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do you worry that you're not liked how long till you break you're happy cause you smile but how much can you fake an ordinary boy an ordinary name but ordinary's just not good enough today alone I'm thinking why is superman dead is it in my head we'll just laugh instead you worry about the weather and whether or not you should hate are you worried about your faith kneel down and obey you're happy you're in love you need someone to hate an ordinary girl an ordinary waist but ordinary's just not good enough today doesn't anybody ever know that the world's a subway... |
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| 2. |
| 4:03 |
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and Sara thinks she's died here once before she's crazy a pop-up book of flowers from grade 4 are driving her insane no-one knows why she's sad tonight no-one can help her find crying, she couldn't afford the view crying, these automatic flowers won't do another brick another window frames the confusion her garden blooms but Sara can't see straight she's drinking herself blind |
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| 3. |
| 4:46 |
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Carnival you know you're not a strong man/ and you're just about to cry/ hang on it's alright/ you worry about the future/ the sign said "Yoga Class for Cats"/ it's okay/ the dynamite is waiting/ they bankrupted the sky you're frustrated by the cracks in the pavement and every mother's back... once again/ the carnival closed down/ but if this world ever turns around/ you'll be there when everybody is sane. |
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| 4. |
| 4:21 |
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I've never seen your breath before but I'm disgusted by the thought of waiting anymore If I look up in your eyes will you notice me or notice it or fade into this accident I don't want to find the big dumb rocket on your mind its mostly you & mostly me and a tired gun that's not empty I've never been this sad before but I'm disgusted by my fingertips and what they've done if I look into your eyes if it must be true you must believe I've never held such violent things I've never talked to God before tonight but I'm disgusted by... |
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| 5. |
| 4:15 |
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I walked around my good intentions and found that there were none I blame my father for the wasted years we hardly talked I never thought I would forget this hate then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along just like the sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded and I hope to God I figure out what's wrong I walked around my room not thinking just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much like somebody else I never thought I would just bend this way |
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| 6. |
| 3:35 |
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Shaking So you f**ked this up again/ it's time for you to leave/ you've never had many friends/ and you thought this was alright/ you're rushing to meditate/ you should eat but probably wait/ you never thought of yourself/ why are you shaking/ why are you right/ when I will be the only one who gives and lets you in tonight/ Walk you could never walk away/ from this speedfreak collagen/ caffeinated place/ you were always reaching in/ looking for somewhere to go/ nobody needs to find out/ nobody needs to know what you know/ So you wonder about the past/ when you know that it's already been/ nothing seems to last/ can it last will it last |
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| 7. |
| 4:28 |
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Clumsy Throw away the radio suitcase/ that keeps you awake/ hide the telephone in case you/ realize that sometimes you're just not okay/ you level off but it's not alright now/ you need to understand/ there's nothing strange about this/ you need to know your friends/ I'll be waving my hand, watching you drown, watching you scream, quiet or loud/ maybe you should sleep/ maybe you just need a friend/ as clumsy as you've been there's no-one laughing/ you will be safe in here/ throw away this very old shoelace/ that tripped you again/ try and shrug it off/ it's only skin now/ you need to understand/ there's nothing fake about this/ you need to let me in/ I'm watching you. |
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| 8. |
| 3:01 |
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Over there well he's wandering/ is oskar there is oskar alright/ was never cool not allowed to fit/ he never knew what he liked/ over there he's the rubberman/ a rubber dress with Betty Page eyes/ was never cool he'll never settle down/ he's not allowed to drive/ he'll build a bridge then walk around don't ever call him dumb/ he's not that bright/ he's just not himself/ I will take you somewhere/ somewhere to unwind/ you're tangled up in all this s**t/ I will make you mine/ over there he's a superstar/ a taximan and a young eisenstein. |
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| 9. |
| 3:52 |
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Hey what do you see/ it's not me not me/ why won't you share/ it's not fair/ there's a bicycle show/ where the bicycles flowat/ and I wouldn't of cared/ I won't be the one who bothers you/ I won't be the one who lets you down/ now that you're there/ you're not scared/ why would you care/ it's your dream, not theirs/ there's a cigarette theif/ stealing cigarette diesease/ I wish I was there. |
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| 10. |
| 3:44 |
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help yourself if you know why you came cause if you need help she says... there's something I've got saved this is not what you wanted these candy coated fakes this is not what you wanted this is pain anacin, we're stumbling again it's the story of a hundred aisles walk away from simple on a tray cause if you need help she says these fancy pills don't rate this is not what you wanted a miracle today time is not for sale today time seems so far away you need more than this depressed come here try this |
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| 11. |
| 5:08 |
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tired & jaded this road is unsafe have you been there but time is on your side you're too stubborn to wait are you listening they want you to know they want you to stay but its too much to take so you're running away it's more than I can bear car crash ending your day at the side of the road are you trembling they'll wake up today to the papers that say "oh well" it was too hard to tell he was swerving they were swerving much too late |
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