Douglas Robb

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It's hard to say

Impossible for me to tell
We're always walking on eggshells
Who you're going to be from day-to-day-to-day

I wish that we could go back to what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
How much you've changed since we first met
And how much that it's killing me

I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you used to smile so easily

I wish that we could go back to how we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore
It's too hard to be pretending
It's too hard to ignore
I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I never thought that it would come to this

I know we'll never get back
To how we were before
'Cause I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to be pretending
It's too hard to ignore
I know that I don't love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry

Crawling in the dark



Song by
Hoobastank



I will dedicate

and sacrifice
my everything

For just a
seconds worth

of how
my story's ending

And I wish I could know
if the directions

that I take
and all the choices


that I make

won't end up
all for nothing

Show me what it's for
make me understand it

I've been crawling
in the dark

Looking for the answer
is there something more

Than what
I've been handed

I've been crawling
in the dark


Looking for the answer

Help me carry on
assure me it's ok to

use my heart
and not my eyes

To navigate
the darkness

will the ending be
ever coming suddenly

Will I ever get to see
the ending to my story

Show me what it's for
make me understand it

I've been crawling
in the dark

Looking for the answer
is there something more

Than what
I've been handed

I've been crawling
in the dark


Looking for the answer@

So when and
how will I know@

How much further
do I have to go

How much longer
until I finally know

Because I'm looking
and I just can't see

What's in front of me
in front of me

Show me what it's for
make me understand it

I've been crawling
in the dark

Looking for the answer
is there something more

Than what
I've been handed

I've been crawling
in the dark


Looking for the answer@

I wanna live, I wanna leave
I wanna open up and breathe
I wanna go, I wanna be
I wanna feel it constantly
Gotta show, gotta say
I've gotta feeling that won't go away
I've gotta know if they got away
My opportunities
Just one chance is all I ever wanted
Just one time I'd like to win the game
From now on I'll take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
I need to think, I need to feed
I need to see if I still bleed
I need a place, I need a time
Cause I need to step outside that line
Gonna give, gonna take
I'm gonna scream till I am awake
I'm gonna push, I'm gonna pull, open up the door
Just one chance is all I ever wanted
Just one time I'd like to win the game
From now on I'll take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
And if I knew when the door was open, I'd go through
I would go on through
And I can say, when I do I'll never be the same
Never be the same
Just one chance is all I ever wanted
Just one time I'd like to win the game
From now on I'll take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one
(Just one) I'll take the chance if I can have it
(Just one) I'll take the chance if I can have it
(Just one) Yes, I'll take the chance if I can have it
Just one, just one

I wake up all alone somewhere unfamiliar
Been gone so many days I`m losing count
When I think of home I see your face
I know I have to wait
You`re so close yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
so close yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
I miss hearing your laughter
All the little things
Forgotten what it`s like to hold you
Cuz where I am right now
So unforgiving
It`s numbing everything
u`re so close yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
so close yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
(So promise)
No matter how long it takes for me to get back to u
You`ll wait for me
(I promise)
No matter how far away I go I`ll come back for u
Just wait and see
I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don`t think I can wait
we`re so close, yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close, yet so far
It`s tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
I promise,
It’s tearing me apart
No matter how far away I go I’ll come back for u
I promise It`s tearing me apart
What I would do-
What I would do-
What I would do to be there with you

Is this the day?
My final curtain call
What have i done?
Looking back on it all
So many have cried
Out of love, out of vain
Unsaid goodbyes
Is this the day

And if it is
Ill be ok
With letting go of everything
I leave it all behind
Its been quite a ride
So many laughs, so many tears
All my dreams and
All my fears
Will all get washed away
If this is the day

Is this the day?
That ive been preparing for
Mending the wounds
That i shouldve done before
And all of our love
Love that i gave away

Will i know what its for
Is there something more
Ill find out
If this is the day

And if it is
Ill be ok
With letting go of everything
I leave it all behind
Its been quite a ride
So many laughs, so many tears
All my dreams and
All my fears
Will all get washed away
If this is the day

Is this the day that
I finally get answers
To the questions that
Ive had so long
And is this the day
that therell be no tomorrow
Or tomorrow i could be gone

But you dont have to cry
I will be alright
You dont have to cry
I will be alright

Cause if it is
Ill be ok
With letting go of everything
I leave it all behind
Its been quite a ride
So many laughs, so many tears
All my dreams and
All my fears
Will all get washed away
If this is the day

If it is
Ill be ok
With letting go of everything
I leave it all behind
With no sad goodbyes
So many laughs, so many tears
All my dreams and
All my fears
Will all get washed away
If this is the day

If this is the day

If this is the day

Cause i will be alright

I've become tired of wasting my time
Thinking about choices that I've made
Cause I can't move forward while looking behind
The only thing I can do now is
Change the way
That I used to be
Cause now it seems
Crystal clear to me

Yes you're so much more
Than a memory
Yes you're so much more
Than a memory

It wasn't fair
For me just to go
And act like I know what you've been through
Cause I wasn't fair
And I'll never know
I couldn't see from your point of view
But I'm doing all I can
For you to see
That I understand
That I understand

You're so much more
Than a memory
Yes you're so much more
Than a memory
So don't close the door
On what still can be
Cause you're so much more
Than a memory

Please don't go
Cause I finally know
That the past is gone
I know that I was wrong
I was wrong

You are so much more
Than a memory (Memory)
Yes you're so much more
Than a memory (Memory)

So don't close the door
On what still can be
Cause you're so much more
Than a memory

Please don't go
Cause I finally know
That the past is gone
I know that I was wrong

Please don't go
Cause I finally know
That the past is gone
I know that I was wrong
I was wrong

I thought it wasn't wrong
To hide from you
Simple truth
I was scared
I'd felt it all along
But it hurt too much for me to share
If only I
Had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold onto
If only I
Could change your mind
If only I had known
If only I had you
I finally understand
Why things have happened
And how it all could go so wrong
Will this pain ever end
Cause I don't think I can carry on
If only I
Had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold onto
If only I
Could change your mind
If only I had known
If only I had you
If only I
Had been less blind
I'd have someone to hold onto (I won't let go)
If only I
Could have spoke my mind
If only it were true
(We could start brand new)
I know I'd make it through
If only I had you
If only I had you
If only I had you

We`ve walked together down this winding road
Searching of something true
Together we grew

But now our journey has come to an end
And it`s on to something new
For me and you

So goodbye my friend, until we meet again
Some other day, I know so much will change
But looking back I can say
I wouldn`t change a day
I hope you can say the same


So many memories we got to make
And the challenges we met
I`ll never forget
`Cause those lessons made us who we are today
And we`re taking the next step, without a regret
No regrets


So goodbye my friend, until we meet again
Some other day, I know so much will change
But looking back I can say
I wouldn`t change a day
I hope you can say
I hope you can say the same


All I`m telling you (All I`m telling you)
When I get through the end
I would do it again, do it again
All I`m telling you (All I`m telling you)
When I get through the end
I would do it again, do it again


Goodbye my friend, until we meet again
Some other day, I know so much will change
But looking back I can say
I wouldn`t change a day
I hope you can say
I hope you can say


That you understand the only life we have
Is here in now, not up in the cloud
With every breathe we can say
It has a brand new day
I know I can say
I know I can say
I know I can say the same

I still remember the time
When this all felt like a dream
So completely out of reach
Frustrating
We kept our nose to the grind
Make the days turn into weeks
Hoping time will heal the pain of waiting
How it seems so long ago

Just look back on
How far we've come
We made it somehow
Look where we are now
All we've done
Our battles won
We made it somehow
Look where we are now

I used to wonder if I
Would ever have the chance to be
Something more than what you see
I doubt it
We learn to open our eyes
Now I both think we'd agree
That we're better off than when we started
There's still so much left to go

Just look back on
How far we've come
We made it somehow
Look where we are now
All we've done
Our battles won
We made it somehow
Look where we are now

And the best is yet to come
Cause our story isn't done
No
No
No
No
Oh
Oh woo
Oh woo

Just look back on (Look back on)
How far we've come
We made it somehow
Look where we are now
All we've done (All we've done)
Our battles won
We made it somehow
Look where we are now
Look where we are now
No
No
No
No
No
Look where we are now
Look where we are now
No
No

Don't tell me that you are ready to change.
Don't tell me that from now it won't be the same.
It doesn't matter, 'cause at the end of the day,
it isn't what you say, it's what you do!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!
What you say will be forgotten someday.
What you do will be remembered.
Empty promises all fade away.
What you keep will last forever.
Don't tell me you'll make things better for us.
Don't tell me that you're some one I can trust.
It doesn't mean a thing to me because,
it isn't what you say, it's what you do!
Your actions will speak louder than you!
What you say will be forgotten someday.
What you do will be remembered.
Empty promises all fade away.
What you keep will last forever.

So show me that you really figured it out.
And show me everything that you are about.
But if you can't then just shut your mouth!..
'cause I don't care what you say or what you do,
You can't take back what you've put me through.
Your actions will speak louder than you!..
What you say will be forgotten someday.
What you do will be remembered.
Empty promises all fade away.
What you keep will last forever.
What you say will be forgotten someday.
What you do will be remembered.
Empty promises all fade away.
What you keep will last forever.
What you keep will last forever.
What you keep will last forever.
Forever...

WHOOOOO
Wake up, our life is calling
We're smoke, but not a fire
Give us a sign that we're alive
Snap out of indecision
Have we been hypnotized
To think that everything's alright?

(The clock is counting down)
The clock is counting down
(The seconds tick away)
The seconds tick away

This is our time
Without a doubt
Time to ignite
We're not going down
(Without a fight)
This is our time
Get up off the ground
Take what is mine
We're not going down
Without a fight

Let's go, the curtain's opened
Get this show on the road
I want to feel my heart explode
No more procrastination
Dragging my feet below
Now I want everyone to know

(The clock is counting down)
The clock is counting down
(The seconds tick away)
The seconds tick away

This is our time
Without a doubt
Time to ignite
We're not going down
(Without a fight)
This is our time
Get up off the ground
Take what is mine
We're not going down
Without a fight

YEAH
COME ON
COME ON
COME ON

COME ON
COME ON
COME ON

We must pick up the pace
No time to play it safe
Before you know it's much too late

This is our time
Without a doubt
Time to ignite
We're not going down
(Without a fight)
This is our time
Get up off the ground
Take what is mine
We're not going down
Without a fight

FIGHT (16x)
WOO HOO
hahahahahahahaha

You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong, instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you, to rain on my parade
You never say a word, unless it's to complain
It's driving me insane

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars for all that I have
If I were you

Look what surrounds you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take, for you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love
That I do

Yeah, if I were you [2x]
If I were you
Yeah, if I were you

So what's it going to take, for you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, for the ones I love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I were you [3x]

I only wanted you to feel
How I thought you deserved to feel
The way you always said you wanted to
You wanted all we had to be real
And every word we say to be true
Still after all I gave
It's not enough for you

Well I can't give anymore
So now I'm giving up
Cause nothing's ever good enough
And the more I try to pour
The less I fill your cup
Cause nothing's ever good enough

I only wanted you to see
That you can be who you wanted to be
And fill the lonely void inside of you
I gave you everything that you need
Do what you always wanted to do
Still after all I've done
I can't get through

Well I can't give anymore
So now I'm giving up
Cause nothing's ever good enough
And the more I try to pour
The less I fill your cup
Cause nothing's ever good enough
Good enough

I've wasted my time
Go find someone else

Well I can't give anymore
So now I'm giving up
Cause nothing's ever good enough
And the more I try to pour
The less I fill your cup
Cause nothing's ever good enough
Enough
Enough

I must make a choice
A tough decision
Listen to my voice
Should I give in
To temptation, admiration
One leads to myself
The other some one else
Just an empty shell
Just an empty shell

It's harder than it seems
When you're told that
All your hopes and dreams
Are yours to hold if
You just give them
What's expected
Something they can sell
Put upon a shelf
That I am not for sell
I am not for sell
I here a voice inside
It's crowning to a scream
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'cause I can live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me

If I can't refuse
The price they offer
I am sure to lose
And I will suffer
Sell my soul to make a profit
All I have to do
Is make believe it's true
That something I can't do
That something I can't do
I here a voice inside
It's crowning to a scream
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'cause I can live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
So when the waiting's gone
This time to face the truth
You know your good enough
Deep down inside of you
You're finally woken up
If only just to prove
You are born to lead the way
Then be the first of you