[Intro - Loon - talking] Ma I tried so many years But it seems like, all I brought you is tears I tried to eliminate, all of your fears But its conflict Yeah, check it out, uh, yo, aiyyo
[Verse 1 - Loon] The game keep callin, niggaz in the streets is ballin Try to creep, just to keep from fallin, but the block keep hollerin Yellin my government name, I tried to stop but the love of the game They got my girl in a frenzy, my niggaz used to be friendly 'Til they seen me and Puff in the Bentley Now, forced to stay, forces use force and spray Coffins lay, when I'm forced to play Like a animal, dog if I put my hand on you, I'ma handle you Like I'm "Hannibal," the motherfuckin cannibal All plans is through, dreams and goals The block hot but why this shit seem so cold This shit seems so old, tryna redeem my soul The Feds roll and my team done fold Like a bad hand of poker, even ya man'll smoke ya For these crushed up leaves of copa, now
[Chorus - Joe Hooker] I, can't talk through to you The way, I used to You don't understand why I Feel the way, that I do
[Verse 2 - Loon] Yo, check it out It's been four years and you ain't shed no tears And through the course of that, I lost four pairs That's why I smoke more blunts, drink more beers You never consider it, like you just don't care The pain I feel inside you just don't share When I share my deepest thought, you just don't hear Well aware of my fears of me losin my life I'm well aware of my fears of me losin my wife That's why I stay usin my gun and usin my knife Gotta deal with this shit, 'til my music get right I buy you pretty things just to see you wear it You sayin I ain't shit, tryna break my spirit I try to change my life but you just don't hear it Guess I gotta find another girl to spend four years with Damn, all that time got wasted, but I guess I gotta face it
[Chorus]
[Verse 3 - Loon] Uh, yo, uh, aiyyo The cops don't like me, they always eager to fight me Even though I know they wanna be like me, cause they see a nigga icy Doin a buck in the white V, twizzy gettin busy with wifey Gettin head on the highway, I'm gettin money the fly away Pull me over just to fuck up my Friday, what could I say? Nothin, still they be frontin Throw a brick in the trunk and try to make up somethin But I'm not with the bullshit, that's why I roll with a full clip Flint cock the hammer and pull quick Don't care about your uniform, or that bullshit you be on Now who gon' really mourn when you be gone? One in your head like a unicorn. you movin on, your favorite suit is on Moms singing that stupid song, "my baby ain't blast nobody" But he still got smoked at Bay Bay's party That's why ..
[Nas] Yo, Yo [Puffy] Gansta, Gansta [Nas] Gansta Yo [Puffy] That's Right [Nas] Journey Through the life of some real niggas [Puffy] Some real niggas, You'll never see what I've seen
[Puffy] When I sleep I dream of bodies in streams of blood Naked bitches, dead nigga's ghost, Feds with toast Knockin' my door down sweat poor down my body Roast from the heat so I soak my sheets Wake up shiverin', pull my hoe close to me, she sexy Every night is different pussy since my girl left me And I tried to make her stay with me, but I stay busy And her friends are cut-throats, They deep throat to lay with me I reminisce how I miss a stare in this space Resort to the lips of a stripper, sprayin' their face Lampin' in a mansion, home alone I hear footsteps, shit I kicks just not lyrics I hold a fifth, wonderin' if ten shots can stop spirits If nigga's try to rob me then I won't hear it Cause it's different from the streets, I'm missin' my hood now Missin' all the blocks cuz I'm surrounded by woods now It's supposed to be good now It's like I'm walkin' tight rope and can't look down Fire below me Now the fantasies I have for women are unholy Success, thousand dollar bottles impress Models with fat ass and big breasts Floor seats, Knicks vs. Nets, private jets Millionaire heir to Antigua, with Ananda, the MTV diva Nas, how do we survive all this mess? (I didn't survive) East vs. West the rap game where words became flesh A whole pound of herb won't desolve my stress Still I ride to the death, love hip-hop Cause Afrikabababa was def, a lot of respect Feel Me? Fuck to the rock Sean John jury I got the same hands of crap platinum And the crap pyramids Write about the black experience, sell it to Marimax Tell me if you feelin' that
* - [Lil' Kim & Joe Hooker] Take a journey through the life of these real niggas The things that they seen it would thrill niggas If you've seen what they've seen, you would wonder Through the rain and the pain and the thunder By the time that you realized that it's goin' down You may find yourself going underground When they see that this life is upon us We would see that there's no one that we can trust
[Beanie Sigel] You can never see what I see, motherfucker Beanie Sigel, The realest nigga from the streets was taught Stay cased up nigga, stay deep in court Reminiscin' on that cold cell, deep in thought Gettin' skinny, couldn't eat, cause the meat was poor Ya'll niggas couldn't live my life, I've been through it Streached up in hospital beds, fed fluid Two bullets hit my leg, one passed through it Saw the blood and the hole in my calf, Looked through it My life's no joke, I don' played dice with soap Upstate the case niggas slice your throat Wear your boxers in the shower When you gaurd your soap I done seen the biggest Nigga's in the yard get broke I done took blocks through war, took blocks for fall Took blocks to Wall for box of raw What you
I dare you (Uh, Harlem Underworld) To come against me (Harlem Underworld) I dare you (Black Rob) To defeat me (Watch the whole thing unfold) I dare you (From 100th street) To come for me (To 200th) You won't win (Manhattan) Nigga's got me sittin' on the roof Eye trained, on scope, blessin' 100 proof Hand on toes, 'bout to roast Some kids who flash like they assassins Picked up my dough and b-ked this honey passin' Got the spot on lock Taking flicks around the corner She made it where the spot ain't hot Like a potato, she got five-oh on the payroll They sniffin' yeyo, I don't know what to say, yo There they go in front of the store Dressed in black shit Some like theys are meaner If they be hustlin' back, we'll fuck 'em Can't even do one thing, assassinate 'em That's it, that's all, solo Single, no more, no less, stocks rang, yo Money caught one in his Kangol D.O.A. as his man made his run for the door Caught 'em in the 'gaitor shoes his girl probably bought 'em Too bad, Black ain't get the chance to extort him Cuz Nigga's like that don't deserve to live Word the myth And we ain't got no love to give For these drop shots who wanna be down Wanna be clowns, the fail ones I like how all that good shit sounds And I dare one I dare you To come against me I dare you To defeat me I dare you To conquer me You won't win Nigga, I sleigh, you pray, kill that ass uptown Dump yo' bitch ass back around your way When I'm in one of those moods I can give a fuck I mean cool, run and bungie jump off the fuckin' roof I hear voices calling me, givin' me fits Singing tonight's the night Black Rob, let's write these hits In the halls of death, you get left, I'm in the top 10 Even Rocky trainer and his wife said you can't win Scream battle, but you never fought That's like me sayin' I got five, never ran a full court Stab the devil in his belly, took his Pelle Pelle Blew the spot down and slid straight to the tele I see envious eyes, envious guys, different states Mad we seen 'em, different cake Rob me, tear that asshole out of place Cuz in the end I'm the head case you gotta face And I dare one I dare you To come against me I dare you To defeat me I dare you To conquer me You won't win It feels good not to be dealin' with petty cash Me and D-Dot all we seein' now is ready cash And ready ass, splash in the Jacuzzi Honey from the movies, south notch cutie Used to go to Harrah with D after the homecomin' On my way from Kakalaka Me and Merse was gun running Musta done something all conspicuous Eye of the tiger, I know these cats are sick of this Ridiculous sayin' these cats don't love Black This is Bad Boy, I puttin' it where it 'posed to be at Lemme know where to put your rosary at My enemies, I let 'em get a load of me gat Fine, you don't believe Black real official Playa way, get your ma's cake, and kiss you You leavin', wasn't part of this plan Understand it's all about the Bengi's man And I dare one I dare you To come against me I dare you To defeat me I dare you To conquer me You won't win I dare you To come against me I dare you To defeat me I dare you To come for me You won't win I dare you To come against me I dare you To defeat me I dare you To conquer me You won't win