Getting too busy to make amends I should try to make it right Are you ready for the shit to hit I think you say you are but aren't Doctor make it better instantly You're the only one who can I've waited here my whole damn life And I've forgotten what I wanted
Maybe I can do it If I put my back into it I can leave you if I wanted But there's nowhere else that I can go
Maybe I won't suffer If I find a way to love here I'd be lying to myself But there is no way out that I can see
If I lied you'd know it instantly So I just had to look away All the honesty I've ever lost I can't begin to even curse I never knew the taste of blood till now It's clear I never should have known Breathing fire was never this much fun So there's a dark side in us all
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth No you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way
Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you shoulder the blame Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us both You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth You've not heard a single word I have said... Oh, my God
Please take it easy it can't all be my fault I haven't made half the mistakes That you've listed so far Oh baby let me explain something It's all down to drugs At least I remember taking the and not a lot else It seems I've stepped over lines You've drawn again and again But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
Don't be scared of anything at all Everything we have is all we need All the spotlights streaming into angry skies Means there's no one watching as we leave
Say the first thing that Comes into your mind when you see me If it looks like it works and it feels like it works Then it works With the sun on your face All these worries will soon disappear Just follow me now
I find careful patterns in the snow It seems you did come round but changed your mind If you'd just take ten more steps to me I won't ever ask you again
Just because I couldn't say doesn't make me a liar I noticed a change in the tone of your voice It's so clear My role in this mess Is not something that I can be proud of But it's all going to change
I'll get tired of the heart attacks Every time it rings I'll put myself on the waiting list And get it all cleared up You're the one with the attitude Don't try and make me out To be the root of the evil in The whole rotten affair
Lie back and suffer now We've both earned our reward
Buried deep in the telegram I'm sure I never got Was any clue of the whereabouts Of all the things I'd lost Just because you were right before Doesn't mean you're right To make up now would just vindicate Every doubt I had
It's not as simple as How much you think you care You would never know When to take the hint Broken glass aside My feelings stay the same Covered head to toe In blood and fear and spite
It's a feeling I've had many times before I can't hold the fort so don't give me more I struggle and sweat when I'm wide awake When I know I'm fine, I'm not used to fine
It's the same thing again But it could become a problem if We don't deal with it now And you blast off in another rant
I've not opened my mouth Can you read my mind so easily As the madness sets in You must know that I'll follow you
A sudden movement and a broken limb The patches are there to show where I'm hit My fault is it now well that's news to me Curled and joyless we try once again
I broke into your house last night And left a note at your bedside I’m far too shy to speak to you at school You leave me numb and I’m not sure why
I find it easier to sit and stare Than push my limbs out towards you right My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes As blue as oceans and as pure as skies
I struggle for the words and then give up My heads up with the birds on the t-hut A little piece of mind that I know better That the plain disgrace of all my letters
After that the floodgates opened up And I fell in love with everyone I saw please take your time I’m not in any rush And it’s in everything I ever write
It’s not as if I need the extra weight Confused enough by life so thanks a lot Lonely written words for company Just raise the roof this once and follow me
This could be the very minute I'm aware I'm alive All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen I can make my first steps As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the Roof of my mouth as I lie to you Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love It scares me more every day On my knees I think clearer
Goodness I saw it coming Or at least I'll claim I did But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done it's too late for that What have i become truth is nothing yet A simple mistake starts the hardest time I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time
I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it any where Away from here Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder, Louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say To think i might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbyes I nearly do Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder, Louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say Slower, slower We don't have time for that All I want's to find an easier way To get out of our little heads Have heart, my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if its just for a few days Making up for all this mess Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
I'm trying not to stare, it's too late The blankets over there, if you like I'm broken and I'm colder than hell I should've said I'd not come back here
Your breakfast will get cold I really have to go
It's easier to lie and be safe Time and time again I'm half stalled One giant leap of faith is easy When everyone you ask is so sure
Just give a second thought What if we don't get caught
Just say you love me now And forget this whole row Just save your energy For making up with me
Is there a place I can go Is there a light to get me there If I've forgotten what to say It's because all words are dust If this is really what you think How come you won't look me in the eye All this crying in your sleep As I lie awake beside
Is there a T-shirt I can wear Coz I am soaking look at me What do you mean I don't love you I am standing here, aren't I Maybe you thought of it first Maybe I get all the praise Is there a place I can go Is there a light to get me there
I've got this feeling that there's something that I missed (I could do most anything to you...) Don't you breathe Something happened, that I never understood You can't leave Every second, dripping off my fingertips Wage your war Another soldier, says he's not afraid to die Well I am scared In slow motion, the blast is beautiful Doors slam shut A clock is ticking, but it's hidden far away Safe and sound
Maybe somewhere else Will not be half as cold as me The curtains drawn the winter sun Makes patterns on your face It looks like some kaleidoscopic breathing exercise
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth No you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way
Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you shoulder the blame Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us both You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth You've not heard a single word I have said... Oh, my God
Please take it easy it can't all be my fault I haven't made half the mistakes That you've listed so far Oh baby let me explain something It's all down to drugs At least I remember taking the and not a lot else It seems I've stepped over lines You've drawn again and again But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
Don't be scared of anything at all Everything we have is all we need All the spotlights streaming into angry skies Means there's no one watching as we leave
Say the first thing that Comes into your mind when you see me If it looks like it works and it feels like it works Then it works With the sun on your face All these worries will soon disappear Just follow me now
I find careful patterns in the snow It seems you did come round but changed your mind If you'd just take ten more steps to me I won't ever ask you again
Just because I couldn't say doesn't make me a liar I noticed a change in the tone of your voice It's so clear My role in this mess Is not something that I can be proud of But it's all going to change
I'll get tired of the heart attacks Every time it rings I'll put myself on the waiting list And get it all cleared up You're the one with the attitude Don't try and make me out To be the root of the evil in The whole rotten affair
Lie back and suffer now We've both earned our reward
Buried deep in the telegram I'm sure I never got Was any clue of the whereabouts Of all the things I'd lost Just because you were right before Doesn't mean you're right To make up now would just vindicate Every doubt I had
It's not as simple as How much you think you care You would never know When to take the hint Broken glass aside My feelings stay the same Covered head to toe In blood and fear and spite
It's a feeling I've had many times before I can't hold the fort so don't give me more I struggle and sweat when I'm wide awake When I know I'm fine, I'm not used to fine
It's the same thing again But it could become a problem if We don't deal with it now And you blast off in another rant
I've not opened my mouth Can you read my mind so easily As the madness sets in You must know that I'll follow you
A sudden movement and a broken limb The patches are there to show where I'm hit My fault is it now well that's news to me Curled and joyless we try once again
I broke into your house last night And left a note at your bedside I’m far too shy to speak to you at school You leave me numb and I’m not sure why
I find it easier to sit and stare Than push my limbs out towards you right My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes As blue as oceans and as pure as skies
I struggle for the words and then give up My heads up with the birds on the t-hut A little piece of mind that I know better That the plain disgrace of all my letters
After that the floodgates opened up And I fell in love with everyone I saw please take your time I’m not in any rush And it’s in everything I ever write
It’s not as if I need the extra weight Confused enough by life so thanks a lot Lonely written words for company Just raise the roof this once and follow me
This could be the very minute I'm aware I'm alive All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen I can make my first steps As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the Roof of my mouth as I lie to you Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love It scares me more every day On my knees I think clearer
Goodness I saw it coming Or at least I'll claim I did But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done it's too late for that What have i become truth is nothing yet A simple mistake starts the hardest time I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time
I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it any where Away from here Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder, Louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say To think i might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbyes I nearly do Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear Louder, Louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say Slower, slower We don't have time for that All I want's to find an easier way To get out of our little heads Have heart, my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if its just for a few days Making up for all this mess Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you can not hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
