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| 4:02 | ||||
2. |
| 4:20 | ||||
Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt Make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird, you build, build my world And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today Drown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep your hands free Open scars The quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground And you say you sacrificed And then I close my eyes And then I close my eyes Judge me now Used to be afraid to let it show Bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much brighter from today A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) A king in my own mind (Judge me now) Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down) A king in my own mind Everything's in place So much better from today A king in my own mind... |
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3. |
| 3:06 | ||||
I'll always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results I'll never enter your heaven Make the most out of my dirty cell Creeps infected by control That's what put me in here Dig deep don't think you ever get To the place where they buried me The last glimpse that I have Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore I release my last tear My frustration My conversation Why are we even here? the abuse That we use I do not longer care The cold worms and me We are all right We are free The dead light inside Fuel to new seed New world I hide When there are only my bones Please put them in use Want to be part of a new dawn The day darkness disappears Don't release these chains Never been closer to myself All your mistakes run through As I realize what we become The end is here to bid farewell I'll turn to ash and hear them sing Songs about my emotions dead and alone Don't make an effort You don't know me anyway |
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4. |
| 3:48 | ||||
Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed - something's missing Self control - forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above her I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I'll drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle Fear - there's a way out Touch of red Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be |
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5. |
| 4:01 | ||||
I can be as angry as I want to be
Just watch me burn (need to be motivated) I think you're way to cold Just watch and learn I'll never sleep here anymore My house is not my home I like you better dead I'm better off alone Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow Your vision may be in colour But you look all pale In these times we should be learning But with you I'll always fail Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow I need to save myself before I drown It took so long to see The world your mind creates It Pushes me under Destiny will you cure me? Trust will you age with me? Hear me scream Destiny will you cure me? Hear me scream As I face tomorrow |
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6. |
| 4:22 | ||||
I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind Ready to explode in purity To fill the holes inside An ever moving stream With glowing rays of light Emotions tied to past lies And I know I should let go Tamed with confidence of brighter future I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more Another dawn collapses Do I need to be reminded? A glimpse of my safe home A path to hide all anger I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more In circles I catch A torch carried by the immortal From depths that I created In vain echoes fade Burn out Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. Fueled these new shores burn Dark past lies cold Shadow, my sweet shadow To you I look no more. |
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7. |
| 3:23 | ||||
We were one in words
You finished my sentences I could never attract tomorrow It pushes me aside I sink in waters deep Your presence kept me floating Far from depths where secrets lie Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meet I once read a poem Held my breath But that moment's gone First time I felt life somewhat hurts I need an option, a reason, and some hope Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines But my ground is shaking and I might fall I wish that I could say I wish that I could be your evil in a closet |
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8. |
| 4:02 | ||||
9. |
| 4:39 | ||||
Take a knife and carve it in
Want to see your faults As a part of your pretty skin Everyone has a tragedy I want you to wear yours in pain Oblivion can no longer shade you Reminder by the tattered tissue Bleak silence Errors stigmatised in you A weak worn out friend There's nothing left for me Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way I will crawl into your vault Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts Leaving a hotbed of virulence Your world inside slowly redesigned Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way Again and again Your face reminds me of a bleak future Despite the absence of hope I give you this sacrifice You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way You're so far Behind being my hero Drift away Save yourself Don't end up zero Cause I'll look the other way. |
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10. |
| 3:23 | ||||
I am the past
Future I've been chosen You think it's over But I'm ready to go I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time I am a surprise Even to myself I'm a genious Superhero of the computer rage In plastic I'll bury I am what you fear I've been chosen The world as you know it just died It's the end of all time Everything you say is denied I'll be the devil on this ride Dark clouds in your heaven Your end has only begun You can scream but the re's no rescue I promise I'll make you sure you die in time I am the maggot In your infected life No matter how hard you try I'll leave without a scar I am a legend In your infotainment life It's when I say it's over It's you who's been chosen |
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11. |
| 4:13 | ||||
Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep You push me out, I feel far The absence, close to me The otherside I crawl You push me out, I fall Heal my wounds with everything Away you complicate me Sick of cycles, drop to zero A while just like last times My least favourite re-run Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey Escape familiar home Memories remains alone Reality trapped inside The wicked descend - I hide Testing higher mentality I conquer myself through this A furious path to walk New space does exist beyond In silence I dwell Displeased Remain with the seed of unfulfilment Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there |
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12. |
| 3:43 | ||||
I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by Don't ask me the same questions Just deny I'm there Like the time around me This room is filled with nothing Fell awkward in a place with many Leave this space to me I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward Still and breathless I don't care what's behind To you I look for energy To catch my breath again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again The world looks old to me Tonight I drink myself sober Soon this could be over Tale a picture of the pale New morning knocking Feels just like always Pen down my regrets I reach to you again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I channel the pain through this The paper, the pen, your eyes To stare into what's next It frightens me No control, no reward I'm in circles again I'm in circles again I'm in circles again |
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13. |
| 3:45 | ||||
I run this world alone
A song stuck in my mind Are you feeling alright? Don't mind if you ask me once Discover me like emptiness A defense for a broken heart Still offers a smile to the world betrayed... Always close to the drop Disapear with yesterday Cure this dream that makes me fall Blame me... Escape me... It was you who walked away Tie me... For my sake To the dream that haunts you Could never stand the middle Want to go far and further But something drags me down Shapes me... Forms me... Into delusion Always close to the drop Disapear with yesterday Cure this dream that makes me fall Blame me... Escape me... It was you who walked away Tie me... For my sake To the dream that haunts you As I bank other options Make this picture distant Signing off Leave me alone I blur you into the never... Always close to the drop Disapear with yesterday Cure this dream that makes me fall Blame me... Escape me... It was you who walked away Tie me... For my sake To the dream that haunts you |
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14. |
| 3:27 | ||||
your self control makes me fell alone
i've tried confidence, had it breakfast today i've lost the perfection,a mess without words (and) as the seasons change i'll continue to ignore the image i project - me without me the picture that i scanned is borrowed after the education you stopped making sense to me seems to me that it's all the same, time and time again slowly, all that i believed in, turning into a lie to aim and miss, my supernatural art spending to much time with myself trying to explanin who i am how come it's possible i wish there was a way (suddenly) i feel so invinsible i'm the sculpture made out of clay i need someone to break the silence before it all falls apart i need something to cling onto before i break you in parts so afraid of what you may think and all the plastic people that surrounds me i have to find the path to where it all begins to teach the world my supernatural art |
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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16. |
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura It seems that life's so fragile I guess I'll fly some other time I lack from superhighway thoughts Won't live as long as the city lights Soaked by underwater times Electric splash on a midnight drive Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride Sometimes I don't belong Release me from your world Pacified by the small things in life I wait for earthquakes to rearrange Never been able to use the force I only have it read to me Despite all the misguided faith I'll find a place in this mess Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Early morning moments A glimpse of joy But soon it's over And I return to dust As I try to be Everything and everyone I shrivel up and waste away -Solo- Wish I could rape the day just something radical Lost the sense of sweet things Who's gonna take me widely? Guided by the pinball map The driver, still unknown to me Who was sent to glorify? Before we injected this common pride |
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17. |
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Welcome here, the squirrel-wheel begins
Fasten the left hand belts Remember not to think too much And your trip will be numbingly pleasant! Nobody knows... Non-caring is the easiest way But to secure a passage to the second plane You have to complete level one! Their dead-smile lips turn on their TV While urban gravestones scrape the skies Rising over marionette cities, and marionette skies Nobody cares... This is episode 666 Destination chaos! Each and all an actor blind... This is episode 666 Destination chaos! Each and all an actor blind... This is episode 666 Destination chaos! This is episode 666 Destination chaos Each and all an actor blind... Nobody knows... Nobody cares... This is episode 666 Destination chaos! Each and all an actor blind... This is episode 666 Destination chaos! Each and all an actor blind... |