the words you left behind when you blurted out so little feed my insecurities and leave me wondering exactly who you are and in the sunny spot everything feels fine but do you even care and do you ever wonder too you torture me with your understanding and maybe someday i will have the time to dwell on the silly things you said that bothered me so much did i make it all shady was it silly too should we trace back our steps or just forget that whole damn thing you always treat me like i dont have a clue the condescension you think you hide so well is painfully obvious secret smiles, pats on the head ultra-knowing nods despite the fact i can predict what you're gonna to say i still have no idea what you're thinking when you do
the pages are tattered and torn turn them away from me please he's floating through time and space no notice of where he has been he's floating through time and space no need to know where he will be falling through time and space doesn't know where he'll be again trapped in a place far from here all he has are his memories of where he's been and where he will be falling through time and space no need to know where he'll be falling through time and space
only you know when i look back do i believe you you said you were scum you were right all those time i was watching them thinking how sweet you were only watching her thinking of yourself when you said you were living through me living through him i never once thought that you wanted her to like you as much as he did you ruined my plans never seem to work out shouldn't plan, never hope should've quit before i began when i was far behind you playing songs on the radio but i forgot to make sure you were listening perking your ears to his words charming her with your silhouette and elegance moments like this seem so unreal wonder what my hope was spent on magic's a dream that fades in the sun she's looking at me but thinking of you
