Dieselboy

it doesn't make you a slut 'cause baby you can fuck whomever you want it just makes it more complicated but thats a lot of sex thats sixty-four dicks before you ever put your hand on mine i wish you would've lied 'cause now i have to face the fact that i was number sixty-five i know it isn't fair for me to judge your past you've got way more bags than one boy could unpack what were you hoping to find lying on your back instant self esteem achieved through penetration i wish you would have lied 'cause now i can't erase the fact that i was your number sixty-five was i adequate did i seem out of it was i good did i touch you the way you wanted how do i stack up did i hold out long enough was i alright did i fuck you the way you liked it guess i was just another guy guess i'll always be your sixty-five guess i was just another dick guess you were just another chick i wonder if you're still waiting to be found i wonder what number you're up to now

Oh, how I wish that you were here with me,
To listen to the stupid song I sing
Adjectives and nouns for all to hear,
Form an oxymoron to your ear.

For every comma and every quote,
Of every word of every sentence that I wrote,

From my mouth do these words spew,
Every single syllable for you,
As I string the words together, I
Used to see you should be with me tonight.

So open your thesaurus wide,
So I can put my dictionary inside,
My participle's long been dangling,
Please conjugate me if you can.

Through every vowel and every verb,
And every word of every paragraph and blurb.

From my mouth do these words spew,


Every single syllable for you,
As I string the words together, I
Used to see you should be with me tonight.

I don't wanna be your footnote,
Capitalise me and indent me,
Please add my chapter to your index,
I need you plagiarism, you give great definition,
Dewey Decimal System,
If you don't trust me, check my bibliography, and here me sing:

From my mouth do these words spew,
Every single syllable for you,
As I string the words together, I
Used to see you should be with me tonight.

We must have smoked a thousand cigarettes / In my tiny room at dawn / And as I light on up alone now / I breathe you in but you are gone / The waves crash, the wind blows / But something's missing / Its no fun around here / without your drugs / I change the channels all alone / At 3AM there's nothing on / I fall asleep next to the phone / I can't believe the drugs are gone / And I cross off the days on my calendar until you're back again / I can't believe the drugs are gone / You're face is burned way deep inside me / And at night its all I dream / We stare and kiss and laugh and talk / Like some fifties movie scene / The days pass, the weeks go / There's something missing / 'cause life sucks these days / Without the drugs

Born in the Hills Beverly in '63 / Only son of a rich mom and dad / But dad was a jerk and mom did not work, it drove him mad / When mom and dad died, late last July / He got the house and the plane / And now he just laughs and smokes his coke all day / From New York to Tokyo / Its all about the dough / Its the coin, its the cash, its the currency stash / Its the money that keeps us goin' / The streets of Brooklyn are riddled with crooks and / Dope dealers who don't give a fuck / Its all about hustling and scheming and making a buck / They rule the block with one hand on their Gloch / Its the ghetto that keeps 'em in / But they don't have a chance, its the same circumstance in the end / He passes the years from atop his John Deere / Surveying the fields from above / Its not much to some, but he's happy to do what he loves / Its been apples and pears, and a hundred state fairs / Nothing more than a quiet, simple life / His only regret is he never found time for a wife

five thousand twenty six miles from somewhere side of the road motel =
sixteen hours in the van today more stories than one man could tell =
america's as lonely as a widow and I am as tired as a king in four more =
days I'll be home again and home is a wonderful thing its twenty to six =
and the sun has come up and you are still on my mind in a world full of =
hassles and arrogant assholes beauty is so hard to find Cleveland, Ohio =
to Allentown, PA the towns they blur into one refineries that light up =


the sky northbound highway 101 handjobs in the parking lot minutes =
before the show let's share a beer or a smoke from the pipe because its =
almost time for us to go
Submitted by: Mel

Got a friend who's small in size
A fucked up afro is his only disguise
Him and Jason, they play the guitar
If they could find a drummer they would go far
Everybody won't you sing along
'cause this is Andy's song
He's short and stoned and he's never on time
He ain't been layed since 1989
He's got a lisp and lots of hair
His teeth fell out and he don't even care
He works at Gravenstone's, he'll sell you a bong
He is pretty cool so don't get us wrong

His brother's in a band know's Ian MacKaye
They signed to Dischord go see'em someday
Everybody won't you sign along


'cause this is Andy's song
Dropped out of college, went to work for himself
An idea and a sticker press, came a buttload of wealth
The stickers sold with a whole lotta luck
I'm sure you've seen'em they say "Mean People Suck"
We've got a friend, who's small in size

A fucked up afro is his only disguise
He sold the phrases of a generation
So we wrote this song in admiration

here i am all alone again with the tv glow and the sound of the trains rumbling and after pushing the smoke from my lungs the late night applause derails the thoughts from my head i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread from the head of a nail this is me after everything's through this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is me big sparkling new if i could i'd clear the screen to black it glares ruthlessly and all i can do is stare back i'm broken can someone please fetch the tape wind it 'round my neck to keep my head anchored in place i'm cold calloused yet frail dangling like thread from the head of a nail this is me after everything's thru this is me beginning to unscrew over and over again this is me big sparkling new

let's not be friends 'cause then we could never fuck haven't you figured it =
out by now? or are you that much of a shmuck? do whatever you want to do =
just don't do it around me 'cause i am tired of not feeling like i'm free =
your dishonesty's astonishing try growing up for awhile i pour out my =
soul as i tell you the truth and you just nod your head and smile its =
like something you can't explain its life making love in the rain its =
like a stranger who catches your eye its like telling the perfect lie =


its like a sunset walk on the beach its like the lecture you just can't =
teach its like finally finding your fate its like seeing the girl you =
hate
Submitted by: Mel

A soldier boy and his violin / Uneasy wartime ballet / Omaha Beach / Normandy on D-Day / As his fellow man lay dying / And crimson tide colored the shore / Sons cried for their mothers / Bitter pill of war / He strikes the strings / His heart is on parade / Knows one day he'll be gone / But his melody will stay / A teenage boy in his attic / Finds a case tattered and torn / His father's violin / Companion through the war / He dusts off the fiddle / And raises up to his chin / What the old leave behind / And what the young begin

the beast 'cause faster pussycat rocks and so does Judas Priest I love the =
spandex that they wear I saw dio when he had hair well I know metal is =
dead but I love to bang my head and throw my fists up into the air I =
know Ozzy Osbourne's old but I don't care gimme hairspray by the ton =
enuff z'nuff and l.a. guns anthrax, the scorps, metal church kix, and =
dokken I've seen slayer 20 times because no band is more rockin' =
whatever happened to Great White? or Whitesnake or White Lion? I know =
metal is dead but I love to bang my head and throw my fists up into the =


air I know Dave Mustaine's kinda lame but I don't care gimme glam rock, =
gimme thrash gimme axl, gimme slash I know metals dead but I love to =
bang my head and throw my fists up into the air I know Eddie Van Halen =
is old I know acid washed ain't in vogue and kramer guitars aren't cool
Submitted by: Mel

I'm twenty four, I don't own a tie I don't have a job and I love to get =
high my hairline's receding, I'm getting a gut I love to jerk off and I =
love to read smut I can't beat you up, I can't run a mile I'm not Calvin =
Klein, but I gots my own style I smoke a pack a day, on a good day it's =
two but with all my faults I'm still cooler than you I can't drive a =
stick, I don't really surf my parents disowned me 'cause I'm a real jerk I =
don't really cook and I don't wash my car I can't program the timer on =
my vcr I hate doing laundry, can't stand washing a plate I haven't seen =
a girl naked since 1988 I know this sounds wrong but believe me it's =


true with all this against me I'm still cooler than you now you must =
realize I don't mean what I say but lying to myself helps me get through =
the day we are the same, we are Abbot and Lou you are as I and I are as =
you
Submitted by: Mel

Here she comes in her purple Doc Martens
Got an earring through her nose
She쨈s got chains on her leather jacket
You better watch out 'cause I know her
Here she comes
Walking down the avenue
Better watch out
She쨈ll walk all over you
And I know one thing
And I쨈ll tell you that she쨈s truly damaged
If you don쨈t believe me
You can find out for yourself
Wo-oh, wo-oh, walk all over you
Here she comes walking oh so smart
She쨈s got everything you know
Diesel Boy on her leather jacket
You better watch out 'cause I know her

Dear John
The Dakota's looking beautiful today
Azure blue and lonesome grey
And a view of central Park
Mr. Salinger's masterpiece of anarchy
A photo from the land of Oz
And a Playboy magazine
Like a fire that spares no one
Or a smile from a girl
A .38 and a marking pen
Some hollowpoints


And your copy of Double Fantasy
December eighth, it was a lonely day
A bad idea and your
Copy of Double Fantasy
Dear John
I walked in Central Park today
But all the ducks have flown away
Where did all the time go

you can try to break my spirit but my core is way too strong your words ring harsh your sentiment unkind unbridled rage can't topple this acropolis bored kids kill dreams but not realities talk your smack but see my face on your girlfriend's wall i am your fury and all you scorn i'm double evil reborn jealousy turns nice boys into dirty little twits so pierce your face put on your uniform go out and preach misdirected negativity fuck you and your words and your whiny diatribe i make records you make fries so pass the ketchup please i am your fury and all you scorn i'm double eveil reborn

she boards a one way train she's leaving home again maybe this time =
she'll be strong enough tears fill up her eyes as her kids wave their =
goodbyes maybe this time they'll be strong enough finally its =
fare-thee-well thirty-three, she's been through hell it's time to ramble =
on she takes off all her clothes the petals stripped off of a rose the =
pain is finally gone and somewhere way up in the night the moon reflects =
a brilliant light and she smiles because she knows that she is free a =
lonely man shaving in the sink as he slowly sips his drink he remembers =
how he used to be the numbness in his soul runs deep blacker and =
blacker, week by week he remembers how things used to be his kids are =


grown, his wife's long gone he stumbles home then drinks til dawn he =
won't escape today he drops his shoes onto the floor can't fight these =
demons anymore he finally falls asleep and somewhere way up in the night =
the moon reflects a brilliant light and he cries because he knows he =
can't be free
Submitted by: Mel

Hola Senor / Please pour me one more / I can still feel my fingers / I've only stumbled in / For a tonic and gin / And some hurt in the morning / So turn me up and deal me in / Before I am a has-been / Raise up your glass / Throw another back / Let's drink to me / 'cause I am the king of would be / I work my hands rough / But its never enough / This world will soon break me / Forever held down / So they gave me the crown / Obscurity here I come / Just one more song for one more dance / This may be my last chance / Rescue me from this catastrophe / Fill me up and grant me salvation / One last salute to celebrate us all / A final shot of that alcohol / Drink it down

he read every issue of punk planet with a tissue bad reviews of his favorite band made him cry and he could hardly believe that jawbreaker signed to dgc he took it personally that blake had lied when all that he loved was thru whats an emo boy to do with a broken heart and some minor chords inspiration lame on the floor he was just barely sixteen when he started his fanzine he could lay his broken heart out on the page and it got real inspiring when people started writing in he was not alone he was not alone when all his work was done he put on side one boxcar sang him to sleep locked away in an emo dream one foggy night at the bottom of the hill front and center for jets to brazil emo boy met emo girl barrettes in her hair and buddy holly glasses and laminated passes they left the club and went back to his house and fooled around to the new record from modest mouse

it was a sunny summer day of sophomore year Derek, Marc, and I on =
highway 55 surfboards on the rack, ate breakfast on the way it's days =
like these that make me glad to be alive surfs a crashing, bronze bodies =
on the sand this must be heaven where the water meets the land I love =
these california ways I miss those endless summer days we grabbed our =
boards and fought the waves to get outside the ocean is so powerful, so =
crystal blue and white we felt so safe there like the pearl inside the =


shell it's days like these that make the stories I love to tell we =
watched the tide recede, the sun began to fade the lifeguards left their =
stand, another perfect day
Submitted by: Mel

You don't want to talk about it
'cause you know that there's nothing to say

Your policies are fucked so we're going away
We say that its wrong , wrong, wrong
You say that its alright
You won't have to look at us after tonight

Take your nightclub and shove it up your ass
I don't want your discount pass

Uptight
Closed mind
So naive
Hooligan
Fooled again
No self esteem
We don't want to play here
'cause the owner is a real big jerk
That's not a smile on my face,asshole
Its a smirk


We don't want your hostile attitude
'cause to you we've got nothing to prove
So we dedicate the second verse to you
So to your cafe and your employees too
We dedicate a big fuck you
This final one's
for you old boy
You're still a loser in the end
Why don't you go hang out with your friends?
And might find that there's much to be learned
You've been playing with fire now
Its time to get burned
So take your attitude and your mentality
And get the fuck away from me

and he said she looks beautiful like mariliyn monroe. now he can't get =
her off his mind we could not believe it when he told us the news he =
said i met this chick and she's real groovy. now he's pretty hung up he =
sends her flowers at work he calls her every night he even missed a =
patch show we never really thought that this could ever happen but it =
seems that this is true he found a girlfriend he is really happy oh =
baby, baby, i love you! now he doesn't masturbate like he used to he's =


down to two or three times every other day he's late for practice again =
he must be at her place she must be really nice or really fucking crazy
Submitted by: Mel

i think i'll go for a walk outside the sun is out it's a beautiful day i =
love to feel the wind in my hair and the sun on my face cheap thrills =
come easy these days at least that's what i'm told well it sure beats =
watching tv and just sitting around growing old can't help but smile =
when i'm on happy street big rows of houses and concrete maybe you care =
maybe you don't just don't think too much i think i'll go outside for a =
walk its a nice day, the sun is shinning the birds chirp and the grass =
grows green the clouds above me have a silver lining i think i'll take a =
nap underneath my favorite tree sometimes its the simple things in life =


that makes me happy i think i'll sleep here all day until the sun goes =
down tonight so if you pass me on the street don't wake me up, i'm =
alright i wonder if someones out there somewhere shares with me today =
the joys of happy street and feeling like a king
Submitted by: Mel

i run down to your house and leave a trail of crumbs so maybe i can eat =
my way back home i know that you can't understand the things inside of =
me that tick so maybe i should be alone i don't want you to understand i =
just want you to see i miss you i miss you i miss you now the shirt =
that's on my back is fading fast and it won't last or maybe its just =
that i have grown i call your house for the millionth time tonight maybe =


just this once you will be at home
Submitted by: Mel

i fell in love for two hours tonight alone in the dark by projector's light my heart skipped a beat when she entered the scene i fell in love with the girl on the screen catholic school girl eyes and a licorice smile her grace nearly knocked me out into the aisle but i'm no one and she's amazing when she held him close during her love scene i tried to imagine she was kissing me i nearly died when it all came apart how could he go and break her heart i fell in love for two hours tonight just me and kate by projector's light she's perfection i'm fat and lazy i fell in love for two hours tonight alone in the dark by projector's light my heart skipped a beat when she entered the scene i fell in love with the girl on the screen just me and kate for two hours tonight we'll orbit the earth like a satellite i'm cary grant she's sophia loren

put me in a rocketship and send me straight to mars i'll bring you back a pocket full of stars shoot me thru the ozone layer somewhere off the charts the world is theirs but the rest of it is ours dream with me the trip is always free take my hand and leave this world for awhile hop aboard my astral plane it should be quite a ride we'll buzz the eiffel tower and the english countryside into the sun I'll dip my wing and fly back four hundred years to give to you a sonnet penned by shakespeare dream with me the trip is always free take my hand and leave this world for awhile

I run down to your house and leave a trail of crumbs so maybe I can eat =
My way back home I know that you can't understand the things inside of =
Me that tick so maybe I should be alone I don't want you to understand I =
Just want you to see I miss you I miss you I miss you now the shirt =
That's on my back is fading fast and it won't last or maybe its just =
That I have grown I call your house for the millionth time tonight maybe =
Just this once you will be at home

One Saturday, I took a walk to Zipperhead
I met a girl there and she almost knocked me dead

Punk rock girl, please look at me
Punk rock girl, what do you see?
Let's travel 'round the world
Just you and me, punk rock girl

I tapped her on the shoulder and said "Do you have a beau?"
She looked at me and smiled and said she did not know

Punk rock girl, give me a chance
Punk rock girl, let's go slam dance
We'll dress like Milton Berle
Just you and me, punk rock girl

We went on tour to Texas and we ordered some hot tea
The waiter said "No, we only have it iced"
So we jumped up on the table and shouted "Anarchy"
And someone played a Beach Boys song on the jukebox

It, it was, 'California Dreamin' so we started screamin'
"On such a winter's day"

She took me to her parents for a Sunday meal
Her father took one look at me and he began to squeal

Punk rock girl, it makes no sense
Punk rock girl, your dad is not vice president
We'll jazz to Duke of Earl
Yeah, you're for me, punk rock girl

We went to a shopping mall and laughed at all the shoppers
And security guards trailed us to a record store
We asked for G.G. Allin, they said, "He don't work here"
We said if you don't got G.G. Allin then we're gonna burn your mall down

We got into her car away we started rollin'
I said, "How much you pay for this?", she said "Nothin' man', it's stolen"

Punk rock girl, you look so wild
Punk rock girl, let's have a child
We'll name her Minnie Pearl
Just you and me, eat fudge banana swirl
Just you and me, we'll travel round the world
Just you and me, punk rock girl

drove by next time i saw you i was drinking in a bar just trying to save =
the world and right as time goes by and still you're stuck inside my =
mind and in my pen and in my head and in my cigaratte in bed i want you =
now please tell me how when i go to bed at night i just can't sleep =
you're on my mind you're in my brain, i've gone insane and now my life =
is one big pain i want you now please tell me how i'm just trying to =
save the world from girls like you then three weeks later you were =
sleeping next to me when i woke up sleep it was just a dream and right =
now as time goes by and still you're stuck inside my mind and in my pen =


and in my head and in my cigarette in bed you fucked me up now i give up =
maybe you would call it fate i saw you twice in the same day once in a =
car, once in a bar you've given me a mental scar you fucked me up now i =
give up
Submitted by: Mel