Jamie Hartman [Bens Brother]

Watching me, watching you
Watching me touch your face
Touching me, touching me
With your grace

I can't sleep
'cause without you
Life is a bad dream

Nobody knows how it feels
To hear the slightest answer
From your lips straight to me
Like the flight of a dancer
Born to move coz without you
Life is a bad dream

There's no way you can leave now in the night
And I don't want to believe now that you might
Go
No,
So open your eyes, open your eyes
I need you wide awake now
Come on get up, come on get up
'cause I'm having a breakdown
Show me your love, show me your love
Tell me that you'll never leave me

Cover my ears, cover my eyes
Don't tell me the bad news
I'll go for years, wondering why
Was there something I could do?
That's not right, that's not true
Tonight is a bad dream

There's no way you can leave now in the night
And I'm starting to believe now that you might
Go
No,
So open your eyes, open your eyes
I need you wide awake now
Come on get up, come on get up
Coz I'm having a breakdown
Show me your love, show me your love
Tell me that you'll never leave me

All I own now, all I own now
Take it
All I own now, all I own now
Take it

Open your eyes, open your eyes
I need you wide awake now
Come on get up, come on get up
'cause I'm having a breakdown
Show me your love, show me your love
Tell me that you'll never leave me

So open your eyes, open your eyes
I need you wide awake now
Come on get up, come on get up
'cause I'm having a breakdown
Show me your love, show me your love
Tell me that you'll never leave me

Eve and Adam's only child
Body that goes on for miles
Heaven only knows that real
Can be better than the fantasy
And her eyes shouldn't have
Blurred my vision I know that she, she

Was a beauty queen
And if you are gonna cry, don't cry for me
'cause from here on the ground
The truth I have found
Is we all fall down
Yes, we all fall down

Sidney told me something once
When he came and sat down next to me
He said, "Beware of the beautiful ones
Because they never let you rest in peace"
But her eyes shouldn't have blurred my vision
I know that she, oh, she

Was a beauty queen
And if you are gonna cry, don't cry for me
'cause from here on the ground
The truth I have found
Is we all fall down
Yes, we all fall down

Taken in, by the sweetest sin
Milk and honey tasting skin
'S why she always wins

She's a beauty queen
And if you were gonna cry, don't cry for me
'cause from here on the ground
The truth I have found

Is we all fall down
Yes, we all fall down
Yes, we all fall down
We can all fall down

When you're lost, and you're lonely
And your only way is up
When your day rises from you
Like a mountain to its top
Look beside you, and you will find me
I will guide you, when your will is gone

So carry on, carry on, carry on
What ever comes, and however painful, however long
When your hope has been denied you
I will walk beside you, carry on

All my life has been a battle
Fought within me with myself
You always know what the truth is
But the trick is to know yourself

I looked around me in the darkness
And you found me when there was no one else

So carry on, carry on, carry on
Whatever comes, and however painful, however long
When your hope has been denied you
I will walk beside you, carry on

Let me count the ways that I love you
Let me count the days that we have known
Show me a place to be with you
Cos I can't do this on my own, on my own

So carry on, carry on, carry on
What ever comes, and however painful, however long
When your hope has been denied you
I will walk beside you, carry on

So carry on, carry on, carry on
Whatever comes, and however painful, however long
When your hope has been denied you
I will walk beside you, carry on

When your hope has been denied you
I will walk beside you, carry on

Sitting in my bedroom
Thinking of a love gone
Wondering why it went wrong
Over again

You didn't really know me
And it feels like you owe me
But I guess at least you showed me
Not to do it again

Coz I've been knocked out,
Found out
About time that it turned around
Coz I've got to find the one thing that will get me over you, so

One day, you've gotta find me an angel
Someone to save me
Someone to put me back together again
One day, you've got to send me an angel
Coz I'm back at the beginning but I'm holding out for more
This time

I'm tired of being lonely
I'm getting to it slowly
But I'm running out of patience
Running out of strength

There's got to be a reason
For everything I'm feeling
But I think I've learned my lesson
I'm never doing it again



Coz I've been knocked out
Found out
About time that it turned around
Coz I've got to find the one thing that will get me over you, so

One day, you've gotta find me an angel
Someone to save me
Someone to put me back together again
One day, you've got to send me an angel

Coz I'm back at the beginning but I'm
Holding out for more
This time

I'm not unbreakable
But what I'm trying to say
Is I don't think I am capable
Of doing this alone so

One day, you've gotta find me an angel
Someone to save me
Someone to put me back together again
One day, you've got to send me an angel
Coz I'm back at the beginning but I'm
Holding out for more
This time

What if life wasn't long
And everybody got just a single moment?
If you wasted the moment alone
Spent your while time thinking: "Why should I need love?"
Then look above to the sky and beyond
Cos you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone, believe me

Everybody needs a lover sometimes
And you were mine
My God by another name
Everybody needs a lover sometimes
And you were mine
My shelter from the rain outside

What if life was a car
And you didn't really know how to start it
Would you sit in your car like a clown
Or get out and walk to the nearest crowded bar?
And kiss a mouth, make it smile and be proud
That at least you had a good time for a while?
Believe me

Everybody needs a lover sometimes


And you were mine
My God by another name
Everybody needs a lover sometimes
And you were mine
My shelter from the rain outside

And if you hold on to me now
And never let go
Then I guess at least we'll know
The sense that it all made, oh

Cos everybody needs a lover sometimes
And you were mine
My God by another name
Everybody needs a lover sometimes
And you were mine
My shelter from the rain outside

But you stayed...

Shouting down an answerphone
A thousand miles from you
Why's the world a combat zone
That I'm a stranger to?
And I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
Tell me how I find my way back home

Absence makes the heart grow cold,
No matter what they say
Especially when the one you want is half the world away
And I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
And I don't know what to do
Someone tell me how I get back home
To you...

No I don't mind if you think I should grow my hair
And no I don't mind if you pick out the clothes I wear
But know I can keep my head when all around me are losing theirs
Because

I am who I am, and you can't change me
I've done what I can, now I'll stand my ground
You're tying my hands if you re-arrange me
It all falls down,
It all falls down

Why when you dream do you see me as something I'm not?
Why don't you wake up and see all the good things you've got?
A heart isn't made out of clay
Not something you shape with your hands
Understand

I am who I am, and you can't change me
I've done what I can, now I'll stand my ground
You're tying my hands if you re-arrange me
It all falls down,
It all falls down

Is the reason you ask me to change so that you'll stay the same?
Well I'm sorry if I keep disappointing you again and again
But

I am who I am, and you can't change me
I've done what I can, now I'll stand my ground
You're tying my hands if you re-arrange me
It all falls down,
It all falls down
It all falls down
It all falls down
It all falls down
I am who I am

You sit and you stare and you wait and you wonder
You think "Maybe it's me and I'm being a fool."
You start to believe it's a curse that you're under
And you're just a doll for a girl who is cruel
With a pin

(Chorus)
So let me out
Or let me in
And tell me how, we can win
Cause I really wanna know now
Before I begin
To let you go (to let you go)
So let me know

I'd rather be wandering hungry and homeless
Than here in the warmth of a silent defeat
You've gotta be honest with me and be ruthless
'stead of shifting uncomfortably there in your seat
And your skin

(Chorus)



And who'd've thought I'd have the strength to say
"Let me out or let me in"
But as the words are pouring from my mouth
I wanna say them again, and again and again

So let me out
Or let me in
And tell me how, we can win
Cause I really wanna know now
Before I begin
To let you go (to let you go)
Oh
Let me out, or let me in,
Oh no no
And tell me how
We can win
Oh no I really wanna know now
Before I begin
Oh to let you go, to let you go
Let me know

> I used to be a dreamer
Who couldn't fall asleep
Trying to find an answer
A reason to believe
Living in between worlds
This one and the next
Trying to make my mind up
Which one of them is best
And every time I think I've got it right
It just slips away from me
But my conscience always catches up eventually
I've gotta learn to live
In a different way
A little for tomorrow
A little for today
Crossed seven different oceans
Coz I'm looking for escape
Tired of emotions
Getting in the way
Trying to make my mind up
If it's better just to
Dream on
Running with my eyes shut
Somewhere in between
But every time I think I've got it right
It just slips away again
Maybe I'll just shut my eyes and count to ten
I've gotta learn to live
In a different way
A little for tomorrow
A little for today
I used to be a dreamer
Who couldn't fall asleep
Trying to find the answer
A reason to believe..
I've gotta learn to live
In a different way
A little for tomorrow
A little for today
I've gotta learn to live

You got to rise
don't just stand there
open your eyes
shame, shame, shame
on you

you got to try
don't just sit there
wasting time
shame, shame, shame
shame, shame, shame
on you

shame on you

you didn't get to the party
missed the start of the show
an emotional virgin
ten times in a row

its all just a wind up
but I'm starting to learn
that the sooner you sign up
the quicker the world turns

so take it from me
hold on
cos it gets
so much better

but you've gotta believe
so close
and theres more than one way
to heaven

you got to rise
don't just stand there
open your eyes
shame, shame, shame
on you



you got to try
don't you sit there
wasting time
shame, shame, shame
shame, shame, shame
on you

shame on you

sin, sin, sin
thats what they
spin, spin, spin
but if you don't rise up
now that you care
everyones out there
on our side

you got to rise
don't just stand there
open your eyes
shame, shame, shame
on you

you got to try
don't just sit there
wasting time
shame, shame, shame
shame, shame, shame
on you

shame on you
shame on you

you've got nothing
to lose

It's been it's been it's been it's been
su-su-su-such a long time long time long time
since anybody's touch me touch me touch me
the way that you touch me

so if I stutter stutter stutter
and I feel so so so unsexy
so maybe I'll just keep my mouth shut
at least until you kiss me

so kiss me again
cause only only you can stop this st-st-st-stuttering
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering
woah,
yeyeyeyeyeyea, oh

I know, I know it's so, it's so-so-so-so-so symbolic
of everything
everything that's wrong with me and you, so tell me what I'm 'spose to do

oh, it's been ages, since we've been really honest
but I can make cha-cha-cha-changes
if you really want this

so kiss me again
cause only you can stop this st-st-st-stuttering
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering
woah, yeyeyeyeyeyea, oh

kiss me again
cause only you can stop this st-st-st-stutterin
kiss me again
and ease my su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-su-suffering

A second, A minute, an hour, a day and its gone
Little by little it fritters away try as
you may youcan never replace it
a moment beauty you stumble
upon,
As long as you treasure whatever
it is, whatever it is could never
be wasted

So if we all turn to dust
Better to be loved and lost
Coz everything has a cost

So if you're gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it upon me
Just give me some time
I don't want your money

I'd crawl then i'd walk then i'd run
Then i'd stumble and fall
Somewhere between the love and
the lust
I tried my best i was maladjusted
And i'm not saying that i know
it all
Maybe i'm a little more self-aware
Still get scared but i've learnt
To trust it

So when it comes to us
I'v weighed up all the odds
I bet that this is love
So if your gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it upon me
Just give me some time
Don't take it from me

I know hard it is
Getting it right
At a time like this
So you better believe
Believe
How right it could be

So if your gonna spend time
Spend it upon me
Spend it upon me
Just give me some time
I don't want your money

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You fought with bravery
You won some of the battles you commanded
But still you won't concede
You tried to knock us down but we're still standing
The war you waged with me
Our oldest enemy

When it all plays out
And you know you know you love me
And you won't lay down
Then it's better just to let it be
There's nowhere you could hide I wouldn't find you
There's nowhere left to go
But you and I
Oh

You've all the strength in me
You played me like a drum that you could bang on
Followed your crazy beat
You shook me up to see if I could hang on
So what we fighting for
When no-one wins the war


When it all plays out
And you know you know you love me
And you won't lay down
Then it's better just to let it be
There's nowhere you could hide I wouldn't find you
There's nowhere left to go
But you and I


All this time
All this time
To get it right
Cos I'm so tired
Of fighting

And I'm all played out
And I know you know you love me
And I won't lay down
And I'm never gonna let it be
There's nowhere you could hide I wouldn't find you
There's nowhere left to go
But you and I
Oh
But you and I

Love me, hate me.
Just don't walk away from me.
Give me anything, anything lying between.
What am I, If I don't try to find out.
What is going on behind those eyes.
So tell me to my face.

So please...
Apologise cause I need you.
Need you to get it right.
It will all break down if you don't.
Please, the silence is killing me.
I wanna hear you say you're sorry.

You're pushing me, pulling me
to somewhere I don't want to be.
Screaming, shouting!
I'm sick of the sound of me.
You're the only one
who could put me out of my misery.
So tell me to my face.

So please...
Apologise cause I need you.
Need you to get it right.
It will all break down if you don't.
Please, the silence is killing me.
I wanna hear you say you're sorry.

I'm not so foolish to think
this has nothing to do with me.
I'm not so crazy to believe
there's one side to this story.
But you've got to give me something.
I'm getting nothing.
So just say you're sorry.

So please...
Apologise cause I need you.
Need you to get it right.
It will all break down if you don't.
Please, the silence is killing me.
I wanna hear you say you're sorry.

You're sorry
Say you're sorry, you're sorry...
Sorry...
I wanna hear you say you're sorry

Do do do do
Do do do do
Do do do do do

I'm small, I'm weak, I'm vulnerable
I know, you think, you see it all
But don't you underestimate me
I know, you think, I'm not the one
A most, unlikely, champion
But don't you underestimate me

'Cause I don't want a kingdom or a crown
'Cause I know there are angels looking down
And I'm battling giants, defiant
I'm fighting to face all of my fears
Yeah I'm fighting Galieth
With my, little David, little David tears
Little David tears

Do do do do
Do do do do
Do do do do do

The world around me rises high
I run to every do or die
With all the fortunes, arrows and slings
I know I'm just a man in love
And maybe that is not enough
But I've been a fool to lesser things

I throw my shield and armour to the ground
Faceless things that only bring me down
'Cause I'm battling giants defiant
Yes I'm fighting to face all of my fears
Yeah I'm fighting Galieth
With my little David, little David tears
With my little David, little David tears

'Cause I'm battling giants defiant
Yeah I'm fighting to face all of my fears
Yeah I'm fighting Galieth
With my little David, little David tears
Little David tears


lyrics as heard by Amy Sellen.

Get me out of bed
The cars are out and the dogs are barking in my head
In the street below
You're staring up at my apartment
Wondering where my heart went
Wondering where the story goes

CHORUS

If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
Would you stand on the ledge with me?
Run to the edge and take miss me
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down


Yell at me for hours
We both know that you're calling up to the king of sour
After taste
I was a wreck before I knew you
Girl you better screw your
Courage to the sticky place

CHORUS

Oohh, ooohhh
Oohh, ooohhh
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
Would you stand on the ledge with me
Run to the edge and take miss me
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down
If I let the ladder down

We don't care if ya
Come apart at the seams
And chase away
All our dreams
If you try enough
If you try enough
It's enough for us

I don't mind as long as
As long as you try
I don't mind as long as
Long as you try

Here I go again
Skating on the ice
And it's silly
Cos I've fallen through it once
Never thought I'd do it twice
Oh dear me!
And I did it to get her near me

Because
She is love, she is love
She is love, she is love
She burns brighter
Than the brightest of suns
And I know there'll be one
She is love

If I just let it be
And see what it becomes
Hold steady
Cos what she gave to me
Could never be undone
Not nearly
And I live it
Sincerely

Because
She is love, she is love
She is love, she is love
She burns brighter
Than the brightest of suns
And all I care I'm one
All I care I'm one

Don't start to doubt it
Don't even think about it
Just trust that it's strong enough
She is love

She is love, she is love
She is love, she is love
She is love, she is love

What if you ever changed your mind about me?
Wouldn't you always tell me sweet white lies?
And if I ever
Told my own about you
Does that mean that someday you would say goobye?

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you
I'll never know

Nothing can touch you
That I've ever known
You cut through emotions and you
You make your own
And now I sit here
Worship reverently
Never forgetting
What you
What you mean to me

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you?
I'll never know

It's happened before
It'll happen again
2000 times
We're not just friends

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you?
I'll never know

What if you ever changed your mind about me?
Wouldn't you always tell me sweet white lies?
And if I ever
Told my own about you
Does that mean that someday you would say goobye?

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you
I'll never know

Nothing can touch you
That I've ever known
You cut through emotions and you
You make your own
And now I sit here
Worship reverently
Never forgetting
What you
What you mean to me

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you?
I'll never know

It's happened before
It'll happen again
2000 times
We're not just friends

Should I believe you?
I should say so
Should I believe you?
I'll never know

Did I let you down? No
Did I give you up? No
So what's it all about now?
Was it not enough?
No, no, no

It's alright, yeah
It's okay, yeah
It's alright with me
I'll be fine, yeah
I don't mind, yeah
I'll pretend at least

But if you give me something, then I'll believe it
Give me something and I will wait
But if you give me nothing
I can't help feeling I'm in stalemate with you
Stalemate with you

Used to pick me up, yeah
Like a sunken pill
And I've been thinking it through
And we worked so well

But it feels wrong, yeah
When I'm strong alone, yeah
Strong alone by you
And the words you say, yeah
Just to get your way, yeah
Well they just won't do
You got to...

Give me something, then I'll believe it
Give me something and I will wait
But if you give me nothing
I can't help feeling I'm in stalemate with you
Oh I'm in stalemate
Oh I'm in stalemate, baby
(Stalemate with you)

I need more
I need more
What are you waiting for?

It's so frustrating
(So frustrating, baby)
You got to want it
(Yeah)
I'm so frustrated with your love
What you do to me
Oh, yeah, yeah
Hey
You got me in stalemate
Oooh
Hey, hey, hey
You got me in stalemate
Hey yeah
Oooh, don't mug me, baby
Don't mug me, love
You breakin' my heart now
Don't you break my heart, no
Don't you break my heart

It was a love light
And it was fleeting
And if you'd looked to me
You would have seen it
With your own eyes
It would have moved you
It stayed inside of me
It didn't pass straight through you
Exposing you to weakness
As it ran through
Hurt you more than it was meant to

Chorus
Why are you looking at me
Why you looking at me
Like I'm needing therapy
Why are you looking at me
Why you looking at me
When it's you who really needs it
To help you understand, understand
Who'll supposed to beat you
Cos when you and I break through
When you and I break through

It's in your make up
Part of your system
You take my words
And then you twist them
It didn't take long
How can you bear it
You run away
We're not even there yet
Ooh aah it feels like I mean nothing to you
Ooh aah when you treat me like push me pull you

Repeat chorus

Tell me what it takes to make you whole
Tell me how much more pain I must take
To make you notice
Love is just surrendering control
So far I'm the one who's come the closest

Repeat chorus

What if I'm wrong
And you figure it out
That we just don't belong
And you're better off without me

The minute you're gone
I bet it would dawn on me
Suddenly, suddenly
Yeah

So what if i
What if i fall
Would you hate me
Would you let me go
What if i realised
That you're the only one
Who makes me
Who makes me whole

Blundering on
Making no sense
Without any thought
To the consiquences
But one of these days
The truth will be facing me
And i will find a way back to you again, oh

So what if i
What if i fall
Would you hate me
Would you take it all
What if i realised
That you're the only one
Who makes me
Who makes me
Who makes me whole
Yeah
Who makes me whole now

What if i
What if i find the thing that i want

The minute you're gone
I bet it would dawn on me
Suddenly, suddenly
Yeah

So what if i
What if i fall
Would u hate me
Would u take it all
What if i realised
That you're the only one
Who makes me
Can make me
Who makes me whole


lyrics as heard by Amy Sellen.

Did I let you down? No
Did I give you up? No
So what’s it all about now?
Was it not enough? No no no

But it’s alright, yeah
It’s ok, yeah
It’s alright with me
I’ll be fine, yeah
I don’t mind, yeah
I’ll pretend at least
But if ya

Give me something that I believe in
Give me something and I will wait
But if ya give me nothing I can’t help feeling I’m in stalemate with you
Stalemate with you

Used to pick me up, yeah
Like a sunken pill
But I been thinking it through
And we work so well

But it feels wrong, yeah
When I’m strung along, yeah
Strung along by you
And the words you say, yeah
Just to get your way, yeah
Well they just won’t do
You got to

Give me something that I believe in
Give me something and I will wait
But if ya give me nothing I can’t help feeling I’m in stalemate with you
Stalemate with you

I need more, I need more
What are you waiting for?
It’s so frustrating(so frustrating)
You got to (I’m so frustrated with your love, what you doing to me?)

Yeah yeah yeah

Give me something that I believe in
(you got me in stalemate baby)
Don’t break my heart babe
Don’t you break my heart