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| 2:46 | ||||
Hypnotherapist:
"Close your eyes and begin to relax Take a deep breath, and let it out slowly Concentrate on your breathing With each breath you become more relaxed Imagine a brilliant white light above you focusing on this light as it flows through your body. Allow yourself to drift off as you fall deeper and deeper into a more relaxed state of mind Now as I count backward from ten to one you will feel more peaceful, and calm. Ten. Nine. Eight. Seven. Six You will enter a safe place where nothing can harm you Five. Four. Three. Two. If at any time you need to come back all you must do is open your eyes One Nicholas: Safe in the light that surrounds me Free of the fear and the pain My subconscious mind Starts spinning through time To rejoin the past once again Nothing seems real I'm starting to feel Lost in the haze of a dream And as I draw near The scene becomes clear Like watching my life on a screen Hello Victoria so glad to see you My friend. |
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| 11:16 | ||||
Murder, young girl killed
Desperate shooting at Echoe's hill Dreadful ending, killer died Evidently suicide A witness heard a horrifying sound He ran to find a woman dead and Lying on the ground Standing by her was a man Nervous, shaking, gun in hand Witness says he tried to help But he'd turned the weapon on himself His body fell across that poor young girl After shooting out in vain The witness ran to call for assistance A sad close to a broken love affair Our deeds have traveled far What we have been is what we are She wanted love forever But he had another plan He fell into an evil way She had to let him down She said "I can't love a wayward man" She may have found a reason to forgive If he had only tried to change Was their fatal meeting prearranged? Had a violent struggle taken place? There was every sign that lead there Witness found a switchblade on the ground Was the victim unaware? They continued to investigate They found a note in the killer's pocket It could have been a suicide letter Maybe he had lost her love I feel there's only one thing left to do I'd sooner take my life away than live without losing you Our deeds have traveled far What we have been is what we are All that we learn this time (What we have been is what we are) Is carried beyond this life |
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| 3:17 | ||||
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| 6:17 | ||||
Nicholas:
She never really had a chance On that fateful moonlit night Sacrificed without a fight A victim of her circumstance Now that I've become aware AND I've exposed this tragedy A sadness grows inside of me It all seems so unfair I'm learning all about my life By looking through her eyes Just beyond the churchyard gates Where the grass is overgrown I saw the writing on her stone I felt like I would suffocate Inloving memory of our child So innocent, eyes open wide I felt so empty as I cried Like part of me had died I'm learning all about my life By looking through her eyes And as her image Wandered through my head I wept just like a baby As I lay awake in bed And I know what it's LIKE TO lose someone you love AND this felt just the same She wasn't given any choice Desperation stole her voice I've been given so much more in life I've got a son, I've got a wife I had TO suffer ONE LAST TIME TO grieve FOR her AND say goodbye Relive the anguish of my past TO find OUT who I was AT LAST The door has opened wide I'm turning with the tide Looking through her eyes |
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| 13:21 | ||||
The Sleeper:
Shine- lake of fire Lines take me higher My mind drips desire Confined and overtired Living this charade Is getting me nowhere I can't shake this charade The city's cold blood calls me home HomeIt's what I long for Back homewhere I belong The city- it calls to me Decadent scenes from my memory Sorrow- eternity My demons are coming to drown me Help- I'm falling, I'm crawling I can't keep away from its clutch Can't have it, this habit It's calling me back to my home The Miracle: I remember the first time she came to me Poured her soul out all night and cried I remember I was told there's a new love that's born For each one that has died I never thought that I Could carry on with this life But I can't resist myself No matter how hard I try Living their other life Is getting them nowhere I'll make her my wife Her sweet temptation calls me home HomeIt's what I long for My homewhere she belongs Her ecstasy- means so much to me Even decieving my own blood Victoria watches and thoughtfully smiles She's taking me to my home Help- he's my brother, but I love her I can't keep away from her touch Deception, dishonor It's calling me back to my home Nicholas: Her story- it holds the key Unlocking dreams from my memory Solving this mystery Is everything that is a part of me Help- regression, obsession I can't keep away from her touch Leave no doubt, to find out It's calling me back to my home |
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| 6:24 | ||||
Disc 2 | ||||||
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| 4:12 | ||||
It doesn't make any sense
This tragic ending In spite of the evidence There's something still missing Heard some of the rumors told A taste of one's wealth Did Victoria wound his soul? Did she bid him farewell? Victoria: One last time We'll lay down today One last time Until we fade away One last time We'll lay down today One last time We slowly fade away Nicholas: Here I am inside his home It holds the many clues To my suspicions And as I'm standing here right now I'm finally shown what I have always known Coincidence I can't believe As my childhood dreams slowly come true Are these her memories Awakened through my eyes This house has brought back to life An open door I walk on through Into his bedroom Feeling as cold as outside The walls disappear To some woman who's screaming A man pleads forgiveness His words I cannot hear |
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| 4:03 | ||||
Open your eyes And turn off your mind Step right up folks "Step right up folks" [Spoken by Mike Portnoy] and you will find A growing trend An epidemic Spread with zen And hypodermics, yeah Yeah Just close your mind You can find all you need with your eyes The big machines take care of you Until you kill yourself And then the sales go through the roof Calculated, formulated Feed my head with simple thoughts And let me breathe instead of being taught All bottled up and tearing at the seams I'm bored Just let me breathe A daily dose of eMpTyV Will flush your mind right down the drain Shannon Hoon and Kurt Cobain, Make yourself a household name, yeah-yeah Yeah Just close your mind You can find all you need with your eyes The big machines take care of you Until you kill yourself And then the sales go through the roof Calculated, formulated Feed my head with simple thoughts And let me breathe instead of being taught All bottled up and tearing at the seams I'm bored Just let me breathe Strike up your best angst ridden posture, whoa Manufactured anger Let's not forget my legacy All my heroes have failed me Now they're dead and buried, yeah Just close your mind You can find all you need with your eyes The big machines will take care of you Until the fashion fades And the checks go through My bankroll's red And my face is blue And still they'll turn their backs on me for someone new Feed my head With some real thoughts And let me think instead Of being taught I'll say things You won't believe Just stand back Just let me breathe... |
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| 2:35 | ||||
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| 6:22 | ||||
5. |
| 5:13 | ||||
to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)
Live another day Climb a little higher Find another reason to stay Ashes in your hands Mercy in your eyes If you′re searching for a silent sky... You won′t find it here Look another way You won′t find it here So die another day The coldness of this words The message in his silence, "Face the candle to the wind..." This distance in my voice Isn′t leaving you a choice So if you′re looking for a time to run away... You won′t find it here Look another way You won′t find it here So try another day They took pictures of our dreams Ran to hide behind the stairs And said maybe when it′s right for you, they′ll fall But if they don′t come down Resist the need to pull them in And throw them away Better to save the mystery Than surrender to the secret You won′t find it here Look another way You won′t find it here So try another day |
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| 6:40 | ||||
Disc 3 | ||||||
1. |
| 7:34 | ||||