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Headstong
by Earshot Strapped down and heavy, tied up and bound This weight I carry, this weight I've found So, let me be the one to say I've really had enough Downfallen on (Yes, you meant the world to me) My sweet love So headstrong (Are you?) Strong One time too many You've let me down Won't think what could be Can' feel much now Downfallen on (Yes, you meant the world to me) My sweet love So headstrong (Are you?) Strong Does it realy meant that much to you, To hide your fear, to test the way I feel Watch me fall Watch me break Watch me crawl Watch me throw it all away I can't believe the things you say, so wrong for how I eel this way I'm sleeping to relieve this strain so... Calmly, slowly, softly, just let it all just drift away |
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Looking through the hole of time
I can see the end is coming closer - I can hear it calling (beating away at me) touching every soul in fear comforting from far and near how I wish you all the best (in all your misery) Angry and I'm feeling so (scared) only cuz i wanna face all these fears I close my eyes (I'm drifting out far away) angry and I'm feeling so... only cuz I wanna face all these fears I close my eyes (to sleep off this misery) Hello darkness there inside blacking out the light of day stick your heart out open wide let it go and find its way Looking through the hole of time (you'll never get away) touching every soul in fear (and all of your misery) looking through the hole of time (you'll never get away) closer - I can hear it calling (beating away at me) |
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You stay all in one piece when broken Kind remarks and your words soft spoken Driving far from the path of destruction Coming ever so close to throwing it all away again Is this all some great big lie Twisting and working on something deep down That you should've never kept inside Chorus How much must I live through Just to GET AWAY! All this tension and so alive How much must I live through Just to GET AWAY! All these pressures that make your head feel so tight(chorus end) You've been through the worst encounters Searching out the truth the lyin' way You have thoughts of peace in silence Coming ever so close to throwing it all away again Is this all some great big lie Sick and disturbing You want no answers But you should have never looked inside Chorus sometimes it seems easier to burn it to the ground Chorus wouldn't it be easier (x2) to get away wouldn't it be easier easier to get away |
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Don't leave me alone
I'm feeling so numb I need you to be here, I need you to call and everything's wrong a beautiful shame everything's ugly, hazy, and gray doesn't it hurt? trick and control you deceive and destroy you doesn't it hurt? forget and move on I'm here and I'm strong I've got you to blame when it's finally done I'm not afraid of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday I'll let go of all this hate for you... I'll let go of all this hate Does it make you feel inside what you've never felt before does it promise you a life, but that left you all alone doesn't it hurt? trick and control you deceive and destroy you doesn't it hurt? forget and move on I'm here and I'm strong I've got you to blame when it's finally done [chorus] |
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Wait, there is too much on my mind
are we here just to simply pass the time? all these questions awake inside my head all these questions awake inside me...[repeat] Now, what I would give what I would try... to be with just an ordinary girl what I would give again, only if I... could be with just an ordinary girl Stop, I'm not happy anymore you bring heartache and anger to the core I have nothing to give inside me now I have nothing to give inside me...[repeat] [chorus] Doesn't really matter, I'm alone now thrown out to the world do you feel the same? cuz we all feel the same...sometimes |
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Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it all
abused and beat down and thrown to the wall how can they do this to someone at all? something so awful woke up this morning I hoped and I prayed nothing can stop me I'm well on my way if I can have anything that I want why does this happen? We gain, we lose, we fall and we stand right up again we gain, we lose and we fall and we stand right up again I can be anything I want to be losing myself in a world that can't be coming together and falling apart we stand....we fall.... I can see clearly the crack in your soul looking for something to patch up the hole if you need someone to reach for, console, just call my name... you have been searching for so long inside a meaningful calling your heart can't deny I try so hard just to stand on my own how can this happen? (again) [chorus] I can finally see the light no more darkness I feel so much more alive |
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Fall to my knees just to be close to God
and I fall to the floor from your love I am weakened by your tenderness and touched by your innocence I search just to find that you're enough I'm here, call on me everything, you and me every moment I think of you is...(every thought that shatters) All this time just to break up I'm bored and so alone wake up I'm bored and so alone wake up I will be your protector guided by the light from heaven I will stand and never be undone like a flame with a million hours keeping warm this enchantment all that goes inside this grace is yours I'm here, call on me everything, you and me every moment I think of you is...(every thought that shatters) [chorus] Love me, love me before you tell me all the reasons why you wouldn't have me everything's so fucked up in my head I don't know for sure that's what she said tell me, tell me please won't you let me tell you how inside I feel so empty nothing left just thoughts of better times letting heal this broken heart and mind I can't find your will to be saved waking all this fear inside me I can't find your will to be saved wake up find yourself inside me |
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I never cared much for this world
(I just want to be someone like you) but I never said I wouldn't reach deep down to blow them all away I can feel it but I don't know where my life's supposed to go I can see it but I'm covered by the fear of the unknown I could hear it but my head's too sick to listen on my own wanna do it my way I never had much of my own (I just wanna feel the sun like you) but I never said I wouldn't spread these wings to rise and fly away [chorus] Will I be here for you? of course I will just remember when you're by yourself... I've faced trying times, and I've seen pain I've been through many different walks of life and just because I haven't seen them all doesn't really matter cuz I'm floating [chorus] |
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| 3:13 |
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I can't stay forever
and you're too insulting to me (darling) I can't live forever and be who they want me to be and... I I cannot pretend I will not surrender these dreams in my head I I will not disguise they cannot cover the stars in my eyes asleep I lie Fall, like I do will this be the first time for you? walk on me, I walk on you stuck on me, stuck on you [chorus] All the things they're telling me make me wanna up and leave but I'm not sure that now's the time and I'm not sure of anything but even if I crossed the line at least I'm being true to life It's me out with the stars tonight [repeat] [chorus] |
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I wanna be sure
I wanna make clear I want you to know I love you my dear me, I'm so dirty, covered in spite maybe you'll come back cuz you want me, maybe you won't But you were so young don't you feel dumb? you're not the only unfortunate one Held in your head the things that they said and all of the lies and bad things they did me, I'm unworthy, callous and cold maybe you need me cuz you're lonely, maybe you don't and we all live and make mistakes and build up walls that make us safe spitting on all that make us sick |
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| 4:15 |
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I struggled with this pain inside, but it was too strong
you looked so catatonic, you knew it was wrong destructive, tainted, heated words scraped off your tongue singing wholly sinful song if you feel the way I feel and you want to go to heaven for the first time one more time you wanna know why I am the way I am you wanna hear the truth the love the way that only I can tell you wanna hear a song that moves and hangs inside of you you wanna feel and see the magic that only I can sell I'm gonna plug it in, turn it up, settle in and turn the self-indulgent matrons over belly up I'm gonna find a way to touch you and blow away the hate for you to hear this fallen angel's song (chorus) my dear friends out there, standing atop the mountain did you find your faith in God when you found that you were buried at the bottom (chorus) |
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