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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
You would think by now
I could face the fact You're not here, and you're not coming back But instead I go on And let myself pretend That somehow, deep down, I'm convinced What I feel can't be real That's what I tell myself It's a dream This kind of thing only happens to someone else I don't wanna believe you're gone But some things are true Whether you believe it or not I still leave the light on On the chance that you'll drop by I still park on my side of the drive Every night I make sure That your alarm is set I still turn down your side of the bed What I feel can't be real That's what I tell myself It's a dream This kind of thing only happens to someone else I don't wanna believe you're gone But some things are true Whether you believe it or not Some things are true whether you Believe it or not |
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from Providence by Joey Newman [ost] (2005)
I always said that'd be it
That I wouldn't stick around If it ever came to this And here I am So confused How am I supposed to leave? When I can't even move In the time it would have took to say Honey I'm home how was your day? You dropped a bomb right where we live And just expect me to forgive Well that's a mighty big word for such a small man, And I'm not sure I can Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive.. I should ask but I won't Was it love or just her touch Cause I don't think I wanna know So get you some things And get out (get out, get out) Don't call me for a day or two So I can sort this out Well you might as well've ripped the life Right out of me Right here tonight And through the fallin tears you said Can you ever just forgive? Well, thats a mighty big word for such a small man And I'm not sure I can Cause I don't even know now who I am It's too soon for me to say forgive.. |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
I can't find the words to describe
How it feels being loved by you I stand there like the cat's got my tongue Nothing's ever left me speechless like you do Each time when we're together There's so much that I would like to say And I think I've found a way Listen to my heartsounds (ohh aah) Every time that it pounds,I hear (ohh la la) I just can't hide the way I feel inside,no way (hey yeah) Cause whenever you're around (oh whoa) It won't settle down (Mmmmm) Listen can't you hear it calling your name You make emotions come ove me That take a heart to express Ohh and if you listen carefully You'll hear the message beating in my chest So I guess what I'm confessing Is there's no one who moves me like you do If you ever doubt it's true Listen to my heartsounds (ohh aah) Every time that it pounds,I hear (ohh la la) I just can't hide the way I feel inside,no way (hey yeah) Cause whenever you're around (oh whoa) It won't settle down (Mmmmm) Listen can't you hear it calling your name |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
It took a while for me to see things as they were
In the light of truth It wasn't you,it was me I let myself get used to drowning in the hurt Against the wall Who'd of thought,it was me From there I couldn't even look over my shoulder I kicked down all the walls and started all over And I don't paint myself into corners anymore In a brittle heart of clay I threw my brushes away The tools of the trade that chained your memory to me Are out the door I don't paint myself into corners anymore When you left you left me with no other choice at all But to sink To my knees,and cry I never knew just how far a soul could fall Like a rock I couldn't stop,didn't try I locked myself behind shades of misery But when I let you go,I set myself free And I don't paint myself into corners anymore In a brittle heart of clay I threw my brushes away The tools of the trade that chained your memory to me Are out the door I don't paint myself into corners anymore The tools of the trade that chained your memory to me Are out the door I don't paint myself into corners anymore |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
In the back of my mind there's a sweet memory
Of an old front porch swing and daddy singing to me I can still feel the touch of his callused hands In my eyes he was the one perfect man The first of three men I gave my hear to Jesus,Daddy and you Come Sunday morning I knew where I'd be Between Momma and Daddy pew number three Where I put my life in two nail scarred hands The day that I fell for one more perfect man The men I have loved had been mighty few Jesus,Daddy and you There are three kinds of love that everyone needs I knew that something was missing for me Then you came along and completed my life I saw Jesus and Daddy in yourr loving eyes I looked up when you put the ring on my hand And I thanked God for one more perfect man Three men in my life whose love has been true Jesus,Daddy and you Three men in my life I gave my heart to Jesus,Daddy and you |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
Ever since I lost you babe
I've been here and there Looking for some piece of mind,can't find it anywhere I went down to Tunica,played me a little blackjack Saw a wino on the corner gave my winnings back If it was just money Baby,I could make it But living without you Can I take it All I see ahead of me Is just melancholy blue Cause I ain't got no future without you I went down to Austin,lots of beautiful people there Could have had a better adventure,I just didn't care Got a job in California,they sure like my style But there's something about that California sun Reminds me of your smile If it was just money Baby,I could make it But living without you Can I take it All I see ahead of me Is just melancholy blue Cause I ain't got no future without you Now and then I go back to Biloxi Whenever I feel brave Visit that little country church down there Lay some flowers on your grave You sure got a hold on me,I don't want to do I ain't got no future I can't see no future without you |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
Another same old same old Friday night
What a surprise dinner and a movie Gotta believe there's more to life I'm looking for a man,looking for a man Looking for a man to move me I want to go swimming in an icy creek Make sand angels on the beach Shoot cans with a BB gun Go hang gliding and bunjee jump Swing around on the monkey bars Come on guys it ain't all that hard I'm stuck in a dull routine Lookin' for a man to move me If you want to get to me Just give my world a spin I'm not that hard to please Take my heart somewhere it's never been I want to steal a kiss at the top of the ferris wheel Count the stars while we're lying in a grassy field Eat blackberries off the vine Make mud pies and fly a kite Catch fireflies in a mason jar Come on guys it ain't all that hard I'm stuck in a dull routine Looking for a man to move me Another same old same old Friday night What a surprise dinner and a movie Gotta believe there's more to life I'm looking for a man,looking for a man Looking for a man to move me |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
You hold the pole and I'll try to net him
I'll wade out up to my waist Been standin' on the bank all day hot and sweaty We can't let this one get away Take your time,let the line sink to the bottom Cause we sure don't want it to break But if the fish stop bittin' and it gets hotter It sure feels good out here in the water Baby just come on and jump in here with me You can leave your clothes on or underneath that tree It's a whole lot cooler,I really think you oughta It sure feels good,feels good out here in the water Just tie him off to the hitch on the bumper Let that bad boy fight himself If he gets loose then we'll hook another But while we've got a little daylight left Forget the fish,we can dish all of our troubles Right here in this lake It gets deeper out a bit further It sure feels good out here in the water Baby just come on and jump in here with me You can leave your clothes on Or underneath that tree It's a whole lot cooler I really think you oughta Sure feels real good Baby just come on and jump in here with me You can leave your clothes on Or underneath that tree It's a whole lot cooler I really think you oughta Sure feels real good, feels real good, out here in the water Out here in the water (Feels real good) out here in the water |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
The night is filled with questions
The darkness takes its toll Why did we take love for granted? How could we lose control? And I wonder as I lie here Not knowing where you are Was it as hard to be together As it is to be apart? Was goodbye the answer? I'm not sure anymore I just might trade the way it is For the way it was before And I still can't help but wonder Is it as lonesome where you are Was it as hard to be together As it is to be apart? It hurt too much to just keep holding on But I know I've never spent a night this long And I swear it seems that letting go May leave a deeper scar Was it as hard to be together As it is to be apart? Well it hurt too much to just keep holding on But I know I've never spent a night this long And I swear it seems that letting go May leave a deeper scar Was it as hard to be together As it is to be apart? Was it as hard to be together As it is to be apart? |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
Well I'm no different than the average girl
My dreams wrap around the world And I'll be living somewhere in France When my dreams come true There'll be a big boat waitin' on me I'll ride it out to sea And Ill get up on the roof and dance When my dreams come true I'll find the perfect guy Whose heart beats just like mine And his great ambition will be me When my dreams come true He'll say, "Honey,you sure look nice tonight" Every night And he'll beat all you've ever seen When my dreams come true For eternity When they turn into My reality I'll be with you When my dreams come true If I'm sleepin' please don't wake me up At least this way I'll know what I'm gonna do When my dreams come true For eternity When they turn into My reality I'll be with you When my dreams come true |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
Pretending that it's not over
Would be such a foolish thing to do But I'm just a fool in love with you When will this end? I need to know If you're gonna leave why don't you go? So I can start leaving you behind Cuz you're not a memory yet Someone I can forget You're still here in my heart Not just an occasional thought in my head Right now I'm holding on To something I know is gone Wish I could lay it to rest But you're not a memory yet Give me the satisfaction Of watching you walking out the door If you don't love me anymore If you were a memory time would fade Pass just a little more each day Til you hardly ever crossed my mind You're not a memory yet Someone I can forget You're still here in my heart Not just an occasional thought in my head Right now I'm holding on To something I know is gone Wish I could lay it to rest I wish I could lay it to rest You're not a memory yet |
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from Rebecca Lynn Howard - Rebecca Lynn Howard (2000)
Your lips,soft as moonlight
Your touch,velvet and steel Your eyes,sparkle like fireflies And I love how you make me feel Sometimes I can't believe you're real My life,was like a garden Where love,just would not grow Then you,covered me in sunshine Oh,I love how you make me feel Sometimes I can't believe you're real And you are my dream come true I never thought I'd see the day I'd find someone like you If I could I'd offer you the stars But you deserve much more,so I'm giving you my heart You must have come from heaven To hold me in your wings I pray this lasts forever Cause I love how you make me feel I still can't believe you're real Your lips,soft as moonlight Your touch,velvet and steel Your eyes,sparkle like fireflies And I love how you make me feel I still can't believe you're real You're real,baby |