Matt Dudenhoffer

Behind closed doors your words ring hollow
What you said they'd be
What behavior? Who are you, but I like it
Now I'm done with nothing new, sometimes green sometimes blue
And I'm guilty, and I'm guilty, and I'm guilty, and I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey Hey Hey I'm guilty and you're guilty too
Hey Hey Hey Hey
I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too
One two three, I found you out so easily
One two three, I found in you what I found in me
The time is wrong, the time is right--be careful who you kill tonight
And I'm melting, and I'm melting, and I'm melting, and I'm melting
And I'm melting in you
Hey Hey Hey I'm guilty and you're guilty too
Hey Hey Hey Hey
One and one and one makes three
One and one why don't you see
I'm killing you, you're killing me
Can't you set me free
Inside out, I can't describe it, what you do to me
Inside out, I cannot hide it looking right through me
Now I've reached the living end, pointing fingers to defend
And I'm guilty, and I'm guilty, and I'm guilty, and I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too

I thought I could hear you
Echoing words of denial
Careful not to feel you near me
Clawing out at what you call life
Hold on to what you want, hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are, hold on to where...
I face the change, I've tasted pain, digging a hole, now take the blame
I fell aside, I cast away, covered in shame, now take the blame
Thought I was beneath you
Crawling in your bed of lies
You infected me with envy
Tiny daggers in my eye
Hold on to what you want, hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are, hold on to where...
I face the change, I've tasted pain, digging a hole, now take the blame
I fell aside, I cast away, covered in shame, now take the blame
Thought I could believe you selling me your big surprise
Only needing one more victim, tearing down your one disguise
Hold on to what you want, hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are, hold on to where...
I face the change, I've tasted pain, digging a hole, now take the blame
I fell aside, I cast away, covered in shame, now take the blame

I'm your fear, I'm your monster
What's hiding in your shadow? Is it taking what's left of you
Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye
I'm finding out what's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you? Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now what's left of you
See no fear, speak no evil
Are you screaming out to no one as you fall down a mountain of pride
I feel you, my eyes wide open
I feel you, do you think you can save yourself in time
I'm finding out what's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you? Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now what's left of you
What you see, what tears into you
Behind the wheel that leads you, are you facing a truth that
Won't die? Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye
I'm finding out what's left of you, I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out what's left of you, you're king of doubt,
You're choking, way down, way down now, what's left of you
What's left of you, you're burning out, what's left of you
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you

Looking through your window, a million miles from me
My ears are bleeding from the silence, echoing like rain
I cannot see, leaping from your window, the fall
To set me free. A leap of faith is all I ask. Remove
Myself from all that used to be. Now I'm here
for all to see, everything torn out of me, too
Late to drown in all my doubt. Too much too
Late to sort things out: when the clock is
Ticking. A twisted face I see, my sight is blinded
By the darkness, it doesn't mean a fucking thing
To me, turning from my window. Nothing phases me
I built this perfect little hellhole. It seems to
Be the perfect place for me, now I'm here for
All to see. Everything torn out of me, too late
To drown in all my doubt too much too late to
Sort things out:

I love the thill, I love the scene. Imagine you
in the white light, So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside me now, Kneel down and tell me
about your world, Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you. It's not
enough broken in two, It's not enough speaking the truth
It's not enough watching me bleed, It's not enough
torn in between It's not enough--I'm watching you
distorted view, So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see, It's haunting you
from inside now, Kneel down and tell me about your
world, Show me something inside your world, You know
nothing about the world around you--It's not enough
broken in two It's not enough speaking the truth
It's not enough watching me bleed, It's not enough torn in
between, It's not enough--Sometimes in me, you are
the seed, A dying need in the white light.
The simple truth, it speaks to me. It's screaming out
from inside now. Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know. You know nothing
about the world around you--It's not enough broken in two,
It's not enough speaking the truth, It's not enough watching
me bleed, It's not enough torn in between
It's not enough broken in two, It's not enough speaking the
truth It's not enough watching me bleed
It's not enough torn in between It's not enough

I live in the bright light, Walking in the dark
midnight, Skin pale from the street light, Kill time
nothing to do, Inside looking outside, Clawing
at the door shut tight, You can't run and you can't hide
White lies fearing the truth
See ghost in the shadow Living in the past feel cold
While trying to remember Time is stealing my youth
Still trapped on the inside Wearing regret skin tight
Like fire on the outside. All gone nothing in view
Time is nothing when you've nothing to do. Don't you
know you can't hide something When it's living in you
I live in bright light Living in the past shut tight
Skin pale from the street light, White lies stealing my
youth. See ghost in the shadow Clawing at the door midnight
You can't run and you can't hide, All gone fearing the truth
Time is nothing when you've nothing to do Don't you know
you can't hide something When it's living in you

In a mirror of you, reflections of you, you're showing what you
Feel like inside, Need the power of two, just me and you
An image that you hold in your mind. Sometimes you're
wrong and then sometimes you're right, You don't expect me
to put up a fight. I'm sick and tired of all of your lies
I'm sick and tired and I'm saying goodbye.
I don't need this poison, I don't need control, I don't need forgiveness
I don't need you--You're a shadow of me
what I used to be. I'm fading as the light dims
outside, I know what you need, because I can
see I'm taking over thoughts in your mind. Sometimes
you're wrong and then sometimes you're right, You're in
the dark so I'll turn on the light. I'm sick and tired
of all your lies. I'm fucking tired and I'm saying goodbye
I don't need this poison, I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness, I don't need you--
I don't need this poison, I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness, I don't need you

I like to live alone, but it's crowded inside sometimes
Look right into a lover's eye. I thought I could fly
but that has been done before. I'm feeling empty.
empty inside. A life I never knew, A room
without a view. My life begins in you.
My life it ends in you. It's like I never never
never never Never been here before
Like to be left alone forever in time, Loved right lived
wrong in another life I thought I could fly but that
has been done before I'm feeling hopeless, hopeless
inside. A life I never knew, A room without a view
My life it ends in you, My life begins in you
It's like I never never never never Never been
here before. It's like a different disease
burning inside of me. It's like a different disease.
Don't deny what's out of your sight. I get drawn
into the light. A life I never knew. A room without a view.
My life it ends in you, My life begins in you
It's like I never never never never Never
been here before

I'd tear my heart out for you, Cross a mountain for you
I'd give myself up for your sin, Open up I'm falling in
What I feel, what I give, take from me what I am
It's the last day of you
I watch the last day of you, A lot has passed I told you
The world surrounding us has gone, The world surrounding us
goes on. What I feel, what I give, take from me what I am
It's the last day of you
Feel my hands upon you, To feel my last touch of you
Feel my breath across your skin, Let go of all you hold within
What I feel, what I give, take from me what I am
It's the last day of you

Step into the light, Illuminating you for all to see
Come into my sight. Empty handed not for me. It's in
your hands, my one demand, No one can tell, the sins
I need to sell. I'm still sipping from your well,
Reflecting back to me, Your perfection in my eye
Hurt me, break me, take me.
Your wanting, your watching, your haunting me.
It's in your mind, no one can find
No one can hear, the words I want to fear
I'm still sipping from your well, Reflecting back to me
Your perfection in my eye, Hurt me, break me, take me
It's all of your light, Shadow lifting falling down to me
Becoming your light, Empty, melting all over you.
It's in your hands, my one demand, No one can
tell, the sins I need to sell, I'm still sipping
from your well, Reflecting back to me
Your perfection in my eye
Hurt me break me fuck me

This is nostalgia
And only the hero
Fights for me and you dear listener
You leave old memories
And such things disgust me
Storm the door, I must get out
Poetry and power
Ice and fire
This is poetry and power
Poetry and power
Ice and fire
This is poetry and power
You're worse than mirrors
Are you reflecting
I don't know
All this help leaves me cold
This is confusing me again
I must get out
Poetry and Power
Ice and Fire
This is poetry and power
Ice and Fire
This is poetry and power
Your poetry is power
Your ice becomes fire
All things disgust you
And you are the listener
A hero dies for me
I must get out
This is poetry and power
Your poetry is power
Your ice becomes fire
This is poetry and power
Your poetry is power
Your ice becomes fire
This is poetry and power
Your poetry is power
Your ice becomes fire
This is poetry and power
This is poetry and power
This is poetry and power

Million dollar babies are in your head.
Televised explosions are what they're fed.
I don't think starvation becomes you.
Searching your world over to find you, to find you.
Love, sex and money.
Love, sex and money,
Love, sex and money.
Love, sex and money.
I love the hate you're giving me,
more than I can swallow.
And all the things you want to
Be, love, sex and money.
Gazing into what used to be your eyes.
Searching for the hope only you supply.
I don't think salvation becomes you.
Now the light grows stronger to find
you, to find you.
Love, sex and money.
Love, sex and money.
Love, sex and money.
I love the hate you're giving me,
more than I can swallow.
And all the things you want to be,
Love sex and money.
Tempt a fate that you can't see,
through the door I follow.
And all the things you offer me,
Love sex and money.
I don't think starvation becomes you.
I don't think temptation becomes you.
I don't think starvation becomes you.
I don't think salvation becomes you.
I love the hate you're giving me,
more than I can swallow.
And all the things you want to be,
Love sex and money.
Tempt a fate that you can't see,
through the door I follow.
And all the things you offer me,
Love sex and money.

Give in
Open your eye's up to
What you think I'm feeling

Look through
You're pulling me down in
Where you've seen so many

Drowning
Into your water blue
I feel my heart stop beating

Burning
My cross I made for you
My cancer won't stop eating

You wanted too much from all of me
I wanted too much from all of you
I wanted too much from everything I need

Won't you take it all away
I said, won't you take it all away

I don't think you'll make it
Before the door is closing
Don't think that you believe in
Everything you see

I don't think you'll make it
You hear my world exploding
I wanted all too much
From everything

Won't you take it all away
I said, won't you take it all away

Give in
Open your eye's up to
What you think I'm feeling

Floating
Right above you
I fall down below you

I need way too much
From everything

Take it all away
Take it all away

Won't you take it all away
I said, won't you take it all away

You are the king of the world
And everyone knows your name
You can't expect that everybody
Will feel the same

And so you're living a lie
Because it's all that you feel
The more you want
The less that you receive

And they will adore you
And they will hear you cry out

I want my 15 minutes
My 15 minutes of shame

You are a snake in the grass
Who wants to play on their fear
Now what is left for everybody
To take away

You know the harder they fall
The bigger everything seems
The more you want
The less that you believe

And they will adore you
And they will hear you cry out

I want my 15 minutes
My 15 minutes of shame

And they kneel before
They're waiting for you to fall down
And they will adore you
And they will hear you cry out

I want my 15 minutes
My 15 minutes of shame

15 minutes I want it
I want it

I want to shake your disease
Open up and you'll see
Open up and you'll see

Well I forget your name but I love you
I forget your name but I need you, too
I forget your name, I know you re feeling the same
I forget your name but I want you, want you

Doing your best at being my slave
You can try to push me away
Walking around with nothing to show
They will never know, never know
And now you're down on your knees
You want to shake my disease
Open up and you'll see
Open up and you'll see
Well I forget your name but I love you
I forget your name but I need you, too
I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same
I forget your name but I want you, want you

And I think that it's gone to your head
And I hang on every word you've said
And you know I think it's gone to your head
Because I hang on every word you've said

Everything is what everything seems
Everything's fake and nothing is real
All of your shit is turning to dust
Breaking the back of all that you trust

Well I forget your name but I love you
I forget your name but I need you, too
I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same
I forget your name but I want you, want you
Well I forget your name but I love you
I forget your name but I need you, too
I forget your name, I know you're feeling the same
I forget your name but I want you, want you

I'm the one who's so obscene
I'm the insect in your dream

Don't tell me you're in contact
Wasting you, can you see?
Don't tell me you're in contact
I can feel you live and breathe

I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow
I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow

Something's gone behind your eyes
In your head it's televised

Don't tell me I'm not human
Wasting you, can you see?
Don't tell me I'm not human
I can feel you live and breathe

I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow
I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow

Never wanna be
Never wanna be your enemy
Never wanna be
Never gonna be

Never wanna be
Never wanna be your enemy
Never wanna be
Never gonna be

I'm the one who's so obscene
Stitch me up so perfectly

Don't tell me you're in contact
Wasting you, can you see?
Don't tell me you're in contact
I can feel you live and breathe

I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow
I don't want to be your enemy

I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow
I don't want to be your enemy
It's so hollow

Never wanna be
Never wanna be your enemy
Never wanna be
Never gonna be

Never wanna be
Never wanna be your enemy
Never wanna be
Never gonna be

Staring into the distance
Screaming out at the walls, yeah
I'm so, so invisible
Can't see my hands in front of me

Falling into your silence
Your sick and beautiful, yeah
So strange and violent little show
You know you waste your pretty face

Having a breakdown
Having a breakdown
Are you having a breakdown
Having a breakdown

I don't wanna be part of the scenery
I got to break through all the machinery
It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead
It's so cold like a gun up to my head

Tell me your little nothings
You read between the lines, then
I'm full and tainted even more
You don't think I'll find you anyway

Having a breakdown
Having a breakdown
Are you having a breakdown
Having a breakdown

I don't wanna be part of the scenery
I got to break through all the machinery
It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead
It's so cold like a gun up to my head

Staring into the distance
Screaming out at the walls, yeah
I'm so, so invisible
Can't see my hands in front of me

Having a breakdown
Having a breakdown
Are you having a breakdown
Having a breakdown

I don't wanna be part of the scenery
I got to break through all the machinery
It's no use, I can't breathe and I'm feeling dead
It's so cold like a gun up to my head

You stare at the wall
The shadow's gone
The image seems so hollow

Identity lost
Before you're gone
I heard you falling

You're pathetic alone
You're pathetic alone
So pathetic alone
You reap what you sow

You write on the wall
Contemptuous
It's flowing from your fingers

You beg and borrow
Like no tomorrow
To give me anything
That makes it go away

You beg and borrow
Like no tomorrow
To give me anything
That makes it go away

A head on the floor
The room caves in
You feel so broken into

You're peeling apart
So take your skin
You're building up your wall

You're a manic alone
You're a manic alone
You're a manic alone
You reap what you sow

So deep in my throat
It makes me choke
I'm gagging on your fingers

You beg and borrow
Like no tomorrow
To give me anything
That makes it go away

You beg and borrow
Like no tomorrow
To give me anything
That makes it go away

The further you fall
The more I worship you
You scratch and you claw
Until I'm black and blue

You sink like a stone
And no one's left for you (and no one's there for you)
Out on your own
They beg and they borrow, too (you beg and you borrow, too)

In your world
It falls around you
In your world
It's all about you
In your world
It falls around you
In your world
It's all about you
In your world
It falls around you
In your world
It's all about you

You beg and borrow
Like no tomorrow
To give me anything
That makes it go away

Are you wishing
Upon a star that's falling
Hearts are ringing
Now I'm the one
That you left standing here

You'll never see the little things
You'll never change me

Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something for me to make it
Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something to pray to
Give me just one thing

Lay before me
And everything you've given
Same old story
There's not one thing
That opens up my eyes

You'll never see the little things
You'll never change me

Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something for me to make it
Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something to pray to
Give me just one thing

Are you wishing
It's only you they're wanting
Right behind me
They all will dance
While I twist in the wind

You'll never see the little things
You'll never change me

Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something for me to make it
Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something to pray to
Give me just one thing

Now I can't see
There'll never be
It rips right through me

You'll never see the little things
You'll never change me

Give me just one thing
Give me just one thing

Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something for me to make it
Give me just one thing
Something to cling to
Something to pray to
Give me just one thing

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus...

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus

Reach out and touch faith

I was dead on the floor
When I first met you
Like a Junkie on his knees

I realize what you turned me into
A broken image of me

The freak that crawls in the heart of sin
It 雜 easy if you try

You feel so dead
It's in your head
And your throat is getting dry
And it gets you off

Never before have you felt this way
And it turns you on, and it gets you off

I'm wide awake and it seems to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
(I don't care if I ever sleep)
Far away I can hear them cry
And you don't care if I say "goodbye"
(I don't care if they say "goodbye")

Like a fly on the wall
You turn me in
A sickness that you breathe

I realize what their looking right through
And the water's getting deep

There's nothing to hide when the light goes dim
So even if you try
So far behind, your little mind
Your face is turning white
And it gets you off
Never before have you felt this way
And it turns you on and it gets you off

I'm wide awake and it seems to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
(I don't care if I ever sleep)
Far away I can hear them cry
And you don't care if I say "goodbye"
(I don't care if they say "goodbye")

I was dead on the floor
When I first met you
A sickness that you breathe

I realize what you turned me into
And the water's getting deep
Freak that crawls in the heart of sin
So easy if you try
You think you're high
You wanna die
Your throat is getting dry
And it gets you off

Never before have you felt this way
And it turns you on and it gets you off

I'm wide awake and it seems to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
(I don't care if I ever sleep)
Far away I can hear them cry
And you don't care if I say "goodbye"
(I don't care if they say "goodbye")

Let 'em eat you till you're bleeding
Only let them see you scar
Violated, penetrated
Pushing your head under

Take one pill to make you sane
Another one to take your life
One you never take
One will break you down

Suffocating all for nothing
Suffocating all the same
Suffocating like you want to
Like you want to like you want to
Suffocate

Contemplating dirty play thing
Looking through a blind man's eye
What I'm born to, needle torn through
Now the hole is gaping

I will always be insane
Say a prayer for me tonight
Standing in your way
Let it break you down

Suffocating all for nothing
Suffocating all the same
Suffocating like you want to
Like you want to like you want to
Suffocate

The first time is make believe
The last stone is cast for me
You can't tell me what I am
I won't take the master plan
When you prostitute yourself
Hands reach but no one helps
Mouth open you can't breath
The last one to fall is standing

Take you with me while your heart just fades to gray
Stop your shaking, all the time you're wasting

Suffocating all for nothing
Suffocating all the same
Suffocating like you want to
Like you want to like you want to
Suffocate

Look at you
Looking through the window
Wanna see everything tomorrow

A silhouette of me
Is all you wanna see
You know that nothing is for free-yee-yee-yee

Why don't you
Come and be
My Superstar
I know you wanna be (I know you wanna feed)!!!!!
My superstarvation

My superstarvation

You stare
Nowhere
Do you care
You close your insides
And you're paralyzed
By your own fear

You swallow what you breathe
Inhale what's left of me
You know that nothing is for free-yee-yee-yee

Why don't you
Come and be
My Superstar
I know you wanna be (I know you wanna feed)
My superstarvation

Tied up and carried away
You think you lost yourself
And I think that I got the news for you
I'm the one that you want to give it to

Dried up and withered away
You think you lost yourself

And I think that I got the news for you
I'm the one that you want to give it to

That you want to give it to

Look at me
On the screen
You're wishing
Telling me
Everything
That's missing

A silhouette of me
Is all you wanna see
You know that nothing is for free-yee-yee-yee-yee

Why don't you
Come and be
My Superstar
I know you wanna be (I know you wanna feed)
My superstarvation

Come to me and Come with me
Come to me and come with me
Come to me and come with me
My superstarvation

In a mirror of you, reflections of you,
You're showing what you feel like inside
Need the power of two, just me and you,
An image that you hold in your mind
Sometimes you're wrong and then sometimes you're right;
You don't expect me to put up a fight;
I'm sick and tired of all of your lies;
I'm sick and tired and I'm saying goodbye
I don't need this poison
I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness
I don't need you
You're a shadow of me, what I used to be,
I'm fading as the light dims outside
I know what you need, because I can see,
I'm taking over thoughts in your mind
Sometimes you're wrong and then sometimes you're right;
You're in the dark so I'll turn on the light;
I'm sick and tired of all your lies;
I'm fucking tired and I'm saying goodbye
I don't need this poison
I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness
I don't need you
I don't need this poison
I don't need control
I don't need forgiveness
I don't need you

Taking what you want, stealing what you need
Looking all around or finding in between
The less that I can see the more that you control
I want to feel the warmth but all I feel is cold
My eyes aren't letting me see, I want them to
You know you are making me bleed, I want you to
Why won't you listen to me, I want you to
Look what it's doing to me - I know that
I push you and you fall
I'm shaking and I want it all
I will use you, I will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am I like you falling in too
I don't know who I've turned into now
If I fell into a hole would I even care
I spit out all the anger I sucked in the dispair
I swallow what you give it cuts me at the seam
Catch everything that spills and fill it up with me
My eyes aren't letting me see, I want them to
You know you are making me bleed, I want you to
Why won't you listen to me, I want you to
Look what it's doing to me - I know that
I push you and you fall
I'm shaking and I want it all
I will use you, I will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am I like you falling in too
I don't know who I've turned into now
My eyes aren't letting me see
You know you're making me bleed
Why won't you listen to me
Look what it's doing to me - I know that
I will give in descend again
I will take in here in again
I will use you, I will make you
I will give and take and break you
Am I like you falling in too
I don't know who I've turned into now
I'm like you
I don't know who I've turned into now

If you could see me now
I'd give to you what you have stolen
If you could see me now
If you could be
if you could see me now
Why are the faces hiding?
The shadows always seem so cold
Be careful what you're finding
You feel so old
If you think I cry for you
It is only 'cuz you ask me to
And it all becomes to clear
You're the one you fear
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now
You're watered down and empty
Pretending all is clear
So watered down and empty
You're the one you fear
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now
I hear your stomach turning
You think that I am such a whore
And the flesh I'm giving
You want more
Like a soul kept on your shelf
But you keep it there for someone else
And it all becomes so clear
You're the one you fear
If you could see me
If you could see me
If you could see me now
I tear apart what is unbroken
If you could see me now
Everything that is unspoken
If you could see me now

Mouth open tongue that I taste
No lover can kill you this way
Like poison I feel it drip down
Take over - insanity makes no sound

That's all I'm getting. It's all but fitting
You turn my meaning inside out

When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream

Fear nothing lips turning blue
So quiet whispering sex to you
Far too busy for me to ignore
Skin crawling, I want you to be my whore

I look so pretty, so fucking pretty
I know you're ready to give me more

When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream

That's all you're getting, it's all but fitting
You turn my meaning inside out
You look so pretty, so fucking pretty
You turn my meaning inside out

When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit dies inside
When it all comes crashing down
Comes crashing down
Your spirit hides inside your dream

I feel your reflection
But you're a stranger to me
I saw you staring back now
Your shadow right next to me
Can you be, my enemy, my disease
Looking through, what's left of you to hold on to
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch but you can't feel
You want to break my silence
You know you have too much to lose
You think that you're so holy
You think you're breaking me in two
Cover me in misery, in anything
I'm still here, you're still here, am I still here?
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch but you can't feel
Drown in silence, in my violence
Drown in silence, things are better left undone
Can you be, my enemy, my disease
Looking through what's left of you to hold on to
Drowning, hold my head down under
Waiting, you touch what you can't feel

Thought I was your yesterday
I want to be tomorrow
You feel you're starting to decay
Never crossed the line
Try to hide the filth inside
All to be forgiven
What you see is all a dream
All I ask you
Are you still alive?
Crawl into your little world
Leaving yourself naked
Smashing up the innocence
To watch the flower die
Idle hands that make no plans
Will never make perfection set in stone or made of clay
When I ask you
Are you still alive?
All dried up and scarred inside
Save yourself in time
Can I ask you, are you still alive?
You found your world is made of glass
A bitter pill to swallow
Looking through the cellophane
That used to be your eyes
Try to hide the filth inside
Can you be forgiven?
What you see is all a dream
All I ask you
Are you still alive?
All dried up and scarred inside
Save yourself in time
Can I ask you?
Are you still alive?

Feel me - I crawl inside your veins
Give in - consuming what remains
I am the one that you adore
You know that you've been here before
You have a gun up to your head
You think you're hearing what's been said
You know that I'll be back again
Feel me beneath your skin
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
I tell you what to feel inside
You know it's all a fucking lie
I am the one that you adore
Feel me beneath your skin
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
I crawl inside your veins
Consuming what remains
A gun up to your head
You're hearing what's been said
You want to feel inside
It's all a fucking lie
I crawl inside your veins
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never needed
I'm all you never wanted
I'm all you never ever needed
And I've been here before
And I've been here before
And I've been here before
And I've been here before

Given up to me
You're living - rotting in my dream
Morning lights to red
I think I've had too much already
So violently to touch, it's tearing me up
So beautifully to clutch, I'm feeling so weak
So violently to touch, you're everything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Aimless misery
Things aren't always what they seem
Anger lay to rest
I've never been the one to follow
So violently to touch, it's tearing me down
So beautifully to clutch is what you believe
So violently to touch, I'm anything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Not a memory
Your cup of life is overflowing
There to catch the fall
Bending down to kiss the sorrow
So silently to touch, it's tearing me down
Innocently to clutch, I'm feeling so weak
So violently to touch, I'm anything
So violently to touch
Because you're always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me
Always slipping away
Because you're always slipping away from me

What do you believe?
I look just like you
Take your misery
It's all that I can feel now
Forgetting your way too
I'll take you everywhere
I'll beg you, I'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it
Your voice cannot speak
Pour me over you
I'm torn in between
There's nothing that you can do
I'm betting you're into
You're into more than me
I'll beg you, I'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it
Let me be the one who wants you
Let me be the one who's wearing your disguise
I'm the only thing that wants you
I'm the only thing that opens up your eyes
Come get it
Too much to believe
Less than all the truth
There's no sympathy
Still trapped by what surrounds you
Forgetting your way too
I'll take you everywhere
I'll beg you, I'll save you
I'll make you everything
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
So let me be the one to clear your eyes
I am the one to tear down your disguise
Come get it

No I never meant to but my mind already did
If you made an offer I would strip you to the skin
Are you trying to forget?
I'm still making love to it
Are you having some regret?
I don't even want to know
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegrating
Into the light
Disintegraging
I'm counting your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegrating
I'm losing myself this time
All you little playthings are so hard to understand
Send me to the test tube where your innocence began
So be careful when you pry
Chasing every word you say
Do you really want to know
All is hear to beg and borrow
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegraiting into the light
Disintegrating
I'm counting on your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegrating
I'm losing myself this time
Feeling so infected by everything you do
Looking unaffected, nothing I can do for you
Do you really think I care
That you sit around and stare?
Have you anything to do?
Does everything cave in around you?
You're selling me, you're selling me, you're selling me
Disintegrating
Into the light
Disintegraging
I'm counting your lies
Manipulated
Cast me aside
Disintegraging
I'm losing myself this time

Down by your wall I feel awake
I am alone accepting my fate
I have the answers twisting around me
I found the answers of what I should be
Down by your all I want you to stay
I think of the place that ran you away
I catch the rain that turns me to rust
I stand in the flame that turns me to dust
I can't believe
That you might believe I'll heal you
I can't believe
That you might believe I want to at all
That I want to at all

Looking through your window
a million miles from me
My ears are bleeding from the silence
echoing like rain, I cannot see
leaping from your window, the fall to set me free
A leap of faith is all I ask. Remove myself from all that used to be

Now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
Too much too late to sort things out

when the clock is ticking, a twisted face I see
my sight is blinded by the darkness, it doesn't mean a fucking thing to me
turning from my window, nothing phases me
I built this perfect little hellhole. It seems to be the perfect place for me

now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
too much too late to sort things out

Looking through your window
a million miles from me
My ears are bleeding from the silence
echoing like rain, I cannot see
leaping from your window, the fall to set me free
A leap of faith is all I ask. Remove myself from all that used to be

Now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
Too much too late to sort things out

when the clock is ticking, a twisted face I see
my sight is blinded by the darkness, it doesn't mean a fucking thing to me
turning from my window, nothing phases me
I built this perfect little hellhole. It seems to be the perfect place for me

now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
too much too late to sort things out

I love the thrill, I love the scene
Imagine you in the white light
So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)
It's not enough - broken in two
It's not enough - speaking the truth
It's not enough - watching me bleed
It's not enough - torn in between
It's not enough

I'm watching you, distorted view
So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see
It's haunting you from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Show me something inside your world
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)

Sometimes in me, you are the seed
A dying need in the white light
The simple truth, it speaks to me
It's screaming out from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus x 2)

I love the thrill, I love the scene
Imagine you in the white light
So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)
It's not enough - broken in two
It's not enough - speaking the truth
It's not enough - watching me bleed
It's not enough - torn in between
It's not enough

I'm watching you, distorted view
So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see
It's haunting you from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Show me something inside your world
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)

Sometimes in me, you are the seed
A dying need in the white light
The simple truth, it speaks to me
It's screaming out from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus x 2)

Looking through your window
a million miles from me
My ears are bleeding from the silence
echoing like rain, I cannot see
leaping from your window, the fall to set me free
A leap of faith is all I ask. Remove myself from all that used to be

Now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
Too much too late to sort things out

when the clock is ticking, a twisted face I see
my sight is blinded by the darkness, it doesn't mean a fucking thing to me
turning from my window, nothing phases me
I built this perfect little hellhole. It seems to be the perfect place for me

now I'm here for all to see
everything torn out of me
too late to drown in all my doubt
too much too late to sort things out

I thought I could hear you
Echoing words of denial
Careful not to feel you near me
Clawing out at what you call life
Hold on to what you want, hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are, hold on to where...
I face the change
I've tasted pain
Digging a hole
Now take the blame
I fell aside
I cast away
Covered in shame
Now take the blame
Thought I was beneath you
Crawling in your bed of lies
You infected me with envy
Tiny daggers in my eye
Hold on to what you want
Hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are
Hold on to where
I face the change
I've tasted pain
Digging a hole
Now take the blame
I fell aside
I cast away
Covered in shame
Now take the blame
Thought I could believe you
Selling me your big surprise
Only needing one more victim
Tearing down your one disguise
Hold on to what you want
Hold on to what you have
Hold on to where you are
Hold on to where
I face the change
I've tasted pain
Digging a hole
Now take the blame
I fell aside
I cast away
Covered in shame
Now take the blame

I'm your fear, I'm your monster
What's hiding in your shadow?
Is it taking what's left of you

Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye

I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now (What's left of you?)

See no fear, speak no evil
Are you screaming out to no one
As you fall down a mountain of pride

I feel you, my eyes wide open
I feel you, do you think you can save yourself in time

I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now (What's left of you?)

What you see, what tears into you
Behind the wheel that leads you
Are you facing a truth that won't die?

Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye

I'm finding out what's left of you
I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
You're king of doubt, you're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you

What's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you, choking on doubt
You're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you

I'm your fear, I'm your monster
What's hiding in your shadow?
Is it taking what's left of you

Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye

I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now (What's left of you?)

See no fear, speak no evil
Are you screaming out to no one
As you fall down a mountain of pride

I feel you, my eyes wide open
I feel you, do you think you can save yourself in time

I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
Choking on doubt, you're choking
Way down way down now (What's left of you?)

What you see, what tears into you
Behind the wheel that leads you
Are you facing a truth that won't die?

Now take me, now lead me from you
Now take me from the light that's dying in your eye

I'm finding out what's left of you
I'm finding out what's left of you
You're burning out (What's left of you?)
You're king of doubt, you're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you

What's left of you, you're burning out
What's left of you, choking on doubt
You're choking
Way down, way down now, what's left of you

I love the thrill, I love the scene
Imagine you in the white light
So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)
It's not enough - broken in two
It's not enough - speaking the truth
It's not enough - watching me bleed
It's not enough - torn in between
It's not enough

I'm watching you, distorted view
So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see
It's haunting you from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Show me something inside your world
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)

Sometimes in me, you are the seed
A dying need in the white light
The simple truth, it speaks to me
It's screaming out from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus x 2)

I love the thrill, I love the scene
Imagine you in the white light
So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)
It's not enough - broken in two
It's not enough - speaking the truth
It's not enough - watching me bleed
It's not enough - torn in between
It's not enough

I'm watching you, distorted view
So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see
It's haunting you from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Show me something inside your world
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)

Sometimes in me, you are the seed
A dying need in the white light
The simple truth, it speaks to me
It's screaming out from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus x 2)

I love the thrill, I love the scene
Imagine you in the white light
So beautiful, you watch me bleed
You're stabbing me from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)
It's not enough - broken in two
It's not enough - speaking the truth
It's not enough - watching me bleed
It's not enough - torn in between
It's not enough

I'm watching you, distorted view
So beautiful in the white light
It's make believe, all that you see
It's haunting you from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Show me something inside your world
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus)

Sometimes in me, you are the seed
A dying need in the white light
The simple truth, it speaks to me
It's screaming out from inside now

Kneel down and tell me about your world
Tell me something that I don't know
You know nothing about the world around you

(Chorus x 2)

Behind closed doors your words ring hollow
What you said they'd be
What behavior?
Who are you, but I like it
Now I'm done with nothing new
Sometimes green sometimes blue

And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And you're guilty too

He, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too

One two three
I found you out so easily
One two three
I found in you what I found in me
The time is wrong, the time is right
Be careful who you kill tonight

And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting in you

Hey, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

One and one and one makes three
One and one why don't you see
I'm killing you, you're killing me
Can't you set me free

Inside out,
I can't describe it
What you do to me
Inside out
I cannot hide it
Looking right through me
Now I've reached the living end
Pointing fingers to defend

And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And you're guilty too

Hey, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too

Behind closed doors your words ring hollow
What you said they'd be
What behavior?
Who are you, but I like it
Now I'm done with nothing new
Sometimes green sometimes blue

And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And you're guilty too

He, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too

One two three
I found you out so easily
One two three
I found in you what I found in me
The time is wrong, the time is right
Be careful who you kill tonight

And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting
And I'm melting in you

Hey, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

One and one and one makes three
One and one why don't you see
I'm killing you, you're killing me
Can't you set me free

Inside out,
I can't describe it
What you do to me
Inside out
I cannot hide it
Looking right through me
Now I've reached the living end
Pointing fingers to defend

And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And I'm guilty
And you're guilty too

Hey, hey, hey I'm guilty
And you're guilty too
Hey, hey, hey, hey

I'll tell you something, something new
You're hearing nothing, nothing true
You're killing me, I'm killing you
And I'm guilty too