know
Now I know...

If I said I want you, if I said I need you
If I said I love you, what would you do
If I said I want you, if I said I need you

Now I really cannot see,
If you were good for me at all
I wanna say, that everything's fine,
But it's not… but it's not
All the times you made me stay,
I see it all so clear today
And I wish I could
Turn back time… turn back time

If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind

The things you had me do
Everytime you knew I would
I wanna say, that I was aware
But I can't… but I can't
All you tried to take away
I see it all so clear today
And I feel like a fool
I let myself down… let myself down

If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind

And you begged me to trust you
I wish I never did
And you begged me to trust you
I wish I never did

If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind

If I had a choice
I'd leave all behind
If I had a choice
I'd make you leave my mind
Leave my mind

I miss those times,
I miss those days
When you were around,
in so many ways
And it felt so safe,
and I was glad.
But now something's changed,
That makes me sad

And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same… again
Won't ever be the same… again

If you're doing fine,
I don't know
You see, I gave up calling
long time ago
Haven't heard from you,
I guess that means
That I'm no good no more,
that's what it seems

And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same… again
Won't ever be the same… again

You see, I gave up waiting ? for you to care
You're not there,
and I wonder if you… ever were

And I, was waiting patiently,
But you never came
I realize it now, won't ever be the same… again

Did you know,
hidden by his clothes there are some scars
Some are recent,
some have been there for years
Did you know
It doesn't even hurt
It never really hurts, but there are tears

Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know… never to know
Never to know

Have you seen the way he acts sometimes
And when you ask,
he'll say that he's okay.
Have you seen how well he pretends
Laughs out loud,
before he looks away

Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know… never to know

Never to know… never to know
Never to know… never to know

Turn, Turn, Turn, Turn
Turn, Turn, Turn, Turn

Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know…
Do you want the real story,
or do you prefer the lie
Do you want to see him smile,
or maybe see him cry
Do you want to follow,
or let him go alone
For then, never to know…
Never to know

She could have
when she's had a chance to
miss him
She could have kissed him
and you never would have known
She could have
when he asked if there is
someone else
She could have said there's
no one else
and you never would have known
Her eyes are closed
all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch
is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place
Where nothing would feel better
Just knowing that you're with her

She could have
when he asked to hold her hand
She could have given him her hand
and you never would have seen
What would happen if she did so
What the ending would be like
Her eyes are closed
all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch
is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place
Where nothing would feel better
Just knowing that you're with her

And in a way you're with her
In a way you never left her
But she misses you still
she misses you still
Her eyes are closed
all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch
is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place
Her eyes are closed
all she sees is your face
All she needs is your touch
is that asking too much
She'll take you to that place
Where nothing would feel better
Just knowing that you're with her
Her eyes are closed
Her eyes are closed

I wish I could,
Sit here all alone
Thinking this is okay
Don't need anybody tonight,
Just complete silence and the candle light
And I'd drink my coffee,
Wouldn't worry at all... wouldn't worry at all

I would feel fine
Like I always do
I would be smiling
Laughing too
Don't need anybody,
Least of all you
And then I would convince myself it's true
It's true

I wish I could,
Stare at the wall
And see something different everytime
Everytime
The candle wouldn't stop burning
I could lay down,
And I wouldn't be crying

I would feel fine
Like I always do
I would be smiling
Laughing too
Don't need anybody,
Least of all you
And then I would convince myself
it's true
It's true

I thought I did everything right
I thought I treated you,
The best way I know how
But where do I find myself now
Where do I find myself now
I look around,
And my friend you're gone,
What did I do wrong

I wish I could say
that if you change you're mind I'm here
that if you call for me, I'm there
if you're hurting, I'll run fast
forget about the past
I'll be right by your side
Be right by your side

I thought you cared for real
I thought that I was good to you,
And made you smile a lot
But this is what I've got
I look around,
And my friend you are gone,
I guess you've been for long

I wish I could say
That if you change you're mind I'm here
That if you call for me, I'm there
If you're hurting, I'll run fast
Forget about the past
I'll be right by your side
Be right by your side

She came home, just won the game
Long time struggle she fulfilled her dream
All she wanted was to make you proud,
You weren't there

He had his birthday few days ago
He got some presents, a big party too
And there were congratulation calls
As the years before, not ever one from you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace,
you weren't there

Did he have to cry louder,
Would that make you hear him
You see, his heart was broken,
for the first time

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

Cannot turn back time,
a wish yet to come true
They're making up these stories about you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
Your words cut rather deeply,
They're just some other lies
I'm hiding from a distance,
I've got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really don't know why
You're obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me

I'm trying not to avoid you,
Just don't wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I really don't have a choice
You're talking lie you know me
And wanna be my friend
But that's really too late now,
I won't try it once again
You may think that I'm loser,
That I don't really care
You may think that it's all forgotten,
But you should be aware
'Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me, (hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(sitting down here)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
But sure I wanna join you for one day

Won't open my mouth,
you know what I'll say
It hurts me that it's gotta be this way
I can no longer hide
God knows I've tried
I held on as long as I could
If I could change it, I would
This is the way I am,
And this is what I do.

*I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it's all the same
Cause you know, I'm just playing my game.

Close your ears
if you don't like the sound of my voice
You're acting like i
Like I had a choice
But to leave you behind well,
I've made up my mind.

* Repeat

Don't hold me with your eyes
The light in them I cannot see,
No need to blind me
There's this darkness where I walk
You thought you had your future
All figured out.

* Repeat

Can you lose your sense of time
'cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried
Follows you around, see
And you wake up soaking wet
'cause between this world and eternity
there is a face you hope to see

*You know where you've sendt her
cause you know where you are
You're trying to reason
but you know you won't get far
Now she's up there sings like an angel
but you can't hear those words
now she's up there sings like an angel
unforgivable sinner

You've been walking around in tears
no answers are there to gain
you'll never be the same
someone cries and you're to blame
strugglin' with a fight inside sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you can see, it won't dissapear
not unplesant dreams or the voice you hear

*Repeat

Maybe once been lost
but now you've found
standing up before you hit the ground
maybe once been lost
but now you've found
standing up before you hit the ground
hit the ground

*Repeat

I've flown too high on borrowed wings
Beyond the clouds and where the angels sing
In a sky containing no one but me
Up there's all empty and down there's the sea
No one here but me
There's nothing but light That comes into sight

There's something up here that makes me wince
And I still got the feelings that I've felt ever since
I got to this place arrived at last
In front there's the future right back there's the past
Everything's moving so fast
There's nothing but light that comes into sight

The present like I've never seen it before
Is this the right place to stay
Please my wings fly me away.

The present like I've never seen it before
Is this the right place to stay
Please my wings fly me away.

Please my wings fly me away.
Please my wings fly me away.

I watch you growing
sometimes I see myself in you
it can be scary but kinda funny too

I hear you talking
A lot of similarities
Your choice of words
And all the fantasises

*Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down From a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

The way you makes all smile and
the despair when you just Won't go to sleep
You could have me walking a mile
to make you smile still
it's not Really a weep
I know you fooled me
A million times
I just can't help it
Don't know why

* Repeat

I know you hate it but they really have to do
What they do
You're crying out your wishes
I understand
Yet they don't have a clue.

* Repeat

So I see it,
it's right there in front of me
What's a matter,oh you cannot see
Feeling like I did
when you blindfolded me
So I hear it,
for a brief moment
there I thought I knew
All these things
they were far, far from true
But I guess you cannot hide
from the truth.

*So I see right through you
And I know what you've been up to
So I see right through you
And I know the things you do.

So I see it, it's right there in front of me.
oh, I'm sorry, You did not wanna see
Acting like I did when you betrayed me
So I hear it, they didn't have to scream it in my head
They just could have whispered it instead
Cause I am already over it now.

* Repeat

So I hear it, they didn't have to
scream it in my head
They just could have whispered it instead
Cause I am already over it now.

* Repeat

You think you've made it
everything's going so fine
But then appears someone who wanna
Tear you down
Wanna rip you off
those few nice things you've found
When and if you hit the ground.
Then it's falling kinda hard
Cause all you do is being yourself
Trying everything to succeed somehow.
But that's not the way things are right now.
Feeling kinda lost.

Those reasons
Those unkind words being expressed
Oh they'll get to you
I promise one day.
But maybe then it's too late for you to say
I knew it from the go
cause you know That's some miles away from the truth.
Don't forget

Hey what do you think of me now
Am I not like I once were
Still if you don't know me
What's the story of this pen*
I guess you're not a stranger
And I can tell you're not a friend
It might take a while but I guess
you'll manage waiting till then.
Then when you confront me with your thought

you may think I don't
notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do
I ask you to please think of What I've done to you.
Please search inside and let me know
If I've done something wrong I guess I'll go
Far hidden
Never to be found

just let me know

then I'll go

then I'll go

Where I'm headed

I've got a suitcase in my hand
filled with stuff most precious to me
sidewalk brings my fear
wherever they're headed
there is no direction given
just some trust in human mind to relay on
and to hold on to
honestly don't know where I'll end up at last
won't ever count the days
one thing I sure know
I won't move so fast
my mind in complete haze
I pass by don't dare to stop
when there's someone I see
there's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something inside my head
if I lay down now
I might seems kinda dead
just keep on wasting time

Sorry thoughts and fightening sounds in my mind
still I try avoid it
heading through this hope not one-way alley
I can't really sense my surroundings
seem to be all dark around
nothing there to lighten up my way
honestly don't know where I'll end up at last
won't even count the days
one thing I sure know
I won't move so fast
my mind in complete haze
I pass by don't dare to stop
when there's someone I see
there's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something inside my head
if I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
just keep on wasting time
I walk slow in secret
listening to the sound of steps
imagination seems to go all crazy
I've got all the time I need
wanna dream fulfill my wishes
like this future
already now been entered
I pass by don't dare to stop
when there's someone I see
there's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something inside my head
If I lay down
now I might seem kinda dead
just keep on wasting time


GUITARTAB

She's walking there alone,
No one by her side
She manages to fight the tears
but The pain inside
She can't hide

And all the tears she's cried
the moment she closes her eyes
she starts thinking of you
The dreams that she had one time
Have gone away
Will they ever come true?
All she needs is.
all she needs is you

*And she wishes today Was one year ago
When you cared so much for her
and loved her so
Not a doubt in her mind
that it would still be you
Cause the love that you shared...it was true

You never thought about it,
What you made her feel
You promised you'd stay together
But the hope she once had.. so unreal
All she needs is... all she needs is you

* Repeat

She's walking there alone,
No one by her side
She manages to fight the tears,
but the pain inside
She can't hide

* Repeat

I entered the room
sat by your bed all through the night
I watched your daily fight
I hardly knew the pain
was almost more than I could bear
and still I hear your last words to me

Heaven is a place nearby
so I won't be so far away
and if you try and look for me
maybe you'll find me someday
heaven is a place nearby
so there's no ned to say goodby
I wanna ask you not to cry
I'll always be by your side

You just faded away
you spread your wings
your had flown
away to something unknown
wish I could bring you back
you're always on my mind
about to tear myself apart
you have your special place in my heart
always

Heaven is a place nearby
so I won't be so far away
And if you try and look for me
maybe you'll find me someday
heaven is a place nearby
so there's no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I'll always be by your side

And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
and those words I never will forget

Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what, what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time

Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love

Pour me some wine, join me tonight
Surround me with your happy faces
Share some fun stories, stay up all night
Surround me with your friendly faces
Then look at me, when I'm not aware
Then you'll see, I cannot do without you
I'll be right there, if you ask me to
If you're feeling sad, I'll stay with you
And if you're scared, I'll hold your hand
Like I know you'd do for me too, like I know
You'd do for me too

Pour me some wine, join me tonight
Life is so good when I'm with you
I needed the laughs, I needed you tonight

So look at me, when I'm not aware
Then you'll see, I cannot do without you
I'll be right there, if you ask me to
If you're feeling sad, I'll stay with you
And if you're scared, I'll hold your hand
Like I know you'd do for me too.
I'll be right there, if you ask me to
If you're feeling sad, I'll stay with you
And if you're scared, I'll hold your hand
Like I know you'd do for me too.

She came home, just won the game
Long time struggle she fulfilled her dream
All she wanted was to make you proud,
You weren't there

He had his birthday few days ago
He got some presents, a big party too
And there were congratulation calls
As the years before, not ever one from you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again

She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace, you weren't there

Did he have to cry louder,
Would that make you hear him
You see, his heart was broken, for the first time

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again

Cannot turn back time, a wish yet to come true
They're making up these stories about you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day, they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes, and miss you once again

There's a day I never will forget
The day we met, when we met
I know that they all thought that you were good
You were good, we were good

From this day on, I'll follow you
I'll keep you near, like I promised to
And I swear to you
I won't be gone when the night comes
From this day on, I'll be with you
I'll take your hand, when you need me to
From this day on

So maybe I didn't think we'd come this far
Well, here we are ... here we are
Now I wouldn't know what to do
If I were to lose you, I don't wanna lose you

From this day on, I'll follow you
I'll keep you near, like I promised to
And I swear to you
I won't be gone when the night comes
From this day on, I'll be with you
I'll take your hand, when you need me to
From this day on

Maybe I didn't think we'd come this far
Well, here we are ... here we are

Do you wanna know, what I think of you
Do you wanna know
Do you wanna know, if I'm doing OK
Just ask and I'll say
I'll say the words that I've longed to speak
Have kept quiet for some time

I'm sorry, it's just too late
To get it all back, get back what we had
I'm sorry, it's just not right
We both know it wasn't meant to be like
This at all

Do you wanna know, how I feel about you
Do you wanna know,
Do you wanna know, if I'm able to forget
There are times, I wish we'd never met

I'm sorry, it's just too late
To get it all back, get back what we had
I'm sorry, it's just not right
We both know it wasn't meant to be like
This at all

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Can you hear me, my love, I'm shouting in the wind,
Can you hear me
Can you see me, my love, I'm drawing in the sand,
Can you see me
I hope that I'm still with you, as you are with me
You always will be

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Can you feel me, my love, I'm hurting so bad
Can you feel it
Can tell you about my thoughts, I wish that
You were here
Do you know it
The time that I've had, don't need anymore
You're the one I wait for

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Please, come and find me, my love
I'm ready now, to come home
Please, come and find me, my love
Let's leave this place, let's leave no trace

Tell me I'm wrong
You see, I've heard this thing about you
Some sad stories about you
I look at you know
As always, you're keeping a straight face
Acting like, like you truly love this place
(but) you see, I'm told that the place that you long for
Is where the shadows won't dance on your walls anymore
Where the nightmares will leave you alone

I'll keep the lights out, I'll tell you fairy tales
Whatever it takes to make you feel safe
I promise you now, they will disappear
I'll take you back home, they won't find you there

Tell me I'm wrong
You see, I've heard this thing about you
Some sad stories about you
Please, understand
I need you to tell me the truth now
No more hiding or lies now

I'll keep the lights out, I'll tell you fairy tales
Whatever it takes to make you feel safe
I promise you now, they will disappear
I'll take you back home, they won't find you there

I'll keep the lights out, I'll tell you fairy tales
Whatever it takes to make you feel safe
I promise you now, they will disappear
I'll take you back home, they won't find you there

I'm here, sitting in a bed
In a place where I don't feel at home
Where are you, I sure wonder why
You haven't called me, you promised you would
The phone must be broken it has to be broken
I'm sure there's a reason, say there's a reason

I fight against the hours, I cannot go to sleep
I know that if I lay down now,
Inside I know I'll weep
Guess I'm holding on to treasures
To things that just aren't there
To people that I used to know,
To words I wish to hear.

I'm here, thinking only of you
Wish to know, if I need to go
And I try, I swear to you that I try
But you haven't called me, you promised you would
The phone must be broken, it has to be broken
I'm sure there's a reason, say there's a reason

I fight against the hours, I cannot go to sleep
I know that if I lay down now,
Inside I know I'll weep
Guess I'm holding on to treasures
To things that just aren't there
To people that I used to know,
To words I wish to hear.

I'm thinking about you, wondering about you
Do I really know you, have I ever known you

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

I heard about your story from a friend
To let go and make an end, that's what you did
You left some words saying now it would be good
You knew they'd cry, but you hoped they understood
Things you've had to face, what you have seen
To make it through each day, you tried,
Without the tears
They tried to help, but they didn't see you crawl
They knew you fought, but they never
Thought you'd fall
They never thought you'd fall.

Tell them please, how could they know
Hurts inside, no scars to show
You played the lead, and never once you failed
And the place from where you watch us now
Hope you've found your peace somehow,
Peace somehow

I heard about your story through the years
Know 'bout all your hurt and fears
I won't forget
I wrote a song that I wish for you to hear
It's about yourself and the life you couldn't bear

Tell them please, how could they know
Hurts inside, no scars to show
You played the lead, and never once you failed
And the place from where you watch us now
Hope you've found your peace somehow,
Peace somehow

I wanna remember all there's about you,
And I know there's so much
I see all the faces, the tears and embraces
Wish you could be here to see it too

How would it be

What have I done
What if it's too late now
Did I do all I could did I
Did I make it good did I
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over
Did I think it through did I
What if all I want is you
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there
but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
What have we done
What if it's too late now
Was it always like this was it
Was it something we missed was it
Somehow it doesn't feel right
Is it really all over
Was it all it could be was it
Did I give you the best of me
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be
How would it be

And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
And now
I won't see you again
The moment was there but we lost it
Time changed it all
And we let it
We let it happen
And now
I wonder how it would be
If things stayed the same
and we liked it
The end of a search cos we found it
How would it be

You kiss my lips and say goodnight
You take my hand, turn off the lamp
I hear you breathe, I love that sound
I feel it’s safe with you around

And I never thought I'd feel it
Never thought I'd see it
Wanna be much better than before
I was thinking out of the service
All we said the service
Well, I just didn’t do that any more

I watch you sleep by some time still
I close my eyes and think of you
I fall asleep with you still with me
I feel it’s great as I can be

And I never thought I'd feel it
Never thought I'd see it
Wanna be much better than before
I was thinking out of the service
All we said the service
Well I just didn’t do to that any more

And I never thought I'd feel it
Never thought I'd see it
Wanna be much better than before
I was thinking out of the service
All we said the service
Well I just didn’t do to that any more

And I never thought I'd feel it
Never thought I'd see it
Wanna be much better than before
I was thinking out of the service
All we said the service
Well I just didn’t do to that any more

I just wanna lock the door
Leave it all outside
Turn off the lamps
I just wanna hide
Don’t bother look for me
Not even sure that you were
So I don’t have to tell
I am not feeling well these days

Just give me directions I go anywhere
I need to find something I cannot find here
Give me a chance and I'll prove that you are wrong
I manage to find I can be strong
And maybe I wanna come home
That maybe I wanna come home

I just wanna stay in back
Stay right here for now
Left it with my thoughts
I don’t know how
I do face another day
And I tragedy for it yet
So I don’t have to show that I am not OK this way

Just give me directions I go anywhere
I need to find something I cannot find here
Give me a chance and I'll prove that you are wrong
I manage to find I can be strong
And maybe I wanna come home
That maybe I wanna come home

Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah

Just give me directions I go anywhere
I need to find something I cannot find here
Give me a chance and I'll prove that you are wrong
I manage to find I can be strong
And maybe I wanna come home
That maybe I wanna come home

Keeping my distance
I look but I don't really see
It's like things lose their color
And people are walking
right through me
To not pay attention
Not easy to see
what's passing you by
I gave it a try
Did not see you coming my way
Now you wanna hold my hand
You chose to take it
The truth is that I never really
thought we'd make it
Here we are
No chance I'm leaving
Ideas of and
life for sure can be deceiving
Here we are now
How come it just happened
By that moment I should've known
A purpose of meeting
Like then I did not
believe you so
Somehow you got to me
Never again will I put up a fight
When everything's right
Finally everything's right
Now you wanna hold my hand
You chose to take it
The truth is that I never really
thought we'd make it
Here we are
No chance I'm leaving
Ideas of love and
life for sure can be deceiving
Here we are now

Now you wanna hold my hand
You chose to take it
The truth is that I never really
thought we'd make it
Here we are
No chance I'm leaving
Ideas of love and
life for sure can be deceiving
Hold my hand
You chose to take it
The truth is that I never really
thought we'd make it
Here we are
No chance I'm leaving
Ideas of love and
life for sure can be deceiving
Here we are now

Here we are now

I wonder who she comes home to if anyone
I wonder if she's in love if there is someone
By the look on her face I can't figure it out
If there's people at all she cannot live without
I wonder what's in their future
If they met just now
The way they look at each other
Like they don't know how
They could be this lucky as never before
They doubted they'd find love
Well not anymore

How we'd wish to know sometimes
If what we're thinking happens to be true
How we'd wish to know sometimes
The story of a life
I wish I knew
The story of a life
I wish I knew

The little boy with just socks on too small to walk
I wonder what he'd say to me if he could talk
Would he ask me to be kind to take him away
Cos his parents are yelling and fighting all day

How we'd wish to know sometimes
If what we're thinking happens to be true
How we'd wish to know sometimes
The story of a life
I wish I knew
The story of a life
I wish I knew

What if she twisted the truth to fit in
Hide all her scars where to begin there are so many
The tales of her life some are too deep cut with a knife
Some of them will never, never disappear just like the screams and the crying she'll hear

You could come to get her you could have
You could come to protect her you should have
Somehow she managed she's still around

Every night she closes her eyes talks to the angels then cries
But no one came to take her away
Just the way it is, nothing will change always like this
Then she just gave up gave up trying, a part of her still she was hoping

You could come to get her you could have
You could come to protect her you should have
Somehow she managed she's still around

You could come to guard her you could have
You could come to save her you should have
Somehow she managed she's still around

Let's make it easy
Let's twist the truth
Sometimes it hurts too bad
For you to know

You could come to get her you could have
You could come to protect her you should have
Somehow she managed she's still around

You could come to guard her you could have
You could come to save her you should have
Somehow she managed she's still around

As time goes by its usual way
reality's unfolding around me
I suddenly realize, I see it so clear
just where I should be
that place is not here
I'm sorry to say
I'm sure that you felt it too
that feeling of sadness when happiness ?fly?
deep down you know what to do

chorus:
I never knew that tomorrow
I've dare to see it
I follow
wherever it takes me I know
I follow my heart now, I know

you may think I'm scared but I'm not
ready to do what's right for me
I knew it all along
it took me sometime, I finally see
you can't ignore what's right there in front of you
but at some point you open your eyes
it sure can be scary, there's no turning back
only the truth no lies

I never knew that tomorrow
I've dare to see it
I follow
wherever it takes me I know
I follow my heart now
I never knew that tomorrow
I've dare to see it
I follow
wherever it takes me I know
I follow my heart now

If you were gone tomorrow
What would I do then
If this is it and I who thought that when
I saw you next I should say I need you
Simply 'cos I do
And you should know

If you were gone tomorrow
What would I do then
If this is it and I who thought that when
I saw you next I should say I love you
Simply 'cos I love you
And you should know

I would have been a fool if I, fool if I
Lost you either way
I would have been lost if I, lost if I left you
I'll stay
Now I know
I've learned from mistakes

If you were gone tomorrow
What would I do then
We think there's lots of time
We have enough of time

I would have been a fool if I, fool if I
Lost you either way
I would have been lost if I, lost if I left you
I'll stay
Now I know
I've learned from mistakes

Sometimes I can't take my eyes off you
Afraid that if I look away you're gone
Don't know what I would do then
Don't want to let you go
It took some time but now I know

Have I ever told you that you saved me
Thanked for all the good things that you gave me
Now it's time I understand
Go ahead, please take my hand

It never felt as right as this
I'm ready to move on

You see right through me every time
That's why I've just given up the act
I cannot tell how good it feels
It's all because of you
Did not see it then
But now I do

Have I ever told you that you saved me
Thanked for all the good things that you gave me
Now it's time I understand
Go ahead, please take my hand

It never felt as right as this
I'm ready to move on

Do you remember those days
when the sound of the rain made your day
You'd put on your raincoat and play in the mud
Nothing could take all that joy away
One cup of cocoa then off to bed
Mud still in your hair you didn't care
Fall asleep with a smile on your face
Nothing as safe as that place

Do you remember those nights
when the sound of the screams made you scared
You'd bring Teddy bears hide under the bed
You know you will sleep there instead
Prayers to God then closing your eyes
Forgot your favorite bear you didn't care
Fall asleep with tears on your face
Nothing as safe as that place

I don't know what memories you keep
Maybe one both maybe none
But you know someone you know someone

Do uoi remember those days
They allowed you to play in the sea
You'd put on your swimsuit bring all your toys
Feeling as happy as you could be
Wrapped in a towel then off to bed
Salt still in your hair you didn't care
Fall asleep with a smile on your face
Nothing as safe as that place

I don't know what memories you keep
Maybe one all maybe none
But you know someone you know someone
I don't know what memories you keep
Maybe one all maybe none
But you know someone you know someone

Life sure has its ways
To steal its perfect days
And leave you there with tears
With anger and the fears
Yet your fight has ended now
And you will cry no more

If we could change the past
We'd make some moments last
Those moments that were good
We'd change it if we could
To see your face again
Your smiles yes let's pretend
Yet your fight has ended now
And you will cry no more

She came home, just won the game
Long time struggle she fulfilled her dream
All she wanted was to make you proud,
You weren't there

He had his birthday few days ago
He got some presents, a big party too
And there were congratulation calls
As the years before, not ever one from you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

She cut herself on a piece of paper
It didn't hurt, but she saw the blood
She could need that embrace,
you weren't there

Did he have to cry louder,
Would that make you hear him
You see, his heart was broken,
for the first time

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

Cannot turn back time,
a wish yet to come true
They're making up these stories about you

You weren't there, distant, far away
It's like this every day,
they see you in their heads
Wonder if you'll come
Afraid to close their eyes,
and miss you once again

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
Your words cut rather deeply,
They're just some other lies
I'm hiding from a distance,
I've got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really don't know why
You're obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me

I'm trying not to avoid you,
Just don't wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I really don't have a choice
You're talking lie you know me
And wanna be my friend
But that's really too late now,
I won't try it once again
You may think that I'm loser,
That I don't really care
You may think that it's all forgotten,
But you should be aware
'Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me, (hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(sitting down here)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
But sure I wanna join you for one day

Lie to me
say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what
what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time
how could I know
Within these walls
I can feel you
Another day goes by
will never know
just wonder why
You made me feel good
made me smile
I see it now when time
and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this
this thing called love

You must think
how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell
this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say
something 'bout my life
I just lost again
Another day goes by
will never know
just wonder why
You made me feel good
made me smile
I see it now
and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this
this thing called love

Always have to move on
To leave it all behind
Go along with time
Another day goes by
will never know
just wonder why
You made me feel good
made me smile
I see it now
and I can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this
this thing called love

Kinda lose your sense of time
'Cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
'Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see

You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground
Maybe one time lost
But now you're found
Stand right up before
You hit the ground - hit the ground

You know where you've sent her
You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off
But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words
And now she's up there
Sings like an angel
Unforgivable Sinner

you think you've made it
everything is going so fine
but then appear someone who wanna
tear you down
wanna rip you off those
few nice things you've found
when and if you hit the ground
then it's falling kinda hard

'cause all you do i being yourself
trying everything to succeed somehow
but that's not the way things are right now
feeling kinda lost

those reasons
those unkind words being expressed
oh, they'll get to you, i promise, one day
but maybe then it's too late for you to say
i knew it from the go, 'cause you know
that's some miles away from the truth
don't forget

hey, what do you think of me now
am i not like i once were
still if you don't know me
what's the story of this pen?
i guess you're not a stranger
and i can tell you're not a friend
it might take a while but i guess i'll manage
waiting till then
then, when you confront me with your thoughts

and you think i don't notice
don't get a bit hurt by what you do
i ask to please think of what i've done to you
please search inside and let me know
if i've done something wrong i guess i'll go
far
hidden
never to be found

just let me know
then i'll go
then i'll go

I watch you growing sometimes
I see myself in you
It can be scary but kinda funny too

I hear you talking
A lot of similarities
Your choice of words
And all the fantasises
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

The way you makes all smile
and the despair when you just
Won't go to sleep
You could have me walking a mile
to make you smile still it's not
Really a weep

I know you fooled me
A million times
I just can't help it
Don't know why
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

I know you hate it
but they really have to do
What they do
You're crying out your wishes I understand
Yet they don't have a clue
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
Your words cut rather deeply,
They're just some other lies
I'm hiding from a distance,
I've got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really don't know why
You're obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me

I'm trying not to avoid you,
Just don't wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I really don't have a choice
You're talking lie you know me
And wanna be my friend
But that's really too late now,
I won't try it once again
You may think that I'm loser,
That I don't really care
You may think that it's all forgotten,
But you should be aware
'Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned how to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me,
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me, (hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(hey you can't see me)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me,(sitting down here)
kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow (like a shadow)
But sure I wanna join you for one day

Won't open my mouth,
You know what I'll say
It hurts me that it's gotta be this way
I can no longer hide
God knows I've tried
I held on as long as I could
If I could change it, I would
This is the way I am,
And this is what I do.

I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it's all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game.

Close your ears if you don't like the sound of my voice
You're acting like I
Like I had a choice
But to leave you behind well,
I've made up my mind.

I cry my tears
But they not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Because you know,
I'm just playing my game.

Don't hold me with your eyes
The light in them I cannot see,
No need to blind me
There's this darkness where I walk
You thought you had your future
All figured out.

I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited,
But still it is all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game,
I'm playing my game.

I understand where you're coming from
Know the meaning of the words
So they haven't yet been said
I wait, I'm not tired of waiting
Weak but I'm not sick
All those tears

Much to make, not much to keep
Imaginary friends, in my floor down deep
Storm ahead, will I get through
Hope I'm welcome where I might run to

I promise, oh it's got to be a sin
So I'll lose this, hope I'm next to win
So my journey's been made
Like a hiding, like a shade
There's just something wrong you know

Don't you lie, see right through you
I just keep it all inside, I'm about to lose control
I hide, will you ever reach me?

Much to make, not much to keep
Imaginary friends, in my floor down deep
Storm ahead, will I get through
Hope I'm welcome where I might run to

I promise, oh it's got to be a sin
So I'll lose this, hope I'm next to win
So my journey's been made
Like a hiding, like a shade
There's just something wrong you know

I pass by
Don't dare to stop

I've got a suitcase in my hand
Filled with stuff most precious to me
Sidewalk brings my feet
Wherever they're headed
There is no directions given
Just some trust
in human mind to rely on
And to hold on to
Honestly don't know where
I'll end up at last
Won't even count the days
One thing I sure know
I won't move so fast
My mind in complete haze
pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something
inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time
Scary thoughts and
frightening sounds
In my mind still I try avoid it
Heading through
this hope not one way alley
I can't really sense
my surroundings
Seems to be all dark around
Nothing there to lighten up my way
Honestly don't know where
I'll end up at last
Won't even count the days
One thing I sure know
I won't move so fast
My mind is complete haze
pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something
inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
I walk slow in secret
Listening to the sound of steps
Imagination seems to go all crazy
I've got all the time I need
Wanna dream fulfill my wishes
Like this future
Already now been entered
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something
inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
When there's someone I see
There's no one here but me
I'm fooled by something
inside my head
If I lay down now
I might seem kinda dead
Just keep on wasting time
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
I'm fooled by something
inside my head
I pass by
Don't dare to stop
I'm fooled by something
inside my head

I watch you growing sometimes
I see myself in you
It can be scary but kinda funny too

I hear you talking
A lot of similarities
Your choice of words
And all the fantasises
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

The way you makes all smile
and the despair when you just
Won't go to sleep
You could have me walking a mile
to make you smile still it's not
Really a weep

I know you fooled me
A million times
I just can't help it
Don't know why
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

I know you hate it
but they really have to do
What they do
You're crying out your wishes I understand
Yet they don't have a clue
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

I've flown too high on
borrowed wings
Beyond the clouds
and where the angels sings
In a sky containing no one but me
Up there's all empty
and down there's the sea
No one here but me
There's nothing but light
That comes into sight

There's something up
here that makes me wince
And I still got the feelings
that I've felt ever since
I got to this place
arrived at last
In front there's the future
right back there's the past
Everything's moving so fast
There's nothing but
light that comes into sight

The present like
I've never seen it before
Is this the right
place to stay
Please my wings fly me away
The present like
I've never seen it before
Is this the right
place to stay
Please my wings fly me away
Please my wings fly me away
Please my wings
fly me away