Derek Webb

Looking back at the road so far The journey's left its share of scars Mostly from leaving the narrow and straight Looking back it is clear to me That a man is more than the sum of his deeds And how You've made good of this mess I've made Is a profound mystery Looking back You know You had to bring me through All that I was so afraid of Though I questioned the sky, now I see why Had to walk the rocks to see the mountain view Looking back I see the lead of love Looking back I can finally see (I'd rather have wisdom) How failures bring humility (than be) Brings me to my knees (a comfortable fool) Helps me see my need for Thee

When I'm cold and alone all I want is my freedom A sudden gust of gravity I stop wailing and kicking just to let this water cover me Cover me Only if I rest my arms, rest my mind you'll overcome me And swell up around me With my fighting so vain, with my vanity so fought I'm rolling over Cause in just the same way the stream becomes swollen up Swollen with cold up over the ground When my heart draws close to the close of autumn Your love (your love) abounds All this time I've been thinking, wondering how would it be To breathe in deep Guess I need to be careful when I ask for a drink Just might get what I ask for And I know just what you'd say to me That's why I don't ask you What would I ask you I'm like a bull-headed boy these days crying my toy is gone You're shiny and new Cause in just the same way the stream becomes swollen up Swollen with cold up over the ground When my heart draws close to the close of autumn Your love (your love) abounds Guess I'll drop my anger here before I float away And the chains around me An awful lot of talking, I don't leave you much to say You didn't ever leave me And my greatest fear was you'd leave me here A long time back my feet could touch the bottom

So many miles behind Still I drive with the pedal down I was off the map hours back It's beneath the seat. I think It's with two pennies and a match And something else. I can't remember But in the time that it would take to fish it out I'll be another mile gone And I feel so wrong Trying to feel right In light of all the things I've passed You'd think that I'd have learned Chorus: This is not the land was promised me Even as far as my eyes can see I'm so wound up, Lord. I can't even breathe And I don't want words I just want some peace Some peace. Some peace It seems I've misplaced my faith 'Cause it's 11:12, nothing's changed Well, nothing except the channel I'm afraid And the number there No. It's the same Oh, this must be the Saviour of the month And what I must have Where's the night gone? 'Cause I'm so tired and out of shape You've gotta get me up But I can't get up today 'Cause it's been so long Since I've felt right All the rote, rehearsal, proof You'd think that I'd have learned Repeat chorus Break me, break me, break me This is not the land was promised me Gotta get out of bed, get something to read And i gotta feed my brother, not my eyes If not, then I'll be all I despise

There's tarnish on the golden rule And I wanna jump from this ship of fools Show me a place where hope is young And a people who aren't afraid to love This world has nothing for me and this world has everything All that I could want and nothing that I need This world is making me drunk on the spirits of fear. So when he says who will go, I am nowhere near. And the least of these look like criminals to me So I leave Christ on the street This world has held my hand and has led me into intolerance But now I'm waking up, but now I'm breaking up But now I'm making up for lost time

I am a bus driver and it's four in the morning And I'm pressing out my clothes beside my bed Fourteen years been on the job and with many miles behind Still I'm up at three thirty to make sure I'm there on time My car gets me along just fine to and from the station But my castle is this Houston Metro Bus My first stop is Ashbury. And the sign's been gone for years but all the same the people wait cause they know that I'll be there. What would you say if I told you that I won't be by today? Would you say that I'm just a bus driver and what do I know, just a bus driver and what do I know, just a bus driver and what do I know? Well, I'm always there by five fifteen and lately I've been early 'cause Judith likes to be in early to the bank. And she gives me conversation and a token good for riding. And she's happy all alone And then there's Charles in retail sales; and I hope they pay him well for the work that young man does Cause I've never seen the inside of a custom refrigerator but I know he's the first and last one there I wonder what they do all day, and their respective works. Suppose they give money and take money away. Still, I'm just orbiting this town with the post office my sun. And I'm circling again. And I wonder how this world would be if I was never here to drive this bus around from Ashbury to Main. Suppose this town would be the same but with one bus' less exhaust. But that bank and retail stores, they just wouldn't be the same. But what can I see from the limited confines of my bus driving seat Only me

I can't stop staring at myself My face reflected in this empty plate I can't decide if it's the devil Or if it's just something I ate 'Cause he's been down there all morning He's patiently waiting at my gate He's throwing rocks at my window "Hey won't you come on out and play with me" And everyday when I get up I see folks trading in their crowns For all the paper of plastic lives An opiate for the masses' hounds And pride like a vestige of lives lost The stench of the old folks coming around Now with the news I heard today I can't tell if this world is lost or found You go, I'll be waiting here And I'm awake, no I cannot sleep So I'll sit upon this rock is you I ain't standing up for nothing I've never seen my congressman But I can't deny that he exists 'Cause I've seen his legislation pass I've seen his name on the ballot list Same I can't deny this fallen world Though not my home it's where I live How can I preserve and light the way For a world that I can't admit I'm in 'Cause I know who you say you are But these crows can't be made to stop So I'll sit denying by this fire I ain't standing up for nothing Lack of interest leads to Lack of knowledge leads to Lack of perspective leads to Lack of communication leads to Lack of understanding leads to Lack of concern leads to This complacency denotes This approval denies The truth But I can't stop staring at myself It's my face reflected in this empty plate And I know that it's the devil So you lead, I'll be close behind So you speak, I'll hang on your words You gotta lift me from this hardened tree 'Cause I ain't standing up for nothing

I can see Jesus hanging on the cross I can see Jesus hanging on the cross I can see Jesus hanging on the cross He came looking for the lost And Love has come Love has come Love has come And it's giving me hope to carry on I can hear Jesus saying "Father forgive" I can hear Jesus saying "Father forgive" I can hear Jesus saying "Father forgive" What a thing he did And Love has come Love has come Love has come And it's giving me hope to carry on I can see Love Love is all I want to see Love can make a beggar rich and set a prisoner free I know He can do it for you And God knows He did it for me. I can see Love Love is all I want to show you. Love, Love's the only way to go. And love, Love is all a man might need to know Yes, I know You know Peter put away his sword I can see Peter puttin' away his sword I can see Peter, he put away his sword He won't fight no more

i think this place is swell there's much familiar here i get my laundry done i havnt gotten phone calls in years when im feelin tired i can turn off all the lights with no one knockin on the door pretend im not alive, but daddy it's saturday and i dont wanna go outside and mow the grass today say would you love me just as much if i was just your stupid kid? i said would you love me just as much if i was just your stupid kid? well they tell me that im bright sometimes i think they're right but i guess i will enver know cuz i wont go outside some days its just so hot and others its so cold too much exposure to the sun will just make me look old but daddy it's saturday and i dont wanna go outside and mow the grass today said, would you love me just as much if i was just your stupid kid say, would you love me just as much if i was just your stupid kid well isnt it saturday sure feels like saturday so wake me saturday daddy its saturday well my watch is off to things i never seen with these walls higher than the cost of opportunity cuz im too big for my bed and ive outgrown my shoes but my fear of leaving is the one thing just cant lose but daddy its sat i dont wanna go outside and mow the grass today say, would you love me just as much if i went out and got a job if i never left your house ???????????????????????? if i never matter much more im just your stupid kid would i love me just as much if i was just your stupid kid

You say you want a living sacrifice Well I am a burnt offering Crawling off the alter and Back in to the fire And with my smoke-filled lungs I cry out for freedom While locking and chaining myself To my rotting desires AND I HATE THE STENCH, BUT I SWALLOW THE KEY. AND WITH IT STUCK IN MY THROAT, CAN YOU HEAR ME? CAN YOU HEAR ME I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME, BUT I'M STILL A LONG WAY OFF I am shelled-shocked, and I have walked Through the trenches full of tears With the mortars of memory Exploding in my burning ears You stripped the trees of Lebanon And now you're stripping me Of the bark of false morality And the bite of selfish greed Can you hear me? I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME, BUT I'M STILL A LONG WAY OFF WILL YOU RUN TO ME? WILL YOU COME TO ME? WILL YOU MEET ME, WILL YOU GREET ME, WILL YOU DRAG ME HOME 'CAUSE I'M STILL A LONG WAY OFF I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME I'M COMIN' HOME, I'M COMIN' HOME

(vs. 1)
there are days i don't believe the words i say
like a life that i'm not living
a song that i'm not singing but to you

there are times that i believe i'm satisfied
like an intimate connection
despite this bad reception with you

(pre-chorus)
because i can't afford to pay
for most of what i say
so it's a lucky thing
that the truth's public domain

(chorus)
and i am like a mockingbird
i've got no new song to sing
and i am like an amplifier
i just tell you what i've heard
oh, i'm like a mockingbird

(vs. 2)
and yes, it's true that i need this more than you
like one whose name is many
have mercy, please don't send me away

(pre-chorus)
and i'll do all i can
to be a better man
oh i'll clean up this act
and be worse than we started

(chorus)

(vs. 1)
don't teach me about politics and government
just tell me who to vote for
don't teach me about truth and beauty
just label my music

don't teach me how to live like a free man
just give me a new law

(pre-chorus)
i don't wanna know if the answers aren't easy
so just bring it down from the mountain to me

(chorus)
i want a new law
i want a new law
gimme that new law

(vs. 2)
don't teach me about moderation and liberty
i prefer a shot of grape juice

don't teach me about loving my enemies

don't teach me how to listen to the Spirit
just give me a new law

(pre-chorus/chorus)

(bridge)
what's the use in trading a law you can never keep
for one you can that cannot get you anything
do not be afraid
do not be afraid
do not be afraid

(vs. 1)
poverty is so hard to see
when it's only on your tv and twenty miles across town
where we're all living so good
that we moved out of Jesus' neighborhood
where he's hungry and not feeling so good
from going through our trash
he says, more than just your cash and coin
i want your time, i want your voice
i want the things you just can't give me

(vs. 2)
so what must we do
here in the west we want to follow you
we speak the language and we keep all the rules
even a few we made up
come on and follow me
but sell your house, sell your suv
sell your stocks, sell your security
and give it to the poor
what is this, hey what's the deal
i don't sleep around and i don't steal
i want the things you just can't give me

(bridge)
because what you do to the least of these
my brother's, you have done it to me
because i want the things you just can't give me

(verse. 1)
i have come to give you life
and to show you how to live it
i have come to make things right
to heal their ears and show you how to forgive them

(pre-chorus)
because i would rather die
i would rather die
i would rather die
than to take your life

(chorus)
how can i kill the ones i’m supposed to love
my enemies are men like me
i will protest the sword if it’s not wielded well
my enemies are men like me

(verse. 2)
peace by way of war is like purity by way of fornication
it’s like telling someone murder is wrong
and then showing them by way of execution

(pre-chorus)

(chorus)

(bridge)
when justice is bought and sold just like weapons of war
the ones who always pay are the poorest of the poor

(chorus)

In God we trust
and the government is on His shoulders
in God we trust
through democracy and tyranny alike
in God we trust
He uses both good and evil men

in God we trust
so we fight for peace and He fights for us
in God we trust
even when He fights us for someone else
in God we trust
even when He looks like the enemy

in God we trust
even though our hearts are bankrupt
in God we trust
for more than just the value of our dollar bills
in God we trust
but there’s no gold behind these notes of reserve

in God we trust
even through our great presumption
in God we trust
even though He favors no nation-state
in God we trust
even when the blessing is a curse

(Chorus)
kiss me once more, please, before i go
kiss me sweetheart, and i won't go no more

'cause i feel a little drunk
like a man who just can't get enough
and there's just one thing that can cool my head

(chorus)

like an addict to his fix
so am i to your sweet lips
the wife of my youth, my drug of choice

(chorus)

(Vs. 1)
politics or love
can make you blind or make you see
make you a slave or make you free
but only one does it all

and it's giving up your life
for the ones you hate the most
it's giving them your gown
when they've taken your clothes

it's learning to admit
when you've had a hand in setting them up
in knocking them down

(chorus)
love is not against the law
love is not against the law

(vs. 2)
are we defending life
when we just pick and choose
lives acceptable to lose
and which ones to defend

'cause you cannot choose your friends
but you choose your enemies
and what if they were one
one and the same

could you find a way
to love them both the same
to give them your name

(chorus)

i've got faith in the bank and money in my heart
i've got a calloused place where your ring used to be, my love
i've traded naked and unashamed
for a better place to hide
for a righteous mask, a suit of fig leaves and lies

i thought the cattle on a thousand hills
was not enough to pay my bills
and i fell in love with those who proved me wrong
and now i want a broken heart

now there's a great pad lock
on the place where i was free
and i'm feeling bad from swallowing that key
now i work real hard but i mostly call in sick
of a broken back from the ground fighting back at me

i cannot look you in the eye
so i check the knots on my disguise
'cause i fell in love with fashion in the dark
and now i want a broken heart

i've got alibis for every crime
a substitute to do my time
'cause Your heart breaks enough on both our parts
and now i want a broken heart
now i want a broken heart
now i want a broken heart

you ravished me with one look of your eyes
you, you are fair, you're so fair, oh my love
better than wine is your love
if you can't find me it's alright, oh my love
stay with your friends, i will come speak to you
'cause you are mine, oh my love
and better than wine is your love

better than wine is your love, is your love
better than wine is your love, is your love
you are beautiful, eyes like doeves, oh my love
you have lips like jewels, hair of gold, oh my love
wild as a vine is your love
but btter than wine is your love

i tell you, my beloved
you cannot be replaced with my left hand beneath your head
and my right arm around your waist
so take a deep breath
because i feel a little drunk
but i'm in my right mind babe
and i know your love is much...

better than wine is your love, is your love
better than wine is your love, is your love
you are beautiful, eyes like doeves, oh my love
you have lips like jewels, hair of gold, oh my love
wild as a vine is your love
but better than wine is your love

i know i always let everybody down
i know i've got a bad name in this town
'cause my last friend stopped calling months ago
i know i always make you wait around
i know the way my promises must sound
and even though you've heard it all before
darlin' could you listen just once more

i've got a reputation with everyone
but i don't want one with you
i know you know me well enough by now
and you're loving me as well as you know how
but i need one more chance to let you down
'cause no one else will give it to me now

i've got a reputation with everyone
but i don't want one with you
i know you know me well enough by now
and you're loving me as well as you know how
but i need one more chance to let you down
'cause no one else will give it to me now

with you, i'm so glad to get into a bad situation
'cause nothing makes us close, nothing like a little incarceration

i've got a reputation with everyone
but i don't want one with you
i know you know me well enough by now
and you're loving me as well as you know how
but i need one more chance to let you down
'cause no one else will give it to me now...

i repent, i repent of my pursuit of america's dream
i repent, i repent of living like i deserve anything
of my house, my fence, my kids, my wife
in our suburb where we're safe and white
i am wrong and of these things i repent

i repent, i repent of parading my liberty
i repent. i repent of paying for what i get for free
and for the way i believe that i am living right
by trading sins for others that are easier to hide
i am wrong and of these things i repent

bridge
i repent judging by a law that even i can't keep
of wearing righteousness like a disguise
to see through the planks in my own eyes

i repent, i repent of trading truth for false unity
i repent, i repent of confusing peace and idolatry
by caring more of what they think than what i know of what we need
by domesticating you until you look just like me
i am wrong and of these things i

don't lie to me
tell me something true
'cause i'm only free
when i look at you

and you look so good it hurts
and love, i come undone

chorus
but i don't want medication
just give me liberation
even if it cuts my legs right out from underneath
don't give me medication
i want the real sensation
even when living feels just like death to me

don't paint my face
i need to see the scars
so i don't forget
the back of my tutor's arm

'cause i just can't keep it straight
which kills and which one saves

chorus

bridge
'cause the truth is i need you just like the air i breathe
just like a freight train needs the tracks beneath
so i'd rather suffer my whole life and be this rich man's wife
if loving you means suffering

chorus

as you came to us so we come to you
fragile as a baby hopeful and new
but learning fast that to walk is to fall
soon we've done it all

chorus
we come broken and we come undone
we come trying hard to love everyone
but we come up short in all that we do
because we do
so we come to you

as you came to us so we come to you
dirty and hurting then dead in the tomb
but raised redeemed to show off the scars
'cause you've brought us this far

chorus

tag
you came to show the way not around but through
so through it all we come to you

They'll know us by the t-shirts that we wear
They'll know us by the way we point and stare
At anyone whose sin looks worse than ours
Who cannot hide the scars of the curse that we all bear

They'll know us by our picket lines and signs
They'll know us by the pride we hide behind
Like anyone on earth is living right
And isn't that why Jesus died
Not to make us think we're right

Chorus:
But love, love, love is what we should be known for
Love, love, love
It's the how and it's the why
We live and breathe and we die

They'll know us by the reasons we divide
And how we can't seem to unify
Because we've gotta sing songs a certain style
Or we'll walk right down that aisle
And just leave 'em all behind

They'll know us by the billboards that we make
Just turning God's words to cheap cliches
Says, "What part of murder don't you understand"
But we hate our fellow man
And point a finger at his grave

Chorus

They'll know us by the t-shirts that we wear
They'll know us by the way we point and stare
Telling 'em their sin is worse than ours
Thinking we can hide our scars
Beneath the t-shirts that we wear

i'm robbing peter, i'm paying paul
i'm changing my name back to saul
i got to them and you know i'll get to you

i'm turning shepherds into sheep
and leaders into celebrities
it's holy sabotage, just look around you

chorus
'cause everything's for sale in the 21st century
and the check is in the mail from the 21st century

don't want the song i want a jingle
i love you Lord but don't hear a single
and the truth is nearly impossible to rhyme

but i know the songs with all the hooks
and i know some lies that will sell some books
so grab 'em fast, i'm running outta time

just keep selling truth in candy bars
on billboards and backs of cars
truth without context, my favorite of all my crimes

chorus

bridge
what works verses what's right
hey what's the difference tonight?

take out the sign, forget the meal
we've got a gym and a farris wheel
i swear it's just like the country club down the block

'cause you can make your life look good
you can do what Jesus would
but you'd be surprised what you can do with a hard heart

chorus

tag
i think you've got trouble in the 21st century
so welcome to the struggle, it's the 21st century
i never thought i'd make it to the 21st century
Lord, i love the 21st century

i write these words from the grave
'cause it's the only place that i'm safe
and only the dead are permitted to speak the truth

she's not real, she's the spokes on a wheel
but the way she moves will take you where you wanna go
and you're the one that she steals from
but if not you she's gonna find somebody else

'cause nothing is ever enough

chorus
and you love her but you know you've got to leave her
'cause she's leaving you with no way out

she's a jewel in the nose of a fool
she's beautiful but she don't know who she is
and you're a wreck because you suspect
that she'll never be who she was years ago

'cause nothing is ever enough

chorus

bridge
maybe you don't see it
but she's waiting everywhere you're gonna go
in the faces of the people who look at you
like someone that they know

chorus

I'm living in a car graveyard
My heart is up on blocks
I'm dying on a sail torn ship
I'm wrecking on your rocks
I've got a promise breaking foolish heart
That's broken into three
You took it Father, Son, and Ghost
And i have been set free

I'm dressed up like it's halloween
I'm greedy at your door
I'm naked as a crime scene
You're murdered on my floor
Though i'm cornered by the words i say
You're telling me to speak
You teach me how to kill and be killed
And how you set me free

I am my beloveds and my beloveds mine
And i am as surprised as any man born blind
But it's still coming in blurry
The images i see
But someday it will all come clear
And i will be set free

what looks like failure is success
and what looks like poverty is riches
when what is true looks more like a knife
it looks like you're killing me
but you're saving my life

chorus
but i give myself to what looks like love
and i sell myself for what feels like love
and i pay to get what is not love
and all just because i see things upside down

what looks like weakness can do anything
and what looks like foolishness is understanding
when what is powerful has not come to fight
it looks like you're going to war
but you lay down your life

chorus
what looks like torture is a time to rejoice
what sounds like thunder is a comforting voice
when what is beautiful looks broken and crushed
and i say i don't know you
but you say it's finished
when what is beautiful looks broken and crushed
and i say i don't know you
but you say it's finished

i can always tell a liar
and i always know a thief
i know them like my family
because brother i'm the chief
i'm a dangerous crusader
because i need to tell the truth
so i'm turning over tables
in my own living room

then i might nail indictments up
on every door in town
because it's not right or safe to let my conscience down
so i don't care if...

(chorus)
nobody loves me, nobody loves me
nobody loves me but you

the truth is never sexy
so it's not an easy sell
you can dress her like the culture
but she'll shock 'em just as well
because she doni¿½t need an apology for being who she is

and she don't need your help making enemies
so i don't care if...

(chorus)
i'll do whatever it takes to squeeze us into this wedding gown
i'll say the words that rattle your nerves
words like sin and faith alone

Mercy speaks by Jesus' blood
Hear and sing, ye sons of God
Justice satisfied indeed
Christ has full atonement made

Jesus' blood speaks loud and sweet
Here all deity can meet
And without a jarring voice
Welcome Zion to rejoice
Welcome Zion to rejoice

All her debt's been cast on Me
She must and shall go
All her debt's been cast on Me
She must and shall go free

Peace of conscience, peace with God
Be obtained through Jesus' blood
Jesus' blood speaks solid rest
We believe and we are blessed
We believe and we are blessed

All her debt's been cast on Me
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free

She Beloved of the Lord
Jesus' blood still speaks with power
All her debt's been cast on Me
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free

All her debt's been cast on Me
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free
She must and shall go free

go in peace to love and to serve
let your ears ring long with what you've heard
and may the bread on your tongue
leave a trail of crumbs
to lead the hungry back to the place that you are from

(chorus)
and take to the world this love, hope and faith
take to the world this rare, relentless grace
and like the three in one
know you must become what you want to save
'cause that's still the way
He takes to the world

go, and go far
take light deep in the dark
believe what's true
He uses all, even you

(chorus)

like a man comes to an altar i came into this town
with the world upon my shoulders and promises passed down
and i went into the water and my father, he was pleased
i built it and i'll tear it down so you will be set free

but i found thieves and salesmen living in my father's house
i know how they got in here and i know how to get 'em out
i'm turning this place over from floor to balcony
and then just like these doves and sheep you will be set free

i've always been a lover from before i drew a breath
some things i loved easy and some i loved to death
because love's no politician, it listens carefully
of those who come i can't lose one, so you will be set free

but go on and take my picture, go on and make me up
i'll still be your defender, you'll be my missing son
and i'll send out an army just to bring you back to me
because regardless of your brother's lies you will be set free

i am my beloveds and my beloved's mine
so you bring all your history and i'll bring the bread and wine
and we'll have us a party where all the drinks are on me
then as surely as the rising sun you will be set free

if you could love me as a wife
and for my wedding gift, your life
should that be all i'll ever need
or is there more i'm looking for

and should i read between the lines
and look for blessings in disguise
to make me handsome, rich, and wise
is that really what you want

(chorus)
i am a whore i do confess
but i put you on just like a wedding dress
and i run down the aisle
i'm a prodigal with no way home
but i put you on just like a ring of gold
and i run down the aisle to you

so could you love this bastard child
though i don't trust you to provide
with one hand in a pot of gold
and with the other in your side
i am so easily satisfied
by the call of lovers less wild
that i would take a little cash
over your very flesh and blood

(chorus)

because money cannot buy
a husband's jealous eye
when you have knowingly deceived his wife

the image of God invisible
the firstborn of all life
before and within, He holds it all in
one name, one faith, one Christ

(chorus)
no one is good enough to save himself
awake my soul tonight to boast nothing else

i trust no other source or name
nowhere else can i hide
this grace gives me fear, and this grace draws me near
and all that it asks it provides

(chorus)

(bridge)
no seam in this garment
all my rags to hide
no less than your love for Jesus is mine

when i stand on the edges of jordan
with the saints and the angels beside
when my body is healed and the glory revealed
still i can boast only Christ

(chorus x 2)

if you want my glory you gotta take my sin
if you want my future you gotta take my skin
if you want my heart you gotta take my blood
if you want my bed you gotta take my lust

(chorus)
'cause i'm not a half a man
i'm not a half a man
Lord knows i love you now
but a saint and a sinner is what i am

if you want my spirit you gotta take my booze
if you want my mystery you gotta take my clues
if you want my child you gotta take my kin
if you want my money you gotta take my rent

(chorus)

(bridge)
and i doesn't get better once you see the light
you wake to find that the fight has just begun
i used to be a damn mess but now i look just fine
'cause you dressed me up and we drank the finest wine

(chorus)

beloved these are dangerous times
because you are weightless like a leaf from the vine
and the wind has blown you all over town
because there is nothing holding you to the ground

so now you would rather be
a slave again than free from the law

(chorus)
beloved listen to me
don't believe all that you see
and don't you ever let anyone tell you
that there's anything that you need
but me

beloved these are perilous days
when your culture is so set in it's ways
that you will listen to salesmen and thieves
preaching other than the truth you've received

because they are telling lies
for they cannot circumcise your hearts

(chorus)
beloved there is nothing more
no more blessings and no more rewards
than the treasure of my body and blood
given freely to all daughters and sons

black eye from staring through a keyhole at my lover
i swear it’s not from his fists
when stockholm syndrome comes to where they’re keeping you
you never know what time it is

black eye is all it’s gonna take for me to love you
it’s written in my constitution
if you go, you know i’m coming with you
blind, bound by love

time is no friend to the ones who wait
for daylight to come
time looks the same at the ones who hate
and the ones that do nothing

black eye is what i’m gonna paint for your protection
to cover the tracks that you’re leaving
i misplace my face so we can be together
red lips change how you’re perceiving

time is no friend to the ones who wait
for daylight to come
time looks the same at the ones who hate
and the ones that do nothing

You wanna rock with the cops on the front line
you wanna kick it with the people in the back
you strike a match and you throw back a cocktail
there’s got to be a better way

it is harder to stay
it is harder to wait
to out-love, to out-suffer them

i wanna dream up a world i wanna live in
i wanna spray it on a building downtown
i wanna protest with patience and a paycheck
‘cause there’s got to be a better way

it is harder to stay
it is harder to wait
to out-love, to out-suffer them

don’t wanna wait
no drugs or sleep
i wanna hold your hand grenade

God bless these bombs
baptize this rope
lie with us in the bed we’ve made

it is harder to stay
it is harder to wait
to out-love, to out-suffer them

freddie, please
how could you do this to me
how could you tell me you love me when you hate me
freddie, please

you know i love you honey
but i’ll bleed you dry with money
i’ll talk where i know you can hear
‘cause freddie can’t you see
brother, you’re the one who’s queer

freddie, please
how could you do this to me
how could you tell me you love me when you hate me
freddie, please

the stone’s been rolled away
and you’re picketing my grave for loving the things you hate
but why do you seek the living among the dead

freddie, please
how could you do this to me
how could you tell them you love me when you hate me
freddie, please

i don’t want the Spirit, i want the kick drum
i don’t want the Spirit, i want the kick drum
i know how it works, oh i’m not dumb
i don’t want the Spirit, i want the kick drum

like sex without love
like peace without the dove
like a crime scene without the blood
i don’t want the Spirit, you know i want the kick drum

i don’t want the Son, i want a jury of peers
i don’t want the Son, i want a jury of peers
mascara’s gonna run when you see my tears
i don’t want the Son, i want a jury of peers

like lies without the truth
like wine without the fruit
like a skydive without the chute
i don’t want the Son, you know i want a jury of peers
i don’t want the Spirit, you know i want the kick drum

i don’t want the Father, want a vending machine
i don’t want the Father, want a vending machine
i know what i want if you know what i mean
i don’t want the Father, want a vending machine

like heaven without gates
like hell without flames
like life without pain
i don’t want the Father, you know i want a vending machine
i don’t want the Son, you know i want a jury of peers
i don’t want the Spirit, you know i want the kick drum