What the hell am I? Thousand eyes, a fly Lucky then I'd be In one day deceased
Sickman, sickman, sickman
I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer When my thoughts become my biggest fear
Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine
What the hell am I? Leper from inside Inside wall of peace Dirty and diseased
Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman
I can see the end is getting near I won't rest until my head is clear
Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine
Can you see the end? Choke on me my friend Must to drown these thoughts Purity over rot
"Yeah, though I walk through the valley of rape and despair With head high and eyes alert I tread on a plane of many We who are of good nature and intention, But cannot touch on the dark Recesses of memory And pain learned, so come walk With me, feel the pain, And release it..." What the hell am I? Worn eroded pride Saddened 10 miles wide I'm gonna let it slide
Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman
I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer When my thoughts become my biggest fear Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine Ahh,
there’s no time to give at all I cause yo grief and blow my hatred Further in your mind You ureach, I run, you fall On skinned knees you crawl
CHORUS I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You’re there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
So you sit and think of love I wait, hate all the more, I fall On skinned knees I crawl
I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You’re there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead
Now there’s time to give it all I put my fears behind again On skinned knees we’ll crawl
I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You’re there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering
I messed around as a little boy I grew up, made the blade my new toy Friends said boy with what you screwin' around I said Don't concern yourselves and just Gimme another blast Yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
Under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt Take it away, don't want no more Even if you say just one more I won't leave you alone,
I grew up, went into rehab You know the doctors never did me no good They said son you're gonna be a new man I said thank you very much and Can I borrow fifty bucks? Yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
Under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt Taake it away, don't want no more Even if you say just one more I won't leave you alone
'Cause I'm goin' down the steps on a white line } Goin' down the steps on a white line Goin' down the steps on a white line Straight to nowhere }
I messed around as a little boy I grew up, made the blade my new toy Friends said boy with what you fuckin' around I said Oh my God and here we go again, Yeah, yeah. yeah, yeah
Under the hill, with just a few notches on my belt Take it away, don't want no more, no more Even if you say just one more I won't leave you alone
'Cause I'm goin' down the steps on a white line Goin' down the steps on a white line Goin' down the steps on a white line Straight to nowhere }
Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky with Some who say I've lost my mind Brother try and hope to find You were always so far away I know that pain so don't you run away Like you used to do
Roses in a vase of white Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves That fall because my hand is pulling them hard as I can You were always so far away I know that pain and I won't run away Like I used to do
Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You were always so far away I know the way so don't you run away Like you used to do Like you used to do
Yeh, it goes away All of this and more of nothing in my life No color clay Individuality not safe As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure you run from something strong
I can't let go Threadbare tapestry unwinding slow Feel a tortured brain Show your belly like you want me to As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure you run from something strong I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Something's gotta turn out right
You sugar taste Sweetness doesn't often touch my face Stay if you please You may not be here when I leave As of now I bet you got me wrong So unsure we reach for something strong I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love Strong, I haven't felt like this in so long Wrong, in a sense too far gone from love That don't last forever Something's gotta turn out right
Inside always trying to get back inside But it's so hard to penetrate pig-thick skin I'm 'bout as low as I can get I'd leave but I can't forget Still I wonder why it ain't right, mmm it ain't right, oooh Ain't right, mmm it ain't right, yeah 'Bout as low as she can get She'll leave me but she won't forget And she wonders why she ain't right, she ain't right Ain't right, she ain't right Now we're as low as we can get Can't leave and can't forget We ain't right, we ain't right Not right, we ain't right Well it's hard to believe that somebody tricked you when you can see you were only high It's all up to you so you gamble flat on your face and into the fire
Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used And because so, once was mine I walk this maze alone Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free The man's beside himself, man's below himself Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free The man's beside himself, man's below himself Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
I can't see, I can't feel anything, I can't I can't
Wash my face, cut out my teeth and tell me to grin MY GUMS ARE BLEEDING! MY GUMS ARE BLEEDING!
I hate you, I hate you
Get a fucking haircut! Go fuck yourself Rae Dong Chung (5x)
Get something, get, get them, get them Get them, get the fuckin' midget Get the midget (2x) Get the fuckin midget Kiss the fuckin' midget "Where the deer and antelope play..." Kiss the midget (4x)
I believe them bones are me Some say we're born into the grave
I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them bones
Dust rise right on over my time Empty fossil of the new scene
I feel so alone, gonna wind up a Big ole pile a them bones
Toll due bad dream come true I lie dead gone under red sky
I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them bones
Is she ready to know my frustration? What she slippin' inside, slow castration I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me Did she come here to try, try to take me
Did she call my name? I think it's gonna rain When I die
Was it something I said, held against me? Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing I can help her but won't, now she hates me
She won't let me hide She don't want me to cry
Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me Could she love me again, or will she hate me Prob'ly not, I know why, can't explain me
Heatbreaker, feelin’ alright Body over... mind It’s slower, reduction is addictive too Personality overview
CHORUS I can see what the cost will be You know I don’t need you I just can’t put you down I can see what it all means to me Honey I don’t need you I just can’t put you down
Hard drinker... feelin’ all right Your maker... mine It’s slower... reduction is addictive too Personality overview
CHORUS
Put you down, down, down, gonna put you down Put you down, down, down, gonna put you down Put you down, down, down, gonna put you down Put you down, down, down, gonna put you down Everything you buy is for the jingle Every time you lie it’s all the same And if you need a rhyme to kill the singer Shoot me dead before I may be through
What the hell am I? Thousand eyes, a fly Lucky then I'd be In one day deceased
Sickman, sickman, sickman
I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer When my thoughts become my biggest fear
Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine
What the hell am I? Leper from inside Inside wall of peace Dirty and diseased
Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman
I can see the end is getting near I won't rest until my head is clear
Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine
Can you see the end? Choke on me my friend Must to drown these thoughts Purity over rot
"Yeah, though I walk through the valley of rape and despair With head high and eyes alert I tread on a plane of many We who are of good nature and intention, But cannot touch on the dark Recesses of memory And pain learned, so come walk With me, feel the pain, And release it..." What the hell am I? Worn eroded pride Saddened 10 miles wide I'm gonna let it slide
Sickman, sickman, sickman, sickman
I can feel the wheel, but I can't steer When my thoughts become my biggest fear Ah, what's the difference, I'll die In this sick world of mine Ahh,
Ain't found a way to kill me yet Eyes burn with stinging sweat Seems every path leads me to nowhere Wife and kids household pet Army green was no safe bet The bullets scream to me from somewhere
Here they come to snuff the rooster Yeah here come the rooster, yeah You know he ain't gonna die No, no, no, ya know he ain't gonna die
Walkin' tall machine gun man They spit on me in my home land Gloria sent me pictures of my boy Got my pills 'gainst mosquito death My buddy's breathin' his dyin' breath Oh god please won't you help me make it through
Here they come to snuff the rooster Yeah here come the rooster, yeah You know he ain't gonna die No, no, no ya know he ain't gonna die
"Junk, fuck" A good night, the best in a long time A new friend turned me on to an old favorite Nothing better than a dealer who's high Be high, convince them to buy
What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot
Seems so sick to the hypocrite norm Running their boring drills But we are an elite race of our own The stoners, junkies, and freaks
Are you happy? I am, man.
Content and fully aware Money, status, nothing to me 'Cause your life is empty and bare
What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot I do it a lot, yeah
You can't understand a user's mind But try, with your books and degrees If you let yourself go and opened your mind I'll bet you'd be doing like me And it ain't so bad
What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot Say, I do it a lot! I do it a lot! I do it a lot! Say, I do it a lot
What's gone wrong, I can't see straight Been too long, so full of hate
What the fuck will it take Drown myself in my wake Another shaggy D.A. Now a dog, shake my leg Plastic man, paper face Candy heart, what a waste Gotta change, set a date Eat my cake, lick my plate
Stare at me with empty eyes and Point your words at me Mirror on the wall will show you What you're scared to see
I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all)
So climb walls, Thin my blood now And I crawl, back to bed now
What the hell, gotta rest Aching pain in my chest Lucky me, now I'm set Little bug for a pet New Orleans, gotta get Pin cushion medicine Used to be curious Now the shit's sustenance
All this time I swore I'd never Be like my old man What the hey it's time to face Exactly what I am
I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all)
What the hell, gotta rest Aching pain in my chest Lucky me, now I'm set Little bug for a pet New Orleans, gotta get Pin cushion medicine Used to be curious Now the shit's sustenance
All this time I swore I'd never Be like my old man What the hey it's time to face Exactly who I am
I can see, yeah - (wish I couldn't see at all) I can feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all) Hate to see - (wish I couldn't see at all) Hate to feel - (wish I couldn't feel at all)
