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I feel nothing
Longing for something Lie in bed to take your clothes off Show me what you're made of Drugs to soothe me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate I'm not gifted Slightly twisted Try hard try hard To see if I can push you any further Drugs to soothe me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate Please believe you'll save me, rearrange me I can feel your feelings running through me Take away my sorrow my tomorrow Heal me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate I'm suffocating SUFFOCATE (come suffocate) |
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| 2. |
| 4:50 |
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I'm kinda numb
It’s so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces I’ve fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. Just Just Just Just go Go Go All these fucking (lies 3x) All your fucking (lies 3x) |
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| 3. |
| 4:36 |
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I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mothers always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father (2x) I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me (I'm failing it) I'm begging you to please come save me from myself I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means |
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| 4. |
| 4:10 |
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RAW
The pictures left with me won't fade These images affect me every day Cause of you I feel I don’t deserve The life I see in her Just don't leave me RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I've never been someone who knows My choices haunt me everywhere I go Finally did something right for myself My life to you no one else Just don't leave me RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold I'm so cold I feel so cold I CAN'T TAKE THIS RAW I feel so... Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I feel so… RAW |
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| 5. |
| 4:41 |
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You take away...
I feel the same You take away... I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I've lost myself inside that tainted smile again *'Cause you can't feel my anger! you can't feel my pain! you can't feel my torment driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring me pain you can't take away make me whole again I feel the chain... stuck in your way And you ripped me apart with those grown up things you say Can't deal with this shit anymore I just walk away *Repeat Mudshovel You take away... I feel the same... all these promises... promised only pain... if you take away... and leave me with nothing again... *Repeat You will feel my anger! You will feel my pain! You will feel my torment driving you insane I can fight these feelings they will bring you pain you won't take away I'll be whole again Mudshovel |
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| 6. |
| 4:05 |
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I force myself through another day
Can’t explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel rooms my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home |
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| 7. |
| 4:59 |
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Trust In me can't trust
I know, I don't believe it All my life so scarred what for, you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be, you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear so loud, why can't you hear it I'm OK All my faith is gone you think I couldn't find it Pieces falling down shattered, nothing behind it In my mind alone, Lost here I'm separated Crawl deeper in my hole safe here from what I hated All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show can't believe it Want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me All your artificial words won't heal me Because you can't accept me And I hate myself And I hate my face And I hate my world And I hate my ways And I And I And I I'M NOT OK! I'm OK Trust In me can't trust Iknow, I don't believe in All my life so scarred what for,you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be, you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear why can't you feel it All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show can't believe in Want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me All your artificial words won't heal me Because you can't accept me I don't believe it [x2] |
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| 8. |
| 4:29 |
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I'm so lonely
You're so beautiful Not the only One that's pitiful Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces Craving all of your deadly vices Like to think that I'm not addicted But I guess I wear it well And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Here I am now Not a lot has changed Nothing' better Everything's the same Late at night I can hear your voices Talking shit about all my choices You would think you've known me forever Just because you know my name And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Everything falls apart Everything... (3x) Everything falls apart Everything (3x) And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through |
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| 9. |
| 20:58 |
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CAN'T BREATHE!
SHUTUP! I feel I give everything to you CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I think there's nothing left to do CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I don't like today Take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kind of like the way everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I dont' look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I feel you are what saves my soul CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I think I'll never lose control CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I don't like today Take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kind of like the way everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I dont' look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you Can't understand it Your killing this planet With scabs on her face It's a fucking disgrace I blame you CAN'T BREATHE! SHUTUP! I don't like today Take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kind of like the way everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I dont' look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you |
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