Terror

You think you fucking know me,
but you don't know a fucking thing.
So much bullshit, it surrounds me,
it won't affect the way I live.
Trouble has always been there, always been by my side.
I'll do the best with what I got,
it's not a lot, but I know I'll survive.
There's another face, that won't be around for a long time.
And another day, best believe I'm pushing on.
Everyone, everywhere has changed so much.
Time and time again, I've fucked things up.
All my hopes and dreams, have been gone so long.
Now I know, my future is fucking dead.
Nothing was ever handed to me,


but fuck that now I can't complain.
No one ever showed me the way,
so I fought through life to find the next day.
A lot of ugly that I've found,
slapped me right in the face.
Overcome truth before trust, in myself I must believe.

You think you fucking know me,
but you don't know a fucking thing.
So much bullshit, it surrounds me,
it won't affect the way I live.
Trouble has always been there, always been by my side.
I'll do the best with what I got,
it's not a lot, but I know I'll survive.
There's another face, that won't be around for a long time.
And another day, best believe I'm pushing on.
Everyone, everywhere has changed so much.
Time and time again, I've fucked things up.
All my hopes and dreams, have been gone so long.
Now I know, my future is fucking dead.
Nothing was ever handed to me,


but fuck that now I can't complain.
No one ever showed me the way,
so I fought through life to find the next day.
A lot of ugly that I've found,
slapped me right in the face.
Overcome truth before trust, in myself I must believe.

Being crossed out by those closest to you cuts so deep and causes a pain that you never thought could exist. Don't let it destroy you.

Without mercy, it strikes.
Disbelief, what's become of my life.
Crashing down run me through.
I can't believe I believed in you.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Without warning, trust kills.
I feel nothing and I blame you.
No remorse, no shame.
God I hate what's become of me.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Betrayer, look me in the eye.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
I've been dealt a thousand lies.
So why am I in so much pain this time.
Why am I in so much pain this time.
Shut.
You.
Out.
Eye for an Eye.
Shut.
You.
Out.
Eye for an eye.

From nowhere I first saw your face.
You knew everyone, everything.
You thought you were above us all.
Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance.
Came around with so much to prove,
but no one here gives a fuck about you.
We're better off without you, so much better off, without you.
Make your claims, it's all the same.
Big mouth, no heart.
My hate for you just fucking grows.
In and out of every trends.
Never backed the things you said.
The loudest are the first to go, so fucking go.
Seen your kind many times.
Big mouth, no heart.
In shame, disgrace.
Fist to your fucking face

You're so fucking quick, to lend a hand, to take my side.
Now what do you know about me?
Just want to be a part of everything.
And I don't need your help, I'll do this shit myself.
When I was down and out, I never heard from any of you.
So I picked myself back up,
And my few true friends pulled me through.
You'll never take from me, you'll never gain from me.
So what the fuck is in your heart?
That shit was empty from the start.

You're so fucking quick, to lend a hand, to take my side.
Now what do you know about me?
Just want to be a part of everything.
And I don't need your help, I'll do this shit myself.
When I was down and out, I never heard from any of you.
So I picked myself back up,
And my few true friends pulled me through.
You'll never take from me, you'll never gain from me.
So what the fuck is in your heart?
That shit was empty from the start.

Running from everything that you've ever known.
Nothings adding up, never been this low.
About time to start picking up pieces, and think about reasons of why you ended up here.
Feel the pain, you need something to live for and something to die for or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed off the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.
Feel the pain, you need something to live for and something to die for or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed off the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.
You'll never make it through.
Falling through the cracks.
Nothing left to grasp, but you won't cave in.
They're pushing you, and testing you.
But you won't cave in.
You can't cave in.
They're pushing you.
They're testing you.
You won't cave in.
Feel the pain.
You need something to live for and something to die for.
Or you're gonna drown in the.
Misery.
Feed on the adversity.
Bury your defeats or you'll never make it through.

Born into hardened hands,
With clenched fists and bloodshot eyes.
Words of hope were never used,
Just retribution and solitude.
Keep your distance I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance I don't need you.
I've got no trust to give.
I've got no heart to break.
Nothing for me to fucking lose,
Because I never had a fucking thing.
Keep your distance.
I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance.
I don't need any of you.
I'm nothing, nothing like you.
Wish I died, the shit I've been through.
So don't ask me why I'm so fucked up.
Born to lose to lose, so I fucking lost.
Keep your distance from me.

Born into hardened hands,
With clenched fists and bloodshot eyes.
Words of hope were never used,
Just retribution and solitude.
Keep your distance I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance I don't need you.
I've got no trust to give.
I've got no heart to break.
Nothing for me to fucking lose,
Because I never had a fucking thing.
Keep your distance.
I'm nothing like you.
Keep your distance.
I don't need any of you.
I'm nothing, nothing like you.
Wish I died, the shit I've been through.
So don't ask me why I'm so fucked up.
Born to lose to lose, so I fucking lost.
Keep your distance from me.

I always fuck up the best things.
Empty pockets, no future for me.
Don't ask if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
Don't ask if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
Can't keep up this pace.
Trapped with ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.
Cycle turns.
No peace of mind.
My world disintegrates.
Everything that I ever held close.
Kicked out from under me.
Nothing has shown me promise, and nothings what it seems.
I walk alone.
The city's breathing, something tells me this is right for me.
Trapped in ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.


Try and draw me off my path.
Nothing falls into place.
So hard to earn, but easy to break.
I won't allow myself to be beat.
Hard to even get by.
Takes everything I fucking have just to stay alive.
Just to stay alive.
Trapped in ill fate.
Has my life been one huge mistake.
Don't ask me if I'm okay.
Just live your life and let me sink.
I always fuck up the best things.
We live and we learn.
We grow and we change.
Empty pockets, no future for me.
I won't allow myself to be beat.

So many times left alone.
This was my only home.
Again down on my luck this is all I fucking got.
You think it's sad that I'm still here.
Well save that shit 'cause I don't fucking care.
All I've seen, all you've taught to me, is forever instilledi in me.
You say you fucking live for this,
but what the fuck did you ever give?
I gave everything.
You know I'll die to keep this alive.
Because of this ever dies, I fucking die.
Life and death for me.

So many times left alone.
This was my only home.
Again down on my luck this is all I fucking got.
You think it's sad that I'm still here.
Well save that shit 'cause I don't fucking care.
All I've seen, all you've taught to me, is forever instilledi in me.
You say you fucking live for this,
but what the fuck did you ever give?
I gave everything.
You know I'll die to keep this alive.
Because of this ever dies, I fucking die.
Life and death for me.

The peaceful, beautiful world that mankind was given is now a war zone of filth and greed. We are all to blame and times just keep getting worse.

Try to keep my balance.
Sharpen my mind.
They show no mercy.
Age of Destruction.
These are violent times.
Running, running for our lives, and I think we've lost our minds.
And we're running out of time.
Conflict and chaos.
Hearts turn to stone.
Why do we live this way? Running in circles.
Running for our lives.
Never look the beast in the eye.
We've lost our minds.
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time.
And I think we've lost our minds.
This world burns.
This world burns.
And it burns.
And it burns.
Feel it burn.
It burns.
And I think we've lost our minds.
And were running out of time.
And I think we've lost our minds.
Out of sight, out of mind, out of time.

What is it like to choke on every word you said.
What is it like to shit on everything you had?
Lowest of the low.
I'll never fucking be like you.
Lowest of the low.
Now sink into your fucking hell.
What is it like to become what you once despised?
What is it like to pile lies on top of lies?
Lowest of the low.
So now you sink into your hell.
All the people you used, it's coming back at you.
All the promise broke, on them you fucking choke.

What is it like to choke on every word you said.
What is it like to shit on everything you had?
Lowest of the low.
I'll never fucking be like you.
Lowest of the low.
Now sink into your fucking hell.
What is it like to become what you once despised?
What is it like to pile lies on top of lies?
Lowest of the low.
So now you sink into your hell.
All the people you used, it's coming back at you.
All the promise broke, on them you fucking choke.

I've been lost in the negative for so long, wanting everyone and everything to crash and burn, including myself. This is about realizing the problem isn't them. It's me.

Constant walls I've built for me.
Keep them away, defiantly.
Down, down, down I'm lost again.
Devoured dreams, devastation.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
Redemption.
Redemption, I'm so lost again.
Redemption.
Redemption only comes from within.
Time, time, time goes slow.
Can't make sense out of thoughts of my own.
Wasted life, wasting away.
I never asked to be this way.
Constant falls into oblivion.
Pray for the worst, accept the end.
Down, down, down, can't let them in.
Isolation, desperation.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
Redemption.
Redemption, I'm so lost again.
Redemption, Redemption only comes from within.
I never asked to be this way.
I never asked for anything.
True change from within.
Now march on to your redemption.

Hold on to and value the love you find in this world. For many will never know how it feels.

Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
You're never alone.
So lost in these days, when there's nothing to believe.
I couldn't see, couldn't breathe.
I turned my back on everything.
All my will, all my drive, put you to the test.
When all that you love, all that you know is pushing you to your death.
When you're down reach for me.
With all you strength and I won't let go.
It's you and me against this world.
You've got to know that you're never alone.
Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
You're never alone.
In troubled times, I'll see you through.
I feel the strains, the same pain that you do.
When you're down reach for me.
With all you strength and I won't let go.
It's you and me against this world.
You've got to know you and I are never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
Never alone.
You've got to know.
Know.
Never alone.

I'm lost and alone
Drained and I'm broke
Numb and in shame
Unloved and betrayed

Nothing to lose

Heart grows hard
Empty and scarred
Neglected, abandoned

Nothing to lose

Nothing to take
Nothing to break
Nothing is left
Already I'm dead

I'm lost and alone
Drained and I'm broke
Numb and in shame
Unloved and betrayed

Nothing to lose

Heart grows hard
Empty and scarred
Neglected, abandoned

Nothing to lose

Nothing to take
Nothing to break
Nothing is left
Already I'm dead

Searching and searching just to find yourself,
every time I see you, now you're someone else.
Build your image to mask the hollow insides.
Build your image, is there substance inside.
Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me.
I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake.
Never, it means nothing to me.
Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are.
Sometimes it's all you are.


Build your image, to mask your hollow insides,
build your image because some things you just can't hide.

Searching and searching just to find yourself,
every time I see you, now you're someone else.
Build your image to mask the hollow insides.
Build your image, is there substance inside.
Never have, never will, all that shit means nothing to me.
I see through the fashion parade, it's so fucking fake.
Never, it means nothing to me.
Look inside your heart, that's who you fucking are.
Sometimes it's all you are.


Build your image, to mask your hollow insides,
build your image because some things you just can't hide.

Fuck everything and everybody,
Hypocrites and all the fakes
Leaches and the followers
Best to stay out of my way
Out of my face
Out of my way
So many times you crossed my path
With clenched fists I made my way
Force fed so many lies
You can't get ahold of me

Out of my face
Out of my way
Fuck everything you believe
Fuck what you say

So many rats in my face
You wont get the best of me
So many traps set in my way
You could never break me

We've got to push it away.
I walk alone among my enemies.
We've got to push it away.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
Hate is surrounding me, my addictions killing me.
So much shit forced in my head.
Still this world won't see me dead.
I walk alone among the abused and decieved,
lost in this wasteland, killing for our lusts and greeds.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
So stay the fuck away from me.
Nothing but enemies.

We've got to push it away.
I walk alone among my enemies.
We've got to push it away.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
Hate is surrounding me, my addictions killing me.
So much shit forced in my head.
Still this world won't see me dead.
I walk alone among the abused and decieved,
lost in this wasteland, killing for our lusts and greeds.
I am alone, no regrets, no shame.
So stay the fuck away from me.
Nothing but enemies.

Living an aimless life with a chip on your shoulder and no respect for anything is so easy in the senseless age I don't to live my life that way anymore. I've got to believe there is something more for me.

Strike that hare from inside of you.
Hard tested, hard tempered.
Living like a fool.
Aimless aggression boiling over.
Relentless through and through.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Man, I've been there too.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Strike that hate from inside you.
Painstaking, short fuse.
The cycle's left its mark on you..
Force fed malice, trace it back.
Even things out before you crash.
Believe from inside of you.
Inside of you.
Can't get to me, I'll take the pain.
I want it all to just fade away.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Worthless, disgrace.
I want it all to just fade away.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Relentless through and through.
Living like a fool.
Relentless through and through.
Living your life like a fool.
Living your life like a fool.
Living like a fool.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Man I've been there too.
Believe in nothing, trust no one.
Strike that hate from inside of you.
Inside of you.

My escape, The one constant in my life that has seen me through all the highs and lows. Just like you, music is my tool to work my way through this ugly world.

Unloved, Unforgiven.
No on knows the hell that you live in.
Spirit broke with nowhere to turn.
Until I found you, I was destined to burn.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
Driven by trials, hardened by truths.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
I don't need love of forgiveness.
This you can't touch, fade to the distance.
Truth struggles to strength, it's my fuse.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
Driven by trials, hardened by truths.
Now I am reborn inside of you.
The rise of the poisoned youth.
This is something you cannot touch.
Now I am born inside of you.
Inside you.
Rise.
Rise of.
The.
Poisoned youth.
Rise.
Rise of.
The.
Poisoned youth

We are all human. We all make so many mistakes in our lives....don't let them add up and end yours. Pain makes great music. I know you can feel it to.

Suffer, to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower.
This world never wanted me.
The product of hard luck.
The sum of all the shit that I've seen.
I choose to lay in waste because this world never wanted me.
I've felt addictions, I've felt so ugly and week.
Seen some of the best die so young.
I've done things that sicken me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
This world never wanted me.
I've stepped on the ones I loved.
Seen friends take there own lives.
With the bottle, I'd drown the pain.
Oh God, please help me.
Face to face with guilt, I am shame.
I've got the scars to prove it.
They strengthen me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
This world never wanted me.
Suffer, to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower.
This world never wanted me.
Can't show regret, nothing to say.
Suffer, overpower.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Just to return harder.
I've got the scars to prove it.
Overpower

We come from every corner of the Earth in all ages, shapes, colors, and creeds.
Born into a world we didn't understand, we found a place in the underground that binds us all as one.

When all I see is sickness and all I see is pain.
We never had a chance in this fucking world.
We are the lost, the damned, the shamed.
Broken homes, lost souls.
Abandoned hopes, all time lows, and I know you all feel the same.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
We are the lost, the damned, the shamed.
In this world that has nothing for me.
On the outside is where I stay.
Outside, against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
Deny your rules, deny your ways.
Deny your truths, against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned the shamed.
We walk arm and arm; the truth's our shield.
In these days we can't relate.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.
Were the damaged, forgotten, disposed of.
All the filth, all the waste.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.
We are the lost, the damned, we are the shamed.
We found our place beneath your world.
We always go against the grain.

I've got broken arms, not longer can I take the weight.
My eyes are blinded I've seen so much shit and I can't relate.
It's getting hard to breathe, sickness it floods our streets.
There's death everywhere, how much should I care?
What the fuck have we done, I can't believe.
As humanity falls, I blame us all.
The innocent is our pray, no one is safe.
Where's the end, bring the end, am I dead yet.
As we fill our dreams, we destroy everything.
The poison is inside of me, it's got a hold of everything.

I've got broken arms, not longer can I take the weight.
My eyes are blinded I've seen so much shit and I can't relate.
It's getting hard to breathe, sickness it floods our streets.
There's death everywhere, how much should I care?
What the fuck have we done, I can't believe.
As humanity falls, I blame us all.
The innocent is our pray, no one is safe.
Where's the end, bring the end, am I dead yet.
As we fill our dreams, we destroy everything.
The poison is inside of me, it's got a hold of everything.

The users, The leeches. The washed up. Throw the word around and have no respect for its roots, it's you I despise.

Easy come, easy go.
I'll turn on them just like I turned on you.
I guess it's safe to say.
I'll always be the enemy.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
Don't you fucking look at me, and don't you say my name.
Just because you come around here.
Doesn't make us.
One and the same.
I'm carried by the truth.
I represent the pain.
Rules are rules, fools are fools.
None of them matter to me.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
I won't unite.
With what I despise.
I won't unite with what I despise.
So now I turn on them, just like I turned on you.
It's you I despise; I'll never live that way.
It's you I despise; I'll never live my life that way.