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from American Pie 2 (아메리칸 파이 2) by David Nessim Lawrence [ost] (2001)
Halo
by Oleander And it's always little things That to the surface brings The comfort in the pain The fear behind the smile We lose along the way The things we leave behind Along the precipice Of things we should not climb And I'm the first in line There's an anchor around my heart Dragging me down Beneath the waves in silence I fall There's a halo above my head Spinning me 'round 'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead A dagger in my hand Bleeding me dry And it's always little things That to the surface brings The space you need to breathe Before the curtain call The light that leads the way Before you hit the wall The mountain that you climb Just to take a fall For blind among the blind There's an anchor around my heart Dragging me down Beneath the waves in silence I fall There's a halo above my head Spinning me 'round 'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead There's a dagger in my hand Bleeding me dry And all we have to lose is time And what lose we leave behind Stay around and we will shine |
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from Scary Movie (무서운 영화) by David Kitay [ost] (2000)
It's the ignorance of youth
It's the fear of growing old It's the universal truth you're never told Know that it's my fault, know that it's my bad Couldn't accept love I've never had It's to learn from your mistakes It's to be the bigger man It's to always try to do the best ya... Cool rises up from underneath it when you're down It rises, all your enemies, never ever know, unless you let it show Oh yeah...yeah...oh...yeah...ah, ya ya ya Cause it's my bad, it's my bad, it's my...bad Cool rises up from underneath it when you're down It rises, all your enemies, never ever know, unless you let it show Or until I lose it all, until I lose it all, until I lose it all, Until I lose it, yeah Til I lose it, until I lose it I love you all, it's your choice Cool rises up from underneath it when you're down It rises, all your enemies, never ever know, unless you let it show Or until I lose it all, until I lose it all, until I lose it all, til I lose it, yeah Til I lose it Til I lose it I love you all (Kiss sound) |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
Even if you turn away
Sweep it all aside under the rug Nothing ventured nothing gained But your problems still remain If your living in denial Afraid to face yourself Wasted all the time When I look into your eyes I see something inside of you that was once inside of me And I've been there before I nearly lost my wife my friends and more You'll find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later... You find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later... If your life becomes a mess And put you to the test Just like all the rest When I look into your eyes I see something inside of you You'll find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later... You find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later You'll find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later... You find out sooner or later You find out sooner or later |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
So sad to hear that you don't want to hang around with me
So lame to see you leave and to know that you believe that it's over Cause when your weak I feel the need to get underneath your skin And when you start to tweak I find a way to get up beside you stupid ,stupid, stupid stupid ,stupid, stupid In time you'll learn to love me as much as you love yourself Oh in time you'll learn to hate me Cause when I feel the need to have you back by my side I am sweet it makes me sick to know that i can be so blind stupid, stupid, stupid stupid, stupid, stupid stupid, stupid, stupid stupid, stupid, stupid |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
who is to blame for the way that you are, the things that you say and
all the things that you do. who is to blame for the way that you feel, the way that your living and the way that you deal. who is right when everyone is wrong was it fate that brought you here against all your wishes who is to blame for the way that you are was it parental supervision or the lack thereof i get down when i'm loaded down when i'm loaded oh i get down who is to blame for the reasons you feel like it's an all or nothing kind of situation who is right when everyone is wrong was it fate that brought you here against all your wishes it's the sound of super sad it's the kind of shit that makes me angry your bad, waisting your time, your irresponsibility yeah, so educated, sooooo i get down when i'm loaded down when i'm loaded oh i get down i get down when i'm loaded down when i'm loaded oh i get down |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
It's the reason for my pain
In a season to celebrate I don't wanna be full of hate For anybody, but it's too late Everyone has been in my face Tellin' me that I'm a disgrace Showin' me things that I must face Tellin' me that they need their space I can't love you anymore I'm scared of the sound of it It's the reason why I'm down I'm beaten, been pushed around Hit the ceiling without a sound Everyone I know considers me a clown I can't love you anymore I'm scared of the sound of it And woman, I just wanted more I can't love you anymore Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm scared of the sound of it And woman, I just wanted more Ooh, ooh It's the reason why I'm here It's the reason why I'm here It's the reason why I'm here It's the reason |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
i can't take this anymore
and i'm almost pretty sure i've been here before i can't take this any longer i won't heal until im stronger strong enough to not be afraid of what anybody thinks of what anybody says about the way about the way i am i'll wait until the day when those feelings fade away then i'll make my break i can't take this anymore and i'm almost pretty sure i've been here before i can't take this any longer i won't heal until i'm stronger strong enough to not be afraid i'll leave it up to you yeah i'll leave it in your hands respect your wishes and your demands oh if it was up to me honey we'd already be back at home and living out our dreams living out everybody everything i've known never taught me how to stand up on my own had to learn it from the one who let me go now i walk alone, yeah i walk alone, yeah living blissfully guess you had to step away to make me want to be a bigger man, a bigger man than that i need you by my side as i take it all in stride I put away, i put away my pride oh i leave it up to you yeah i leave it in your hands respect your wishes and your demands oh if it was up to me honey we'd already be back at home and living out everbody everything i've known never taught me how to stand up on my own had to learn it from the one who let me go now i walk alone yeah I walk alone, yeah i walk alone i walk alone i walk alone i walk alone i walk, oh yeah |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
even if we say we do, it don’t mean that we will
it don’t mean that we’re going to even if we say we’ll try it don’t mean that we’ll have the opportunity all this time weighed out unrefined twisted and unkind. all mine all this pain suddenly arranged a relationship that i’ve denied my backs against the wall i stumble and fall down sometimes i scream I’m scratchin’ at my head I’d rather be dead than not in your arms in your arms, in your arms even if we say we do it don’t mean that we will it don’t mean that we’re going to even if we say we’ll try it don’t mean that we’ll have the opportunity my backs against the wall i stumble and fall down sometimes i scream i’m scratchin’ at my head i’d rather be dead than not in your arms, in your arms, in your arms my backs against the wall i stumble and fall down and sometimes i scream my backs against the wall i stumble and fall down sometimes i scream i’m scratchin’ at my head i’d rather be dead than not in your arms, in your arms, in your arms my backs against the wall i stumble and fall down and sometimes i scream |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
sooner or later you and me will be lost dumb blind and free
sooner or later you and i won't have anywhere to hide sooner or later everone catches up to the things they've done sooner or later everone will get down as and kick it unwind, cut the ties, open wide and wait sooner or later things you say catch up and they make you pay sooner or later things you do they hurt only me and sooner or later everone catches up to the things they've done sooner or later everone will get down as we kick it unwind, cut the ties, open wide and wait oh, where were you then oh, where were you then honey, sorry hey hey la la oh, where were you then sooner or later things you say catch up and they make you pay sooner or later things you do they hurt only me and oh, where were you then oh, where were you then honey, sorry hey hey la la oh, where were you then |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
the deeper you get the more you sink into it
faster you fall the more you crawl away from it we're siamese at the knees she said and we're weighted we're siamese if you please and she said and we're weighted we are right here with you we are right here with you the more that you make the less you should take from others the longer you live the more you should give to your brothers we're siamese at the knees she said and we're weighted we're siamese if you please and she said and we're weighted we are right here with you we are right here with you you came the wait is over and now your mine and you 'll never ever be alone can't believe how much you've grown in such a short time can't believe how much you've grown and are growing ornery, but lovingly you scream when your hungry can't believe how much you've grown and are growing right in front of my eyes we are right here with you we are right here with you you came the wait is over and now your mine |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
Memories and silence fills each room
Overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume Buried underneath the dust & gloom Relics are reminders of my family of two Pictures of a happy bride and groom Ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon Wedding gifts of pots and pans Sleeping while were holding hands It's grace he lays upon us as we spoon How could I ever be so blind that I could not see How could I ever stray from what has meant so much to me How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees Of who I am or where I'll be So now we live in fear of the unknown Insecure and skepticle her trust in me is blown Despite the past we face we both have grown Through the pain to find the strength together or alone How could I ever be so blind that I could not see How could I ever stray from what has meant so much to me How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees Of who I am or where I'll be How could I ever be so blind that I could not see How could I ever stray from what has meant so much to me How could I ever gain her trust without the guarantees Of who I am or where I'll be |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
i would say i'm sorry if i thought that it would change your mind
but i know that this time if have said too much been too unkind i would break down at your feet and beg forgiveness plead with you but i know that it's no use cuz now there's nothing i can do i try to laugh about it cover it all up with lies i try to laugh about it hiding the tears in my eyes 'cause boys don't cry boys don't cry i would tell you that i love you if i thought that you would stay but i know that it's too late 'cause you've already gone away misjudged you limits pushed you too far took you for granted i thought that you needed me more, more, more, more i would do most anything to get you back by my side but i'll just keep on laughing hiding the tears in my eyes 'cause boys don't cry boys don't cry |
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from Oleander - February Son (2000)
some of us never see the light
until it's out of sight give up without a fight some of use fall and never get up swear that it's not their fault swear that it's not their fault evolution will turn your life around from feeling safe and sound to the lost and found you and me, well, we are the same I feel you loss, your joy, your pain shouldering the blame cuz, I've been there never again, never again will I allow myself to drown some of us never take advice so then we pay the price with every toss of the dice some of us never see the light until it's out of sight give up without a fight evolution will turn your life around from feeling safe and sound to the lost and found you and me, well, we are the same I feel you loss, your joy, your pain shouldering the blame cuz, I've been there never again, never again will I allow myself to drown cuz, I've wasted too much time too many years of my life letting others down heard it from a friend who heard it from a friend who cuz, I've been there never again, never again will I allow myself to drown cuz, I've wasted too much time too many years of my life letting others down cuz, I've been there never again, never again will I allow myself to drown some of use never wee the light until it's out of sight give up with out a fight |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
Don't, don't it make you sad
To lose the things you love For what you never had. Don't, don't it make you cry To feel the broken time And always wonder why. Don't it make you feel like your hands are off the wheel Like your hands are off the wheel Don't it tear you down don't it turn your world around Don't it love to let you down. Don't, don't it make your day To gather up your strength And feel it slipping away How, how much can you take Before you fall apart Before you start to break Don't it make you feel like your hands are off the wheel Like your hands are off the wheel Don't it tear you down don't it turn your world around Don't it love to let you down. Close your eyes it's only no surprise you're not alone. Don't it make you sad to lose the ones you love Don't it make you feel like your hands are off the wheel Like your hands are off the wheel Don't it tear you down don't it turn your world around Don't it love to let you down. Don't it make you feel don't it make you feel Like it's carrying you down down down down Like your hands are off the wheel Like your hands are off the wheel |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
What can I say?
When every word you won't believe anyway No promise made Just means there's nothing wrong today What can I do? Cause I could never make things up to you And we both knew That if things didn't change it'll all be thrown away Don't break my fall Cause things look better from down here To lose it all Just means another chance for you to Gain it back again And maybe even have a laugh my friend What can I hide? When every feelings locked down deep inside My hands are tied But I'm hangin' on And I'm hangin' in Sure do like the sound of it |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
Hey, you can't complain about the sunshine
When you're feeling a flatline And you're stuck in a low Hey, don't want to hear about the way you feel When you're the only one to sign the deal Your bed is made and you're lying in it I can't remember my name Strung out and feelin' the blame Somebody said that you can't deny it You're too high again Hey, you can't complain that you went too hard Abused your body with no regard And now you feel like shit Hey, you'd like to think that nobody knows You'd like to think that it never shows You'd like to think that you got away with it You're too high again What's my name |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
Another rainy day, sunlight in your eyes
I sleep the day away, without you by my side I want to save the world, I want to save my self But I covered over grey, another rainy day Raise my hand and wave goodbye I tell myself I'll be alright Another hour, I'll be sky high Doing my best to hold on tight I close my eyes and come back down Lose myself inside your smile - and stay there for awhile Another Rainy Day, and all I have is time I waste the day away, and watch the world go by You wanna save the world, you wanna save yourself But you covered over grey, another rainy day Raise my hand and wave goodbye I tell myself I'll be alright Another hour, I'll be sky high Doing my best to hold on tight I close my eyes and come back down Lose myself inside your smile - and stay there for awhile Raise my hand and wave goodbye I tell myself I'll be alright Another hour, I'll be sky high Doing my best to hold on tight I close my eyes and come back down Lose myself inside your smile - Be home for awhile |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
Some say life is what you make it
Some say life is for the taking As for me I'm only getting by Somewhere somebody is waiting Somewhere someone is escaping As for me I'm only killing time It's your time Sometimes you set the bar too high Well better luck next time Looks like you took the turn too wide Better luck next time Another dent is in your pride Searching headlights on the ceiling I need something more revealing Cause I feel stranded here in my own life In my life Better luck next time |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
You got to get it to give away
You got to give it to get away Outside feelin' kind of faded Inside I'm holdin' conversations You got to give it to get away You got to get it to give away You got to get some Come on and get some You know you want some Come on and get it then Landslide comin' up behind you Joyride hope they never find you You got to get it to give away You got to give it to get away Get it to give away Give it to get away Get it |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
There's nowhere left to turn
There's no one left to burn There's nothing left to gain There's no one left to blame Time after time Didn't mean to let you down Tried to turn it all around Time after time If I tell you that I'd try It's be another lie Cause I'm the king of good intentions I always let you down I'm the king of good intentions I'm never around Don't it blow your mind to see Honey you are just like me You're just like me There's nowhere left to go Nothing left to show There's nothing I won't do To spend my life with you Don't it blow your mind to see Honey you are just like me |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
Here we go
Closer to the end Let me know I'll be your only friend Things you thought you understood Are all the things I lack So sorry And I'd leave it all behind With no regard for what I'll find In time you'll see That you can't breathe without me Life and times go by Well I know nothing is ok Will it show if I try to numb the pain? Things you thought you understood Are all the things I'm not So sorry and so afraid |
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from Oleander - Joyride (2003)
it's a corner that you turn
it's a lesson that you learned in time it's a worry that you feel, another scar that you conceal from sight have i been away to long for me to say, have i been away to long for things to change from a runaway train, caught beneath the wheels of a runaway train every moment of that day i felt it crumbling away, if i only had myself to blame for all the cracks within the frame that i find from a runaway train, caught beneath the wheels of a runaway train i know how it feels, to be a runaway train it's alright, it's ok, it's alright |
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