Envy [Japan]

A prvilege is circling in the sky in invisible speed.
Not knowing anything.
We are obliged only to follow.
With which authority can we refuse?
If I dive off there
It'll beyond me and everything goes forward.
I raise my arm, thinking I understood.
I follow this large line of people.
Conversation is the only way, I release and return.
Connected and go on.
The course to a conclution.
A beautiful time has passed.
Only the darkness and vivid red flash over the road.
The light is too small.
Can't see ahead.
We reach our hands to our destination.

Who is to blame for this heart that killed.
Had a will to return, but he reproached me.
Solidly wait for a next chance.
Why he seems so gentle is because he is wrapped
In a curtain and a shower of light.
And he hides the truth with the language
He had barely studied. We don't wish to, but he talks
The opposite. Holding the peace as an excuse.
Words he tells are vague. Acceptants don't bother to
Replace them into their own words.
They just repeat what they're told.
Even truths are known.
Even everything is understood.
Reconciliation covers whole.
It changes the air. It changes the faces.

Stare at only a moment ahead and hold on to tomorrow.
Not only the right things exist.
Crucial to think about it but the acceptants don't even think.
They pretend they are not listening.
They must have heard.
They must have seen.
Have a conviction but to be vanished deeply in grumble.
The time was surely beautiful.
It had been sunk into oblivion.
Standstill is an absolute necessity. I look around.
Despair and the speed overflow in my mind.

(English translation)

Lastly, stare at the sky and praise the will.
Reconciliations lying sprawled one on top of the other.
Action gets ahead of us.
Keep believing without realizing a long gone shadow.
Hide a voicless word I saved yesterday
And lose track of it.

Time goes on treasuring the fact in my mind
That your pain has gone.
Grief repeats one way or the other,
Leave the door open with high thoughts.
Damage the present memories.
It stretches a complex maze.
Stray into it, pause for a moment,
And trace its shape deeply.

A heart embeaces the courage and stops secretly.
It forgets the times. Fall asleep within the sound.
Leaving us behind.

A face of darkness is so peaceful. We got a little envious of it.
I reflect my thoughts and prayed for my pain to stop.
I became naught for a will remains in the ashes.
My heart moves and gets high. My eyes freeze on.
My heart avoids the truth and the eyes.
And now the words echo. They were spelled by scraping my life.
Now the voice I kept screaming crossing my mind.
Cry only once and now I desperately ride on time.
Divided and found, I saw the end.
The answer I tell by ceasing.
Farewell is incomplete.
Believe and doubt.
The the beginning starts.

(English translation)

Puzzled for long. Even at the dawn of the next day.
Sent back to the same spot again on a fixed hand.

Couldn't tell I'm supported. Even I knew it.
Dreams I catch are superficial and childish. Lost a way to go rot.
Tighter fetters wear me out. Rob, robbed and disappear.
The remainder of obedience still chokes my neck and chest.

What we found in time.
Hidden, never been understood.
Want other things for next.
Steal, breathe both past and future.

What is epoch? What is today. The ties of life so fragile so vain.
Smashing each others mind. What is ideal. What is value.
Near nothing. The character is formed.
Wait not for tomorrow. People follow.
Slight expectation. Caved in and sunk.

In the line of people receiving values.
A wond on my finger pictures the shadow.
A crack of breeze indicates tomorrow.
In a song, I curse. I set my mind higher.

I smile without seeing the precious words of mind.
Fix my gaze upon the despair ahead. Am I sad...
Dying as I live. Will I be in time...

Replace my memories with things I have forgotten.
Accept every distorted thing I see.
I go forward fearlessly for perfection.
My heart is in the other place.
Deserted my weakest voice.

Familiar lonesome face also found what it means to think.
Wish for the end in my heart again and again.

In sadness, a heavy will I hold humbly. Turn it into words
And show it a little. Reflect the hope and shimmer on
Darkness where the light reaches.
I feel a mind that walks all the way with the darkness.
An old memory driven mad.

(English translation)

The cruel history is still holding.
The time raised this valuable theory.
Learning crushes the mistakes.
Only on the days we cry, we rip the times.

And now, the background of the stories we tell and pass.
We know it and the truth at the bottom is crazed.
What our behavior means.
What comes from our knowledge?
Though we wait, the answers won't come ahead.

Cannot connect each person's thinking.
Everything is ill-matched and awkward.
High ideal. Sickness and poor minds.
Ignorance becomes a brag. Such a sad distance.
A miracle of sinful brains.

Now switch. Dare tomorrow.
Hold a great force to avoid agony.
Left in a self-alienation.
Have faith in both erasing you out and loving you.
The origins play frightened in a small garden.

(English translation)

You extend your heartbeat hoping to
Satisfactiory circulation
Forget the body you have entrusted
Smile at the corner of memories

Even an accidental streaming voice wont touch tomorrow
Awkwardly pile up the isolation with anxiety one by one
It keeps talking without ceasing before me
Even i can do little
There is nothing i want to hear
What is that i can do for now?

The times i saw the place i ended up
I grasp the vision i found in the end

Shut everything up from the world again
For a tiny ray of light
Set it free from this anxiety
Raise it carefully
There is ntohing here
Suffer for nothing as it is
Walk around cause its entertaining
Couldnt keep the promises to replace you
I always carry it with me until the time comes
I know you wont wait
Because you are farther away from me
Caught up only be earning
Dont even try to let it go

At the end of the world i found out i cant turn back
Staring with farewell. then comes the time the promise expects
Someday...

Eyes that abandon individuality and hope you dislike
Exhausted moment melts into a given sigh.

This feeling goes on endlessley
I obtained after a total transformation
The map comes back into a faded color
I tear it and stray
The past, tomorrow, the future, its all fixed
It goes on, intense, growl, it goes on
Stop, eternally, calm, stop
Reach ahead, stir, reach
Mark today- go mad and mark

(English Translation)

English:


A hope in mind
is secret, and
a worn out smile reflects
in a mirror.
Bad dreams
go right away and
the world was destroyed
when I woke up.
We eat the fruit.
Make up meanings.
Seduce the reasons.
Maintain the intellect.
Want madly,
embrace the solitude tightly
and the memories I never forget.
A profile I never forget.

Write the facing time
with the fragments.
Save them and pile up
their first cries of births.
Devote myself solely
to writing to figure out
the changing prediction.
Ones who changed by it.
False name and a careless face
echoes right before my eyes.
Words of disqualification.
Will they reach me?
I see the end now.
Let's go home.

English:


Countless dead eyes without
their dreams ever paid off.
The words of a poet reflect
in a drift of daily life
that had spit out.
Fragments of memory are on the way
and they are supposed to be right.
The fact that it is 2.
The silence swore to proceed till the end.
The crystallization of the time.

Picture a light,
a personality on my mind.
Catch the ripped wishes
with my hands.
Regulation and existence
even lost the meaning.
Fought with difference and
the doubt was born.
A smile and an answer
filled with loneliness.
A warped mirror
shows the criticism.

The group-mind is brightly decorated
and erased its identity.
You speak and go beyond
the present time to find eternity.
The times marked the painful eternity.
The same condition gained the pain.

Suppress my mind
and the last word falls.

I stand where no one would see.
We make, and steal the process.
You who read and the standart are fair.
Not a single truth, so sleep on the ground.

English:


Painted all and spit out
Stare at the air in the sound of rain
A song & sleep to unknown you
Reach out and doubt my lips

A crooked oath I write with my bare hand
I turn my eyes away and write solitude
Hold hands with a shapeless shadow
and it always sways us to crush.

The end of the day pops with the constant
wind and points its finger.

Erase all and swallow.
Cleanse my mind under the sound of wind.
Connect the line that cuts me dead.
Wait for the quiet and peaceful tomorrow.

Ahead of the absent life and the erased voice.
The secret of value goes freely.
The blank is colorless.
Hopes flash deep inside the opened eyes.
I refuse them.

Conveyed the beloved words and eyes
and the fading piece is sinking.
Run on the laid out road to a dead end.
Admit a lot, make the all clear sight
as my raison d'etre.
Nameless mind.
My feeling rides on the scene...

English:


Refutation I shoot to
defend me all the way.
Your words float and flow.
They say they received them.
The mysteries of today tumbles down,
they should be announced.
Farewell for good,
believing the kindness tommorow.

Back to back with fear.
Reflect them in the tiny sky.
You behave against your look.
A lot of truths are here.
A long thought overflows only
from one man's mouth and ears.
The intentions are the screen
that starts with grief.

One step ahead to the time of nothingness.
Get permission from you whom I have outlived.
Scattered infinity collected in my hands.
Eyes opened for the last sensed sign.

Blessings. They are given.
To the world I turned my back.
The conversations can't heal.
The fate at the early stages.

無限に?がる
意識の淵を?き
鼓動だけを?りに
君に向かうとき
開かれた?は
永遠(とわ)の可能性を?し
君と僕の交わす言葉を?げる

重く垂れ下がる憂鬱の形を
思い浮かべ
そこにあるはずの心を
やがて?音に
?き消され
覆われた光に?り
?ることを望む?は走る

?かに止まる白い波
水面で跳ねる 雲の歌?
狂う日差しに 約束の文字
ささやく雨に光る空

足元に?がる
思考の欠片を見つめ
?わぬ者の
希望の?
星は誰の物に
悲しみの最後は
いつか
僕らに返され
物語は?く

影に映る瞳に
?山の微笑み
無?に流れる出口への視線
最愛の風景
幻がもたらす　白い習慣と毛の平
全ては　?幅の中に存在し
溢れる水に到着の鐘

空の橋と夕闇の喧?
夜を超えて沈?の時
?火消して月夜の道を
僕の笑顔に未完の幸せを

Eternally echoing
The sequel of long felt pain.
A shining light.
The road floats.
The meaning of the split is
A ritual of passage.

Sing on, to the will of the twins.
Go beyond and meet.
The time of oblivion.

Look for it and spread despair.
Days of miracle tied rapidly.
Imagine the unchanging pledge,
Go into a whirlpool.
Educated the present time.
Being pushed to the front.
Catch my breath.
Abandon everything.
Shield of selflessness.
Orders I take.
Put out my mind.

Truths, your useless tears.
Shine, your voice of possibility.

No reason to wait for anything.
Thoughts are flowing endlessly.
Prayer awaits sitting.
Gets to you and effects deeply
Into your mind
A parting is engraved.
The scene is written.
Hang it in the sky
With a line of distinction.

English:


Just like the poem tells the marked destiny.
Find the heartbeat hanging faraway,
future lines up in front grows immaturely.
The goal is the liberation of a mind. Guilt chase.
It goes as it wishes, hiding the abnormity.
Will you smile? Will you notice?
The painful lifeless shell after the exhaustion.
It's you who gets hurt
and the questions have tossed in.
You have no words worth to answer.

Circulating water stopped by the damage.
Your understanding is stuffed and goes wrong.
You talk your past in vain.
The forgotten current, is it still free?

The difference of reflection
exists in a line between
the manipulated ones and the thinkers.
Returning is equal to a total denying,
you find happiness at the dark bottom.
Believe in the false power,
flirt with the smell,
the voices won't reach,
it always become the scream of the defeated ones.
Beloved place we go hand in hand
has the same color.
Force ourselves to overcome
those problems that make no sense.
Many things for me to grasp,
but for you they make no sense.
Being chased around by
my own sense of values
and it shuts down my paths.
You just have to set it free,
not to restrict.
Beliefs and individual ideals
ends by telling,
and tommorow also ends.

Repeat the tiny happiness.
Pass by the everyday life.
Charmed by the temporary change.
Accompanied the established trust.
Lies are inevitable.
Need those words that went away
and the tiny voice floats in times
and echoes forever.
The road never disappears
and the spreading smoke wraps
the colorless times.
You just have to receive.
My meaningless words
are the questions to myself.
Everything is here.
It disappears in a moment.

You just have to let the voice delivered.
This sound, and the proof of heart.
I go save the hanging thoughts. In hurry.
These feet go where they should go to.
Carry the wishes to the quiet place
where the pieces sleep.

At a quick pace I'm going to the place
where many of them glow.
Ceasing stands for the beautiful
setback and segmentation.
Overcome the black plots
with the white gentleness.
Many stares betrayed the time.

I carry my exhausted body.
Bring the unknown glow into a life.
Start up the thoughts.
To the future. Ahead of us.
The stretch of a light we saw is
the scar of hundreds of answers.
Paint. Paint the weakness of
the ones who creep along.