De/Vision

I may well be satisfied
Stay a while
Sweet little child
Taste some of the poisoned fume
Leave this world
Enrich this room

We might be one for a day
Angels take
Our souls away
Reaching heights, we won't get caught
Gods lend wings
To tainted hearts

Feel the pain deep inside
From your head to your feet
From the left to the right
But noone loves

When we earn all lover's pay
Father, hide
My love away
Searching for an alibi
Listen to
Your spirit's eye

Feel the pain deep inside
From your head to your feet
From the left to the right
But no one loves and no one knows

When I'm lonely
Deep inside
A defending hand
Takes me to a friend
When I'm falling
Asleep to dream
Of a naked dawn
Something keeps me warm

I feel better now
That you are so close to me
You make me high
Anywhere
I can taste the joy
When I feel so close to you
You make me high
Anywhere

When I'm leaving
That safe place
Someone knows my way
In the deepest grey
And when I'm missing
Your safe home
I know I'm secure
Everything's so pure

I feel better now
That you are so close to me
You make me high
Anywhere
I can taste the joy
When I feel so close to you
You make me high
Anywhere

I need an overdose of life
My secret to survive
To get a big kick out of live
I always go against the tide
I burn so fast but bright
And never see the red light

Don't keep your eyes on every step I take
Don't restrict me in every move I make
I wanna be free
Just take your hands off me
I gotta be free
No-one else can live my life for me

Despite of any consequence
Whatever makes no sense
I hold the whole world in my hands
And when I feel I'm out of sight
The chemical delights
Will lead me safely through the night

Don't tell me what I'm supposed to do
I am the only one who pulls me through
I wanna be free
Why don't you let me be
I gotta be free
Oh, why can't you just see
I wanna be free
Just take your hands off me
I gotta be free
No-one else can live my life for me

Don't steal the air from every breath I take
I don't give a shit for all the rules I break
I wanna be free
Why don't you let me be
I gotta be free
Oh, why can't you just see
I wanna be free
Just take your hands off me
I gotta be free
No-one else can live my life for me

Once I had a dream before I woke up
When I try to walk I fall asleep
Don't know where I'm going to,
I don't even know where I have been
But still I try to realize the truth
That I have seen

So I pray
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please

Reveal the precious spell of every moment
Inhale the flow of life in every second
Rely upon the spirit that you hide
Behind a lie
I will keep on trying till the day
That I die

And I pray
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please

Take my fear away
Don't lead me astray
Take my fear away
Don't lead me astray

Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please
Please, help me, please

Help me to stay on this road and
Don't lead me astray

No matter what you say,
You know you're guilty
Nothing could excuse this circumstance
You can clean your hands
But your mind stays filthy
You always trip on your own demands
And hope won't die
Just go on and pray the saint
And hope won't die
But no-one else can hear your plaint
Now you want to fall into oblivion
Will that make it easier for you
First of all you need to be forgiving
'cause the one who suffers most is you
You want to live without restraint
You want to live without restraint
You want to live without restraint
You want to live without restraint
No matter what you say
You know you're guilty
You can clean your hands
But your mind stays filthy
Nothing could excuse this circumstance
You always trip on your own demands
And hope won't die
Just go on and pray the saint
And hope won't die
But no-one else can hear your plaint
You want to live without restraint...

Give in
Go on and live in sin
Give in
Your ugly face always seems to win
Give in
That feeling goes under your skin
It calls you from deep within
I'm staring out of empty eyes

Give in
And let some reason in
Give in
The time have come for a new begin
Give in
The fever burns under your skin
It haunts you deep within
Don't listen to your empty lies

Give in
Go on and live in sin
Give in
Your ugly face always seems to win
Give in
That feeling goes under your skin
It calls you from deep within
I'm staring out of empty eyes

Don't give in
And blow out everything
That once was you
That you'll be
You always were so free
Free as a bird
In a cage
Longing for the final stage
And so I sing
For you
'cause it breaks my heart in two

Always remember
That you will find
A reason to live your life
Always remember
That deep inside
Your true will is still alive
Always remember????

No, don't give in
And let your heartache win
These days were meant
To decline
Your dreams were never mine
And still you're more
To me
Than a fading memory
That's why I sing
For you
There's nothing else for me to do

Always remember
That you will find
A reason to live your life
Always remember
That deep inside
Your true will is still alive
Always remember????

You can't run away
From the lord's eternal game
Eat the dust
And kiss the book
Taste the wine of brotherhood

I don't want to hear the story
Of someone who lost his glory
Can you feel it too
Can you feel it too

I released myself from your grip
On my life
You lost all of your infallibility
Now, we're standing here
The more we have the less we give
Foul discord
Is what he sent
God is blind in the end

Coming from the stars
Into that space
No healing
When a lonely heart's displaced
Left behind
In a foreign land
So should he dare
To reach out his small hand

He's a foreigner
He will never be same
A foreigner
Wants to be from where he came

Coming from the stars
Into that world
So far away
From what he calls his home
A begging to be free
To let him go
A groaning scream
Surrounding any soul

He's a foreigner
He will never be same
A foreigner
Wants to be from where he came

He's a foreigne

Give me your bright white eyes
That I might see
The blindness of a narrow-minded flea
We cannot bridge the distance
Don't get too close to me

How deep must you fall down
To understand
That selfishness is always
built on sand
Waiting for the impact
You got nothing to defend

I'm happy with you, happy with you
night and day
I'm feeling with you, bleeding with you
Anyway
I can see no reaction
It's a strange affection

I'm serving you, I'm serving you
As a prey
I'm leaving you, deceiving you
Not today
I can feel no reaction
What a strange affection

I'm trapped within a maze
Of lies and fake
Don't have the strength to speak,
to fight or hate
I hang in doubt, my head is cramped
Why did we seek the end

I'm happy with you, happy with you
night and day
I'm feeling with you, bleeding with you
Anyway
I can see no reaction
It's a strange affection

I'm serving you, I'm serving you
As a prey
I'm leaving you, deceiving you
Today
I can feel no reaction
What a strange affection

Listen to the night
Take delight in this tune
A symphony of cries
Howling at the moon

Illuminate the wide
Hugeness of my heart
The corridor inside
I surely have to walk

Deliver me tonight
And please don't ever let me go
Heaven has arrived
But don't let anybody know
You're water to my seeds
I think I felt something alive
Answer to my needs
And heaven knows it will be right

Can't you hear me calling?

Can't you hear me calling?
Can't you see I'm falling?

I believe in your heart
Can you believe in me?
Would you try me out one day
When Our souls are free?

I can taste your sweetness
I am out of control
Leave my mind if you don't stay
You decompose my soul...

Can't you hear me calling
Longing for a calm
Can't you see I'm falling
Soon I'll come to harm

can't you feel my yearning
For your charity
Can't you see I'm burning
Till our souls are free

Waiting for an answer
I'm waiting for a sign
I do not understand these feelings
Hope you're feeling fine

Can't you hear me calling...

Hear me calling...

Back in my life
I used to be so happy
Don't ask me why
I became so ugly
Go back in time
And try to find the answer
But don't hope to find
What is now out of time
All I see is a stranger who died

Out of the blue
You break into the silence
And all that we need me and you
Is spiritual guidance
Now I can see
Our love was always dying
And today I regret
All the joy that we had
All I feel is emptiness instead

I used to be so happy
I used to be so happy
I used to be so happy
Now it's gone, so long

Turn of the tide
I feel it coming back to me
Made up my mind
You will never be close to me
Back in my life
I used to be so happy
Now I'm breaking the back
Of what is breaking my neck
All I want is tenderness instead

Will you ever find the answer?
Will you never touch the ground?
You do gladly feed your Cancer
Do you hope to drag me down?

Hear my Words, feel my Hurt
Can't you see we're meant to be
Slaves to Passion; Servants to Fashion
That's the way that we want to be

Hear my Words, feel my Hurt
Can't you see we're meant to be
Slaves to Passion; Sense the Fashion
That's the way that we want to be

If I ever need a brother
I know I'll find a brother in me
Do you sometimes need a sister?
Something you will never be...

Hear my Word, feel my Hurt
Can't you see we're meant to be
Slaves to Passion; Sense the Fashion
That's the way that we want to be

Loneliness calls you
Push the teenage dreams aside
Tonight
Open the door to
Chase away the demon from your mind
Reality bores you
Go on clinging to this fool's
Paradise
Feelings don't reach you
Worn out like the girl that drowns
In lies

I cannot believe you
All the words you say
(Me) myself won't be the same
I won't play the clown for you
Every single day
(Me) myself won't be the same

Someone adores you
Little girl don't hide before
His eye
You're drifting out to
Find a place beyond the rain
And cry

I never thought I find my way
Out of yesterday
Time really passed me by
But now I need to concentrate
On the steps I take
I try, I fail, I try...
Now I'm searching in my memory, in my memory
For the man I used to be
I'm searching in my memory, in my memory
For the man I want to see

A heart of stone
Unhappy soul
Believe me, it doesn't hurt
My god he said
Don't be afraid
Don't you cry
cause it won't be heard

I hope I'll ever find my way
Out of nowadays
My time is standing still
I guess I only celebrate
Every move I make
We're aching for the thrill

Now I'm searching in my memory, in my memory
For the boy I used to be
I'm searching in my memory, in my memory
For the boy I feel in me

I lost my sight when I got stun
I never bleeded so
Do I slide into vice
Till I'm gone?

You're like a dive into the wild
Like poems
holding me as gentle
as a new born child at night

Then sorrow breaks
The silent spell
My mind is clearing up
And takes me back
Into my shell
Back to hell

I hope you
Won't see me through
Like I do
I can't get
You out of my mind
I see still I'm blind
I hope you
Won't see me through
Like I do
I can't get
Me out of this hug
Just be my new drug