Staring into the distance Screaming out at the walls, yeah I'm so, so invisible Can't see my hands in front of me
Falling into your silence Your sick and beautiful, yeah So strange and violent little show You know you waste your pretty face
Having a breakdown Having a breakdown Are you having a breakdown Having a breakdown
I don't wanna be part of the scenery I got to break through all the machinery It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead It's so cold like a gun up to my head
Tell me your little nothings You read between the lines, then I'm full and tainted even more You don't think I'll find you anyway
Having a breakdown Having a breakdown Are you having a breakdown Having a breakdown
I don't wanna be part of the scenery I got to break through all the machinery It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead It's so cold like a gun up to my head
Staring into the distance Screaming out at the walls, yeah I'm so, so invisible Can't see my hands in front of me
Having a breakdown Having a breakdown Are you having a breakdown Having a breakdown
I don't wanna be part of the scenery I got to break through all the machinery It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead It's so cold like a gun up to my head
If you could see me now I'd give to you what you have stolen If you could see me now If you could be if you could see me now Why are the faces hiding? The shadows always seem so cold Be careful what you're finding You feel so old If you think I cry for you It is only 'cuz you ask me to And it all becomes to clear You're the one you fear If you could see me now I tear apart what is unbroken If you could see me now Everything that is unspoken If you could see me now You're watered down and empty Pretending all is clear So watered down and empty You're the one you fear If you could see me now I tear apart what is unbroken If you could see me now Everything that is unspoken If you could see me now I hear your stomach turning You think that I am such a whore And the flesh I'm giving You want more Like a soul kept on your shelf But you keep it there for someone else And it all becomes so clear You're the one you fear If you could see me If you could see me If you could see me now I tear apart what is unbroken If you could see me now Everything that is unspoken If you could see me now
Taking what you want, stealing what you need Looking all around or finding in between The less that I can see the more that you control I want to feel the warmth but all I feel is cold My eyes aren't letting me see, I want them to You know you are making me bleed, I want you to Why won't you listen to me, I want you to Look what it's doing to me - I know that I push you and you fall I'm shaking and I want it all I will use you, I will make you I will give and take and break you Am I like you falling in too I don't know who I've turned into now If I fell into a hole would I even care I spit out all the anger I sucked in the dispair I swallow what you give it cuts me at the seam Catch everything that spills and fill it up with me My eyes aren't letting me see, I want them to You know you are making me bleed, I want you to Why won't you listen to me, I want you to Look what it's doing to me - I know that I push you and you fall I'm shaking and I want it all I will use you, I will make you I will give and take and break you Am I like you falling in too I don't know who I've turned into now My eyes aren't letting me see You know you're making me bleed Why won't you listen to me Look what it's doing to me - I know that I will give in descend again I will take in here in again I will use you, I will make you I will give and take and break you Am I like you falling in too I don't know who I've turned into now I'm like you I don't know who I've turned into now
In a mirror of you, reflections of you, You're showing what you feel like inside Need the power of two, just me and you, An image that you hold in your mind Sometimes you're wrong and then sometimes you're right; You don't expect me to put up a fight; I'm sick and tired of all of your lies; I'm sick and tired and I'm saying goodbye I don't need this poison I don't need control I don't need forgiveness I don't need you You're a shadow of me, what I used to be, I'm fading as the light dims outside I know what you need, because I can see, I'm taking over thoughts in your mind Sometimes you're wrong and then sometimes you're right; You're in the dark so I'll turn on the light; I'm sick and tired of all your lies; I'm fucking tired and I'm saying goodbye I don't need this poison I don't need control I don't need forgiveness I don't need you I don't need this poison I don't need control I don't need forgiveness I don't need you
Let 'em eat you till you're bleeding Only let them see you scar Violated, penetrated Pushing your head under
Take one pill to make you sane Another one to take your life One you never take One will break you down
Suffocating all for nothing Suffocating all the same Suffocating like you want to Like you want to like you want to Suffocate
Contemplating dirty play thing Looking through a blind man's eye What I'm born to, needle torn through Now the hole is gaping
I will always be insane Say a prayer for me tonight Standing in your way Let it break you down
Suffocating all for nothing Suffocating all the same Suffocating like you want to Like you want to like you want to Suffocate
The first time is make believe The last stone is cast for me You can't tell me what I am I won't take the master plan When you prostitute yourself Hands reach but no one helps Mouth open you can't breath The last one to fall is standing
Take you with me while your heart just fades to gray Stop your shaking, all the time you're wasting
Suffocating all for nothing Suffocating all the same Suffocating like you want to Like you want to like you want to Suffocate
I was dead on the floor When I first met you Like a Junkie on his knees
I realize what you turned me into A broken image of me
The freak that crawls in the heart of sin It 雜 easy if you try
You feel so dead It's in your head And your throat is getting dry And it gets you off
Never before have you felt this way And it turns you on, and it gets you off
I'm wide awake and it seems to me I don't care if I'm in too deep (I don't care if I ever sleep) Far away I can hear them cry And you don't care if I say "goodbye" (I don't care if they say "goodbye")
Like a fly on the wall You turn me in A sickness that you breathe
I realize what their looking right through And the water's getting deep
There's nothing to hide when the light goes dim So even if you try So far behind, your little mind Your face is turning white And it gets you off Never before have you felt this way And it turns you on and it gets you off
I'm wide awake and it seems to me I don't care if I'm in too deep (I don't care if I ever sleep) Far away I can hear them cry And you don't care if I say "goodbye" (I don't care if they say "goodbye")
I was dead on the floor When I first met you A sickness that you breathe
I realize what you turned me into And the water's getting deep Freak that crawls in the heart of sin So easy if you try You think you're high You wanna die Your throat is getting dry And it gets you off
Never before have you felt this way And it turns you on and it gets you off
I'm wide awake and it seems to me I don't care if I'm in too deep (I don't care if I ever sleep) Far away I can hear them cry And you don't care if I say "goodbye" (I don't care if they say "goodbye")
Are you wishing Upon a star that's falling Hearts are ringing Now I'm the one That you left standing here
You'll never see the little things You'll never change me
Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something for me to make it Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something to pray to Give me just one thing
Lay before me And everything you've given Same old story There's not one thing That opens up my eyes
You'll never see the little things You'll never change me
Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something for me to make it Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something to pray to Give me just one thing
Are you wishing It's only you they're wanting Right behind me They all will dance While I twist in the wind
You'll never see the little things You'll never change me
Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something for me to make it Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something to pray to Give me just one thing
Now I can't see There'll never be It rips right through me
You'll never see the little things You'll never change me
Give me just one thing Give me just one thing
Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something for me to make it Give me just one thing Something to cling to Something to pray to Give me just one thing
You stare at the wall The shadow's gone The image seems so hollow
Identity lost Before you're gone I heard you falling
You're pathetic alone You're pathetic alone So pathetic alone You reap what you sow
You write on the wall Contemptuous It's flowing from your fingers
You beg and borrow Like no tomorrow To give me anything That makes it go away
You beg and borrow Like no tomorrow To give me anything That makes it go away
A head on the floor The room caves in You feel so broken into
You're peeling apart So take your skin You're building up your wall
You're a manic alone You're a manic alone You're a manic alone You reap what you sow
So deep in my throat It makes me choke I'm gagging on your fingers
You beg and borrow Like no tomorrow To give me anything That makes it go away
You beg and borrow Like no tomorrow To give me anything That makes it go away
The further you fall The more I worship you You scratch and you claw Until I'm black and blue
You sink like a stone And no one's left for you (and no one's there for you) Out on your own They beg and they borrow, too (you beg and you borrow, too)
In your world It falls around you In your world It's all about you In your world It falls around you In your world It's all about you In your world It falls around you In your world It's all about you
You beg and borrow Like no tomorrow To give me anything That makes it go away
Mouth open tongue that I taste No lover can kill you this way Like poison I feel it drip down Take over - insanity makes no sound
That's all I'm getting. It's all but fitting You turn my meaning inside out
When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit dies inside When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit hides inside your dream
Fear nothing lips turning blue So quiet whispering sex to you Far too busy for me to ignore Skin crawling, I want you to be my whore
I look so pretty, so fucking pretty I know you're ready to give me more
When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit dies inside When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit hides inside your dream
That's all you're getting, it's all but fitting You turn my meaning inside out You look so pretty, so fucking pretty You turn my meaning inside out
When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit dies inside When it all comes crashing down Comes crashing down Your spirit hides inside your dream
I want to shake your disease Open up and you'll see Open up and you'll see
Well I forget your name but I love you I forget your name but I need you, too I forget your name, I know you re feeling the same I forget your name but I want you, want you
Doing your best at being my slave You can try to push me away Walking around with nothing to show They will never know, never know And now you're down on your knees You want to shake my disease Open up and you'll see Open up and you'll see Well I forget your name but I love you I forget your name but I need you, too I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same I forget your name but I want you, want you
And I think that it's gone to your head And I hang on every word you've said And you know I think it's gone to your head Because I hang on every word you've said
Everything is what everything seems Everything's fake and nothing is real All of your shit is turning to dust Breaking the back of all that you trust
Well I forget your name but I love you I forget your name but I need you, too I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same I forget your name but I want you, want you Well I forget your name but I love you I forget your name but I need you, too I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same I forget your name but I want you, want you
Million dollar babies are in your head. Televised explosions are what they're fed. I don't think starvation becomes you. Searching your world over to find you, to find you. Love, sex and money. Love, sex and money, Love, sex and money. Love, sex and money. I love the hate you're giving me, more than I can swallow. And all the things you want to Be, love, sex and money. Gazing into what used to be your eyes. Searching for the hope only you supply. I don't think salvation becomes you. Now the light grows stronger to find you, to find you. Love, sex and money. Love, sex and money. Love, sex and money. I love the hate you're giving me, more than I can swallow. And all the things you want to be, Love sex and money. Tempt a fate that you can't see, through the door I follow. And all the things you offer me, Love sex and money. I don't think starvation becomes you. I don't think temptation becomes you. I don't think starvation becomes you. I don't think salvation becomes you. I love the hate you're giving me, more than I can swallow. And all the things you want to be, Love sex and money. Tempt a fate that you can't see, through the door I follow. And all the things you offer me, Love sex and money.