Terror

We come from every corner of the Earth in all ages, shapes, colors, and creeds.
Born into a world we didn't understand, we found a place in the underground that binds us all as one.

When all I see is sickness and all I see is pain.
We never had a chance in this fucking world.
We are the lost, the damned, the shamed.
Broken homes, lost souls.
Abandoned hopes, all time lows, and I know you all feel the same.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
We are the lost, the damned, the shamed.
In this world that has nothing for me.
On the outside is where I stay.
Outside, against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
Deny your rules, deny your ways.
Deny your truths, against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
We walk arm and arm; the truth's our shield.
In these days we can't relate.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.
Were the damaged, forgotten, disposed of.
All the filth, all the waste.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned, we are the shamed.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.

Living an aimless life with a chip on your shoulder and no respect for anything is so easy in the senseless age I don't to live my life that way anymore. I've got to believe there is something more for me.

Strike that hare from inside of you.
Hard tested, hard tempered.
Living like a fool.
Aimless aggression boiling over.
Relentless through and through.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Man, I've been there too.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Strike that hate from inside you.
Painstaking, short fuse.
The cycle's left its mark on you..
Force fed malice, trace it back.
Even things out before you crash.
Believe from inside of you.
Inside of you.
Can't get to me, I'll take the pain.
I want it all to just fade away.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Worthless, disgrace.
I want it all to just fade away.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Relentless through and through.
Living like a fool.
Relentless through and through.
Living your life like a fool.
Living your life like a fool.
Living like a fool.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Man I've been there too.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Inside of you.

Being crossed out by those closest to you cuts so deep and causes a pain that you never thought could exist. Don't let it destroy you.

Without mercy, it strikes.
Disbelief, what's become of my life.
Crashing down run me through.
I can't believe I believed in you.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Without warning, trust kills.
I feel nothing and I blame you.
No remorse, no shame.
God I hate what's become of me.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
I've been dealt a thousand lies.
So why am I in so much pain this time.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Shut.
You.
Out.
Eye for an Eye.
Shut.
You.
Out.
Eye for an eye.

My escape, The one constant in my life that has seen me through all the highs and lows. Just like you, music is my tool to work my way through this ugly world.

Unloved, Unforgiven.
No on knows the hell that you live in.
Spirit broke with nowhere to turn.
Until I found you, I was destined to burn.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
Driven by trials, hardened by truths.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
I don't need love of forgiveness.
This you can't touch, fade to the distance.
Truth struggles to strength, it's my fuse.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
Driven by trials, hardened by truths.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
This is something you cannot touch.
Now I am born inside of you.
Inside you.
Rise.
Rise of.
The.
Poisoned youth.
Rise.
Rise of.
The.
Poisoned youth

Hold on to and value the love you find in this world. For many will never know how it feels.

Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
You're never alone.
So lost in these days, when there's nothing to believe.
I couldn't see, couldn't breathe.
I turned my back on everything.
All my will, all my drive, put you to the test.
When all that you love, all that you know is pushing you to your death.
When you're down reach for me.
With all you strength and I won't let go.
It's you and me against this world.
You've got to know that you're never alone.
Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
You're never alone.
In troubled times, I'll see you through.
I feel the strains, the same pain that you do.
When you're down reach for me.
With all you strength and I won't let go.
It's you and me against this world.
You've got to know you and I are never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
Never alone.

The users, The leeches. The washed up. Throw the word around and have no respect for its roots, it's you I despise.

Easy come, easy go.
I'll turn on them just like I turned on you.
I guess it's safe to say.
I'll always be the enemy.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
Don't you fucking look at me, and don't you say my name.
Just because you come around here.
Doesn't make us.
One and the same.
I'm carried by the truth.
I represent the pain.
Rules are rules, fools are fools.
None of them matter to me.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite.
With what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
So now I turn on them, just like I turned on you.
It's you I despise; I'll never live that way.
It's you I despise; I'll never live my life that way.

I always fuck up the best things.
Empty pockets, no future for me.
Don't ask if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
Don't ask if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
Can't keep up this pace.
Trapped with ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.
Cycle turns.
No peace of mind.
My world disintegrates.
Everything that I ever held close.
Kicked out from under me.
Nothing has shown me promise, and nothings what it seems.
I walk alone.
The city's breathing, something tells me this is right for me.
Trapped in ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.


Try and draw me off my path.
Nothing falls into place.
So hard to earn, but easy to break.
I won't allow myself to be beat.
Hard to even get by.
Takes everything I fucking have just to stay alive.
Just to stay alive.
Trapped in ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.
Don't ask me if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
I always fuck up the best things.
We live and we learn.
We grow and we change.
Empty pockets, no future for me.
I won't allow myself to be beat.

Running from everything that you've ever known.
Nothings adding up, never been this low.
About time to start picking up pieces, and think about reasons of why you ended up here.
Feel the pain, you need something to live for and something to die for or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed off the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.
Feel the pain, you need something to live for and something to die for or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed off the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.
You'll never make it through.
Falling through the cracks.
Nothing left to grasp, but you won't cave in.
They're pushing you, and testing you.
But you won't cave in.
You can't cave in.
They're pushing you.
They're testing you.
You won't cave in.
Feel the pain.
You need something to live for and something to die for.
Or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed on the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.

The peaceful, beautiful world that mankind was given is now a war zone of filth and greed. We are all to blame and times just keep getting worse.

Try to keep my balance.
Sharpen my mind.
They show no mercy.
Age of Destruction.
These are violent times.
Running, running for our lives, and I think we've lost our minds.
And we're running out of time.
Conflict and chaos.
Hearts turn to stone.
Why do we live this way? Running in circles.
Running for our lives.
Never look the beast in the eye.
We've lost our minds.
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time.
And I think we've lost our minds.
This world burns.
This world burns.
And it burns.
And it burns.
Feel it burn.
It burns.
And I think we've lost our minds.
And were running out of time.
And I think we've lost our minds.
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time.

I've been lost in the negative for so long, wanting everyone and everything to crash and burn, including myself. This is about realizing the problem isn't them. It's me.

Constant walls I've built for me.
Keep them away, defiantly.
Down, down, down I'm lost again.
Devoured dreams, devastation.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
Redemption.
Redemption, I'm so lost again.
Redemption.
Redemption only comes from within.
Time, time, time goes slow.
Can't make sense out of thoughts of my own.
Wasted life, wasting away.
I never asked to be this way.
Constant falls into oblivion.
Pray for the worst, accept the end.
Down, down, down, can't let them in.
Isolation, desperation.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
Redemption.
Redemption, I'm so lost again.
Redemption, Redemption only comes from within.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
True change from within.
Now march on to your redemption.

We are all human. We all make so many mistakes in our lives....don't let them add up and end yours. Pain makes great music. I know you can feel it to.

Suffer, to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower.
This world never wanted me.
The product of hard luck.
The sum of all the shit that I've seen.
I choose to lay in waste because this world never wanted me.
I've felt addictions, I've felt so ugly and week.
Seen some of the best die so young.
I've done things that sicken me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
This world never wanted me.
I've stepped on the ones I loved.
Seen friends take there own lives.
With the bottle, I'd drown the pain.
Oh God, please help me.
Face to face with guilt, I am shame.
I've got the scars to prove it.
They strengthen me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
This world never wanted me.
Suffer, to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower.
This world never wanted me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
Suffer, overpower.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Just to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower

From nowhere I first saw your face.
You knew everyone, everything.
You thought you were above us all.
Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance.
Came around with so much to prove,
but no one here gives a fuck about you.
We're better off without you, so much better off, without you.
Make your claims, it's all the same.
Big mouth, no heart.
My hate for you just fucking grows.
In and out of every trends.
Never backed the things you said.
The loudest are the first to go, so fucking go.
Seen your kind many times.
Big mouth, no heart.
In shame, disgrace.
Fist to your fucking face

You're so fucking quick, to lend a hand, to take my side.
Now what do you know about me?
Just want to be a part of everything.
And I don't need your help, I'll do this shit myself.
When I was down and out, I never heard from any of you.
So I picked myself back up,
And my few true friends pulled me through.
You'll never take from me, you'll never gain from me.
So what the fuck is in your heart?
That shit was empty from the start.

Searching and searching just to find yourself,
every time I see you, now you're someone else.
Build your image to mask the hollow insides.
Build your image, is there substance inside.
Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me.
I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake.
Never, it means nothing to me.
Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are.
Sometimes it's all you are.


Build your image, to mask your hollow insides,
build your image because some things you just can't hide.

Born into hardened hands,
With clenched fists and bloodshot eyes.
Words of hope were never used,
Just retribution and solitude.
Keep your distance I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance I don't need you.
I've got no trust to give.
I've got no heart to break.
Nothing for me to fucking lose,
Because I never had a fucking thing.
Keep your distance.
I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance.
I don't need any of you.
I'm nothing, nothing like you.
Wish I died, the shit I've been through.
So don't ask me why I'm so fucked up.
Born to lose to lose, so I fucking lost.
Keep your distance from me.

You think you fucking know me,
but you don't know a fucking thing.
So much bullshit, it surrounds me,
it won't affect the way I live.
Trouble has always been there, always been by my side.
I'll do the best with what I got,
it's not a lot, but I know I'll survive.
There's another face, that won't be around for a long time.
And another day, best believe I'm pushing on.
Everyone, everywhere has changed so much.
Time and time again, I've fucked things up.
All my hopes and dreams, have been gone so long.
Now I know, my future is fucking dead.
Nothing was ever handed to me,


but fuck that now I can't complain.
No one ever showed me the way,
so I fought through life to find the next day.
A lot of ugly that I've found,
slapped me right in the face.
Overcome truth before trust, in myself I must believe.

We've got to push it away.
I walk alone among my enemies.
We've got to push it away.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
Hate is surrounding me, my addictions killing me.
So much shit forced in my head.
Still this world won't see me dead.
I walk alone among the abused and decieved,
lost in this wasteland, killing for our lusts and greeds.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
So stay the fuck away from me.
Nothing but enemies.

So many times left alone.
This was my only home.
Again down on my luck this is all I fucking got.
You think it's sad that I'm still here.
Well save that shit 'cause I don't fucking care.
All I've seen, all you've taught to me, is forever instilledi in me.
You say you fucking live for this,
but what the fuck did you ever give?
I gave everything.
You know I'll die to keep this alive.
Because of this ever dies, I fucking die.
Life and death for me.

I've got broken arms, not longer can I take the weight.
My eyes are blinded I've seen so much shit and I can't relate.
It's getting hard to breathe, sickness it floods our streets.
There's death everywhere, how much should I care?
What the fuck have we done, I can't believe.
As humanity falls, I blame us all.
The innocent is our pray, no one is safe.
Where's the end, bring the end, am I dead yet.
As we fill our dreams, we destroy everything.
The poison is inside of me, it's got a hold of everything.

What is it like to choke on every word you said.
What is it like to shit on everything you had?
Lowest of the low.
I'll never fucking be like you.
Lowest of the low.
Now sink into your fucking hell.
What is it like to become what you once despised?
What is it like to pile lies on top of lies?
Lowest of the low.
So now you sink into your hell.
All the people you used, it's coming back at you.
All the promise broke, on them you fucking choke.

Fuck everything and everybody,
Hypocrites and all the fakes
Leaches and the followers
Best to stay out of my way
Out of my face
Out of my way
So many times you crossed my path
With clenched fists I made my way
Force fed so many lies
You can't get ahold of me

Out of my face
Out of my way
Fuck everything you believe
Fuck what you say

So many rats in my face
You wont get the best of me
So many traps set in my way
You could never break me

I'm lost and alone
Drained and I'm broke
Numb and in shame
Unloved and betrayed

Nothing to lose

Heart grows hard
Empty and scarred
Neglected, abandoned

Nothing to lose

Nothing to take
Nothing to break
Nothing is left
Already I'm dead

You're so fucking quick, to lend a hand, to take my side.
Now what do you know about me?
Just want to be a part of everything.
And I don't need your help, I'll do this shit myself.
When I was down and out, I never heard from any of you.
So I picked myself back up,
And my few true friends pulled me through.
You'll never take from me, you'll never gain from me.
So what the fuck is in your heart?
That shit was empty from the start.

So many times left alone.
This was my only home.
Again down on my luck this is all I fucking got.
You think it's sad that I'm still here.
Well save that shit 'cause I don't fucking care.
All I've seen, all you've taught to me, is forever instilledi in me.
You say you fucking live for this,
but what the fuck did you ever give?
I gave everything.
You know I'll die to keep this alive.
Because of this ever dies, I fucking die.
Life and death for me.

I've got broken arms, not longer can I take the weight.
My eyes are blinded I've seen so much shit and I can't relate.
It's getting hard to breathe, sickness it floods our streets.
There's death everywhere, how much should I care?
What the fuck have we done, I can't believe.
As humanity falls, I blame us all.
The innocent is our pray, no one is safe.
Where's the end, bring the end, am I dead yet.
As we fill our dreams, we destroy everything.
The poison is inside of me, it's got a hold of everything.

You think you fucking know me,
but you don't know a fucking thing.
So much bullshit, it surrounds me,
it won't affect the way I live.
Trouble has always been there, always been by my side.
I'll do the best with what I got,
it's not a lot, but I know I'll survive.
There's another face, that won't be around for a long time.
And another day, best believe I'm pushing on.
Everyone, everywhere has changed so much.
Time and time again, I've fucked things up.
All my hopes and dreams, have been gone so long.
Now I know, my future is fucking dead.
Nothing was ever handed to me,


but fuck that now I can't complain.
No one ever showed me the way,
so I fought through life to find the next day.
A lot of ugly that I've found,
slapped me right in the face.
Overcome truth before trust, in myself I must believe.

We've got to push it away.
I walk alone among my enemies.
We've got to push it away.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
Hate is surrounding me, my addictions killing me.
So much shit forced in my head.
Still this world won't see me dead.
I walk alone among the abused and decieved,
lost in this wasteland, killing for our lusts and greeds.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
So stay the fuck away from me.
Nothing but enemies.

I'm lost and alone
Drained and I'm broke
Numb and in shame
Unloved and betrayed

Nothing to lose

Heart grows hard
Empty and scarred
Neglected, abandoned

Nothing to lose

Nothing to take
Nothing to break
Nothing is left
Already I'm dead

Searching and searching just to find yourself,
every time I see you, now you're someone else.
Build your image to mask the hollow insides.
Build your image, is there substance inside.
Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me.
I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake.
Never, it means nothing to me.
Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are.
Sometimes it's all you are.


Build your image, to mask your hollow insides,
build your image because some things you just can't hide.

What is it like to choke on every word you said.
What is it like to shit on everything you had?
Lowest of the low.
I'll never fucking be like you.
Lowest of the low.
Now sink into your fucking hell.
What is it like to become what you once despised?
What is it like to pile lies on top of lies?
Lowest of the low.
So now you sink into your hell.
All the people you used, it's coming back at you.
All the promise broke, on them you fucking choke.

Born into hardened hands,
With clenched fists and bloodshot eyes.
Words of hope were never used,
Just retribution and solitude.
Keep your distance I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance I don't need you.
I've got no trust to give.
I've got no heart to break.
Nothing for me to fucking lose,
Because I never had a fucking thing.
Keep your distance.
I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance.
I don't need any of you.
I'm nothing, nothing like you.
Wish I died, the shit I've been through.
So don't ask me why I'm so fucked up.
Born to lose to lose, so I fucking lost.
Keep your distance from me.

Born with nothing
And that was most of us
Raised in unemployment lines
Grew inside domestic Crimes
Always against the odds
One with the underdogs

Stepped on since day one
Taught to accept defeat
Expectations of a failure
Always told I was nothing

Always against the odds
One with the underdogs

We are the underdogs

Had to scratch and fight
Just to stay on my feet
With a heart made of steel
I smashed through everything

Always against the odds
One with the underdogs

No one hears what - what you say
No one is there - there for you
But I've got music and I've got friends
Both always by my side
Convictions instilled in me
This is what keeps me alive
You don't know me
Don't know any of us
Don't know what this means
Keep your mouth shut

Try and try - to tear me down
Run and run - run your mouth
But it's you who's lost
In social ills, lust and greeds
This is for the outcasts that never fit
This is all that we need

I don't care what you think of me
I don't hear what you say
You never had it, you never will
Keep your mouth shut and worry about yourself

Keep your mouth shut

I can't believe you sunk this low, so low
You pushed too hard and lost control
Now death is reaching for your hand
and when theres nothing left
you start reaching back
Shoveling shit up your nose
Needle to your arm
Less than zero
The bottle calls
You run to it
and I need it too
anything to forget

Self destruct
You're killing yourself
You gotta fight
Pick yourself back up

And man I've been there too
Numbing my broken dreams
and the love that I've killed

You're killing oyurself
You gotta fight or you will

Self destruct

I'm scared of me
I'm scared of you
because we will

Self destruct

Are we alive
Is death by my side
I hear the sirens, see the flashing lights
Every step I take, death is by my side
Watch us wither, burnt at both ends
Bury your hopes, and hold your breath

Are we alive
Is death by my side

Work your fingers to the bone
Die with nothing, die alone
You point the gun at me
I point it at you
Born to expire
And there's nothing we can do

Are we alive
Is death by my side

Are we alive
Is there anything left - anything left
Anything left inside

Addiction, disease
The fear of war it spreads
This world's a nightmare
I'm left for dead

Everything I loved left me
Everything I cared for died or changed
I've fallen, I failed
And I lost everything I fought to gain
Over - Overcome
Everytime you spit in my face
Over - Overcome
Add more weight! I won't break
Over - Overcome
Won't allow myself to be beat
Overcome, Overcome, rise back up

Always trouble surrounding me
But I've learned from past mistakes
I've seen true hate, felt real pain
Still there's nothing that can stop me

Break me down
I will rise back up

I'll overcome

Best friends become strangers
True love it turns to hatred
Nothing you can do to me
Still something deep inside
Tells me to be free

Don't forget I know where you come from
I watched it all, your every change
From nothing to something so fast
You nevre had a chance to learn a thing
And there's so many just like you
And it's always the same
Forever ends before it began
And now it's yourself that you hate
Spit my rage
In your face
Spit my rage

And those so quick to judge
With a mouthful of shit you feed to everyone
Lost in contradiction
Now it's yourself you can't live with

Spit my rage
In your face
Spit my rage

Cut back down to size
Lost in your own lies
I'll spit - spit my fucking rage
In your face

Spit my rage
In your face

Attention thats your only friend
Every move you make, you want it seen by them
And you soeak so loud, so we know what you're about
Now all eyes are on oyu, still you never made a sound
No one cares
About all the shit you do
No one cares
You look like a fool

Always know the right ones
Always front and center, wasting space
Throwing your opinions, drawing them in
Making sure that we see your face

No one cares what you do
No one cares about you

Too long we let this fall apart
Too long we believed in those with no heart
Too long fake fools they had their say
No more will you disgrace my everything
Not this time
No more
Not this time

Too long values we let the blend and fade
Too long our truths they've gone so astray
Too long I believed you and I were one in the same
No more will you deface my only name

This time is my time
This time is our time
Those who struggle
The ones with sight
Come from the heart and sacrifice
We are so alive
This is our time

Lost in your
Simple mind - not me
Follow blind - not me
Fall in line - not me

Quick to change - not me
Know everything- not me
Caught in between - not me

Now the truth it crushes down,
Crushes down on you

Bend to belong - not me
Never wrong - not me
Here then gone - not me

False claims - not me
Two-faced - not me
First to fade - not me

Crushed by the truth

You're so fucking weak
And you're so fucking fake
And now the truth it crushes down
And slaps you in the face

Fuck everything and everybody,
Hypocrites and all the fakes
Leaches and the followers
Best to stay out of my way
Out of my face
Out of my way
So many times you crossed my path
With clenched fists I made my way
Force fed so many lies
You can't get ahold of me

Out of my face
Out of my way
Fuck everything you believe
Fuck what you say

So many rats in my face
You wont get the best of me
So many traps set in my way
You could never break me

This is all that I've got
My only hope - my hope
This is my truth - my truth
Everything I believe
I found in you
All I'll never turn away
from all that you gave
This is one life, you truly saved

This is all that I've got
This is all that I want
This is all that I've got
All I need

And everywhere I go
I find those just like me
The words I speak, what I've been through
They know exactly what I mean
And although we've never met before
You're still part of me
If you were down, I'll be there
To bring you to your feet

This is all that I've got
This is all that I want
This is all that I've got
All I need

In this world full of filth and hate
In you I found my escape
And I'll give back until my last breath
Believe in me, believe in this

This is all I've got

My friends are dying
They're struck down by disease
A family built on lies
Now none of them even know me
Through the crowds I walk
But still I'm left alone
So I'll push on, with all I've got
It's all I've ever known
Don't tell me that I'll be ok
Can't trust in anything
I'll survive, I've got my heart
I'll find my way

For everything I gave
I've got nothing to show
Feeling lost and out of place
is all I've ever known

Don't tell me that I'll be ok
Can't trust in anything
I'll survive, I;ve got heart
I'll find my way

I'll find my way
Give me the strength
I'll find my way
You think that is all I can take

My way
I'll find my way

So you're gonna tell me what's hardcore
Pass judgement on me and distort my words
I fucking gave my life to this
I talk too much, I contradict myself
I do the same old thing, I'm full of myself
Say what you say, it holds no weight

I'm looking you in the eyes
Keep my enemies in clear sight

No more dead weight, cut it away
The force of vengence is inside of me
It's all coming back at you

Till my heart stops this lives through me
Tried and true, proven longevity
It's you that cracks with time

I'm looking you in the eyes
Keep my enemies in clear sight

I hope by now you know where this is coming from
30 long years and I'm still core as fuck
Time to shut you down, put you in check
Smash the truth in you face, and send you on your way

I'll take the weight, hold the shame
Inside myself, I'm cut by blame
As the burden falls on me
Down on me
How could they know, the poisoned youth
Victim of the times, never shown truth
And you and me sat back and watched
As the foundation broke

This, this is the end
All, all for revenge

Destroy, rebuild, bomb your words
Our times at hand, I want to watch you burn
I can't ignore it anymore
Go right for you throat
An end to you, those in control
You feed the masses, a mindless clone
No wealth or fame can ever replace
My one true love, my saving grace

This is a call for vengeance
The search for redemption
The truth it speaks louder then bombs
So I confront myself and now I shut you down

This is the end all for revenge

Narrow minded fools
Running in their packs
Nothing but a fistful of hate
Set for the attack

Strike you down
With all my will, all my strength
I crush you down

Can't unite with what I despise
Destroying your alibis
Now it's your turn
Your turn to feel the pain

The first strike, a vicious strike
Forcing you towards the end
Strike now, crush down
Your turn to feel the pain

Strike now, crush down
Your turn to feel the pain

Focused mind
I move in silence desperately
Can't lose myself in all that I see
Grinded by a will that never dies
Gotta break out, can't escape without a fight

Fight so hard just to get by
Confusion tries my peace
Fight so hard just to get by
Survival comes crashing down on me

So many answers I just could not find
So I roll with the lows and the highs
Gotta break out, can't escape without a fight

Hope gives birth to strength
Strength breaks through the loss, the greed
Got to break out, got to move on
Cause what was, will never be

Got to break out
Got to take some pain
Survival crashes in
Down on me
Survival
Comes down on me
Survival

Self raised, self made
Nothing was ever handed to me
I tasted pain, the gutter hugged me
Till I stood up and embraced the flames

Always pushing, always searching
Always crossing the line
Try to hold me back
I swing the hammer of inner strength

Always the hard way
Nothing was never handed to me
Always the hard way
You taught me truth, you gave me strength
I learned everything the hard way

Helpless and crisis
Without them you never know better days
Unsound, self bound
Cause you never had to fight for anything

Can't keep with the changes
I just don't like what I see
Surrounded by all you hypocrites
Nothing here feels right to me
The faceless with so much to say
So sick of words I can't relate
Searched for just a moment of peace
Found out that there's nothing here for me

Just like you
I'm fucking lost

Stick tight to my friends
That's all I need
The underdogs and outcasts
Next to me
And there's that one
She always pulled me through
Hard in this life
We are thrown into

This is heart of steel
Goes against the grain
Nothing to live for
So nothing's stands in my way
The truth carries me
And I see it in you
Our will to survive
Fights its way through

Everybody's crawling back
And think they should be heard
Gone longer than you were ever
And already ate all of your words

Last of the diehards
For better or for worse
Last of the diehards
You're living proof this is more than words

True agents of change, the living proof
I put all my faith in you
Gave me strength, showed me the way
The blood and the honor
It still remains

Forced to crawl as the failure
Worthless gains they broke me
Fought pain with time and hate
'til my drive crossed my defeat

Hit me with all your strength
So close to defeat
Gotta push, gotta fight
You won't get the best of me

Reactions cut to the kill
Can't make sense of the truth
Determination, my only fuse

Try and take me out the box
I'm the lion and the fox

Test my convictions
They'll run you through

You know where to find me
Different city to blaze
Bangin' out on the late night
Burn that shit up, live to play

Can't let the blacklash touch me
Bottom feeders two faced
Never will I answer to you
I gave life, you gave nothing

Jealous loud mouths
Half truths, don't say my name
Got to hold my fists back
I can't live my life that way

A back you just can't turn
Can't look me in the eye
So little heart in you
I can't believe you're still alive

Straight faced, emotionless
I lie, I cheat, I steal
Reckless nights with my own life living in this filth and sin
Rot my insides with bottles and highs
Gonna get what's coming my way
Hell bound, sink down
Wrath of the heavens cast out

Hell to pay
Some sins don't wash away
I hear them calling me

So I sin to cover up my sins
Lost in the sickness, breathe it in
Moral decay I can't escape
No regrets, no shame but there's hell to pay

I hear them calling me
Some sins don't wash away
I've got hell to pay

Relentless, they're forcing in
Now it's over, now it's over
Under pressure, they drop the hammer again
So much closer, so much closer to me

One step behind, one step behind
I've got to cover my tracks

Mindless, so they call on me
They've got me cornered, got me cornered
Empty, so they steal to breathe
Just get it over, get it over

Don't you ever look my way
And don't you say the words I say
Never will you tread on me
You'll always be one step behind of me

One step, one step behind

Trapped in aggression with vacant stares
All I am turns to emptiness
For myself and the ones I love
All we can do is run
This void keeps calling me
Life's aim brought me to knees
At times survival cuts so deep
Still I won't face defeat

You can't break me
I won't be beat

Smash myself to see if I can still feel
Pain's the only thing that's ever been real
I'm caught in it and I'm sinking fast
But I know that I will last

Forced down, my back against the wall
Try to break me, I'll answer the call

From broken homes and shattered hopes
All the streets are filled with pain
Nothing to live to
The devil sells broken dreams

Rise, fall, crash and I burn
And now I see, hardship, it belongs to me

Living on borrowed time
A minute to pray, and a second to die
Don't get caught between
A man and his enemy

Hardship, it belongs to me
It belongs to me

Now i see myself
Gone at the end of a rope
Damned and unwanted
It's all I know

Face to face with what I must destroy
My own worst enemy crossed out, void
And you think you hate me?
I can take you best
It could never touch
How much I hate myself

Smash through you
Set to explode
I must destroy
I smash through you

Caged inside, I against I
Destined to burn in these desperate times

Promised myself only lies
Burnt bridges, bit the hand that feeds
I've got to find my calm
And smash through all the filth inside of me