Teen Idols

1989 was her first all ages show
When she laid her eyes right on
This boy she had to know
But he had a girlfriend
And she was so damn mean
When he looked into her eyes
Her heart burst at the seams

She knows it's true, he's gonna forget you
And now there's nothing you can do
For now she waits outside
Cuz she knows she'll be the next in line

News of their breakup
Didn't come as quite a shock
Everybody knew it was
The tickin' of the clock
She's anticipating that he'll look to her
When he asked her out that night
Her mind was all a blur

It's warm out tonite
But I'm freezing
She said she's moving out
But there's just no good reason
I tried to tell her not to go
I turned the fire up
But it's still twenty below

Whatever happened to the girl I used to know?
Her sunny summer breeze
Turned to frigid blasts of ice and snow
Her stares are ice
And her shoulder's turning cold
What did I do to make her mercury start dropping low

It's not the first time that he's lied to me before
But I know I've had enough
I won't listen to him anymore
If he wants someone else why won't he tell me so?
Cos I'm left out in the cold
And the temperature is twenty below

Cold showers warm me up from nights we spent in bed
That's not lipstick on my collar
And I don't know any pretty redheads
Her accusations sending cold chills up my spine


And I'll always tell the truth
Because melted snowmen never lie

It's not the first time that he's lied to me before
But I know I've had enough
I won't listen to him anymore
If he wants someone else why won't he tell me so?
Cos I'm left out in the cold
And the temperature is twenty below

Twenty below our love is freezing
Why should we carry on if there's just no good reason?
Our frozen tears have turned to snow
My love can't make a spark when your hearts twenty below

Twenty below our love is freezing
Why should we carry on if there's just no good reason?
Our frozen tears have turned to snow
My love can't make a spark when your hearts twenty below

Nothing I've ever done could measure up to you
Nothing you've ever done could keep me from you
So I think I'll try a little harder now
Try to keep my life from burning up with doubt

I kill myself
Every time I think of you with somebody, anybody else
I kill myself
Every time I picture you with somebody, anybody else

Nothing I've ever done could keep my mind off you
Nothing you've ever done could push me from you
So I think I'll run a little harder now
Try to deep my life from turning upside down

I kill myself
Every time I think of you with somebody, anybody else


I kill myself
Every time I picture you with somebody, anybody else

I look at you
Looks like everything's better

I kill myself
Every time I think of you with somebody, anybody else
I kill myself
Every time I picture you with somebody, anybody else

Somewhere down on highway 51
Been thinkin' about you for so long
Can't seem to count the endless miles
Or the times I've missed your smile

But then you were so very young
And a young girl must move on
But there's nights that I wonder
If you remember

But I've been so far away
I really have to say
I never once forgot you
Or the memory of your face
But I've been so far away



Sometimes children make a vow
Friends forever starting now
They can't know what lies ahead
End up breaking words they've said

Our intentions were so good
Tried to work but never could
Let the children dream together
Forever

It's time to put down your easy bake oven
And all your other little girl things
Big girls don't play with toys
At least that's what it says in this magazine

She can't say why
She's ready to try and become what she sees around her
Now maturity has found her
All the big kids say
Girl you need to change your ways
And she finds that ok, she's a big girl now

Confusion rules a little girl's mind
When she tries to do those older girl things
Big girls make it look so easy
To catch the boys that always tease

She'll get hers some day
If only she can find her way
But she's got no time today


She's a big girl now

Rejection makes her feel so sad
Just like a little girl inside
She'll put on her big girl make-up
But it just accents the tears she can't hide

She can't say why
She wanted to trader her precious little girl dimples
For PMS, cigarettes, and pimples
She's searching for a way to be little girl someday
But she can't find a way
Because she's a big girl now

Remember back to you and me
And the way things were suppose to be
Remember how we'd run and play
And now those things just fadde away

But I tried, I tried
I can't see why we'd have to say goodbye

Thinkin' 'bout the old grey shed
And the pile of straw we called a bed
How we would waste our summer days
And now those memories are just a haze

What does it matter to ya
If I can see right through ya
What does it matter to ya
Can't ya see the lies were true

But when I see you now and then
With your arms around another man
It takes me back to you and me
And the way things were suppose to be

So well composed
You seem like absolute perfection
Much to perfect for a boy
Who is used to big rejection, so I

I watch you through a lens
Just slightly out of focus
You're so flawless in your smile
Although you never seem to notice and I

I never really thought that you'd be mine
Not in my dreams for a minute
I never really thought that you'd be mine
I'm tellin' myself to forget it
You wouldn't understand that you
Inspire me and fuel my photography
I never really thought that you'd be mine
I know that I'm just a dreamer (but)



You never really know when worlds collide
It could create something special
Or maybe we would just all explode and die
I guess I'm just too camera shy

Alone in my darkroom
I hang pictures that are drying
All the pictures are of you
And it's hard to keep from crying when I
I only see you through a
Lens that's telescopic
And you don't know that I'm there
But you're still my only topic and I

Standin' round at a punk rock show
I'm watchin' a band that's way too slow
I'm feelin' fine from beer and whine
But this damn place is a waste of my time
Let's go, alright!

Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
I'm feelin' fine cause I fuckin' lost my mind

I'm feeling real mean and getting obscene
I'll grab the first partner that I see
I'll grab him by the arm and swing him around
Then pull his hair and drag him to the ground
Let's go, alright!

Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
I'm feelin' fine cause I fuckin' lost my mind

Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
Fuck you! Come dance with me
I'm feelin' fine cause I fuckin' lost my mind

I just had to get away this morning
To keep you off my mind
Your memory haunts me without warning
And I need a place to hide
And a little help to just unwind

I want it, 'cause I'm comin' down
I was touchin' a place where I wanna stay
I need it, 'cause I'm comin' down
Can't face the fact that you've gone away
Gotta have it, 'cause I'm comin' down
I can't lose the way that I feel inside

I'll just pretend that you're still with me
To help me ease the pain
I'll still deny it until I'm fifty
Or until I go insane
From a drug contorted brain

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Written By WALSH, JAMES/STELFOX, JAMES/WESTHEAD, BARRY/BYRNE, BENJAMIN
<i>Lyrics &copy; EMI Music Publishing</i>

Once there was a man with the world in his hands
And his visions were known far and wide
But power breeds boredom so friends,
He ignored them his freedom just withered and died
Now he's grown old, reclusive and cold
Like a slug rotting deep in it's shell
Don't bother to reach him, you're too far beneath him
He'll tell you, tell you to go straight to hell

He's a cynical fool who's mad at the world
For holding him too close to their hearts
Becuase they can't compare to his arrogant air
With the feeble attempts to be smart
And it's not the way they seem
That makes him feel so cool
It's his stature up above them not because they love him


Because he's a cynical fool

Sarcastic comments with mean, hateful contents
Are considered by him to be mild
His asshole aggression has become an obsession
Due to the problems he faced as a child
Painted in a corner from slander made to order
He goes nowhere, has nothing to do
Don't feel sorry for him, just try to ignore him
I'm sure he'd do the same for you

Every day's Saturday when you're doin' time
I don't have to leave this room
Every day's Saturday when you're doin' time
Have a smoke and watch cartoons
Every day's Saturday when you're doin' time
I've got no place to be
Every day's Saturday when you're doin' time
Except the penitentiary

I'm stuck behind these bars for 25 to life
For robbing a liquor store and
Bumpin' off my wife

You don't have to feel sorry for me
That would never do
Sittin' around here is never lonely
'Cause all my friends are in here too
And we're saving a spot for you

Wednesday's visitation day
But you're never here
Don't wanna see me? That's O.K.
I don't miss you like the beer

I can't forget that night
or the arguement that made you run away
i thought you'd come back soon
but soon became a year and seven days

i stood there petrified
as they dragged your car
out of laurel lake
the overwhelming guilt
that it's all my fault
was all my heart could take

at night you always seem so near
it sometimes feels like you're still here

your voice will never fade away
forever in my dreams
i know you're always gonna stay
forver in my dreams
you're always young, with wings to fly
forever in my dreams
one place i know you'll never die
forever in my dreams

i hear your footsteps walking
around the room where our time was spent
i hope you know i miss you
i need to tell you how much that you meant

today i'll drive to roselawan
hang my head and put flowers on your grave
why did we always aruge?
it's not the way that brothers should behave

Woke up drunk again this morning
Blood on my sleeve and
Puke chunks in my hair

I don't care
And neither does this girl beside me
What was her name
I know her from somewhere

Just look at my hair in the mirror
It's turning grey
Give me another bartender
What else can I say

I don't remember last night
I know it's sometimes better to forget
They say that I'm scraping the bottom
At least I know I haven't been there yet


Won't care until it's too late
It's early, but I'm doing what I can
Tonight I'm gonna get drunk
I'm making my stand, a genuine whiskey man

Came in late to work again
Antoher hangover rumored as a flu
They don't have a clue

They know that such a fine young man
Would never hang around
The places that I do

When it's lonely,
She holds her pillow all alone
And things if only
She had somebody of her own

She scans the airways for their song
And holds back her tears to sing along
For her only one

She sings the slow songs
And every word is meant for him
She knows he's out there
Singing the same songs, listening in

She knows the DJ by his name
She dedicates all her songs the same
For her only one

And before the night is over
She'll request their special song


Even though he doesn't know her
In her mind he sings along

Looking out her window
She picks a star out of the sky
She wonders out loud,
Does he see the same star tonight

It's only time until they meet
And she'll look down every street
For her only one

Her only one's the only one she'll ever know

Take a moment and remember how things were
But don't get stuck there because
You're future's still unsure
Keep moving forward, there's adventure still in store
Make your way because there's always something more

I know good time days were fun, but the good times have just begun
Historian

We need hope for things that lie ahead
Don't take comfort in the things that cause you dread
It's the unknown that makes us run away
Don't waste it hiding


Reach out and seize the day

It's easy to get lost in a world of yesterdays
Can't move ahead when the past is in your way
Don't look back at the tracks left in the sand
You'll lose your way, with no one to hold your hand

How long, how long, how long,
How long, please tell me, how long
'Til you tell me that he's gone, how long

Too many time I have seen your cryin' eyes
While you're standing there with him
As your future's growing dim

You're afraid,
Though you're trying to be strong
It's a challenge to be brave

When he's oblivious to the pain
And it won't be very long
'Til you crumble from the strain
(It's wrong)

Indications on your arm


Tell the story of the harm
Of your father's power trip
All your bruises fit his grip

It's a crime
But you think that it's all your fault
'Cause it happens all the time

"You're an idiot", "Be a man"
Now you wanna shut his mouth
Feel the shotgun in your hand
(You can)

Oh, here she comes again, Ms. Nasty
Walking like the princess of the ball
Avoiding all the jealous girls
She thinks that all the boys
Are waiting on her beck and call

Why in the world has she singled me out
As the object of her dirty lust
What can I say to make sure there's no doubt
That she fills me with utter disgust
Please tell me 'cause

I don't want her telephone number
I don't want to give her a call
Forget about the flowers
And the chocolate covered candy
'Cause I don't even want her at all

Come here and put your arms around me
If only so she'll see me holding you
I've tried a hundred million ways
Of giving her the hint
But she still hasn't gotten a clue

Last night I saw you crying
In the arms of another guy and
Each lonely teardrop was for me
His hand was on your shoulder
Somehow you looked much older
New love has changed you totally

Each day it feels so strange
Since our closet's rearranged
I'm not feeling quite the same
Cuz I'm alone

I'm not the one
I'm not the one
I'm not the one who said
I don't want to be with you

I remember reading your letters
And the nights I slept with your sweater
The only thing you left behind
You said that you'd outgrown me
You were tired of feeling lonely
Now it's too late to change your mind

The other day I heard somebody saying
While our special song had been playing
They saw you yesterday shopping for 2 rings

The news like a bolt shot right through me
You'd only been seeing him barely 6 weeks
You said we needed some space to sort through feelings

You're crazy for staying with him
Now you're talking about lifetime commitment
Before he gets down on his knee
Won't you hear my insanity plea

I'm not thinking my thoughts very clearly
I'm thinking about starting my car and just merely
Breathing in carbon monoxide to take my life

And if the smoke doesn't do it
I'll soak down his house with gas and lighter fluid
And stab you both a million times with a butcher knife

Down and out again
It's nothing new
I guess it's always been this way, everyday
There's nothing I can do

I can't face the world again
Go back to bed
When you start with nothing
There's nothing that you can do
I just can't get ahead

With my back against the wall
I'm prepared to take the fall
I don't think I'll ever hear them say
King just for a day
If only once it would be nice
After all my sacrifice
Carved in stone above my grave
King just for a day



I've worked my life away
For someone else
Nothing to show for all my work
Like a jerk
I've done it all myself

Don't try to lend a hand
'Cause I'm too proud
I'm a self-made man,
A man that's turned into
A blank face in the crowd

Let's Make Noise
Let's make noise in the bathroom
Make everyone wonder what's going on
Let's make noise in the bathroom

Come on pretty baby now you won't regret
Get ready, on you mark, get set
Let's go down the hall and get real wet
I'll show you a time that you won't forget

The only thing that's wasted here is our time
These greeks aren't friends of yours, and they're no friends of mine
So let's take off all our clothes, and leave them all behind

Let's make noise in the bathroom
Make everyone wonder what's going on
Let's make noise in the bathroom

The time is right for making romance
'Cause the rest of these fools don't stand a chance
They won't even start to take down their pants
Come on with me and do the naked dance

The only thing that's wasted here is our time
Everybody's passed out for drinking strawberry wine
They Should have never bothered with our kind

Let's make noise in the bathroom
Make everyone wonder what's going on
Let's make noise in the bathroom

Alarm clock starts the day
I rub my eyes and try to delay
The painful crawl from my bed into the hall

Scratchin' my head
Eyes are all red
Feet are like lead
Like the walking dead
My hatred is fed as a girl with rosey cheeks just said

Good morning what a lovely day
The sun is shining down in golden rays
You're a very special person in your special way
How nice it's to see you everything's ok

My remote turns off the tube
I cuss out loud thend go to find some food
Somewhere cheap and fast, just like my life

At the restaurant
Ask what you want
They're missing some teeth
And they're underneath
The standard of scum but still they bring your food and say



Good morning what a lovely day
The sun is shining down in golden rays
You're a very special person in your special way
How nice it's to see you everything's ok

Get to my job
Get bullied by slobs
Take orders from knobs
Who work for the mob
While I'm getting robed I'll force a smile and try to say

Good morning what a lovely day
The sun is shining down in golden rays
You're a very special person in your special way
How nice it's to see you everything's ok

Here I go on another trip
Another meal I skip
Cos I'm lookin for something

It's something that I may never find
But I've got lots of time
And it's never for nothing

Cos one thing I won't do is lay down and die
Cos I'm not a quitter

Some things I've gotta figure out for myself
And you just can't tell me
And maybe some distant rainy day
I'll look back and I'll feel so silly
But til then I'll keep on pushin on
Until one day I'll break through
Become the man that I knew I'd be
And I will owe it all to you

Sometimes all that it's gotta take
Is to make mistakes
And my lesson is branded


But through my trials I will find my way
And I'll never say that my lesson was handed

Although you tried your best
To lend me a hand
This is still my lesson

Some things I've gotta figure out for myself
And you just can't tell me
And maybe some distant rainy day
I'll look back and I'll feel so silly
But til then I'll keep on pushin on
Until one day I'll break through
Become the man that I knew I'd be
And I will owe it all to you

Hangin around this place tonite
Makes it clear that I was right
About the things we had in store
Even though we were so poor
We had our flaws
You had your doubts
But I knew it would all work out
And when all the chips were down
You never came around
When the call came run or fight
You ran hard with all your might
You thought without you we'd be lost
You were wrong at such a cost
We've been so far, you've been so not
I've been bitter, said fuck a lot
Through this strife we are strong
We've come too far to be wrong

Now and then you feel so bad
Wishin for times you never had
But it's far too late
And tomorrow just won't wait
Now and then you feel so blue
Because time ran out on you
But the world has gotta spin
Now and then

We couldn't afford to treat you right
Cookies and milk tucked in at night
Nights of sleepin in our van
Wasn't park of your master plan
You have my pity that you fucked up
If you're still trying I wish you luck
You're gonna need all you can get
This world is hard for a peice of shit

Now and then you feel so bad
Wishin for times you never had
But it's far too late
And tomorrow just won't wait
Now and then you feel so blue
Because time ran out on you
But the world has gotta spin
Now and then

When I need a meal to satisfy me
My baby's right on time
I don't need a graduate of home ec.
Because she does just fine

Creamy, crunchy, plain or smooth
White or wheat with jelly too
There's nothing I wouldn't do
For my peanut butter girl
She's my peanut butter girl

She don't know how to make an omelette
Or pancakes, steak or stew
All she knows are peanut butter sandwiches


With jelly cut in two

Cut in half without the crust
She's the object of my lust
I love her because
She's my peanut butter girl

Johnny has a dream to make the sceen
Where all he has to do is make girls scream
Unbuckling his belt will surely make them melt
Turning butter into cream

For now, he's an unknown who's content to take orders
Stocking magazines, turning fives into quaters
Soon he'll make them see that he's got what it takes
When they get a look at his 14 inch snake



He's got a job in a porno shop, where he mops up for free
Oh, it may suck now, but he knows somehow
He'll see his face on a T.V. screen

We were friends from the start
As we played with heart
In the dark we made our way
Slowly we were makin it day by day
But envy caused hate
In our whole damn state
Cos you talked shit where we'd play
And your friends hated our friends
From what you'd say

Thought talking siht would be a hit
But it got back to our ears
Now you're hiding undercover with your fears
Now you gotta watch your back
And deny the facts
It's the worst you've felt in years
Teen idols don't trade mercy for bloody tears

Now you're saying you're sorry
That you were out of place
But we can't stand the sight
Of your lying face
Now you're groveling at our feet


Just like a whining, beaten pup
But if you're gonna kiss our ass
You'd better pucker up <i>[x4]

Now we know what you said
And we're seein red
You've mistaken us all for chumps
And the pogo punk crew
Will help us dish out your lumps

So I've got two tips:
You'd better wet your lips
Because you're gonna kiss a lot of rumps
And if you're gonna kiss our ass
You'd better pucker up <i>[x4]

Jenny knew which boy she liked
The only one with a motorbike
With a gleam in his eye
He was always combin' back his hair

She never saw him at school
He was too busy being cool
In his black leather jacket
He was king of anywhere

Rebel souls with their shadows of mystery
Tough to the last
Are becoming just a part of our history
Memories from the past
What happened to the heroes of yesterday
Where have they gone
Their vision's too important to fade away


We'll have to carry it on

Johnny was a teenage punk
Starting fights and getting drunk
He was ready for a rumble
With a switchblade at his side

Jenny hid and cried that day
She wanted to run away
When she overheard them say
That Johnny died

Parents fightin', my brother's lyin'
My girlfriend says my outlook's frightening
I'm always spendin' what grandpa's lendin'
My future and my job's dead ending

I'm going to the store
To be free once more

Won't you help me run away again
I've got to run away
I've got to find the place that I'm after
Won't you help me run away again
I just can't seem to run and hide
From the world outside
Won't you help me run away again

20
20 or Captain Morgan's
Can you help me pick my poison
It's always liquor or something quicker
My girlfriend will take some if you trick her

She's a poser, she's a poser
I can't think I like her any longer
She like punk rock and some hippie shit
Just depending on what the mood fits

She's a social pretender
She's just a fictional winner
Why can't she make up her mind
I wish she'd learn to think
For herself some day

She's a poser, she's a poser
She wants everyone to love her
She likes Ramones and the Boys to Men
And when she trips acid the Grateful Dead

I know what she's trying to pretend to be
And she's not the first that I've seen
She goes from prep to punk on Friday nights
And dresses up just like Halloween

She's a poser

There are times when a loving parent
Can spoil their child with earthly things
A heartfelt gift of a mom's endearment
Placed at the feet of her little king

But the king, in a tantrum
Demands more for his enter sanctum
And he, by his highness
Makes his request with little shyness
A man is the sum of what's he's done
Not that which he has owned

And his friends will grow from toil
And from the seeds that he's sown
But his friends will fall away
If he's got self intent
And alone he'll rule a thrown
With no empowerment



Forever a skinflynt

In a lifelong scheme of obtaining more
And more and more he's lost one thing
You must give some to take a little
Or a stench of greed is all you'll bring

And the stench is an odor
That can't be cleansed from a greed promoter
And married, a reputation of self-indulgent infatuation

Preserved in a glass tube in a dark deep freezer
making new friends with a cum filled beaker
children of science embraced defiance
and now they're 17 years old

doctors in the lab coats with electrode wires
fucked up their brains with synaptic fires
frankenstein-like they rise at twilight and rage
with a lust know as teenage

created and grown from fluid to flesh and bone
a flaw undetected that science could not have known
a child of the atom knows nothing of friend or foe


unleashed on the masses the test tube teens are go!

hidden in secret they grew too quickly
their social misguidance was twisted sickly
with man made feelings and scars still healing
they were hurled into an unsuspecting world

There's a spark that ignites the internal fire
It makes us strive for the best we can be and higher
Sometimes we stumble and we're back at the start
But it won't matter 'cause we're used to it hard
That's why it won't get us down, it's just the way that we are
It's not just the way that it works out sometimes
'Cause that we have was bought with our last dimes

Wherever we go through the rain and snow
From the sand and the sun to whichever way the wind blows
Each of our hearts make up equal parts
And they're bound by a cause that can't be held to man's laws
Facing the odds as human lighting rods
We grow strong from our pain though we've gone a little insane
Together we're one and as one we'll fall


However dark it seems, don't underestimate the team

Road life brings each of us close together
We don't sleep 'cause we know that it's now or never
It may be tough to ride and sleep in a van
Suspicuous looks and hiding out from the man
Can't tell us we're not a movement we just play in a band
We know what we want and we want it right now
Don't stand in our way 'cause we'll get it somehow

Transmission incoming from higher command
what are my orders today
you want me to eat from a garbage can
yes sir, i hear and obey

i've been on this mission all my life
for zero pay, but thats okay

the voice in my head controls me
it keeps me from feeling lonely
the voice in my head controls me
a mission for me and me only
one agent alone in your nation
my specialty's inflirtation
they're coming to capture and hold me
the voice in my head just told me

undercover in a land of enemy spies
i live disguised as a bum
primary targer, discovering lies
what will their purpose become

i've been on this mission all my life
for zero pay, but thats okay

the voice in my head controls me
it keeps me from feeling lonely
the voice in my head controls me
a mission for me and me only
one agent alone in your nation
my specialty's inflirtation
they're coming to capture and hold me
the voice in my head just told me

Dominance, a portrayal of his being
Indifference is the image we are seeing
But image isn't everything
And everything he has we've been shown
His outer shell is ruggedness
But inside he is cold and alone

He fools the world day by day
By actions he is showing
They yield his territory
Without ever really knowing
That inside his heart remains a little child
Who's fearful of the world
And retaliates by pretending he is wild

He's a tuff guy who walk the walks
Tuff guy who talks the talk
Tuff guy believing not what he says or who he is

His wayward bas-ass attitude
Makes him feared and hated
But someone will expose the hoax
Of this monster he's created
When that day arrives
He'll hang his head in shame
And laughter will be heard
At the mere mention of his name

Creating a past of action tales
And bold heroic glory
Amounts to a collection of exaggerated stories
Reality clarifies that only one thing is true
Whether to believe or not is only up to you

In a modern evolution there are brand new creatures
Classified loosely as technology freaks
Always searching cyberspace for upgraded features
Ridiculed by others, labeled retards and geeks

I want to pull the plug and cause your system to crash
But then where would you be?
With no heated up discussions in an internet chat
You look like a helpless, virtual loser to me

Virtual, virtual, virtual loser

Their closest human contact
Is through a keyboard and mousepad
But you can't take a computers to the senior prom
To reach 'em write loser care of mommy and dad
or www.loser.com

Drove past the old house today
And couldn't realize
Whey my new friends couldn't see
The home that I saw with my eyes

Then I remembered that I hadn't
Been there in so long
And the things I'd seen
And things I'd done
Were memories that had gone

They'd just laugh and call me
The old senitmental fool
I know they're right
So I'll try to hide the pain
Because it breaks my
Heart to hear them say

Tear down the house on West End Road
It's been condemned a year and a day
It's paint is chipped, the bricks are old
The city says it's just in the way



Tear down the house on West End Road
It once was home to all of my dreams
Back when we were so young and bold
Has it really been so long
Since we fell apart at the seams

(Seems) Like just the other day
I saw it the first time
It needed paint, it needed work
It was run-down, but was mine

You wouldn't know it if you
Went and looked at it today
But that house hold the most
Treasured part of my past, in a way

Someone spoke your name again
And it took me back to a time when we
We were more than friends
I realized I was staring at the floor
And all my friends keep telling me
I do it more and more

I try so hard push you from my mind
And get a grip on life and then it's
Slowly slipping away
But in my room I sit by the window in a chair
And remember you sitting there
With your picture in my hand

It brings me back when I hear your name
Remembering childhood games and playing in the rain


I sometimes wonder if you feel the same
Because I think of us when I hear your name

I lose myself in memories
Of pleasant times because in all my dreams
You're always by my side
Things aren't what they used to be
And I wonder if it's destiny for me
To wake up alone