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from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Such a lovely day to carry on your shoulders
It turned from blue to grey and you seem so much older But its worth all the money in the world to find a way back to normal If there's such a place The doctor called your name and things became so sober I suppose the price we'll pay will be worth it when it's over But it takes every effort to believe in the unseen when you see clearly That thing's are not okay Well I know you are frightened, and I know you are angry And I know you tired of the unknown But I am beside you, and I will remind you That you don't have to go it alone Seems a tailor made sickness for your sins dear If you planned your life away we never would be standing here But with an impending bitter end You have learned the lesson how The sweet is in the now Well I know you are frightened, and I know you are angry And I know you tired of the unknown But I am beside you, and I will remind you That you don't have to go it alone Alone, Alone, We are not alone, Alone, Alone, Never, Not alone There are no guarantees, no promise they can make us Our faith's a fighting seed planted deep in desperate trust I will take every moment I can get And won't regret I share your name To Love is worth the pain |
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from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
When you've been wounded, deeply wounded by a friend
You wonder when, if ever, you will trust again When you've been broken, deeply broken by a man You wonder when, if ever, you will love again Truth be told I'm not quite sure when things went right But the darkest tunnel always has a distant light And I've arrived, yes I've arrived and right on time You were there to greet me arms stretched open wide You were there to meet me on the other side Now I believe in something it's been a long time coming It may not mean that much to you but it means all the world to me I'm belonging somewhere it took me time to get here But now that I've become a part of you I never want to leave When you've been hurting, deeply hurting all alone You wonder when, if ever, you will find a home When you've been searching, endless searching for the truth You wonder when, if ever, it will search for you You wonder if someone will ever search for you |
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from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Were we ready, who's to say the answer?
Who is ever ready for these things? No one could prepare us for the laughter No one could prepare us for the pain You feel like burning embers You feel like coming home You feel like my forever And that's all I need/want/have to know Every night I ask for your forgiveness In grown up skin I still act like a child I can make believe that I am flawless You're close enough to see the cracks I hide You have caused me tears of joy relentless I cannot now imagine life without I owe you more than humble words could confess I love you more than I even know how You feel like burning embers You feel like coming home You feel like my forever And that's all I need to know You feel like Christmas morning You feel like summer rain You feel like holy waters That rinse away my stains You feel like children singing You feel like midnight calm You feel like breathing deeply Until the storm is gone |
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4:37 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
How long have I been dreaming? Who forgot to wake, to wake me up?
I know it sounds crazy but daddy now I think I'm in love Cause when he steps in the room my heart begins to pound You said, "Never settle," you promised there was one out there for me It's true, I might have doubted but he's standing here and now I believe Yes, I know you'll be proud of the man that chose me It's elementary to the wise, for the fool in full disguise Beggars bow and poets kneel, and as for me? it's finally real I will always love you and I will always be your little girl None could come between us, you'll forever be the first man in my world But when he smiles I can see how much he reminds me of you A man of faith, a man of strength, who loves me like you do It's all the time I've spent in tears, worth the heartache, worth the fears To stand beside him on this day after you give me away How long have I been sleeping? Who forgot to wake, to wake me up? Daddy, he's amazing, he's everything that I've been dreaming of And now he has become my very best friend |
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from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
I am not a perfect girl, nor are you a perfect man
But we have found each other here inside this wild and crazy world And somehow make a perfect match You bring out the worst in me but it's the side I need to see And through the conflicts and the difference and damage done We are strong and still are one You will fail me, you will fail me again and again and again And I will fail you, I will fail you again and again and again Again and again and again But we will learn to love in spite of failure Yes we will learn to love because of failure And we will stay together We are broken human fools, we are selfish, we are cruel But there is hope for the exception to someday become the rule Let it start with me, let it start with you |
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from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
I will show you love
like you’ve never loved before I will go the distance and back for more if you just say the word 'Cause you will come alive again and call the trying times your friend The pain that you have suffered through will never get the best of you You will hope in something real that won’t depend on how you feel When you call my name then I will answer, answer 'Cause I am on your side though the wind and waves beat against your face And you were on my mind when the world was made Trust in me my child, Trust in me my child Walk out on the water where you have no control So scared to death of failure you sacrifice your soul, please let that go 'Cause you have climbed an uphill road, You have worn a heavy load You have cried through endless nights and nearly given up the fight Watched your dreams like falling stars the heartaches made you who you are Now looking back you see that I have always been there I am on your side though the wind and waves beat against your face And you were on my mind when the world was made Trust in me my child, Trust in me my child Where you gonna hide? Where you gonna hide from Me? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go that I can’t see? 'Cause I have heard you cry and it breaks my heart for I love you so I would never lie, this is not the end there is still a hope I am on your side though the wind and waves beat against your face You were on my mind when the world was made Trust in me my child, Trust in me my child |
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5:10 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Gather along the lines, Gather along the lines. You'll be safe inside so gather along the lines
No one has to know as long as you don't smoke those cigarettes You can keep your heart of stone and say you forgive but you don't ever forget We can't keep this up much longer, Grace is driving the hardest bargain The perfect world we have construced keeps more people out than lets them come in So let it shine if you've got any light left Let it rise and sing as loud as you can get We've got to live, we've got to laugh, we've got to love We've got to learn to breath outside the lines We got to learn to be outside the lines Gather along the lines Gather along the lines Keep your prejudice and pride Just gather along the lines Everyone will think that you are so important to the Lord But never bend you knee oh that wasted time you can't seem to afford We were caught inside the bubble, some sense of family some sense we belonged And when we pleased them they were happy but God forbid that we should ever do wrong I don't think he's threatened when we ask questions when we have doubts and disbelief I don't think he's angry when we are human that's what he made us to be |
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3:23 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
I've got a new way of living now a little less of a lot
A little more of nothing Thought you might have seen the change in me Little quicker to listen little slower to speak I was wrong when I said I was strong I am weak and I need All that you have to give I cannot keep the voices quiet inside Hear them sing hear the scream, at least I know I'm alive Now I am meeting myself and I am liking what I see I am not afraid anymore Not afraid to be bored Not afraid to be me Every battle leads to another war Every day I'm reminded of what I'm fighting for It's never easy and it's never the same But it's worth all I've got and so I'll give it again Now I don't know why, I don't know why But it makes me want to cry, cry I am meeting myself and I am ready to see Truth can break our heart that is when it will start To set us free |
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5:22 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
So much deeper than the oceans is the heart of man
So much higher than the mountains Are the things that I don't understand Like why I'm crying over someone who will never give a damn We have boarded up the basement for the storm has found its prey I have bottled my emotions and saved them for a rainy day Now I'll drink the bitter poison of a love that's been delayed Since You've been gone, I can't fight it I can't fight it I've tried for too long I can't hide it I can't hide it anymore This has called for desperate measures We have left our pride behind We are aging with the hours of this superficial life And I refuse to be a failure, I have to give it one more try But I doubt that you are listening and I doubt that you are moved I have doubted every step along this long and darkened journey But I have never doubted you Now the longing has awoken and I don't know what to do |
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3:56 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Don't let your life slip through the cracks in your hand
If you hold on tight you might stand a chance Don't be yourself if you're not someone you like There's hope for change in anyone's life The paper skin I'm living in it tells the truth, it proves I'm broken This paper skin, so frail so thin and every touch can tear me open La la la la la la la la la, La la la la la la la la Don't make your love suffer insecurity Trade the baggage of "self" to set another man free Don't dream out loud you never know who will hear Delight in bringing you down and fill your head with their fears On paper skin words won't rescind they sink too deep and slice me open In paper skin I never mend it bends me back until I'm broken La la la la la la la la la, La la la la la la la la |
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3:30 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Are you lonely for a friend? Are you lonely for a fantasy?
Do you feel like talking back at me or would you like it quiet now? Well its hard to understand, what with all my inexperience You say I've lost my innocence, but I haven't missed it if it's gone Would you kindly take my hand feel it pulsing with complexity The days are dawning dark on me since you been round you brought me down to your size You're so small no one can fit inside your world And it kinda makes me mad, but it mostly makes me sad for you The hoops that you keep jumping through will trip you up or break you down When you find yourself alone when they've all betrayed and broke your trust You'll see the truth inside of us was always there, just you were scared to believe And you like it, you like it that way And you want for me to hurt just like you have hurt for countless years With no one there to catch your tears, it is justified in your mind I am sorry for your chains, but I will not wear them as my own From here I think we'll walk alone but I doubt you'll find your peace of mind when I'm gone |
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5:41 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Paper Skin (2007)
Don't touch me, Don't touch me there (2x)
I am bare and he is staring, we are trapped and caged like animals I am small it isn't fitting. I am screaming but no one's listening Don't touch me, Don't touch me there I forgot what it feels like to feel safe, I forgot what it feels like to feel brave A shattered soul never heals, this heart of flesh has turned to steal I've forgotten how to feel He liked her, he liked her that way He broke her she has never been the same Can you imagine? Can you fathom such a place where evil spreads it's seed? It's upon us, It's beneath us, It's up to us to do something He liked her, he liked her that way? Listen little children to the story of a girl who found her knight and shining armor When he saved her from the dragon he was strong and not afraid that there was Smoke and there was fire and they lived happily ever after in his castle far away Listen little children to the story of a girl |
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from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
Digging deep, I feel my conscience burn
I need to know who and what I am This hunger jolts me from complacency Rocks me, makes me meet myself Jacob walked a limp to remind him Of the greater gift of the greater one But when I fell, I fell to my own resources How can I carry the truth, if I can't even crawl to you? : I wanna feel something sweeter than this sin Cover me in leaves roll me over again I've been everybody else now I wanna be Something closer to myself Paint me in a different light Shed me yet another coat of skin Mark me with ash until I'm clean again Cause I'm so sick and tired Of being sick and tired I know I can love you, I know that I can : I wanna feel something sweeter than this sin Cover me in leaves roll me over again I've been everybody else now I wanna be Something closer to myself |
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3:49 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
The winds came by and they carried me away
At least that's what your momma said she'd say Of course I knew that you would never believe But baby sometimes even big girls are allowed to weep Oh Brenda Gene my peanut butter queen Innocent and bright don't think of me as mean Sweet Brenda Gene for all you haven't seen You know I hate to leave you fatherless at fourteen I'm sure you think I've left you alone Torn apart our happy home But love, I never planned it this way Never this soon and never this day Heaven's quite a sight to see I'm sure you'll be here too And though it's beautiful my dear it can't compare to you |
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from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
I'll tame this lion of flesh before the night is over
My love will not let me rest until my mind is sober Reputations from my past chained so tight You break free you break fast on my decision tonight Formerly known as nothing and and no one Formerly known as lost I've been sold to lies I've been told by former generations Who tell me what's worth having a hold on for cheap sensationss But you ask me at this moment who I say I am A new creation they don't have to understand I will not be bound by what they tell me I can be I will not stay silent I will speak my liberty |
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4:36 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
40 days in Hollywood 40 nights in hell
How's life in your comfort zone? Out here on sacred ground I'm doing swell The new word is I'm crazy could have told you that before But if you've got the guts to join me leave your sandals at the door Because there's no turning back, no wasting time No giving up on what I know is mine No way I'm stopping not a chance I'm backing down I've come to fight for mercy and take this angel town I hear it so clear it pounds upon my heart Who will give ear, and sacrifice to start Am I alone? If so, it is well with me Do you know that the truth will set you free 40 days in Hollywood, 40 nights in Hell Sweet seduction plagues the streets I know now why she fell But there's no time for distractions and I will not close my eyes I'm hunting for the hurting, desperate in their cries |
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from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
Boy know your place.
Lies do not become us. Real is more attractive than a slick and polished mask. Girl dig down deep, I know there's more between us. There's bound to be a question You're just dying for me to ask. If you can be honest I can be too. If you'll take the first step I'll follow you through. But no one wants to bleed. No one wants to hide. No one wants to hurt alone inside. Child don't close your eyes The truth contains much beauty And though it scars your soul It can heal the wounds it makes You've been deceived to think That pain is to be dreaded, And you've got nothing left. It'll give more than it takes. If you can't find a peace I'll help find it for you I don't know how, But one thing that's sure Is I won't leave you now. If you can be honest I can be too If you take the first step I'll follow you through No one wants to bleed No one wants to hide No one wants to hurt alone inside. |
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3:29 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
It's not the time, it's not the place I am afraid ( ) They keep telling me, I'm not alone They're all standing by me, but I am not my own This thing is growing like a cancer I must kill I am so confused, I don't know what I feel I refuse to believe this is a child It's not a person yet it takes quite a while And guilt is great on my shoulders tonight Could someone please tell me what is wrong and what is right What is wrong and what is right, what is wrong and what is right But I know it's life, I can't deny that it's life Oh is it life? Can I deny this its life? I am afraid |
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5:37 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
a modern day moses, waking the streets
with shouts of glory, blistered feet hes met the maker, hes met the reason hes alive and hes on fire inside a modern day mother, living in the slums feeding the hungrey, making sure the race gets run, always asking if we fought with steady feet she fights on her knees let my people go a modern day martin in a world of civil words exchange but dreaming bigger, he thinks maybe he could make a change hes heard the stories, he wants some of his own and hes not alone. the time is not the moments here, walk in faith or stand in fear change the course of history, did you ever think no one ever though --- who would have believed? let my people go a modern day me what have i become, what can i be? if there is greatness out there to be acieved i want to be more than someone who just passes through this lige i want to stand up for what is right |
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4:28 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
In the midst of my darkest hour you see my tear-stained face
This broken form that no longer feels power with no apparent place But even when this world has turned her back on me When it's cold where it once had burned When my thoughts are frightening You will never leave me When I fail at living and loving when I fail you Lord I want things that I know very well I cannot afford When I feel like I have no purpose except to live and die Or all they tell me is that I'm worthless why even try I cannot be sure of my love for you But in the midst of my doubt...you are true |
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5:05 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
What these years have brought me
What these years have taught me Heartache and fame A chance to change A Hope to be stronger That beauty can smolder A stage and a curtain That nothing's for certain Oh these years have been hard on my bones What this world has brought me What this world has taught me Senseless spinning Never tie instead of winning Ice cream for licking The clock's always ticking No one is free Someone must have a key Oh this world has been hard on my bones All this time I'd been seeking my own Oh this road has been hard on my bones What this love has brought me What this love has taught me Patience in battle Who's in the saddle? Joy and dispair That I really do care Uncertain desire The risk going higher Yeah this love has been hard on my bones What this God has brought me What this God has taught me Passion and grace How to stand in one space Laughing at lillies What truly fufils me Death on a cross It was I that was lost Oh this God has been life to these bones Oh this God has been life to my bones Yes this God has been life to my bones |
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3:40 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
Good week I've got
Gonna see him once again Been working out, reading up Be all smart and slim Who'd knew I'd be this anxious Who'd have guessed this horrid fate? All I know is I Have to be perfect by Thursday Perfect by Thursday I rarely get to see him And his name is all I know He smiles like a king And that's all he'd dare to show I'm faithfully attending My motive almost pure Reckless in my thinking But it's his that I'm not sure Perfect by Thursday I'm planning the evening I know what I'm wearing And what I'll be singing Perfect by Thursday One day left And it's not looking very good I haven't seen much progress To perfection like I should But now I cannot quit Because today could be the day That all the effort All the work decides to finally pay. And then you will fall in love I smile when you walk by I laugh even louder You don't even bother I hold every memory As sweet as a lemon As loose as a fire So now he's on the TV screen He's catching for some man Moved away and left me here I don't understand But I'm convinced that he'll be back When I do least expect Despite my opposition I fear that I am correct Perfect by Thursday I'm sprinting to make it If I have to fake it You know I can take it |
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3:48 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
The summer sun has come to stay,
Bikinis, tans, outrageous legs, They're all retarded and they all look the same, And barbie's body is melting down, On her face a big fat frown, 'cause Mr. Cellulite just moved into town. Well me and B we hate supermodels, It's not that we know anyone personally, It's just that I'm tired of being compared. The boys they come here, With expectations for the summer, And I refuse to take any part of this barbaric ritual, 'cause God has given me a mind, That I will use from time to time, And I got more on my head, Than what's made by Paul Mitchell. It's just that I'm tired of being compared Was it worth the tears you cried... to fit the size? Think it over once or twice, What lasts the longest in this life, Character, or rock hard thighs? And in the end do you believe, That beauty lies in what you see? 'cause if you do, then baby Youve been deceived. |
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3:26 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
I know some things never change
but this can't be one of them. and i don't think i can stand it any longer... ( ) Are you scared? Are you scared? Are you scared? 'cause if your scared you're not alone I once thought i was brave--- but i can't stop crying sometimes i think im going crazy But i am waiting patiently though i fear it will all be in vain ( ) |
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3:42 | ||||
from Kendall Payne - Jordan's Sister (2003)
Hey, Alice are you completely
Satisfied with Wonderland And all it's wonder? Cause if you're not, you know I've Heard that they're handing out a money-back guarantee at the door. Going blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life. I read the paper, And I drank all the juice In my refridgerator, now I'm Starved for knowledge, And thirsty for the truth. And in the pages I could Sense all the longing in the world I close my eyes, cause I'm longing too. Going blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life. Who knows your name, anymore, anymore? I'll say your name, forever more, forever more. Blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life, Of the innocent life. |
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3:42 | ||||
from Teaching Mrs. Tingle (팅글 부인 가르치기) by John Frizzell [ost] (1999)
Hey, Alice are you completely
Satisfied with Wonderland And all it's wonder? Cause if you're not, you know I've Heard that they're handing out a money-back guarantee at the door. Going blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life. I read the paper, And I drank all the juice In my refridgerator, now I'm Starved for knowledge, And thirsty for the truth. And in the pages I could Sense all the longing in the world I close my eyes, cause I'm longing too. Going blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life. Who knows your name, anymore, anymore? I'll say your name, forever more, forever more. Blind to the pain, Going deaf to the sight, Going dumb to the cries, Of the innocent life, Of the innocent life. |
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3:23 | ||||
from Never Been Kissed (25살의 키스) by David Newman [ost] (1999)
Digging deep, I feel my conscience burn
I need to know who and what I am This hunger jolts me from complacency Rocks me, makes me meet myself Jacob walked a limp to remind him Of the greater gift of the greater one But when I fell, I fell to my own resources How can I carry the truth, if I can't even crawl to you? : I wanna feel something sweeter than this sin Cover me in leaves roll me over again I've been everybody else now I wanna be Something closer to myself Paint me in a different light Shed me yet another coat of skin Mark me with ash until I'm clean again Cause I'm so sick and tired Of being sick and tired I know I can love you, I know that I can : I wanna feel something sweeter than this sin Cover me in leaves roll me over again I've been everybody else now I wanna be Something closer to myself |