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you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats, still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart still beats |
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| 1:24 |
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I've cursed this day with no regrets
With no compromise Curse your grace Shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips Simple love is to blame I won't lay my head down with this shame Kiss the sky I'm always waiting here on the ground, on the ground Be warned Be warned Be warned Be warned Be warned Be warned Be warned Be warned Save with this hatred that presses its finger to my lips Be warned she'll kill you Be warned she'll kill us all Be warned she'll kill you Be warned she'll kill us all Be warned Be warned Be warned she'll kill you Be warned she'll kill me |
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| 5:06 |
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Walk alone.
I stare at the footprints of my life I think I lost you when I began to run away So far, so far away from home Your approval was the only crown I seek I no longer doubt myself Too long I've walked in shadows of my worst enemies Was it worth the game to lose our purities? Won't wear the crown of thorns Won't wear the mask of Judas I'll never be who you want me to be You'll never see the beauty I see Mark me for death Mask me for torture I hope you see my face on your deathbed You played the role of the angel Now you'll see my face in hell You fooled my mind with your selfish ambition You played the role of the angel Now you'll see my face in hell |
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| 4. |
| 5:21 |
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Nothing was supposed to hurt like this Missing you was always one more kiss Now there's nothing that I can do One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for... You always were, always were a simple love story You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed Drown me in a pool of my blood It's getting harder just to breathe I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see So you can't see me sleep It's getting harder just to say the right things I've seen the angel's face, And I've heard her sing And they're calling me The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake Drown me in a pool of my blood It's getting harder just to breathe I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see So you can't see me sleep So you can't see me sleep The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake Nothing was supposed to hurt like this And missing you was always one more kiss And it's all for you I've seen the angel's face, And I've heard her sing And they're calling me The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake |
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| 5. |
| 3:04 |
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i've had enough of this.
you're all the same to me. i want to be alone. eat me alive with your sickenss. hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me. so should i let it go? my veins run sand that won't pass. you were supposed to be my only cure. and i've had enough of this. you're all the same to me. i want to be alone. eat me alive with your sickness. you were supposed to be my only cure. you were supposed to be the one to take her place. sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today. this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say. you were my one true cure, my only love. you were my one true pain, my only hate. you were supposed to be there. you were supposed to be the truth. you were supposed to take her place. you were supposed to be my solitude, solitude. sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today. this eats me alive. i'm going to say what i want to say. you were my one true cure, my only pain. you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate. my only cure, my only pain. i hate you, i love you. my only cure, my only pain. i hate you, i love you. |
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| 6. |
| 4:29 |
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midnight, we kill.
we slaughter the tongue of revolution. to our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust. how many times can i trust in you, my beloved friend? because every time i trust, i lose. so i believe in nothing, nothing. because of you, i still believe in nothing. because of you, i still believe in nothing. i'll always know my place in this world. no longer fit in your fucking world anymore. your lust ruins everything. like a growing target on my back, i feel the knives are chasing. see my eyes are no longer blind. see my eyes are no longer blind. there is a purpose in life today. destroying you every step of the way. from this point on - no more friends. i know my role in this world. don't fit in your fucking world. this once meant everything to me. now another forgotten effigy. because only scars remain. broken bones form a hope that's been left grey. i die every time i hear your fucking name. been left grey. been left grey. and there is a purpose in life today. rise to your feet, as we march to our graves. fight back. there is a purpose in life today. rise to your feet, as we march to our graves. i can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart, tearing me apart. ripping you apart. tearing us apart. |
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| 7. |
| 3:22 |
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It's fucking freezing outside
I saw you tonight And I almost died Looks like I've seen too many winters in my mind Your stare is cold You better turn and run away Because you're the evil We will keep on hunting you Killing, so what more do you want from me? We will carry the weight, you can't carry Talk your shit about us We don't give a fuck anyway You'll be the one to cry You'll be the one to fade I'll knock you off your high horse Tonight we fucking burn your dream Like glass your heart will break Now who's left to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence? I've heard this shit before I'll await the day to see you fade So what more do you want from me? We will take on the weight you can't carry Talk your shit about us We don't give a fuck anyway You'll be the one to cry You'll be the one to fade I'll knock you off your high horse Tonight we fucking burn your dream Talk your shit about us You're the true motherfucking fakes You are the true fucking fakes You are the true fucking fakes I'll burn your dream (No apologies) I'll burn your dream (No apologies) We'll burn your dream (No apologies) We'll burn your dream (No regrets) |
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| 3:46 |
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if these pills could, they would call my name.
a quick end. suicide becomes so persuasive and dramatic. a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me. and i'll remember every fucking movement. i've lost control. and i'm losing control of who i am. nothing seems to fit. these words fill a helpless length of time. they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose. into substance. remember my face when i am gone. i've been dead before tonight. i've felt your grip of eternity, your grip of reality. and i'll remember every movement, and i'll study it like an infection. curse to your embrace. into substance. crushed by your bloody kiss. i've been dead before tonight. i've felt your grip of eternity. together we sleep in an unmarked pine box. been dead before tonight. i've felt your grip of eternity. i still remember that first kiss, that first look, that first touch. and how it never made sense. you built me up just to be broken. i've, i've been dead before tonight. i've felt your grip of eternity. i've been reduced to a fucking substance. i've been reduced to a fucking substance. |
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| 3:28 |
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murder ascends it's beautiful face and sides with me.
everlasting sound is sweet. all i wanted, to not be alone, but still you always leave me. i want your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream. and you were so beautiful. but now you'll rot. and no one will see your face. and no one will dare speak your name. i won't remember your eyes. i won't remember the jealousy. what choice is left for me? what choice is left for me? this is a war i must take, to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made. i'm not impressed. still not impressed. i'm not impressed. still not impressed. now you'll rot. now you'll rot. i won't remember your eyes. i won't remember the jealousy. i won't remember your face. and i'll forever curse your name. curse your name. i want your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream. i want your eyes fixed on me. |
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| 3:29 |
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Just a papercut to spill your blood
Just a papercut to spill your blood I hear screams come out the window Maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails I am the son of rejection So hold me to the light Tell me it's right to feel dead inside I won't break, not today I won't break, not today Dead like me Dead like me Because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive Tell me I'm not alone Whisper that breath that fuels this fight From now on, this is my life Discontent for the rest of mankind I'll always remember the way that touch felt and how I was so close Four seconds away from death Three seconds away from you Two seconds away from death One second away from you I won't break, not today I won't break, not today Dead like me Dead like me Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today Bring it I look back on a broken mess Pictures shattered with shards of glass This is what my life means to me I look back on a broken mess Pictures shattered with shards of glass This is what my life means to me I won't break, not today I won't break, not today Dead like me Dead like me |
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fucking coward.
does it make you feel big and strong to watch her cry out and bleed? see the fear in her eyes. won't kill the weakness in yours. motherfucker. vengeance comes soon. you won't stand in front of me. i'll avenge my family. been waiting these four years to destroy you, to erase you from this place so we can breathe. don't want you as a memory. shadow cast you down. you, you're just a bitch. you think i'll let you forget? someday our paths will cross, and you're the one who will bleed. salvation from my hate. won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life. been waiting these six fucking years to get you out of my head. i'll kill those memories. i'll kill those memories. kill inside. |
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| 4:21 |
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When I quest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold of judgement, I will take vengance upon mine enemies and I will have paid those who haze me, Oh Lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints.
Fuck your world, and fuck your kind. Go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive. I used to think of what you meant to me. I think of you every fucking day. Why the fuck did i let you into my heart? Now where do i begin? Today is my last fucking chance. Erase it all and kill my past. Fuck what we fucking shared. The memories don't mean shit. Don't give a fuck about what you'll say. The memories don't mean shit, anymore. You're society's whore. Anymore. I'll walk through this wasteland Before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again. I'll burn forever, before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell. Anymore. And you're society's whore. Anymore. Mother fucker. And that's fucking right. Fuck you forever. I'll despise you for the rest of these days. Fuck you forever. I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life. Why the fuck did I let you into my heart? Now where do I begin? Today is my last fucking chance. Erase it all, and kill my past. Fuck what we fucking shared. The memories don't mean shit. Don't give a fuck about what you'll say. The memories don't mean shit, anymore. You're society's whore. Anymore. Revenge I seek. |
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When I quest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold of judgement, I will take vengance upon mine enemies and I will have paid those who haze me, Oh Lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints.
Fuck your world, and fuck your kind. Go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive. I used to think of what you meant to me. I think of you every fucking day. Why the fuck did i let you into my heart? Now where do i begin? Today is my last fucking chance. Erase it all and kill my past. Fuck what we fucking shared. The memories don't mean shit. Don't give a fuck about what you'll say. The memories don't mean shit, anymore. You're society's whore. Anymore. I'll walk through this wasteland Before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again. I'll burn forever, before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell. Anymore. And you're society's whore. Anymore. Mother fucker. And that's fucking right. Fuck you forever. I'll despise you for the rest of these days. Fuck you forever. I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life. Why the fuck did I let you into my heart? Now where do I begin? Today is my last fucking chance. Erase it all, and kill my past. Fuck what we fucking shared. The memories don't mean shit. Don't give a fuck about what you'll say. The memories don't mean shit, anymore. You're society's whore. Anymore. Revenge I seek. |
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Sink your teeth into delicate skin
Armour that hides your thoughts for all this eternity A clean break that will never heal Is this the pain that was felt every day? Fuck you, things will never change So where's the pain that was felt everyday? So fuck you, you'll never change, never change Now we both bleed Now we both die Now we both lose inside Now we both bleed We've been here forty times And we still lose forty one times We still lose in the end Time to rise Every second of every hour Time to rise We all lose in the end I'll forget this I'll forget you I'll forget everyone I'll forget love letters you never fucking wrote Is this the pain? So where is the pain? Is this the pain? So bring the pain Pain So bring the pain Mother fucker I sweated blood for you Time to rise |
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Now demons running, racing through my dreams
Taking shape, destroy my life forever Poisoned memories to fuel this fire I'll burn you alive, you Too fragile frail to leave a mark for this lifetime Legions of storms to prey this war on you Designed with false emotion I'll cross the line to take the fall Designed with false emotion I'll cross the line to take the fall Demons running, racing through my dreams Taking shape destroy my life forever Awaken my love and inhale this beautiful silence But for now and this thread I hold will be gone forever No more Ever No more Designed with false emotion I'll cross the line to take the fall This choice that makes me choose and it burns inside me And I lie awake forever Forever Forever Forever Forever Forever Forever Forever Forever Forever |
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