Brooks Wackerman

Hey you, is there something worth aspiring to?
And can it be found in a record store? Well, it's not there anymore
Just think of all the things we did
We were different, just like all the other kids

Missy was a teen blue video star, Tom took his life in his mother's car
Milo went to college, but you knew about that
Rodney played our records, Jimmy started riots, Laurie was always quiet
She was battling depression

Hey you, is there something worth belonging to?
And can I pick it up for a song or a diploma or a worthy cause?
Well, let me tell you that there's nothing wrong
It's just that ones like us will never belong

Jack wore a skirt but he knew how to scrap, Billy went to county on a class-one possession
Wendy went to school while her daddy shot smack
Eugine kept a list, Mugger was security, Mary she kept her purity
We were all in it together

Yellowed postcards on the wall
Serve to cover up the blankness after all
So I will carry them along like a song
When I'm gone

Hey you, is there something worth belonging to?
You know we've been here all along like a confederacy of the wrong
And I confess it could be prejudice
But to you I dedicate this song

What the hell's going on here?
First off-let's take it from the start
Straight out-can't change what's in my heart
No one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring me
You ain't-never seen no one like me
Prevail-regardless what the cost might be
Power-flows inside of me, you can't bring me
Never-fall as long as I try
Refuse-to be a part of your lie
Even-if it means I die, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down?
Who the hell you calling crazy
You wouldn't know what crazy
was if Charles Manson was eating
fruit loops on your front porch

Time out-let's get something clear
I speak-more truth than you want to hear
Scapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring me
You ain't-never seen so much might
Fight for-what I know is right
What up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring me
Stand up-we'll all sing along
Together-ain't nothin' as strong
Won't quit-we ain't in the wrong, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down!

Chorus:
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, you can't bring me
down!
Tell them what's up Rocky!
You can't bring me down!

Chorus

So why you trying to bring me
(You can't bring me down-no, no, no, no, no, no)
So why you trying to bring
Well you can't bring me down

Just cause you don't understand what's going on
don't mean it don't make no sense
And just cause you don't like it, don't
mean it ain't no good
And let me te

Out in the cold,
like a bundle of coal,
little packets of darkness,
wanting to grow,

Well there's nobody home,
and there's a wreck in the yard,
and maybe they're coming back,
if we wish really hard,
if we wish real hard now,

Won't somebody please come up with something,
'cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working
and all of the rest are really down in the ratings,
but everyone is gonna keep on waiting,

waiting for peace,
at the end of our streets,
back behind our apartments,
in our passenger seats,

just a moment of bliss,
of it all of the ways,
but despair and oblivion,
of our precarious ways,
its ours to face now,

Won't somebody please come up with something,
'cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working,
and all of the rest are really down in the ratings,
but everyone is still right here waiting,

now I know nothing lasts forever,
so we might as well wish for a God damn fix,
of this toxic change in weather,

Won't somebody please come up with something,
'cause Jesus just don't seem to be impartially working
and all of the others can barely stay in the running,
but everyone is gonna keep on waiting

Won't somebody please come up with something
Won't somebody please come up with something
Won't somebody please come up with something
Won't somebody please come up with something

Baby, don't you be blue
You know that I'll always be true
And we'll always be together, too
You know know that I'll always love you
But the one thing for sure I can say

CHORUS
Over a thousand things I can say to you
Half of which would be un-true
Is that I won't fall in love today
You know everything will be alright

Baby when you hold me tight
Because you know I love you with all my might
So let's not take any time to fight


Baby, you make me feel like a man
CHORUS
When we're rolling in the sand

So come and take me by the hand
And do the things you know we can
CHORUS

free-can anyone show me the way to free free-does anyone know which way is to free i ain't here to doubt you, just heard so much about you won't you save a place for me i hope you'll let me choose you i never would abuse you please accept my sincerity (chorus) free-i want you free-i need you free-which way is to free free-i want to hold you free-i want to know you free-can you send me to free although some may deny you i'd really love to try you i need this opportunity my past has been divided my future i'll rewrite it change my life if it need to be (chorus) which way's it to free which way's it to free free-can anyone show me the way to free free-does anyone know which way is to free gimme some free which way's it to gimme some free which way's it to

Late at night, that's the time I can't forget it
Sail the darkness but this ain't sleep
Heard the sound, could it be I got the message
But the message wasn't intended for me
Can't you see there's a madman working
He's putting in overtime
Too content with the sweet scent of denial
You're oblivious to the signs

It's a struggle for the reason
But it's the only thing I know

No surprise, here's more lies and you still are waiting
What the hell are you saying
and you7re fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, why you lying
Truth abuse, what's the use, it's not a game you're playing
Do you know what I'm saying
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, where's the truth

I'm not you you're not me, that's the difference
So you can't deny we're the same
What's the point, that's what sticks huh exactly
Take a second helping of the blame
Not a scare not a bomb not a warning
A condition that no one should doubt
There's a s tick tock tick tock
ticking in my head you gotta get out

Yet I cannot deny the reasonn
'Cause it's the only thing I know

No remorse, danger course, and you still are waiting
You don't know what you're saying
And you're fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, why you lying
sick in thought, disease you've caught
Is it a game you're playing, do you know what I'm sayaing
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, where's the truth

It's a struggle for the reason
But it's the only thing I know

Too much tweak, dosage leak
And you still are waiting, what the hell are you saying
And you're fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the ruth, where's the truth, why are you lying

Set to lose, why you choose
It's not a game you're playing, do you know what I'm saying
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth

Where's the truth, Where's the truth, Where's the truth
Where's the truth, Where's the truth, Where's the truth
You're lying

I leach off you when things are good
I?m here to kick you when you?re down
But when you need me I?m not here
You?re such a bummer when you?re down

Let?s see-what you need?s a friend
They say-that all you need?s a friend
I know-what you need?s a friend
Hello- I could use a?
What you need?s a friend-all you need?s a friend
As what I want you better give
And of course we always share

And what is yours is mine
I'd do anything for you-anything
And what is mine you can't have

But everything has it's price
Just you ask me and it's done-anything
You should have read the fine print ha-ha
Friend. Hi friend. It's me friend.

What you need's a friend. All you need's a friend
What you need's another friend. You never can have
What you need's a friend. All you need's a friend
I?m so glad you're my friend. Sucker

Enough friends. Don?t you wanna be my friend?
Of course you know who I am
And I?ll never let you forget
You are stuck with me forever
Or until you have nothnin?more to give

What you need's a friend all you need's a friend
What you need's a friend all you need's a friend

for a moment it seems, that this moment won't end so i pray for the end wasting my time waiting for mercy you sold me out just for the joy of hurting me so i pray for the end rest my child and be still tortured thoughts become real my heart stops such a rush, causes me to go numb wonder what next will come sitting alone in my misery i'd like to make your life become history wonder what next will come rest my child and be still tortured thoughts become real rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what else could i do? fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! what else could i do? what else can you do? what else can i do? what else can you do? what else can i do? rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! i lost again, once again, i don't know where to start now i'm back at the start you lied when you told me it would save me now taste the fucked up feelings you gave me i lost again, once again rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill...

is this the beginning or the end (chorus) this is revenge, we ca this mutha revenge this is revenge, we call this mutha revenge best not be talking to me, not with those words you say i guess i'll have to accept your invitation to toast you upside your head everything has got a start and everything has got an end and every action has a side effect we call this mutha revenge (chorus) don't know if i'll blast, maybe i'll just throw maybe i'll kick down something special but believe me, you're gonna know should have thought before you got it started 'cause everything has got an end ain't no sloppy fool that's innocent we call this mutha revenge revenge, revenge this is the beginning of the end (chorus) i've seen loc'sters come, i've seen loc'sters go but the only real loc'sters are holding down six feet below everything has got a start and everything has got an end every action has a side effect we call this mutha revenge (chorus) you're putting up a front, we're gonna tear it down had enough of your sorry ass 'tude i don7t trip on no stare me down you should of thought before you got it started 'cause we're the ones that make it end n't no sloppy fool that's innocent we call this mutha revenge revenge, revenge revenge, revenge

(Muir, Clark)

S. T.
S. T.

S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!

Suicidal and proud we are family
We are family with all the love you could ever need
We don't judge you from the color of your skin
We judge you from what's within

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

We are a family brothers and sisters
that are proud to be committed to one and all
United we will never fall cause we are a family
We are a family!

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

Original from the westside, S.M. and Venice
Now we're grown to be a worlwide menace
Say what we want cause I know how to back it up
A cyco like me just straight don't give a f**k

and in case you might not know
I'm insane suicidal
Rolling hard with notarious family
We're as bad we want to be

Cause in my life there's only one guarentee
That suicidal I always be
And further more you don't want to forget
We don't take no shit !

We are family
Everyone that's a down sui
We like it hard and loud
And we are always down and proud

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

S.T

Suicidal and proud
Suicidal and proud
We are family !

War inside my head
War inside my head
War inside my head
War inside my head

It's happened a thousand times before
War inside my head ain't a pretty sight
It's just a harsh reality
But I don't want no sympathy
War inside my head-can you sense it

War inside my head-can you feel it
CHORUS
War inside my head-can you see it
Can you hear the-pain
War inside my head
Can you sense the-pain
Can you see the-pain
Can you feel the-pain
Can you help the-pain
Can you fix the-pain
Can you hear the war inside my head
The only thing real is the way I feel

And that's the pain that's deep inside
And there ain't nowhere to hide
The battle from within is gonna begin
CHORUS


War inside my head every night and day
I never get no piece of mind
It ought to be a sin, I just can't win
And pure hell is all I find

Kept in the guard of Mother Nature's womb
Resting in the safety of their tomb
Sheltered by six feet of soil and rock
Why should they be resting so peacefully
The spade is the key with which their gate we'll unlock
When we're up above in pure misery
I don't care that they've already died
That's not enough to make me satisfied
So we wait till the stroke of the midnight hour
Hell's gates will open a new judgment day
Then we'll unleas the darkest of power
Now is the time that the dead will pay
Why should they be resting so peacefully
When we're up above in pure misery
I don't care that they've already died
That's not enough to make me satisfied
Waking the dead, waking the dead, waking the dead
All rise!
Hell's gates open the earth trembles and shakes
Mausoleums firebombed now rage in flames
Now their pardons are over they pray for their mistakes
When the dead come out their bodies we'll maim
Rob-Robbing their graves stealing their bones
Fix-Fixing the wounds that even time cannot heal
Bang-Banging our heads to their screams and their moans
Soon-Soon we will know how good it feels
This is not damnation or an act of God
Now the dead they rise ripping through the sod
Purgatory has to wait, but how can this be
The dead are free-the dead are free!
Waking the dead-you said that it wouldn't beWaking the dead-You said that we wouldn't see
Waking the dead-Now the dead stand before our own eyes
Silence is blaring the earth opens wide
They return to their sleep on earth's basement floor
History
s, reburied they die
Darkness descends through nature's pores
Now they rest not so peacefully
As they've had a taste of our misery
I didn't care that they'd already died
That wasn't enough to make me satisfied
Return back to their tombs now they lay
This is no game for the novice to play
not a word lest ye be forewarned
The punishment of Hell's darkness and scorn
not a word of the sermon said
A prayer for the dead, don't play with the dead
Don't try to comprehend what's going on
You can't understand, please don't understand
Waking the dead-And we'll be
Waking the dead-All rise now
Waking the dead-We're gonna wake the dead
Waking the dead
I said the words what have I done
I thought it cool, I thought it fun
The words I say they start to change
The syllables now rearranged
A language I can't comprehend
I shut my mouth it doesn't end
The bowels of nature open wide
I cannot move I cannot hide
I can't believe the things I see
I close my eyes and pray it's not real
The dead are free, the dead are free
Their presence close coldness I feel
What have I done Lord please forgive
Once they died, but now they live
I wake the dead, I ake the dead, I wake the dead, I wake the dead!
Cleanse the lepers
Cast out the demons
Wake the dead!

I'm not anti-society, society is anti-me
I'm not anti-anything, I just wanna be free
I'm not anti-religion, religion is anti-me
You're undesirable, go straight to jeail

Unless you control yourself
Fascist state, no freedom
Use self-expression, lose your freedom

Kill someone in a war
Get a medal, you're a hero
You're a minority, you go straight to jail
Protect yourself in everyday war
I'm not anti-government, government's anti-me
I'm not anti, anti's anti-me

I'm not anti-politics, politics is anti-me
I'm not anti-anything, I just wanna be free

Innocent, never guilty
High-class lawyer, you are rich
If you're poor, must be guilty
Even if innocent, you go straight to jail

I gotta gotta get away, get away from the human race
I gotta gotta take a trip, gotta take a trip out of this place
I don't know what to pack, never been to a trip at the mind
CHORUS
I don't know what I'll see, don't even know what I'll find

Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain-
Do you know what I'm saying
Well I'm going insane
I took a wrong turn and ended up at my heart
Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain-

Thank it for working overtime in pain and misery
I t could barely even pump no blood it was so thrashed and torn apart

CHORUS
Then I set back on the trail, headed for my destiny

Fly with me
Flying free
Tripping

You must be tripping
Trip, trip, tripping
Ya ya ya ya you're tripping

I cannot stop this trip, I forgot to pack the brakes
Crashed straight into a concrete wall of my mistakes
But that's alright with me, cause that's where most of my memories lay
Ended up in a cemetary of a thousand wasted days

Not long ago, and yet the image is so vague
I hesitate to label it a memory
There was a show of local color and I felt astray
'Cause I had nothin' to offer but insufficiency
And you know that it's a bitch
When you learn to scratch that itch
Of blatant fallibility
Sooner to some, but eventually
All gets pointed in the same direction
While the human masses and their vague conceptions
Obliterate each other with impunity
And you wonder, ""What's in this for me?""
To another abyss
To no avail
The search is bound to fail
To another abyss
To no avail
So long ago I set sail
And it chills me to the bone that I'm so far away
from home
To another abyss
So what should I do now?
What should I celebrate
Given finite means and a penchant to depreciate ?
How can I still avow and depend upon a state
That cares nothing for my happiness, welfare, or fate?
And I know I can't explain the commotion in my brain
Like a terrifying reality deconstructed but inadequately
All gets pointed in the same direction
While the human masses and their vague conceptions
Obliterate each other with impunity
And release the weight of history
To another abyss
To no avail
The search is bound to fail
To another abyss
To no avail
So long ago I set sail
And it chills me to the bone that I'm so far away
from home
To another abyss
So long ago
So long ago
Oh, I set sail
And I'm struggling on the way
And I'm waiting for the day (To another abyss )
And I'm looking for a way back home
(To another abyss) So far away
(To another abyss) So far away
(To another abyss)
(To another abyss) So far away
(To another abyss)

The quickening is an ephemeral thing
That only happens in the dark
Like catching lightening in a jar
And the pain that it brings is just the promise of spring
It's madness on the wing
Oh, what does it mean?
To come alive
To come alive
To come alive
(To come alive)
To come alive
To come alive
To come alive
The entering is soulful conjecturing
Oh, lost and by the wind-grieved ghost
Please come back to me again
Because the way that she bleeds
Is in the law that he reads
Confusing words and deeds
So what does it mean?
To come alive
To come alive
To come alive
(To come alive)
To come alive
To come alive
To come alive
To pierce the vein of the sacred and profane
Poor science in the service of a faith
But who will bear the mark of Cain
To come alive
.......x12

I sailed forever, I sailed so far, and now I know just what the
consequences are
I laughed out loudy, while I cried inside
But I didn't haave the strength to say enough of this ride
Like a fool-I believed in a miracle
I wanted to forget, of what I'm not sure
But I found an answer-it seemed to be a perfect cure

Controlled my actions, controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot-like a fool
I believed in the miracle

Twisting and I'm turning-freezing then I'm burning
Laughing then I'm crying-am I living or am I dying
Swearing then I'm praying-don't even know what I'm saying
Happy then so sad-forgiving then so mad

Do you still, do you still believe, do you still believe in,
Do you still believe in miracles?

Pushing then pulling-who am I fooling
A friend then a foe-do I really even know?
Love and then hate
Peace then at war-but what am I fighting for
And you always try to
Keep me-oh so sleepy
So I can't realize-that it's all lies
And the more it takes hold of me-the less chance that I'll ever be free
And even though I don't believe-it's so hard to leave-a miracle-a miracle

Waiting-always hesitating-for that perfect day-that day was yesterday
And the more you're gonna wait-the more of a chance that it will be too
late

How can you afford to wait, you just can't afford to wait
I shed a tear I won't deny it, but just one tear I already cried it
And now you'll see me cry no more, don't even know what I was crying for

How do you know what you can be
If you can't see where you are going?
What breaks the silence?
Misery can make you see where you belong
It's a dangerous stage but the show must go on

Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Would you betray your soul?
Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Don't let your weakness show
You just might be the last to know

Freedom is such a loaded word
So full of hurt and such aplomb
Loneliness saunters in its breeze
Like a disease it drags along
The time of your life can't be had for a song

Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Would you betray your soul?
Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Don't let your weakness show
You just might be the last to know

Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Would you betray your soul?
Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Don't let your weakness show

Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Only the meek follow
Why do you lie, why do you lie?
Trample the fear below
You might just be the last to know

I could only get the tools, the stimuli and molecules
Frozen moments in time
I could be the archetype, a credit to the genotype
Reprogram your mind

But the storybook sages fill their pages
Hiding from the warming sun
Limitless distractions give no pause
To distort a precious delusion

Delusion
Precious delusion

Did you see the moralist retort and raise his fist?
You can't make a man a machine
I can see the edifice crumbling in foggy mist
Razed by discovery

But the storybook sages fill their pages
Hiding from the warming sun
Limitless distractions give no pause
To distort a precious delusion

Delusion
Precious delusion
Delusion

I wrote a letter just the other day to nobody in particular
But if anyone were to read a bit-they'd think I was a bit peculiar
But it matters not what they think of me, it's only what I know is real
And so all that's left that matters now-is that the feeling's back

CHORUS
The feeling's back and you just can't stop it
The feeling's back and you just can't stop it

I fought a thousand times-I never knew the meaning of the word fear
Till that one day when I stood alone-staring straight into the mirror
It's not a pretty sight-and even worse it's so hard to face
Until I realize I'm the only one that put me in this place

CHORUS

I'm gonna breathe I'm gonna live-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I7m gonna shout I'm gonna scream-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I'm gonna run I'm gonna fly-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I'm gonna fight I'm gonna win-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
Nothing's gonna stop me, nothing's gonna stop me now-
Cause the feeling's back
and you gotta love the feeling

I dug my hole too deep-I couldn't admit, I didn't know when to stop
But you can only dig your hole six feet until the dirt comes back on top
I've got a long way left to climb but I'll still look you straight in the
eye
And I can honestly say I'll never quit-not even on the day I die

CHORUS

We strike first and we're unrehearsed
Here we go again to stage the greatest show on heaven and earth
Come on, get your money's worth
Don't want to live (Can't live)
Don't want to give (Can't give)
Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
(Can't live) Don't want to live
(Can't give) Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
We're comin' on fast
And we're built to last
We stumbled once in 'Nam now we're glad to
finally say those days have past
Tell me how long can it last?
Don't want to live (Can't live)
Don't want to give (Can't give)
Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
(Can't live) Don't want to live
(Can't give) Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
We just started out
You don't need to be afraid
Yeah, you deserve two minutes hate
Well, we spit and we cursed
And our bleeding-hearts burst
But even ten million souls marching in February
Couldn't stop the worst
C-c-c-couldn't reverse
Don't want to live (Can't live)
Don't want to give (Can't give)
Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
(Can't live) Don't want to live
(Can't give) Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E
(Can't live, can't give, won't be)
Don't want to live (Can't live)
Don't want to live (Can't give)
Don't want to be (Won't be)
I can't live if it isn't with you
(Can't live, can't give, won't be,
E - M - P - I - R - E)
Don't want to live (Can't live)
Don't want to live (Can't give)
Don't want to be (Won't be)
E - M - P - I - R - E

Nothing comes easier than madness in the world today
Mass paranoia is a mode, not a malady
Yeah, I'd like to watch a thousand cable channels but there's nothing on
And my high speed connection's monitored daily by the Pentagon

These things are seldom what they seem
I'm not inclined to enjoy my dream
Won't go away

(No peace) No peace
(And no friends) And no friends
(We trace)
We trace the mortal edge (With no defense)
To state the obvious
This world is perilous for us

No sense (No sense)
And no guide (No guide)
Ain't it beautiful to be alive? (Yeah, right)
I won't resign before the struggle ends
So I'll construct this sound defense

We are the prey and culture is the predator
I'm running out of time where conditions are positional
Shadows of a doubt cast reluctance and depravity
There's got to be a way to overcome this grim reality

Is there an option left for me?
I'm not immune to despondency
There's no way

(No peace) No peace
(And no friends) And no friends
(We trace)
We trace the mortal edge (with no defense)
To state the obvious
This world is perilous for us

No sense (no sense)
And no guide (no guide)
Ain't it beautiful to be alive? (Yeah, right)
I won't resign before the struggle ends
So I'll construct this sound defense

There's a signpost on the corner and it keeps everybody safe
We were all made in the shade
And your mother's in the kitchen where she's patching all the cracks in the wall
We never had a care in the world

(No shade) Too much to sacrifice
(And no light) It's hard to recognize
(Just black) Traps to compromise
(And white) Obscuring deadly alibis
(My plans) It's combinational
(Designs) The pressure so intense
So I'll construct this sound defense

(No way) Nothing's plainer than the madness in the world today
(No sign) I must conceal myself and steal myself and break away
(No grace) I seek initiatives in matters that are black and white
(No sense) So I'll construct this sound defense

i've seen pain that'll drive a man further than any road could ever take you stare at the wall, it doesn't move, must think it's bad but i7ll prove who is harder it makes no sense, at least to you but who's to say, i refuse refuse to be a martyr welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the... i come and go, your eyes can't tell 'cause all they see is that i'm i'm still standing here what's that you sense, it can't be good you're scared to look, but i ask what's worse to fear welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the... don't be afraid, don't run away tap into the power i want it all, i want it all tap into the power what you were told, it's all a lie don't be afraid because now's the time to explore it drop all the fear, try do deny but it won't work no longer can you ignore it welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the power

Well, am I making haste, or could it be haste is making me?
What's time but a thing to kill or keep or buy or lose or live in?
I gotta go faster, keep up the pace
Just to stay in the human race

I could go supersonic, the problem's chronic
Tell me does life exist beyond it?
When I need to sate I just accelerate into oblivion
Into oblivion

Now here I go again everything is alien
How does it feel to be outstripped by the pace of cultural change?
My deeds are senseless and rendered meaningless
When measured in that vein

I could go supersonic, the problem's chronic
Tell me does life exist beyond it?
When I need to sate I just accelerate into oblivion

I won't lie (pace setters, go-getters)
It's exciting (rat racers, forgetters)
When I try (researchers, berserkers)
To decide things (strategies to help the workers)

I just want to live (new time-saving devices)
Decently (quick vices, no crisis)
Meaningfully (brevity dependency)
I'm in misery (digital efficiency)

I could go supersonic, the problem's chronic
Tell me does life exist beyond it?
When I need to sate I just accelerate into oblivion
Into oblivion

tippy toe thru broken dreams there goes a little fucked up piece of my brain didn't need it anyhow, didn't use it anyhow no way! my mind's been soakin' up so much shit...now it's cured not like healthy but cured like marinated dried out fuckin piece of meat suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka if you ain't suicidal, you ain't shit snap crackle pop it just stopped being funny don't know what was said but don't know if i like it there's always something funny that just ain't funny i ain't no muthafucker, never had one, never really wanted one but that don't mean your daughter's safe... guess that makes me a daughter fucker running thru a place i swear i'd never go smash it, wow, never know it could be so much fun i remember it now, i remember it now...just like it never was there's always something funny that just ain't funny suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka i'm suicidal for life! suicyco, suicyco, suicyco...muthafucka suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka said if you ain't suicidal, you ain't shit i got to think in a different way the old way got me nowhere the new way got me somewhere but nowhere where i wanted to go or where i belong i gotta go back to the old way i'm tired of people looking at me funny not knowing who was in control and who wasn't yea i'm not and that's why i'm in control! yea fuck it up, fuck it up again yea, fuck it up, yea fuck it up again fuck it up, yea fuck it up again, makes things a hell of a lot simpler yea fuck it up, yea fuck it up again, yea fuck it up, fuck it up again yea fuck it up, fuck it up again, makes things a hell of a lot simpler suicyco, suicyco, suicyco...muthafucka, muthafucka, muthafucka...he he he...

(Turn the lights down? I think I lost something)

Ya!

Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing…

Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think it over…
Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think I think I think I got

Hey...Hey...Hey...S-S-S-S-S-S-S-Suicyco Mania (Mania-Mania-Mania)

Don’t you talk about Lord and even don’t look out
(Even don’t look out, even)
Don’t you talk about Lord, no, you’re leaving still (Here, it’s for me)
Give me the keys, gonna set you free, going near

Getting closer, when can I see you when you’re together?
Where you going with a (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania)
Go kill ‘er (Suicyco Mania) I guess that (Suicyco Mania)

Corridor...Same ol’ ten…
It’s coming down...so long...right there with you

Getting into some trouble with me, getting it right up for speed
Don’t have to get ‘em anymore
Taking him into master stains, taking him back to what’s-her-name?
Taking him in from salty rain
Then I caught you decimate, get up what you gotta say
Get up what you gotta dare

Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania)

Feels just like we’re being in love when I get you to the sky
Silhouettes have been away
Breaking down this whiskey can, taking down, it’s all the same
Getting down, it’s all for me
Peter Piper Pickled Liver, whene’er I go see him surf
We go back into the due
We’re supposed to let you know, feel like what you gotta go
Feel like what was in a soul

Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania)

No no no (Wah ha ha ha ha ha)
No no no no no no no (Ha ha ha ha ha ha)
Yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe (Ha ha ha ha ha ha)
Guess again, guess again, guess again, guess again

Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... You got that (Suicyco Mania)

We’re putting in...We’re gonna deal it with your...I’m feeling lonely
The rollers still got that (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania)
Go sit down (Suicyco Mania) We got that (Suicyco Mania)

If you don’t know, if you don’t know, we never never would

Sick of people-no one's real
Sick of you-you're too hip
Sick of chicks-they're all bitches
Sick of life-it sucks

Suicide's an alternative

Sick of trying-what's the point
Sick of talking-no one listens
Sick of listening-it's all lies
sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick of thinking-just end up confused
Sick and tired-and no one cares
Sick of life-it sucks

Sick of politics-for the rich
Sick of power-only oppresses
Sick of government-full of tyrants
Sick of music-top-40 sucks
Sick of school-total brainwash
Sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick and tired-and no one cares
Sick of life-it sucks

Suicide's an alternative
Sick of life-it sucks
Sick and tired-and no one cares

Sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick of living-I'm gonna die
Suicide's an alternative

Well I've got a little story to tell

He said Satan's been lookin especially for me
About a little red-assed punk that came from Hell
He said Satan's got a paper gonna set your body free
He said power and glory, bitches for screwin'
All in your name and all for you today

Power and fame, all in your name
Oh yeah
All the gold and bitches you ever could have

Oh yeah
All that you want, all that you need
You'll have power, fame, all in your name
Anything anything that you ever would need
Everything that you ever could read
Sign the paper it's ready too
Well sign the paper that's all you do
Anything there it's all for you
Well this is all you got to do

So I looked him in the eye and I said
"Fuck you you little red-assed goblined-breathed horned-hed motherfucker!"
And I don't really give a fuck about what you've been told
Cause I don't care too much about gold
And I don't really care for anyone looking after me

father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school-suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal

father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school-suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal

Dedication's the price you pay
The initiated are coddled and caged
Before you walk, as soon as you crawl
Hope is pointless when you're stuck in the trawl

Fuck the freshman lectures and brandishments
They just betray impoverished accomplishments
The puppet masters fear originality
They tighten up the tethers and they shackle your feet

Submission complete

Young recruits never have a chance
Enticed to the drill, admonished to dance
Early to rise and early to shine
Life is long but the end is nigh

Break the guilty trammels from yesteryear
Remember how rejuvenation conquers all fears
Lowly opportunists take commanding roles
And hawk ultimatums so their weakness won't show

The sad reflection
Of dead ambition
You live for nothing
Submission complete

Yeah, break the guilty trammels from yesteryear
Remember how the pain of failure makes it all clear
The lowly opportunists take commanding roles
And hawk ultimatums so their weakness won't show

The sad reflection
Of dead ambition
You live for nothing

Expectation
Indoctrination
Life's damnation
Submission complete

Dying on your feet
Submission complete
A total defeat

flashing pictures on my screen shown too quickly to be seen does not register in my conscious mind propaganda of another kind they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) danger-nightmare doomsday-nightmare murder-nightmare nightmare-nightmare watching tv, i start to cry for no reason, i don't know why could it be from messages on my tv which i'm getting subliminally? they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) mind control the easiest way sponsored by the cia it's a weapon you cannot see it's propaganda subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus)

Father can you hear me?
How have I let you down?
I curse the day that I was born
And all the sorrow in this world

Let me take you to the hurting ground
Where all good men are trampled down
Just to settle a bet that could not be won
Between a prideful father and his son

Will you guide me now, for I can't see
A reason for the suffering and this long misery
What if every living soul could be upright and strong?
Well then I do imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

When all soldiers lay their weapons down
Or when all kings and all queens relinquish their crowns
Or when the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves
It's easy to imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

Yeah, there will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

Father can you hear me?
How have I let you down?
I curse the day that I was born
And all the sorrow in this world

Let me take you to the hurting ground
Where all good men are trampled down
Just to settle a bet that could not be won
Between a prideful father and his son

Will you guide me now, for I can't see
A reason for the suffering and this long misery
What if every living soul could be upright and strong?
Well then I do imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

When all soldiers lay their weapons down
Or when all kings and all queens relinquish their crowns
Or when the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves
It's easy to imagine

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

There will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

Yeah, there will be sorrow
Yeah, there will be sorrow
And there will be sorrow no more

Right now, well, it's finally time to face my fears
Gonna get the hell out of here
And create a fresher atmosphere
But the consequence is clear

There's a furnace set on high
And a yearning undefined
But it's time to turn the tide
It's social suicide

Like you, perseverance is a useless tool
Just a patron on a ship of fools
Feigning interest in the cast and crew
While you've broken every single rule

There's a furnace set on high
And a yearning undefined
Now it's time to turn the tide
It's social suicide

Shadows entertain the unwashed masses
Scholars explain their numb reactions
I don't even know if I can ever find truth
But I'm sure it won't come from following you

There's a furnace set on high
And a yearning undefined
But it's time to turn the tide
It's social suicide

Come let us make bricks and burn them hard
We'll build a city with a tower for the world
And climb so we can reach anything we may propose
Anything at all

Build me up, tear me down
Like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

I know why you tore it down that day
You thought that if you got caught we'd all go away
Like a spoiled little baby who can't come out and play
You had your revenge

Build me up, tear me down
Like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

Well madness reigned and paradise drowned
When Babel's walls came crashing down
Now the echoes roar, for story read that was hardly understood
And never any good

Build me up, tear me down
Like a skyscraper
Build me up, then tear down these joining walls
So they can't climb at all

Innocents burned alive at the stake
Tortured and dumped in nameless graves
Centuries waned, authority died
Scattering seeds of ancient lies

Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score
Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score

Child molesters and Jesuits
Holding secret conference
Underneath the Pontiff's nose
And only God will ever know

Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score
Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score

Give us this day our daily bread
Your legacy we'll not forget
Lick the wounds, cleanse the land
The modern world rejects your hand

Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score
Sinister rouge coming back for more
To even the score

The nightmare comes in sinister rouge

lights, camera, silence on the set tape rolling, 3-2-1 action welcome to the church of suicidal we'll have a sermon and a wonderful recital but before we go on there's something i must mention an important message i must bring to your attention i was in meditation and prayer last night i was awakened by a shining bright light overhead a glorious spirit, he gave me a message and you all need to hear it "send me your money," that's what he said he said to "send me your money" now if you can only send a dollar or two there ain't a hell of a lot i can do for you but if you want to see heaven's door make out a check for five hundred or more "send me your money," do you hear what i said? "send me your money" now give me some bass, um yea that's how he likes it now give me some silence, for all you sinners now give me some bass, yea that was funky now take them on home brother clark, send me your money here comes another con hiding behind a collar his only god is the almighty dollar he ain't no prophet, he ain't healer he's just a two bit goddamn money stealer send me your money send it, you got to send it send me your money you hear what i'm saying? send it, send it send me your money how much you give is your own choice but to me it is the difference between a porsche and a rolls royce i want you to make it hurt when you dig into your pocket cause it makes me feel so good to watch my profits rocket send me your money now dig in deep, dig real deep into your pocket i want you to make it hurt! we'll take cash, we'll take checks we'll take credit cards, we'll take jewelry we'll take your momma's dentures if they got gold in them so whose gonna be the next king of the fakers whose gonna take the place of jim and tammy faye bakker? see my momma, she didn't raise no fool youse you can't put a price on a miricle amen

One - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight
Days go marching by
There and back I never wait for a confident reply
Truth is stark and leaves its mark as limited constraints
And the most difficult part is accepting what the future may bring

It seems like a lifetime of scrutiny
Wither the path, whether worth the fee
A lifetime of scrutiny
And it seems as though I can't be sure of anything anymore

One - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight
Years go flying by
No one seems to hesitate or cast an earnest eye
Judgement comes in many forms but never scarce or shy
And the litany is long as the confidence is strong in their delight

It seems like a lifetime of scrutiny
Prejudicial waters wash over me
A lifetime of scrutiny
And the words just don't equate with sense or sanity anymore

One - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight
The faces and the names
Shattered hopes and stolen dreams and no one left to blame
Is it possible to win this pointless mortal game?
'Cuz when death comes it's swift and my friends, we end up all the same

It feels like a lifetime of scrutiny
Wither the path and whether worth the fee
A lifetime of scrutiny
And it seems as though I can't remember anything anymore

[Muir]

Pressures charging try to stall - Pound my head against the wall
I've been feelings this for way to long
I've been fighting this for way too long
Something's bout to happen - get out of my way
Something's better happen - get out of my way

[Chorus:]
Scream and shout - let it out
Rip it out - Scream and shout
Scream and shout - let it out
Break it out - Scream and out
Scream out [5X's]

Hypnotized, Analyzed - A sorry attempt to sanitize
When I've been feelings this for way too long
When I've been fighting this for way too long
I guess I'll do it my way - your's don't work
I'm left to do it my way - your's don't work

[Chorus]

Oratory of hope and glory, a whisper and a rhyme
An effigy, a soldier out of time
Citizen and patriot, you can't be far behind
The funeral weighing heavy on your mind

Requiem, bring the dissident from slumber
Requiem, raise the rebel from his grave
Requiem, sound the revolution's thunder
A monumental blunder averted and betrayed

Dig around the cemetery, a record of the day
Friends and neighbors in stages of decay
But the saddest thing of all eludes discovery
The stimulus for this somber ceremony

Requiem, bring the dissident from slumber
Requiem, raise the rebel from his grave
Requiem, sound the revolution's thunder
A monumental blunder averted and betrayed

The sanctimonious minions, how they grovel at the feet
Authority is populist deceit
Pity yet another casualty's demoralized decline
Just a victim of irrational design

Requiem
Requiem
Requiem

Bring the dissident from slumber
Requiem, raise the rebel from his grave
Requiem, sound the revolution's thunder
A monumental blunder averted and betrayed

Hit the road in wander mode, inquire along the way
Savior-faire in dull despair while living day to day
My heart is not a cold cauldron of proof
I don't ever need to prove myself to you

Looking back I'm off the tracks more times than I recognize
Mistakes are another opportunity to refine
My heart is not a cold cauldron of proof
I don't ever need to prove myself to you

There's no such thing as hell
But you can make it if you try
There might come a day
When emotion can be quantified

But as of now there's no proof necessary
No proof necessary
No proof necessary
There's no proof necessary, it's only in your mind

Oh, can't you feel the nostalgia, I wonder about you, modernistocrat Horatio Alger
Clever, never hesitating in the baiting, ever waiting for the canticle of manacles abating
Did you ever forget you had a regret?
And what you only guessed at might still be waiting

When the prodigal son with a caroming shadow of hate comes to land at home
Well, he's a mourning star with a champagne heart at his curtain call
And father never understood the way the work gets done
Don't look at me, no, I ain't one, no prodigal son
Don't look at me, no, I ain't one, no prodigal son

When everybody about is ready to bout you about controversial values
Don't you think you'd better readdress the level of the cowardice rising to drown you?
Did you ever connect or come to reject, or even inspect
The dreams that hound you?

When the prodigal son with a caroming shadow of hate comes to land at home
Well, he's a mourning star with a champagne heart at his curtain call
And father never understood the way the work gets done
Don't look at me, no, I ain't one, no prodigal son
Don't look at me, no, I ain't one, no prodigal son

When you least expect it, he's going to run
Like the blood-red path of the western sun
The prodigal son is waiting, waiting for his moment to come
Well hell no, don't look at me, can't you see I ain't one, no prodigal son
It ain't me, no I ain't one, no prodigal son

when i go down the street the people watch me shiver and shake i'm a prisoner of a demon i think my head's about to break it stays with me wherever i go i can't break away from its hold this must be punishment for selling my soul (chorus) too much pressure my pulse is rising my heart is pounding my head really hurts i can't take it all this pressure )from all these things inside of me everywhere i look i see them everywhere i go they're at what did i do to deserve this why won't they just leave my body are they people or are they spirits do they belong to the human race why do they want me so bad why won't they come out of their hiding place i can't see them but i know they're here i can feel it in my veins all this pressure on my body is causing all my strength to drain (chorus) am i crazy or am i insane or have i already lost my mind is it real or is it fake or am i in a permanent bind am i in power or am i a slave who in the hell is in control am i still living or am i dead do i still have a soul i know i can't keep going this way i have to give my mind some leisure if i keep on going like this i never again will taste pleasure if they will not break the oath i will have to disband i have lost all control this thing has now taken command possessed

I never said I don't like religion-I just don't like TV
You say control my temper-but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit
You say I got a bad attitude-around you that comes naturally

CHORUS
You say I need more compassion-I can forgive, I just can't forget
And I'll always be-ST
Cause I was born to be-ST
Not afraid to die-ST
Cause I'm down OG-ST
Don't get down on me-ST
Just you promise me-ST
Yo got to carry on-ST

You gotta carry on-ST
Am I supposed to believe everything-or just everything said by you?
Why can't I ask any questions if what you say is true
And what did He say?
And how can you call me stupid-when you don't understand what I say
And how can you call me evil-have you spoken to God today-
CHORUS


As long as your heart beats-pledge your allegiance

You can call me ugly-but I still dress the way I choose
How you gonna judge me-you've never taken a walk in my shoes
Why don't you ever trust me when I'm smiling-is it a sin to have fun?
And why should I repent when there's nothin' wrong with anything that I've
done
CHORUS

Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal

Pledge your allegiance....................................................

Never good at talking, so many things I couldn't say

But those thoughts never went away
And I'm sure you remember, said that all I wanted was sympathy,

Too many times-I felt so sad and lonely
Now add this to your memory
Too many times-I needed someone there
Too many times-I tried to tell you something
Too many times-It seemed like no one cared

I never learned how to pray
So if you have a moment it means so much to me oh can't you see-
And I don't like asking-and it's not easy to say-
If you'd just say a prayer for me
Too many times-I didn't even have a second
Too many times-I proved you so damn wrong

Too many times-you thought I was much too strong
Too many times-you said the feeling wouldn't last forever
Saw the changes-thought they'd go away-do you still remember that day
Can't really fault you-only have myself to blame-

Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya?
But do you still feel the same

But I waited so long-for someone to take my hand, and say they understand

And I waited so long-for someone to show the way-to make a better day
And I waited so long-for you to looke me in the eye
and I waited so long-for someone to spare a kiss for the love I miss
And say it's worth another try
But yo keep me waiting-waiting-too many times
You keep me waiting, one too many, one too many, one too many times,
Too many times

One too many one too many one too many times too many times

i talk through my eyes, the words pourin' out nobody hears you ask me what's wrong, but what can i say nobody hears i try to tell you, i try to show you how else can i tell you, how else can i show you i'm screaming inside, why can't you hear nobody hears you're looking right through me, like i'm not here nobody hears (chorus) when the last tear falls down nothing gets washed away another plea put to rest as nobody hears, nobody hears so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i7m sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears you figured it, shaped it to your perfection nobody hears subtracted my feelings from the equation nobody hears is it all in my mind then it would be easy to find (chorus) so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i'm sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears so if it's all, if it's all in my mind then wouldn't it, wouldn't it wouldn't it be so easy to find (chorus) so what do i have to do to make you comfort me now i7m sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears so i'm sitting here screaming inside myself well i'm sitting here crying inside myself so i'm sitting here screaming to nobody else don't understand why nobody hears and nobody hears, nobody hears, nobody hears

You talk your shit, but I ain't listenin'
No fuck'n problem at all
And I don't do no ass kiss'n
Now here's the point that you've been missing

Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all
Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all

You ain't alive - if you ain't livin' -
You waste your life whining and sniveling
So buckle up cause now I'm driving
No fuck'n problem at all

Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all
Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all

No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem

You think you know everything and more
But a surprise you'll be in for
Add it all up and you got no score

No fuck'n problem at all
You play the part - that I got no use
No fuck'n problem at all
Don't mean a thing cause you got no juice
I live in peace I don't need a truce
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem

I got a piece but not to the puzzle
No time to think staring down a muzzle
I rise above and watch you fizzle
No fuck'n problem at all

no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit hate! i hate the things you believe your truth is built upon lies i can't believe in a trend i won't be living no lie no bullshit, no bullshit (x4) hate! i hate everything you say i ain't got a time for your shit i refuse to be played i won't be living no lie no bullshit! that's where i stand no bullshit! that's how i'm living my life (x7) no bullshit, no bullshit (x4) hate! i hate the way that you are i can't believe in your ways i refuse to be hip i won't be living your lie no bullshit! that's where i stand no bullshit! that's how i'm living my life (x8) no bullshit! punk!

Can you hear the call in our rambling land, susurrations that can expand
Beyond all hope of light and plunge us into unrelenting night?
A pall on truth and reason, it feels like hunting season
So avoid those lines of sight and we'll set this right

Welcome to the new dark ages
Yeah, I hope you're living right
These are the new dark ages
And the world might end tonight

Now come ye children, one and all, let's heed Ezekiel's call
And bide until the word is good and right then get plucked clean out of sight
The world will be erased, our kin will be immaculate ejaculate in space
Before the king of king's love, he'll snatch us from above, brothers, help me sing it

Welcome to the new dark ages
Yeah, I hope you're living right
These are the new dark ages
And the world might end tonight

So how do you sleep?
There's nothing to keep, this is deep
Because we're animals with golden rules
Who can't be moved by rational views

Yeah, welcome to the new dark ages
I hope you're living right
Welcome to the new dark ages
Say it again, yeah

These are the new dark ages
I hope you're living right
Welcome to the new dark ages
And the world might end tonight

(Muir)

I'm harmless won't you help me
I'm sickness only you can heal me
I promise that I always be there
I'm naked under my clothes

I'm feeling naked
I feel naked

My heart's bleeding why don't you help me
I'm screaming but still nobody hears

Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Naked, naked, naked, I'm naked

I'm harmless till I hate you
I'm tasteless that's why I'm with you
I'm sensless even on payday
I'm naked under my clothes

You saw me naked, you saw me naked

I'm saddned by all my failures
It's a good thing
I real good things I don't try

I miss you whenever I'm with you
Cause I thought that,
I thought that you were someone else

I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
Naked under our clothes
We're all naked under our clothes

If you're discontent to know your world's a pile of shit
Listen to a riddle that will tickle every bit of it
Ha ha ha!

Ape shall not murder, ape wasn't so sure
Bad ape, you made a mistake, annihilation in a cannibal war
Well, cultivation might have served you, might have raised you up unscathed
If you had called that fucker by its name

Did you listen to the arbiter's beck and call?
Did you find what you were looking for or not at all?
Not at all!

Ape shall not murder, ape wasn't so sure
Bad ape, you made a mistake, annihilation in a cannibal war
Culture might have cured you and raised you up unscathed
If you had called that fucker by its name

Say the name
Say the name
Say the name

there's a cold wind in the winter of my mind a season that lasts through all changes in time i try so hard sometimes i wish there was a raincheck on tomorrow not ready to deal with what i don't wanna find struggling along, just to hold on i just wanna know why is it me in a tear there is a message frome heart detached frome good it's the hope gone astray i cry so hard sometimes too scared to think what will bring tomorrow already much more than i can handle today i can't breathe, suffocate as i7m buried by hate and so sadly i learn there's no justice to fate i just wanna know why is it me losing the race with thoughts out of place i just wanna know why is it me you ain't got a monopoly on sorrow you know plenty has made it my way you ain't got a monopoly on sorrow there's plenty that feel just the same there's a pain so insane that i fight but can't tame and my mind battles on as my body lies lame i can'7t feel the feel but it feels like it hurts i can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts i can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts hurts hurts and i know that i know i don't know if i know if it just would stay clear then i'd see and i'd go i just wanna know why it's me ain't got a monopoly on sorrow you, you, you ain't got no no, you ain't got no no you ain't got no no, you ain't got no no there's no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no no you ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no you ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no no monopoly on sorrow monopoly on sorrow monopoly on sorrow no no no no no yo ain't got no, no no no no you ain't got no, no no no no you ain7t got no, no no no no you ain7t got no monopoly on sorrow

b-1 bombers in flight trident missiles in the air mx missiles underground protect us till we're dead (chorus) memories of tomorrow-too late for sorrow push the button kiss goodbye the nuclear arsenal a-bombs flying off their ramps nuclear bombs explode (chorus) radioactive people search for medicine pray for shelter kill for food (chorus) mass starvation contaminated water destroyed cities mutilated bodies (chorus) i'll kill myself i'd rather die if you could see in the future you'd know why memories of tomorrow

You're obsessed and distressed 'cause you can't make any sense
Of the ludicrous nonsense and incipient senescence
That will deem your common sense useless
This ain't no recess

I want to believe in you but my plans keep falling through
I know I have to face the harshness, grin and bare the truth
And I have to walk this mile in my own shoes
And I'm no fool

I'm materialist, a full-blown realist
And I guess I'm full of doubt so I'm prone to have it out with you
I'm materialist, there ain't no fear in this
It's there for all to see, so don't talk of hidden mystery with me

Mind over matter, it really don't matter
If the street's idle chatter turns your heartstrings to tatters
Flatter hopes don't flatter and soul batter won't congeal to mend a life that's shattered into shards
Was it in the cards?

The process of belief is an elixir when you're weak
I must confess at times I indulge it on the sneak
But generally my outlook's not so bleak
And I'm not meek

I'm materialist, call me a humanist
And I guess I'm full of doubt so I'll gladly have it out with you
I'm materialist, I ain't no deist
It's there for all to see, so don't talk of hidden mystery with me

Like Rome under Nero, our future's one big zero
Recycling the past to meet immediate needs
And through it all we amble forth to persevere and climb
Our mountains of regret to sow our seeds

I'm materialist
I'm materialist
I'm materialist
I'm materialist

He's a carrier of death, a stork in reverse
He blesses you with sickness
Fuck it!
He disappears in motion
The arsening in your Koolaid, the bomb in your mail,
Cause love is a curse
But leaves a bloody trail
But can't put off your judgment day
Drop to your knees, humble you pray
There's a knock at your door, who could it be?
You got a new friend that's gonna set you free
No amount of money's gonna stop this vice
He's making a list, he's checking it twice
No mercy, no mercy, no mercy. You want mercy?
No fuckin' mercy! Oh no
A doctor of death with a PhD, a specialist in pure misery
With the wink of an eye, a snap of the finger
Now the smell of death is all that lingers
See you fucked with him even though you knew
And now your worst nightmares all come true
You scream and shout you beg and plead
He's the master, master of no mercy, no mercy, no mercy
But he's got your soul and that's all that he needs

screwed up people everywhere, but i ain't got time to care i feel lovely, la la la lovely all kinds of souls down to the curb, but me help, don't be absurd i feel lovely, la la la lovely cause it's not a problem of society, if it don't affect me and i feel lovely as long as i feel lovely, yea oh so lovely! and i'm not guilty of your abuse, see it's all self-induced and i feel lovely everything's so lovely all your kind are like a pollution, look 'em up quick that's the solution lovely wouldn't that be lovely? so tipper babe don't you remember me? now i'm kinder, gentler and so happy it's lovely! la la la-as long as i feel lovely, yea la la la-and i feel lovely, yea la la la-and everything is la la la la la la la la lovely la la la la la la la la lovely everything's so lovely i think i'll throw a party "won't you come alone darling?" it's a surprise party for me simply because i feel lovely! if everything's so lovely...then why don't i, why don't i, why don't i, why don't i feel lovely? lovely, la la la lovely, la la la lovely, la la la lovely

how can you love someone if you think that you're no one? when you mistreat yourself and think it's all you deserve cause it's so hard to care is this love or is it loneliness? how can you demand respect when you have no respect? when you abuse your body, never mind your mind and you're your own worst victim there'll be no love just loneliness why do you force a smile when you know all the wilds? that you're burning inside, but don't want no one to know the hell that you're in as love turns to loneliness how can you sleep at night when you know it's not alright? when you wake up in the morning, nothin' has changed if you do nothin' about it love becomes loneliness love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... and when you're down and you think you need something the temptations so hard to resist but what you grab sure ain't what you needed that's not love it's loneliness and when you're lonely and think you need someone the plot takes a painful twist there ain't no one that can make you feel like someone only you can cure the loneliness how can you be confident when you're all wrong with it? when you know what you're doing and you're doing it wrong it's no misunderstanding this ain't love this is loneliness how can you love someone if you think that you're no one...

Pilgrim, those are dry and bitter tears
And lonely eyes look way beyond your years
Pilgrim, did you drink the mercury?
Your lips turned blue and you're struggling just to see

You were too far gone to carry on
Now your life has stalled
As you march ahead you go no place at all

Pilgrim, when you left them all behind
The loneliness destroyed your able mind
Pilgrim, see the writing on the door?
It's taking you back to a place you were before

And the next in line paces your stride
Waiting for your fall
With a hope that lies in a hidden master's call

Pious eyes ignoring passersby
Headlong to their grave
Don't despair this world of toil and care
This pilgrim lost his way

Pilgrim, will you ever find your call?
Is truth so pure that you're willing to risk it all?

Pious eyes ignoring passersby
Headlong to their grave
Don't despair this world of toil and care
This pilgrim lost his way

lost it! i'm caught in a rage like an animal locked in a cage now i look into the barrel of a guage-boom! made me into the fool experimented on me like an animal turned me into a common criminal-criminal! i lost it, but i gotta get with it mutherfucker, now you're gonna get it i ain't one that'll sit and forget it i got into a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i don't know what i'm saying got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! i lost again! took my dreams, ya left them there shattered took my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered took my mind like it didn't even matter entered a world that i didn't belong thought i could take it but i stayed too long thought i could handle it, boy was i wrong! fighting a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i'm not into playing got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost it again! lost it! lost again lost it! lost again lost it! lost again i lost it! i went to war with reality that motherfucker he was waiting for me i never thought this could happen to me-damn! down so low but i can't be no higher when i was burning up you put wood in the fire you ain't nothing but a goddamn liar-liar! took all my strength now i tremble and drop you got to be down to go over the top oh, god can't you make this laughter stop? died in a war i could never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i lost it again got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! liar, killer! lost again! i lost! murder, killer! hell i lost again! no! no! cleanse me from your evil you broke your promises! what did i do to deserve this? no one to save me from it! oh, lord please have mercy and now i've come to see it something's gone wrong with me i guess i got lost in reality hell i lost again! sure ain't easy, hell i lost again! alone i scream at the sky, it's easier than crying i'm shyest hen i'm shouting out loud i feel so alone in a room full of people i'm loudest when i'm in a crowd i'm alone, and nobody hears me can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me i'm alone, i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down someone to take my heart and give it a home someone to help me through the times when i'm down and lonely someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it but you know you can't give in, alone is the way i feel, it's so hard to understand why i've got to be alone (chorus): if you took a look at my heart you'd see it i'm trying to be something better if you look at my heart you'd feel it i've got to keep moving on if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm just trying to make my world better if you look in my heart you'd see it i got to do it alone i've been down, i've been down i've been down, down, down so low i've been lost, so lost with no place left to go i've had emotions, emotions that you better hope you never know sometimes it feels like i just can't take no more (chorus) seems like things just keep getting further out of hand why can't for once things go as i plan how dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand let me tell you straight out, there ain't nobody here that can i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone if you look in my heart, you'll see it if you look in my heart, you'd feel it if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm not trying to make no one bitter i'm just alone, leave me alone, alone, alone, now leave me i've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be i've seen things, i've seen things you'd never want to see so what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone a room full of people, can't nobody hear me, can't nobody help me, i'm alone i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down, when i"m down someone to take my heart and give it a home, when i'm down someone to be with me and help me through the times i'm down and lonely, when i'm down someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it, but i know i can't give in alone is the way i feel, there ain't nothign quite as sad as a person that's alone

Somewhere high in the desert near a curtain of blue
Saint Ann's skirts are billowing
But down here in the city of limelights
The fans of Santa Ana are withering

And you can't deny the living is easy
If you never look behind the scenery
It's showtime for dry climes
Bedlam is dreaming of rain

When the hills of Los Angeles are burning
Palm trees are candles in the murder wind
So many lives are on the breeze, even the stars are ill at ease
And Los Angeles is burning

This is not a test
Of the emergency broadcast system
When Malibu fires and radio towers
Conspire to dance again

And I cannot believe the media Mecca
They're only trying to peddle reality
Catch it on primetime, story at 9
The whole world is going insane

When the hills of Los Angeles are burning
Palm trees are candles in the murder wind
So many lives are on the breeze, even the stars are ill at ease
And Los Angeles is burning

A placard reads the end of days
Jacaranda boughs are bending in the haze
More a question than a curse, how could hell be any worse?
The flames are starting, the camera's running, so take warning

When the hills of Los Angeles are burning
Palm trees are candles in the murder wind
So many lives are on the breeze, even the stars are ill at ease
And Los Angeles is burning

The road is narrow, the horizon wide
And they say what's waiting on the other side
Is so rewarding and the ultimate prize
But what good is something
if you can't have it until you die?
Desperate, tenacious , clinging like a grain of sand
Watching its foundation wash away
Wash away
Drunk with the assertions they know they can't defend
Confident that they might live again
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Temptation, revelation , you decide
Torture shows its colors often in disguise
Progress and purpose help us realize
We pass along a brighter faith
Even though it must be blind
Desperate, tenacious , clinging like a grain of sand
Watching its foundation wash away
Wash away
Drunk with the assertions they know they can't defend
Confident that they might live again
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Let's go
Oh, desperate, tenacious , clinging like a grain of sand
Watching its foundation wash away
Wash away, yeah
Drunk with the assertions they know they can't defend
Confident that they might live again
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?
Live again, live again
Would you give it all up to live again?

There's a prophet on a mountain and he's making up dinner with long division and a riding crop
Anybody can feel like a winner when it's served up piping hot
But the people aren't looking for a handout, they're America's working corps
Can this be what they voted for?

Let them eat war, let them eat war
That's how to ration the poor
Let them eat war, let them eat war
There's an urgent need to feed, declining pride

From the force to the union shops, the war economy is making new jobs
But the people who benefit most are breaking bread with their benevolent hosts
Who never stole from the rich to give to the poor, all they ever gave to them was a war
And a foreign enemy to deplore

Let them eat war, let them eat war
That's how to ration the poor
Let them eat war, let them eat war
There's an urgent need to feed, declining pride

We've got to kill 'em and eat 'em before they reach for their checks
Squeeze some blue collars, let them bleed from their necks
Seize a few dollars from the people who sweat
Cause it's freedom or death and they won't question it

At a job site the boss is god like
Conditioned workhorses park at a stoplight
Seasoned vets with their feet in nets
A stones throw away from a rock fight but not tonight

Feed 'em death, here comes another ration
Feed 'em death, 'cause they're the finest in the nation
Feed 'em death, when there's nothing left to feed them with
When it's freedom or it's death

Let them eat war, let them eat war
That's how to ration the poor
Let them eat war, let them eat war
There's an urgent need to feed

It's a matter of prescience, no not the science-fiction kind
It's all about ignorance and greed and miracles for the blind
The media parading disjointed politics
Founded on petrochemical plunder and we're its hostages

If you stand to reason you're in the game
The rules may be elusive but our pieces are the same
And you know if one goes down we all go down as well
The balance is precarious as anyone can tell, the world's going to hell

Don't allow
This mythologic hopeful monster to exact its price
Kyoto now
We can't do nothing and think someone else will make it right

You might not think it matters now, but what if you are wrong?
You might not think there's any wisdom in a fucked up punk rock song
But the way it is cannot persist for long
A brutal sun is rising on a sick horizon

It's in the way we live our lives
Exactly like the double edge of a cold, familiar knife
And supremacy weighs heavy on the day
It's never really what you own but what you threw away, and how much did you pay

Don't allow
This mythologic hopeful monster to exact its price
Kyoto now
We can't do nothing and think someone else will make it right

In your dreams
You saw a steady state of bounty for eternity
Silent scream
But now the wisdom that sustains us is in full retreat

Don't allow
This mythologic hopeful monster isn't worth the risk
Kyoto now
We can't have vision for the future if it can't be fixed

Alien
We need a fresh and new religion to run our lives
Hand in hand
The arid torpor of inaction will be our demise

Kyoto now!

But not before I heard thirteen songs about love in a row
Well I just had to turn off the radio
Well I don't know what the next song's gonna be
But I know how the words are gonna go
They'll be singing "Oh baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby I love you so"
So won't everybody sing along cause her comes just another love song
I need you like I need a hole in my head
I need someone to steal my money and wish I were dead
I need someone to always put me down
And everywhere I go she wants to hang around
Do you really even think dreams come true
Do you really even think someone's waiting for you
Do you really even think you'll find something wonderful and new
Do you really even think it's me dear
Do you really even thiink that love is near
I won't fall in love today
Do you really even think I want to hear-but I still say
I need a chick who's got expensive taste
Who's not afraid of whose money she wastes
You expect me to buy you a diamond ring!
Well I suspect I'll buy you not a thing!Well I could tell you you're the only one I love
And how your eyes sparkle like the stars above
And that I carry a picture of you in my heart
And as long as we live we'll never be apart
And that you're the most important person in my life
But I can't handle a girlfriend, how am I gonna handle a wife
Love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate
I love, love, love to hate you but I'd hate, hate, hate to love you
love-hate
I could promise all my love to you
But that would take me only a second or two
And if you're waiting to be my one and only
You're gonna find out what it's like to be awfully lonely
Your song was alright for awhile-But now your tune's gone out of style
You want to cuddle and hug all night
But I'm going out with my friends tonight
I already have one-I don't need another
And I don't need someone to act like my mother
After a bottle of wine
But she sure looks fine
And she's out of sight
When my mind's not right
And I'll promise you anything dear

Easy easy, it's not easy
To say what I feel when nothing seems real
Not easy, it's not easy
To be someone's friend when the pain it never ends
Not easy, it's not easy
To keep up the fight when nothing turns out right
Easy I got to take it easy, I got to take it easy
Easy it's not easy to open your heart when love's torn it apart
Easy it's not easy to hold your head high when you want to sit and cry
Easy it's not easy to fall on your knees and say Lord help me please
Easy I got to take it easy, Oh please, please, please easy
Easy easy it's not easy
Gotta gotta take it easy
It's not easy
It's never easy

It's going down in my dark side
My mind starts sweating, my heart
It starts a chain reaction
That's how the pain it all starts

It's going down where no one can see
It's a sad sad sight
The feeling just gets stronger
I see you, I just put on a smile
I try to cover it up
But I can't take it too much longer

Time stands still, as I lie in place
I try to block out the pitch
In my head that keeps ringing
So I pound and pound on myself
I try to wake myself up
But I can't 'cause I'm not dreaming

It's going down in my dark side
With no release or escape
Doesn't believe in forgiveness
It's an emotional rape

It's going down where no one can see
It's a sad sad sight
no suspense as what will follow
Fractured terror fills my peace
Shocks my senses
Leaves me empty sad and hollow

Time stands still, as I lie in place
I try to block out the pitch
In my head that keeps ringing
So I pound and pound on myself
I try to wake myself up
But I can't 'cause I'm not dreaming

CHORUS
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin'
It's goin' down

It's going down in my dark side
Shivers and shakes through my soul
Ration surveys the damage
There's nothing left to control

It's going down now, I'm face to face
With the hollowness
That echoes in this darkness
How can I fight when I cannot see what to fight
Reluctantly how can I even stop this
All hell is breaking loose -acap

oh yea, know that shit. sounds so good i wanna .... right along. yea this is k-sui, cyco miko here, giving you the easy muthafuck'n listening sounds for the hard of muthafuck'n hearing. yea, busting out on a whole new perspective to lock you upside your head. get your mind working. cause you know it ain't workin the way it should be. it's time to think.....not think like you think you think.....that ain't thinkin, that's just justifying your inability to accomplish the things that you're not willing to work for. so right now time to dig into the fuck'n trench. get a little fuck'n cyco. yea,cause you gotta fuck'n be crazy to believe in yourself! so what anyone else says....fuck it! i don't give a fuck!

so you're gonna be institutionalized you'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes you won't have any say they'll brainwash you until you see their way (chorus) they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect from the enemy myself they give you a white shirt with long sleeves tied around your back, you're treated like thieves drug you up because they're lazy it's too much work to help a crazy (chorus) they say they're gonna fix my brain alleviate my suffering and my pain but by the time they fix my head mentally i'll be dead

Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my
birth
Why do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earth

Strength has left-has to be-something has died inside of me

If I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone care
If I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be there

You can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignore
But now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UP

Why should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted day
Why should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anyway

That was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the door

I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not fail
I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trail

Might not be smart, but if I'm strong
I know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong

In this world without harmony
I can still survive and survive peacefully
Where there's no peace and there's no sanity
Until that moment when you crash down on me
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

You better watch how you direct your hate
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

Or you'll receive part of my natural trait
Before you send off you just better wait
'Cause I ain't got time not to retaliate
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

I'll, I'll hate you better

I'll hate you better
I'm just enlightening you so you won't be naive
I'm not trying to threaten or to deceive
I'll tell you one thing that you better believe
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better
My hate is better to give than receive
I'll, I'll hate you better
I'll

(Muir, Clark)

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to get my thrill
And I don't it from no funny ass pill
I'm about to straight break loose
I could fight it but it ain't no use
I'm about it this far away
From going off and making someone pay
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to toss and turn
No sleep tonight I got a lesson to learn
I'm about to throw a fit
I can't seem to find the time to quit
I'm about ready to roll
Light on my feet with my gutted soul
I'm about to get my thrill
Anyway I will

I'll buy, I'll buy myself
I ain't got, I got noone else
I'll buy, I'll buy myself
When i go on sale

I'm about 105
Died years ago, but I'm still alive
I'm about 17
It's time to reinvent the punk rock scene
I'm about one inch small
When it seems that's noone cares at all
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind
Every screwed up person gets revenge

Every twisted thought will have it's shot
Every messed up feeling has it's day
Every jacked up moment will come back
I wouldn't mind hearing you screaming in pain

I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken with fear
I wouldn't mind seeing you screaming in pain
I wouldn't mind seeing you
I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken from fear
I wouldn't mind hearing you cry like a baby
I wouldn't mind hearing you beggin' for your life

Makes me feel the joy rise thru my soul
Makes me think that there's hope after all
Makes me wanna shout and jump for joy
Makes me feel the purpose after all
I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken with fear

I wouldn't mind seeing you screamin' in pain
I wouldn't mind seeing you
I wouldn't mind I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind seeing blood squirting from your veins
I wouldn't mind seeing you dead!
I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind seeing you deadI wouldn't mind hearing you beg for your life

Bllinded by reason, you're asleep at the wheel Counting on nothing, the numbers get higher Confused underrstanding, with a slip for the hold Squeeze past the pressure, you're asleep at the wheel Is it too much of a good thing Recycled in memory was A magical moment Why can't you remember It too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing You're all asleep at the wheel Preserved in its danger I though you'd be different Blank stare and a whisper, but who are you judging You're all asleep at the wheel A special assignment Is it too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing Unlocked under pressure Hope in revision, slight miscalculation Confined unforgiveness It all goes in stages, you're asleep at the wheel A new kind of danger, you're all asleep at the wheel A blank stare and a whisper But who are you judging I thought you were different You're asleep at the wheel I thought you were different

in times of trouble fall to my knees and i look to the sky cause me, me i want more the classification of our heart's a sin cause me, me i want more don't wanna pump nobody's gas-i want more don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-i want more don't wanna take the first job i find-i want more don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-i want more (chorus) slaving in a factory, a differnt kind of insanity feels like i'm locked in a cage working like a maniac, gave myself a heart attack for a job that pays minimum wage don't wanna work at the golden arches-i want more don't wanna was no rich man's cars-i want more don't wanna be nobody's gardener-i want more don't wanna be no garbage man-i want more (chorus) i sit and reflect about all that i've learned and all that i've seen cause me me i want more the memories come and they go away cause me me i want more don't wanna pump nobody's gas-i want more don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-i want more don't wanna take the first job i find-i want more don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-i want more i want more

i shot reagan, i shot sadat i'm gonna shot you dead in heaven you'll rot you're gonna rot in heave, hear an angel's voice you're too bad for hell, although it's you first choice rot in heave, you're too bad for hell rot in heaven, cause you're fogiven in hell i shot lennon, i shot the pope i shot the devil, now you ain't got no hope you're gonna rot in heaven, hear an angel's voice you're too bad for hell although it's your first choice

yesterday as i went out of the house i saw a body lying down quiet as a mouse she was lying face down in the sewer what you do-i got up closer and realized that i knew her what you see-all her organs comingfrom her inside that's nasty-slashed up skin, sliced-up hide tell me some more-turned her over and saw the tire tracks on her head then what-that's when i realized she was dead (chorus) twisted body, chopped-off feet her body was minced meat bust crawling on her arms she's dead can't do no harm gnarled-up legs, broken and bent her last breath has been spent i wonder how much you had to pay to get your mom killed in such a bloody way i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i watched her as she bled well she had-chewed-off toes on her chopped-off feet say what?-i took a picture 'cause i thought it was neat that's cold-but the thing i like seeing the best what's that-was the rodents using her hair as a nest damn-i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead (chorus) i know it is your allowance that you'll really miss but make it look good at her funeral and give her a kiss i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i saw her lying in a pool of read-and she doesn't know how to swim i think it's the greatest thing i'll ever see-what's that? your dead mommy lying in front of me i'll always remember her lying dead on the floor i hope she dies twenty times more i saw your mommy and your mommy is dead i saw your mommy and your mommy is dead i saw her, i saw her...mommy i saw your mommy

(Muir)

Too much time on my hands
Too much salt in my wounds
Too much pain in my heart
Too many things to regret
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Won't do that change again
Continuous lies never end

I'd hate myself if I thought like you
I'd have to hate myself to do the things you do
Cause I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Too much getting no where
Too much waiting to see
Too many lies have been told
Too many things thought in my head
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Stand up small hypocrite
Your full of lies your full of shit

I hate myself sometimes that's true
But I can't hate myself enough to be like you

I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Dirty job rearrange
Smoke it up just taken change
I can not hate myself
I can not hate myself enough to be like you

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain

It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain-
Am I living or am I dead
Sometimes I got to think k to myself is this life or death.

Problems never solved-just rearranged
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
So few good-so many bad
And when I think about all the times that I've had
I search for personality and look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony-thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say
How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today
Today today-when I can't even smile today

Today today-when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile todayHow will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Now get up and give in, I'll crack your knuckles again
Supplicate and survive this transubstantiation
And get so mean
I want to know what it means

Did you laugh? You know I did
Did you cry? Couldn't get it right
Did you live? Always on the edge
Did you lie? Causing such a fright

Did you love? Oh, to be forgiven
Did you try? But it wouldn't be right
God, it feels like an honest goodbye

That sick brass boy daydreaming, cry baby, convict, demon
Hands so clean, a sympathetic cold-blooded killing machine
How did you get so mean?
I want to know what it means

Did you laugh? You know I did
Did you cry? Couldn't get it right
Did you live? Always on the edge
Did you lie? Causing such a fright

Did you love? Oh, to be forgiven
Did you try? But it wouldn't be right
God, it feels like an honest goodbye

Now get up and give in, I'll crack your knuckles again
Supplicate and survive this transubstantiation
And get so mean
I want to know what it means

Did you laugh? You know I did
Did you cry? Couldn't get it right
Did you live? Always on the edge
Did you lie? Causing such a fright

Did you love? Oh, to be forgiven
Did you try? But it wouldn't be right
God, it feels like an honest goodbye

That sick brass boy daydreaming, cry baby, convict, demon
Hands so clean, a sympathetic cold-blooded killing machine
How did you get so mean?
I want to know what it means

Did you laugh? You know I did
Did you cry? Couldn't get it right
Did you live? Always on the edge
Did you lie? Causing such a fright

Did you love? Oh, to be forgiven
Did you try? But it wouldn't be right
God, it feels like an honest goodbye

You're not educated, your just regulated
You're not educated, your just regulated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
You better get yourself a system
And you'll keep on getting pissed on
Until you get yourself a system
We don't need no help no way, we're O.K.

Anarchy for me, fascism for you
Anarchy for me, means fascism for you
We don't need no rules no way, anarchy
Suicidal punx
We don't need no rules no way
We don't need your rules no way, we're O.K.
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

No drugs, smoke or drink
Hippies suck that's what I think
Politicians, I don't buy it
Try to contai us, we're gonna riot
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
The original hippie killers

You're not regulated, you're just not educated
You're not regulated, you're just not educated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
You better get yourself our system
We don't need no rules no way, we're O.K.
We don't need no rules no way
We don't need no rules no way, anarchy
We're the original hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

No pills, trips or hippie weed
Suicidal's all that I need
Truth, respect and lots of pride
In us they live, in you they died
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We don't need no rules no way! Anarchy
Suicidal style

(Muir, Clark)

I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'm going to heaven so there's no reason to cry
God says he loves me and I love him too
Yes I have struggled, but but now suffering's through

I don't want you to cry
I just wanna say
I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'll live forever so it's not really goodbye
God has a plan for me and a plan for you

So there's no reason to cry
There's no reason to cry
Cause I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven
Yes I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven

Over head such a shinning light
As playful angels hover in flight
In the blindingly brilliant pure white
A sensation so peacefully
My soul rises separates from my body
The pearly gates I can now clearly see
I've gone to heaven
Hallelujah
I'm so excited again I'll never die
I'm up heaven so there's no reason to cry

I got home kind of late last night
So silent I could hear my heart pump
But then I heard a sound that made me jump

I tried to get real brave, tried to look around
I tried to find out where came that sound
But the voices keep calling, calling out to me
The re I looked, the less I could see
I hear voices-when I'm all alone

Hear the voices-could it be they're calling out to me
I hear voices-can't stop those voices
CHORUS
Hearing voices-but there's nobody home
Hearing voices-I look, why can't I see

It happened again-the very next day
I still couldn't understand what they were trying to say
Could only get the courage to open up one eye
Couldn't see nothing, but the voices they don't lie

I searched and searched but not a soul I found
Pretty damn sure no one was around
The more I looked the less I could see

Then I realized the voices were calling from me
CHORUS
Are they demons-or are they angels or am I crazy


Now the voices I start to understand
They have to do with the master plan
You think about what you'd do
Cause one day the voices will be calling out to you
The real point is what I'm missing
They come not from one but they come from two
The voices I hear now I know are true
>From which voice will I listen

Hearing voices
I hear voies
Can't stop the voices
Do you hear the voices?

[Muir, Pleasants]

I don't know what is it
But I'm acting like I know
I don't like what I see
But I never let it show
You can not understand
What you were not meant to find
So I lock it in a vault
Halfway up my head
Halfway up my head

Halfway up head
Halfway up my head - that's where it got stuck
If you're trying to change me - well you're just out of luck
I know what I am and how I must be
Halfway up my head

[Chorus:]
Halfway up my head
It got stuck
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head in a back of a file
I put up a front with a wink and a smile
All of the things that you've done and you've said
Halfway up my head Halfway up my head

[Chorus]

When I don't know what to think
Then I don't know what to say
When I don't know what to do
I still do it anyway

So if I sound confused
You're listening all wrong
I take it piece by piece
And I cut what gets to long
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head
That's where it got lost
Don't like what you said so the message got tossed
You can not lock up what was meant to run free
The spirit in me, the spirit in me
I don't ask for no help and I won't

Back in '83, a man came to me and he told me "Son
Our way of life is done," but I was only young
With an eye to the fields, speculators and yields rotten to the core
Monoculture whores entered the bidding wars from distant shores

I don't want to be
In the land known as destitute and free
With the grains of wrath blazing a path
From sea to shining sea

Oh, the sinuous trails of concrete and rails and exhausted roars
Population wars setting our future course
Is profit and greed the only conceit on a scale betrween
Mere prosperity and inhumanity? It may well be

But I don't want to be
In the land known as destitute and free
With the grains of wrath blazing a path
From sea to shining sea

I don't want to be
In the land known as destitute and free
With the grains of wrath blazing a path
From sea to shining sea

Quieres chingaso, conmigo, tu lo tienes
Por vida y por muerte Holmes!
Breakdown a motherfuckin' breakdown
Breakdown ain't that a bitch!
If you like magic, here's a trick
Snap my fingers now I'm a lunatic
Ain't no threat straight out fact go head up and you'll get
jacked!
Went to school at U. of Hell, favorite course was kill and
tell
Graduated head of class, majored in kickin' ass
Did hard time to get my Master, wrote the book on personal
disaster
I don't need no PhD to be a doctor of fuckin' misery
Psycho's insane, they say I lost my brain, but I gave it away
If my mind's gone bad don't go off feeling sad cause I chose
it that way
Cause it's a breakdown, I'm go'n breakdown, I'm gonna break,
ain't no you can do
Cause it's a breakdown, a motherfuckin' breakdown, gonna
break you in fuckin' two
What you got, come and show me
Think I won't, you don't know me
Live or die, it's all the same, life or death, it's just a
game
Make you an offer you can't refuse, pull out the gat, sorry
you lose
Put a disclaimer on the crypt, sorry Holmes, finger slipped
I broke a main now it's headed for my brain and my mind goes
thumpty thump thump
Pinned shot eyes, don't come as no surprise it ain't no dance
the bump and the dump
Cause it's a breakdown, I'm go'n breakdown, who said that
nightmares don't come true?
Breakdown, Breakdown, Breakdown, Breakdown
Stick out your hand I'll stick out my finger
Kick you in the balls now you're a soprano singer
Rush to my head, whacked and hyper
Now it's time to pay the piper, time to pay the piper
Thought you were smar

ah damn, we got a lot of stupid people doing a lot of stupid things thinking a lot of stpuid thoughts and if you want to see one just look in the mirror gotta kill captain stupid, can't you see him today we start the new way, we're suicidal gotta kill the old way, we'll make it better won't you join our mission, don't be stupid got to kill captain stupid got to kill captain stupid brothers killing brothers, what up with that? can't you see they're laughing, that ain't funny babies making babies, that ain't love you just got screwed over, get some respect (chorus) got to kill captain stupid got to kill captain stupid and i don't understand why people be bringin' captain stupid in their lives treating him like a superhero glorifying him when he ain't nothing but a superpunk and you see, you're the one who's gonna have to stop him 'cause you7re the one that started him oh, what's that? so now you say life sucks well, ninety-nine percent of it's what you make of it... so if your life sucks, you suck what's that crap you're smoking, playing the fool waste your life for nothing, when you're something what the hell you thinking, mind pollution got to get back control, it's your life fool (chorus) what's that now? ah, so you're scared to do something about it well, you better be scared not to do something about it 'cause if you don't kill captain stupid captain stupid gonna kill you got to kill captain stupid-fool

Striking at mental apparitions like a drunk on a vacant street
Silently beset by the hands of time and elegant in its fury
An aberrant crack as skeletons yield to unrelenting gravity
While viruses prowl for helpless victims who succumb rapidly

Tell me, tell me where is the love in a careless creation when there's no above?
There's no justice, just a cause and no cure
And a bounty of suffering it seems we all endure
And what I'm frightened of is that they call it God's love

Well, we twist in torment and make believe
There's a truth that we all submit
Believe my eyes, my brain complies
To all that they interpret

So tell me, tell me where is the love in a careless creation when there's no above?
There's no justice, just a cause and no cure
And a bounty of suffering it seems we all endure
And what I'm frightened of is that they call it God's love

I know there's no reason for alarm
But who needs perspective when it comes to pain and harm?
We can change our minds
There's a better prize

But first you've got to tell me, tell me where is the love in a careless creation when there's no above?
There's no justice, just a cause and no cure
And a bounty of suffering it seems we all endure
And what I'm frightened of is that they call it God's love

They call it God's love
My pain is God's love