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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
I am alive I am alive
let all doubts fall let all doubts fall into the grave which I once called home the breath of life expels the blackness renew the passion embrace the sun I am alive I am alive I search for a grain of truth In this endless sea of false hope my quest begins on this day drowning slowly drowning dare I breathe? What can I say that has not been said? what can I do, that has not been done? in my hour of desperation who else could I turn to I guess I only have myself to blame |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
neglected Forgotten You were cast aside
casting stones at an open target what did you think that I would just smile and then walk away no that was never in my nature and it won't change now I didn't leave to teach you a lesson I left because you never even looked my way strange that pain brings my name to your lips but I am not complaining maybe this is the rebirth we always whispered about the one thing that would bind us together start over start over start over start over those foreign days will cease to exist to me I dare you to look past the scope of your vision in spite of the empty promises I will not be denied |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
now with my voice I call your name
and with those hands I reach for you this search is over I covet your taste you are the gift I have longed for beautiful dreamer sleep eternal and dream of me a face that follows a face that haunts deprivation awaits but still I ignore what exhumes and destroys my trust and I walk this precipice and I fear the fall and the two intertwine there is nothing but you and I be still for I am now your god fall into my arms and weep for me your dying breath a song of love remember me this body means nothing my only sin was the longing every object so fleeting you were chosen you were special I pray for innocence you were chosen you were special and once again the hunger begins anew and there is blood on my hands |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
never-ending
this barren land is never-ending never-ending when will this season of bloodloss end? hope falls through the holes in my hands every hour is a shackle I curse my captor every divinity has forsaken me I curse my birth I curse this life I worship the God of slumber for death and sleep walk hand in hand these eyes will never lie |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
never asked you for a thing
yet you pushed me aside on bended knee I served and that day was the birth of a slow death defiler I was meat at your table I would pay not to fall from your grace my blood and my tears were tokens I was waste to be expelled to you I was just a number forgotten on the chopping block my blood flows like any others to find pleasure in my disgrace you held my life in your hands your exceptance the air I breathe day after day I always wonder will I exhaust myself from this effort cursed to an existence of being drawn to you grant me tomorrow or let me die your expectations grip my throat and choke my very life everyday that you appear I succumb to your pleading will this be the day of intervention? |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
well I hope you are satisfied
you gave me the push I needed ostracised for nothing at all by all those I hold dear you aren't the same maybe we should talk this is my suggestion death to all emotion let this be the end of us bitter cold engulfs the soul no more contact forget my face stop knocking I am not smiling behind the door no eloquent words no desire to impress I'm not lookng for an apology from you I'm looking for an opportunity to see you in pain there will be no lookng back again dig your fingers slowly into my wrist white knuckle the blade in hopes that I subside I want to see the shade fall on your eyes no longer my lover pray you better pray pray to every god you know and every forgotten deity you better pray |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
you were always my everything
but sometimes ou were all I had don't be surprised at the contempt in my voice why should you be? you have used your every word against me you are deception personified your illusions no longer hold me I lost faith in what my eyes beheld sightless my every turn has been met with futility what little I could perceive ensnared my progress lost lost in darkness i only fell faster I followed you faithfully it was to no avail I held you in the highest of places and you let me down you failed me I want my blood to ignite you hands and you let me down you failed me |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
I always thought I knew the right thing to say
but something died in you long ago your words echo inside like screams in an empty well always wondering what I could have done but I couldn't save you you have always been my secret regret your nails dug furrows in my wrist as you slipped away a reminder of my failed nobility you were all I ever wanted reincarnation - resurrection call it what you will if everything I've done could reverse these days what would you say? will you forgive me? am I your sacrifice? I stand before you like a fallen angel |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
I know we have been here before
Countless times engaged In an empty embrace Your every word the touch of satin Everything you do is a cold blade in my ribs Leaving me breathless Suffocating my thoughts And I am helpless to your beauty My eyes and woulds are still weeping Let it dry up so I can fly again Biting my tongue in hopes that words Of weakness don't escape Counting the days Counting the moments To dream of you again Waiting always waiting |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Novella Of Uriel (2003)
dark clouds line the sky and descend
to the shallow heart of the man enraptured by the burning flames of animosity the hammer falls and penetrates and preys on my demons darkest desires my soul is now a womb you are flesh of my flesh forever we embrace I see my reflection on the bloodstained floor a clenched fist that holds no compassion tranquility an escape I will never know conception - the breeding labor - the pain I bear birth - of scorn reproduction |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
From the moment of birth you were ill-fated
Nothing has changed Living the lie of led followers breeders And you are to blame You bear the mark of the beast Wearing benevolence Proud of the blood on your hands Return to the dirt claim it as your own Buried in deepest seas of regret bravado burns the time In your hands open eyes weep for your ignorance has now become the author of your downfall You will always suffer Ignorance will always be the author of your downfall You will always suffer Why do you suffer |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
I can see it
I can see it in your eyes That special something When the gods have smiled your way You've so beautiful you're a living pheromone Reflective glory-you are the glory Wishes and lust are the air you breathe it all in Born from the vegabonds By your hands calloused hands of those who adored you How would you really have it any other way? Twenty years is your eternity The masses so far away We all fall like tears we all call your name We all fall like tears |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
You should have seen this coming from miles and miles away
God knows you had your best face forward Soothing the soul with words of solace Spoken like a true devil Change your colors chameleon But I still smell your stench in the morning air the hawk always flies alone over an empty filed For the deceiver dual blades to slit the throat Give up the ghost that's all she wrote 35,000 ways to hate you I'll see your forked tongue as my trophy Compromise compromise I'll be your scapegoat you'll be my sacrificial lamb All lies are truth until your lies are revealed Well look who's bleeding now who's bleeding Now how does it feel when you are inside the scope How does it feel to be the game so look who's bleeding now Who's bleeding how could you foretell your own demise Fall Babylon fall Death to the obsession |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
Yeah let's start all over
Let's live a lifetime In the span of moments Closer drawing close but your face only slips further away Forgive my selfishness I only want what is rightfully yours Bite my tongue I'll silent and hope your words will sound like mine Does my perfection make you weary Are my mistake just a waste of time Am I just a waste of time The path I follow has the tell-tale smell of ashes Before it all bursts into flame again I want this life to be worth the the sacrifice I??짝??????쨀e grown so weary why won't you speak to me? In the midst of all of all the heartache look for the roses When destruction tears the world in two Can you find the roses There must be more than a tear while I'm falling A memory doesn't always cut away No strength to pray for the end-the-weeds turn to roses |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
I can't help but remember how our last conversation ended
Too much quiet hostility too much was left unsaid Diamond tears shine brightly in the sunlight There must be resolution The dreams tire me the hope has taken its toll Everything i wanted it all has become A handful of broken remember how our last conversation ended Too much quiet hostility too much was left unsaid Diamond tears shine brightly in the sunlight There must be resolution The dreams tire me the hope has taken it??짝??????짱 toll Everything I wanted it all has become A handful of broken glass I'm slipping in pools of failed attempts Coming full circle end it all I would never have dreamed That constriction would still leave me breathing Worry lines are etched in your face if only they were for me If only they were for us My flame is extinguishing right before your eyes You can ignore that? Smile the way that wins the world Shades of blue and swirling gray Are leaving me helpless There really is very little time left for peace treaties Put your John Hancock on the dotted line and keep a promise this time |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
I'm wanting waiting
Needing aching holding breathing Watching stealing Thirsting Gazing I've always been there at a distance Waiting for the day you would notice me And I lied, lied to myself Knowing that I??짝??????쨀e always hoped for more if you could only see you're stealing my breath away Broad strokes and fine lies Painting a picture never wanted to see it's all too clear we've only been lying, lying How many times did it all fall down how many times when there was nothing left Only then you would see me, how many times Your heart-your heart of gold is broken I wish I could be the name on your lips For only one moment of bliss I wish you could see the paper-thin scars I bear for the heart of the golden Your heart is broken Your heart-your heart of gold is broken Wishing I can be the name of on your lips For only one moment of bliss i wish you could see the paper-thin scars |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
The wind whispers your name your eyes your face visible thru these black days I was never the only one to think of you And remember every look every word everything Digging my nails into my palms feeling nothing but heat With a heavy heart and a trace of guilt I accept this deceit I can't forgive myself and I won't start with you These are the words I live by I will not attempt to to swallow betrayed These are the words I live by These are the words I wish my hands of all the past Theres are the words I live by I am buried alive your gift at deception He's left me hoping Reacting choking gasping for unbreathable air The essence of death Permeates my senses.
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
Do you have no patience for ignorance especially your own?
Death to the lies, death to all manipulation Do you ever feel that you've won this day, But question arise? Is there a day that's not endless? Seen thru these eyes And I am stifled by your silence Infinity drags its feet each moments a years And each day a lifetime of moments Choking on points and shards When will we ever learn how does it feel when everything you touch Feels so brittle and turns to dust But you??짝??????쨀e always had the answer, you always knew Embrace and learn |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
Tragedy seems to come in a pair of expensive shows
Never notice the disguise until it walks up and slaps you in the mouth Can't say that is very subtle at all But who knows, maybe just maybe just....I might shut you up Think you can listen for a second Hope you aren't too bothered or busy Better do something about that wound lt??짝??????짱 festering your reek of decay and its coming from the inside out Have I got your attention now? I've got your attention now Well it sure took long enough I can spit in those wounds That might help Really I'll bet you thought the world owed you a whole lot more Sorry to push your not buttons it's what I do Pretty much perfected this after thousands of years You should savor these moments |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
Each time you break my heart I fall in love again
I yearn for the way you prove me wrong Fingers buried in dead skin brings the living back to life once more Carve out the scales and open my eyes I cannot regret that I freakly placed my life in your hands Obligatory words have been stripped I lived only for your whispers Yet I never strayed far from the confines of my shallow it's always been that way All my dreams are shattered because all my wishes have now come true Your voice is all I have slay me teach gaze love me Take me breath swallow breathe For you (this love affair will never end) I live this life for you (this love affair will never end) I give this life it was never in vain I have not one regret it was a simple choice |
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from Blood Has Been Shed - Spirals (2003)
The air is heavy with the acrid taste of deception
For all our strength we can barely hold our heads up Were you thinking of me as everything fall from grace And I can't breathe again because the scent still lingers I guess this isn't the time for self loathing Loosen this noose I'll never speak your name I swear Loosen this noose I'll never speak your name And ill carve a testament of this day in my chest For all the world to see But I won't say a word, and I won't speak your name I won't say a word I won't speak your name |
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from Progression Through Aggression (2004)
Yeah let's start all over
Let's live a lifetime In the span of moments Closer drawing close but your face only slips further away Forgive my selfishness I only want what is rightfully yours Bite my tongue I'll silent and hope your words will sound like mine Does my perfection make you weary Are my mistake just a waste of time Am I just a waste of time The path I follow has the tell-tale smell of ashes Before it all bursts into flame again I want this life to be worth the the sacrifice I??짝??????쨀e grown so weary why won't you speak to me? In the midst of all of all the heartache look for the roses When destruction tears the world in two Can you find the roses There must be more than a tear while I'm falling A memory doesn't always cut away No strength to pray for the end-the-weeds turn to roses |
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from Progression Through Aggression (2004)
dark clouds line the sky and descend
to the shallow heart of the man enraptured by the burning flames of animosity the hammer falls and penetrates and preys on my demons darkest desires my soul is now a womb you are flesh of my flesh forever we embrace I see my reflection on the bloodstained floor a clenched fist that holds no compassion tranquility an escape I will never know conception - the breeding labor - the pain I bear birth - of scorn reproduction |
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