Mike Clark

Oh, don′t it hurt deep inside
To see someone do something to her
Oh, don′t it pain to see someone cry
Oh, especially when someone is her

Silence is golden, but my eyes still see
Silence is golden, golden
But my eyes still see

Talking is cheap, people follow like sheep
Even though there is nowhere to go
How could she tell, he deceived her so well
Pity, she′ll be the last one to know

Silence is golden, but my eyes still see
Silence is golden, golden
But my eyes still see

How many times will she fall for his line
Should I tell her or should I keep cool?
And if I tried, I know she′d say I lied
Mind your business, don′t hurt her, you fool

Silence is golden, but my eyes still see
Silence is golden, golden
But my eyes still see

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain

It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain-
Am I living or am I dead
Sometimes I got to think k to myself is this life or death.

Problems never solved-just rearranged
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
So few good-so many bad
And when I think about all the times that I've had
I search for personality and look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony-thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I'll say
How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't even smile today
Today today-when I can't even smile today

Today today-when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile todayHow will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today

I got home kind of late last night
So silent I could hear my heart pump
But then I heard a sound that made me jump

I tried to get real brave, tried to look around
I tried to find out where came that sound
But the voices keep calling, calling out to me
The re I looked, the less I could see
I hear voices-when I'm all alone

Hear the voices-could it be they're calling out to me
I hear voices-can't stop those voices
CHORUS
Hearing voices-but there's nobody home
Hearing voices-I look, why can't I see

It happened again-the very next day
I still couldn't understand what they were trying to say
Could only get the courage to open up one eye
Couldn't see nothing, but the voices they don't lie

I searched and searched but not a soul I found
Pretty damn sure no one was around
The more I looked the less I could see

Then I realized the voices were calling from me
CHORUS
Are they demons-or are they angels or am I crazy


Now the voices I start to understand
They have to do with the master plan
You think about what you'd do
Cause one day the voices will be calling out to you
The real point is what I'm missing
They come not from one but they come from two
The voices I hear now I know are true
>From which voice will I listen

Hearing voices
I hear voies
Can't stop the voices
Do you hear the voices?

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my
birth
Why do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earth

Strength has left-has to be-something has died inside of me

If I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone care
If I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be there

You can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignore
But now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UP

Why should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted day
Why should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anyway

That was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the door

I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not fail
I'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trail

Might not be smart, but if I'm strong
I know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong

Never good at talking, so many things I couldn't say

But those thoughts never went away
And I'm sure you remember, said that all I wanted was sympathy,

Too many times-I felt so sad and lonely
Now add this to your memory
Too many times-I needed someone there
Too many times-I tried to tell you something
Too many times-It seemed like no one cared

I never learned how to pray
So if you have a moment it means so much to me oh can't you see-
And I don't like asking-and it's not easy to say-
If you'd just say a prayer for me
Too many times-I didn't even have a second
Too many times-I proved you so damn wrong

Too many times-you thought I was much too strong
Too many times-you said the feeling wouldn't last forever
Saw the changes-thought they'd go away-do you still remember that day
Can't really fault you-only have myself to blame-

Do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya?
But do you still feel the same

But I waited so long-for someone to take my hand, and say they understand

And I waited so long-for someone to show the way-to make a better day
And I waited so long-for you to looke me in the eye
and I waited so long-for someone to spare a kiss for the love I miss
And say it's worth another try
But yo keep me waiting-waiting-too many times
You keep me waiting, one too many, one too many, one too many times,
Too many times

One too many one too many one too many times too many times

I never said I don't like religion-I just don't like TV
You say control my temper-but when I feel like shit, I feel like shit
You say I got a bad attitude-around you that comes naturally

CHORUS
You say I need more compassion-I can forgive, I just can't forget
And I'll always be-ST
Cause I was born to be-ST
Not afraid to die-ST
Cause I'm down OG-ST
Don't get down on me-ST
Just you promise me-ST
Yo got to carry on-ST

You gotta carry on-ST
Am I supposed to believe everything-or just everything said by you?
Why can't I ask any questions if what you say is true
And what did He say?
And how can you call me stupid-when you don't understand what I say
And how can you call me evil-have you spoken to God today-
CHORUS


As long as your heart beats-pledge your allegiance

You can call me ugly-but I still dress the way I choose
How you gonna judge me-you've never taken a walk in my shoes
Why don't you ever trust me when I'm smiling-is it a sin to have fun?
And why should I repent when there's nothin' wrong with anything that I've
done
CHORUS

Suicidal Suicidal Suicidal

Pledge your allegiance....................................................

(Turn the lights down? I think I lost something)

Ya!

Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing…Thrashing…

Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think it over…
Mmm, think it over...Mmm, think I think I think I got

Hey...Hey...Hey...S-S-S-S-S-S-S-Suicyco Mania (Mania-Mania-Mania)

Don’t you talk about Lord and even don’t look out
(Even don’t look out, even)
Don’t you talk about Lord, no, you’re leaving still (Here, it’s for me)
Give me the keys, gonna set you free, going near

Getting closer, when can I see you when you’re together?
Where you going with a (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania)
Go kill ‘er (Suicyco Mania) I guess that (Suicyco Mania)

Corridor...Same ol’ ten…
It’s coming down...so long...right there with you

Getting into some trouble with me, getting it right up for speed
Don’t have to get ‘em anymore
Taking him into master stains, taking him back to what’s-her-name?
Taking him in from salty rain
Then I caught you decimate, get up what you gotta say
Get up what you gotta dare

Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania)

Feels just like we’re being in love when I get you to the sky
Silhouettes have been away
Breaking down this whiskey can, taking down, it’s all the same
Getting down, it’s all for me
Peter Piper Pickled Liver, whene’er I go see him surf
We go back into the due
We’re supposed to let you know, feel like what you gotta go
Feel like what was in a soul

Ooh...Ooh...Ooh...Ooh (Suicyco Mania)

No no no (Wah ha ha ha ha ha)
No no no no no no no (Ha ha ha ha ha ha)
Yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe yipe (Ha ha ha ha ha ha)
Guess again, guess again, guess again, guess again

Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... Think I’m a bitch...
Think I’m a bitch... You got that (Suicyco Mania)

We’re putting in...We’re gonna deal it with your...I’m feeling lonely
The rollers still got that (Suicyco Mania) You got that (Suicyco Mania)
Go sit down (Suicyco Mania) We got that (Suicyco Mania)

If you don’t know, if you don’t know, we never never would

I wrote a letter just the other day to nobody in particular
But if anyone were to read a bit-they'd think I was a bit peculiar
But it matters not what they think of me, it's only what I know is real
And so all that's left that matters now-is that the feeling's back

CHORUS
The feeling's back and you just can't stop it
The feeling's back and you just can't stop it

I fought a thousand times-I never knew the meaning of the word fear
Till that one day when I stood alone-staring straight into the mirror
It's not a pretty sight-and even worse it's so hard to face
Until I realize I'm the only one that put me in this place

CHORUS

I'm gonna breathe I'm gonna live-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I7m gonna shout I'm gonna scream-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I'm gonna run I'm gonna fly-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
I'm gonna fight I'm gonna win-that's right-nothing's gonna stop me
Nothing's gonna stop me, nothing's gonna stop me now-
Cause the feeling's back
and you gotta love the feeling

I dug my hole too deep-I couldn't admit, I didn't know when to stop
But you can only dig your hole six feet until the dirt comes back on top
I've got a long way left to climb but I'll still look you straight in the
eye
And I can honestly say I'll never quit-not even on the day I die

CHORUS

I sailed forever, I sailed so far, and now I know just what the
consequences are
I laughed out loudy, while I cried inside
But I didn't haave the strength to say enough of this ride
Like a fool-I believed in a miracle
I wanted to forget, of what I'm not sure
But I found an answer-it seemed to be a perfect cure

Controlled my actions, controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot-like a fool
I believed in the miracle

Twisting and I'm turning-freezing then I'm burning
Laughing then I'm crying-am I living or am I dying
Swearing then I'm praying-don't even know what I'm saying
Happy then so sad-forgiving then so mad

Do you still, do you still believe, do you still believe in,
Do you still believe in miracles?

Pushing then pulling-who am I fooling
A friend then a foe-do I really even know?
Love and then hate
Peace then at war-but what am I fighting for
And you always try to
Keep me-oh so sleepy
So I can't realize-that it's all lies
And the more it takes hold of me-the less chance that I'll ever be free
And even though I don't believe-it's so hard to leave-a miracle-a miracle

Waiting-always hesitating-for that perfect day-that day was yesterday
And the more you're gonna wait-the more of a chance that it will be too
late

How can you afford to wait, you just can't afford to wait
I shed a tear I won't deny it, but just one tear I already cried it
And now you'll see me cry no more, don't even know what I was crying for

I gotta gotta get away, get away from the human race
I gotta gotta take a trip, gotta take a trip out of this place
I don't know what to pack, never been to a trip at the mind
CHORUS
I don't know what I'll see, don't even know what I'll find

Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain-
Do you know what I'm saying
Well I'm going insane
I took a wrong turn and ended up at my heart
Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain. Trip at the brain-

Thank it for working overtime in pain and misery
I t could barely even pump no blood it was so thrashed and torn apart

CHORUS
Then I set back on the trail, headed for my destiny

Fly with me
Flying free
Tripping

You must be tripping
Trip, trip, tripping
Ya ya ya ya you're tripping

I cannot stop this trip, I forgot to pack the brakes
Crashed straight into a concrete wall of my mistakes
But that's alright with me, cause that's where most of my memories lay
Ended up in a cemetary of a thousand wasted days

My life
People don't try to tell me how to live my life
Don't try to fill me up with false hopes and lies
Show me the truth they say they'll show the light
Don't try to tell me I'm wrong when I know I'm right
Cause I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is
Choosin' my own way, choosin' my own way of life
I'm mad as hell and I ain't gonna take it
And if you think I am I think you're fuckin' mistaken
Lock me in, but you can't lock me out
You can cut off my tongue, but I'll still scream and shout
Choosin' my own way of life-what up?
Cause I'm choosin' my own way of life
I'd rather have a penny than a heart of gold
I'd rather die young than do as I'm told
I was never one to turn down a fight
I gotta sleep all day so I can rage rage rage all night
Hell I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is
My destination is my own decision
Living fast is my only religion
Trust no one cause I'm no fuckin' fool
Learn on my own I don't need no school
Choosin' my own way of life-what up
Choosin' my own way of life-straight out
Choosin' my own way of life-ain't it my life
Choosin' my own way of life-and I don't need nobody else

Mike Muir/Mike Clark)
I see the world it slips so far away
Looking back on yesterday
Leaves me nothing more to say
Terror reigns my world, Lord please tell me why
I'm on my knees, I start to cry
I live my life, that's another lie-Controlled by hatred
It feels good, I'm not proud to say
But I'll just put off my guilt, it can wait another fuckin' day
I search you out and now you're right within my reach
Now I'm chking it, now I'm checking out
And now you'll learn a lesson only I can teach
Now I start to scream, it's what it's all about, shout it out
Can you swee what it's all about, shout it out
Now you know what I'm all about
So you can chalk up another soul that's lost
Calculate the social cost
You know not what's inside of me
Raging mad insanity
Scrambled brains I got a toasted mind
I turned my back to all responsibility
Look in my heart therein no goodness are you gonna find
I got no place for all your sensitivity
Now I'm checking out, now I'm checking in, now I star to pray
Seems like I never win, it's a sin after sin after sin
Just another fuckin' sin, why can't I ever win?
Why can't I ever win?
Who am I?
I feel no pain
I clsoe my ears and now I see so clear
I slip away just left all fear
And now the world it slips so far away
Not a sound, but still I hear-Controlled by hatred
Looking back on yesterday
Leave me nothing more to say-Controlled by hatred
I didn't think that I could ever try
Now tears of joy I start to cry
I free my soul and now I fly-Controlled by hatred
The hooterman goes
"What's your name?"-he goes
"What's your name?"-he goes
"What's your name?"-he goes
"You know my name, you know my name!"
What's your name?-my name is pain!
What's your name?-my name is terror!
What's your name?-and you're my reason
My hate
I'm controlled by hate, controlled, controlled by hate
It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better
It's gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better
Now the world, my whole world's controlled by hatred
I'ts gonna gotta gonna gotta gonna gotta get better
The world, my whole world's controlled by hatred
Who am I?
I feel no pain!
Could it be?
I've gone insane. Controlled by hatred!

Don't you tell me that I'm dreaming 'cause I've been here before
But that don't mean that I want to be from here anymore!
Cause I feel like shit-but who are you to say
I don't know I had to have a right to feel this way
I feel like shit-time after time
So don't be trying to tell me it's all in my mind
I feel like shit-but you don't really care
Except my God he used a four letter word in there
I feel like shit-what am I to you?
I feel like shit. Deja vu!
And when I feel like shit, I feel like shit!
I feel like shit-I'm sorry to say
Do you fuckin' think I like feeling this way
I feel like shit-what do you expect me to do
I feel like shit, deja vu!
This ain't my imagination
Lost all thoughts and concentration
Time goes on day after day
But still If feel the same fuckin' way!
Feel like shit, deja vu!
Always feeling out of place
Hiding behind a smiling face
There just ain't no pretty words
Can't you see it fuckin' hurts!
You know I feel like shit-deja vu
Feel like shit-deja vu
Feel like shit-deja vu
And when I feel like shit I feel like shit

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
I cry for help but no one's around
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
It seems like no one cares at all
The same with my pain
Cau

Easy easy, it's not easy
To say what I feel when nothing seems real
Not easy, it's not easy
To be someone's friend when the pain it never ends
Not easy, it's not easy
To keep up the fight when nothing turns out right
Easy I got to take it easy, I got to take it easy
Easy it's not easy to open your heart when love's torn it apart
Easy it's not easy to hold your head high when you want to sit and cry
Easy it's not easy to fall on your knees and say Lord help me please
Easy I got to take it easy, Oh please, please, please easy
Easy easy it's not easy
Gotta gotta take it easy
It's not easy
It's never easy

But not before I heard thirteen songs about love in a row
Well I just had to turn off the radio
Well I don't know what the next song's gonna be
But I know how the words are gonna go
They'll be singing "Oh baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby I love you so"
So won't everybody sing along cause her comes just another love song
I need you like I need a hole in my head
I need someone to steal my money and wish I were dead
I need someone to always put me down
And everywhere I go she wants to hang around
Do you really even think dreams come true
Do you really even think someone's waiting for you
Do you really even think you'll find something wonderful and new
Do you really even think it's me dear
Do you really even thiink that love is near
I won't fall in love today
Do you really even think I want to hear-but I still say
I need a chick who's got expensive taste
Who's not afraid of whose money she wastes
You expect me to buy you a diamond ring!
Well I suspect I'll buy you not a thing!Well I could tell you you're the only one I love
And how your eyes sparkle like the stars above
And that I carry a picture of you in my heart
And as long as we live we'll never be apart
And that you're the most important person in my life
But I can't handle a girlfriend, how am I gonna handle a wife
Love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate love-hate
I love, love, love to hate you but I'd hate, hate, hate to love you
love-hate
I could promise all my love to you
But that would take me only a second or two
And if you're waiting to be my one and only
You're gonna find out what it's like to be awfully lonely
Your song was alright for awhile-But now your tune's gone out of style
You want to cuddle and hug all night
But I'm going out with my friends tonight
I already have one-I don't need another
And I don't need someone to act like my mother
After a bottle of wine
But she sure looks fine
And she's out of sight
When my mind's not right
And I'll promise you anything dear

He's a carrier of death, a stork in reverse
He blesses you with sickness
Fuck it!
He disappears in motion
The arsening in your Koolaid, the bomb in your mail,
Cause love is a curse
But leaves a bloody trail
But can't put off your judgment day
Drop to your knees, humble you pray
There's a knock at your door, who could it be?
You got a new friend that's gonna set you free
No amount of money's gonna stop this vice
He's making a list, he's checking it twice
No mercy, no mercy, no mercy. You want mercy?
No fuckin' mercy! Oh no
A doctor of death with a PhD, a specialist in pure misery
With the wink of an eye, a snap of the finger
Now the smell of death is all that lingers
See you fucked with him even though you knew
And now your worst nightmares all come true
You scream and shout you beg and plead
He's the master, master of no mercy, no mercy, no mercy
But he's got your soul and that's all that he needs

Kept in the guard of Mother Nature's womb
Resting in the safety of their tomb
Sheltered by six feet of soil and rock
Why should they be resting so peacefully
The spade is the key with which their gate we'll unlock
When we're up above in pure misery
I don't care that they've already died
That's not enough to make me satisfied
So we wait till the stroke of the midnight hour
Hell's gates will open a new judgment day
Then we'll unleas the darkest of power
Now is the time that the dead will pay
Why should they be resting so peacefully
When we're up above in pure misery
I don't care that they've already died
That's not enough to make me satisfied
Waking the dead, waking the dead, waking the dead
All rise!
Hell's gates open the earth trembles and shakes
Mausoleums firebombed now rage in flames
Now their pardons are over they pray for their mistakes
When the dead come out their bodies we'll maim
Rob-Robbing their graves stealing their bones
Fix-Fixing the wounds that even time cannot heal
Bang-Banging our heads to their screams and their moans
Soon-Soon we will know how good it feels
This is not damnation or an act of God
Now the dead they rise ripping through the sod
Purgatory has to wait, but how can this be
The dead are free-the dead are free!
Waking the dead-you said that it wouldn't beWaking the dead-You said that we wouldn't see
Waking the dead-Now the dead stand before our own eyes
Silence is blaring the earth opens wide
They return to their sleep on earth's basement floor
History
s, reburied they die
Darkness descends through nature's pores
Now they rest not so peacefully
As they've had a taste of our misery
I didn't care that they'd already died
That wasn't enough to make me satisfied
Return back to their tombs now they lay
This is no game for the novice to play
not a word lest ye be forewarned
The punishment of Hell's darkness and scorn
not a word of the sermon said
A prayer for the dead, don't play with the dead
Don't try to comprehend what's going on
You can't understand, please don't understand
Waking the dead-And we'll be
Waking the dead-All rise now
Waking the dead-We're gonna wake the dead
Waking the dead
I said the words what have I done
I thought it cool, I thought it fun
The words I say they start to change
The syllables now rearranged
A language I can't comprehend
I shut my mouth it doesn't end
The bowels of nature open wide
I cannot move I cannot hide
I can't believe the things I see
I close my eyes and pray it's not real
The dead are free, the dead are free
Their presence close coldness I feel
What have I done Lord please forgive
Once they died, but now they live
I wake the dead, I ake the dead, I wake the dead, I wake the dead!
Cleanse the lepers
Cast out the demons
Wake the dead!

I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying
I'm shyist when I'm shouting out loud
I feel so alone in a room full of people
I'm lonliest when I'm in a crowd
I'm alone, and nobody hears me
Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me

Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down
I'm alone, I just need
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to help me through the times when I'm down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone, I'm alone, all alone

Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you know
You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to understand
Why I've got to be alone

Chorus:
I'm trying to be something better
If you took a look at my heart you'd see it
If you look at my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I got to do it alone

I've been down, down, down so low
I've been down, I've been down
I've been lost, so lost with no place left to go
I've had emotions, emotions that you better hope you never know
Sometimes it feels like I just can't take no more


Chorus
Seems like things just keep getting further out of hand
Why can't for once things go as I plan
How dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand
Let me tell you straight out, there ain't nobody here that can
I'm all alone, I'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone

If you look in my heart, you'd feel it
If you look in my heart, you'll see it
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just alone, leave me alone, alone, alone, now leave me
I'm not trying to make no one bitter

Places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be
I've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be
So what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me
I've seen things, I've seen things you'd never want to see
I'm all alone, I'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone

A room full of people, can't nobody hear me, can't nobody help me, I'm alone
I just need someone to take my hand

And pick me up when I'm feeling down, when I"m down
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
Someone to take my heart and give it a home, when I'm down
Someone to be with me and help me through the times
I'm down and lonely, when I'm down
I'm alone, all alone
Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it
but I know I can't give in
Alone is the way I feel, there ain't nothing quite as sad as
a person that's alone

extra, extra, read all about it! news flash, read all about it! here comes another scam and don't you doubt it may make you laugh, but it ain't funny i can't believe the things they do for money another show that needs to get rated just got to add a little more hatred we interrupt this program to tell you disco's out, murder's in kill it! goody, goody, another commotion one more time, in slow motion the mountain won't come to mohammed let's keep our fingers crossed and maybe he'll bomb it la da de da da de de da da all kind of la de fuckin' das disco's out, murder's in if you wanna go far, we'll make you a star not looking for a filler, just a serial killer! it's got to be violent to make it a highlight if we show it enough well everyone will think it's alright disco's out, murder's in kill it! kill it! disco's out, murder's in! kill it!

i wish so hard that i could be just like the one you want me to but it doesn't seem to work though i'm trying i try so hard to do what's right to be so good to make you proud but it never seems to satisfy you it's just the person that you want is not the person that i am the conflict inside's horrifying i want so much for you to think of me as a person that deserves your respect and attention i wonder if i'll ever do the tings you want the way you want when i don't even know what i want yet it's not that i'm rebelling against the person you are it's just that i don't know who i am all i know is it hurts, oh how it hurts oh god, do you know how i'm hurting? there's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me emotion no. 13 look into my eyes, you'll see i'm not lying emotion no. 13 easy crying don't ask me how i know, but i'm dying emotion no. 13, blows my mind away emotion no. 13, it blows me away look into my eyes, you'll see i'm not... emotion no. 13, say's i'm... don't ask me how i know but i think i'm... don't ask me how i know but i think i'm dying, dying, dying, dying all i know is it hurts, oh how it hurts oh god do yo know how i'm hurting? there's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me emotion no. 13 look into my eyes, you'll see i'm not lying emotion no. 13, feels like i'm dying

i'm tired of always doing as i'm told your shit is starting to grow really old i'm sick of dealing with all you crap you pushed me too hard now you'll watch me snap whack, whack-what's wrong with your head? i can't believe a fuckin' word you've said whack, whack-what are you dead? permanently done, gone to bed whack, whack-out of you mind i think you'll like it if you try it some time whack, whack-if you look you'll find i'm whacked, i'm whacked, i'm whacked-get whacked i'm whacked, you're whacked let's go it's whack time get whacked-gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme some whack time get whacked-all i need, i need, i need, i need is some whack time get whacked-get whacked ain't nobody gonna tell me what to do i'm gonna save my best whack for you bbust out hard in a brand new way now every second is a psycho day i'm whacked-and i don't care no more i'm whacked-right down to the core i'm whacked-like never before i'm whacked, i'm whacked, i'm whacked, i'm whacked get whacked-won't you follow me get whacked-what fun it'll be get whacked-and do it naturally get whacked, get whacked, get whacked, get whacked it's whack time! whack time-get whacked whack time-get whacked, get whacked, get whacked whack time get whacked, get whacked, get whacked it's whack time get whacked-i'm whacked, you're whacked, let's go it's whack time get whacked-gimmee, gimmee, gimmee, gimmee, gimmee some whack time get whacked-all i need, i need, i need, i need is some whack time get whacked-get whacked you don't want none you got the right when i get whacked it's not a pretty sight one-quarter scottish, three-quarters insane ay, think i've gone a little flat in the brain whack, whack-what you got in your head another word, another lie that you've said whack, whack-your mind is dead permanently done, gone to bed whack whack-what do you know? this ain't no script, this ain't no picture show whack, whack-up away you go get whacked! it's whack time-get whacked! won't see me later you'll see me right now if you think i'm crazy i'll show you just how i know what's scaring you the most about me this mo-fo be getting whacked naturally get whacke

thorughout all time and history the world's been mauled tyranny now we're refusing to take it the worst evil the world has saw were crimes defended by the "law" deny our rights and we'll break it you got to break the chains that hold you down crush the tyrants to the ground freedom cannot be legislated we'll bow down to no other one the father and his son they can't deny what he's created most wars never sould have been thought but this is a war that must be fought we'll take a wrong and we'll right it the greatest weapon of the fascist is the tolerance of the pacifist we've got to stand up and fight it we'll give it you got to give it revolution, give it revolution we're gonna give it revolution, give it revolution you got to give it revolution, give it revolution we're gonna give it revoltuion well you can put a bullet in my head but you can't kill a word i've said you got the disease, i got the solution, revolution no matter how much or more you try, you can never make this martyr die i give it revolution revolution! you could put a bullet in my head but you can't kill a word i've said give it revolution no matter how or what you try you can never ever make a martyr die give it revolution revolution

Quieres chingaso, conmigo, tu lo tienes
Por vida y por muerte Holmes!
Breakdown a motherfuckin' breakdown
Breakdown ain't that a bitch!
If you like magic, here's a trick
Snap my fingers now I'm a lunatic
Ain't no threat straight out fact go head up and you'll get
jacked!
Went to school at U. of Hell, favorite course was kill and
tell
Graduated head of class, majored in kickin' ass
Did hard time to get my Master, wrote the book on personal
disaster
I don't need no PhD to be a doctor of fuckin' misery
Psycho's insane, they say I lost my brain, but I gave it away
If my mind's gone bad don't go off feeling sad cause I chose
it that way
Cause it's a breakdown, I'm go'n breakdown, I'm gonna break,
ain't no you can do
Cause it's a breakdown, a motherfuckin' breakdown, gonna
break you in fuckin' two
What you got, come and show me
Think I won't, you don't know me
Live or die, it's all the same, life or death, it's just a
game
Make you an offer you can't refuse, pull out the gat, sorry
you lose
Put a disclaimer on the crypt, sorry Holmes, finger slipped
I broke a main now it's headed for my brain and my mind goes
thumpty thump thump
Pinned shot eyes, don't come as no surprise it ain't no dance
the bump and the dump
Cause it's a breakdown, I'm go'n breakdown, who said that
nightmares don't come true?
Breakdown, Breakdown, Breakdown, Breakdown
Stick out your hand I'll stick out my finger
Kick you in the balls now you're a soprano singer
Rush to my head, whacked and hyper
Now it's time to pay the piper, time to pay the piper
Thought you were smar

lost it! i'm caught in a rage like an animal locked in a cage now i look into the barrel of a guage-boom! made me into the fool experimented on me like an animal turned me into a common criminal-criminal! i lost it, but i gotta get with it mutherfucker, now you're gonna get it i ain't one that'll sit and forget it i got into a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i don't know what i'm saying got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! i lost again! took my dreams, ya left them there shattered took my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered took my mind like it didn't even matter entered a world that i didn't belong thought i could take it but i stayed too long thought i could handle it, boy was i wrong! fighting a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i'm not into playing got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost it again! lost it! lost again lost it! lost again lost it! lost again i lost it! i went to war with reality that motherfucker he was waiting for me i never thought this could happen to me-damn! down so low but i can't be no higher when i was burning up you put wood in the fire you ain't nothing but a goddamn liar-liar! took all my strength now i tremble and drop you got to be down to go over the top oh, god can't you make this laughter stop? died in a war i could never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i lost it again got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! liar, killer! lost again! i lost! murder, killer! hell i lost again! no! no! cleanse me from your evil you broke your promises! what did i do to deserve this? no one to save me from it! oh, lord please have mercy and now i've come to see it something's gone wrong with me i guess i got lost in reality hell i lost again! sure ain't easy, hell i lost again! alone i scream at the sky, it's easier than crying i'm shyest hen i'm shouting out loud i feel so alone in a room full of people i'm loudest when i'm in a crowd i'm alone, and nobody hears me can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me i'm alone, i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down someone to take my heart and give it a home someone to help me through the times when i'm down and lonely someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it but you know you can't give in, alone is the way i feel, it's so hard to understand why i've got to be alone (chorus): if you took a look at my heart you'd see it i'm trying to be something better if you look at my heart you'd feel it i've got to keep moving on if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm just trying to make my world better if you look in my heart you'd see it i got to do it alone i've been down, i've been down i've been down, down, down so low i've been lost, so lost with no place left to go i've had emotions, emotions that you better hope you never know sometimes it feels like i just can't take no more (chorus) seems like things just keep getting further out of hand why can't for once things go as i plan how dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand let me tell you straight out, there ain't nobody here that can i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone if you look in my heart, you'll see it if you look in my heart, you'd feel it if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm not trying to make no one bitter i'm just alone, leave me alone, alone, alone, now leave me i've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be i've seen things, i've seen things you'd never want to see so what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone a room full of people, can't nobody hear me, can't nobody help me, i'm alone i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down, when i"m down someone to take my heart and give it a home, when i'm down someone to be with me and help me through the times i'm down and lonely, when i'm down someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it, but i know i can't give in alone is the way i feel, there ain't nothign quite as sad as a person that's alone

screwed up people everywhere, but i ain't got time to care i feel lovely, la la la lovely all kinds of souls down to the curb, but me help, don't be absurd i feel lovely, la la la lovely cause it's not a problem of society, if it don't affect me and i feel lovely as long as i feel lovely, yea oh so lovely! and i'm not guilty of your abuse, see it's all self-induced and i feel lovely everything's so lovely all your kind are like a pollution, look 'em up quick that's the solution lovely wouldn't that be lovely? so tipper babe don't you remember me? now i'm kinder, gentler and so happy it's lovely! la la la-as long as i feel lovely, yea la la la-and i feel lovely, yea la la la-and everything is la la la la la la la la lovely la la la la la la la la lovely everything's so lovely i think i'll throw a party "won't you come alone darling?" it's a surprise party for me simply because i feel lovely! if everything's so lovely...then why don't i, why don't i, why don't i, why don't i feel lovely? lovely, la la la lovely, la la la lovely, la la la lovely

lights, camera, silence on the set tape rolling, 3-2-1 action welcome to the church of suicidal we'll have a sermon and a wonderful recital but before we go on there's something i must mention an important message i must bring to your attention i was in meditation and prayer last night i was awakened by a shining bright light overhead a glorious spirit, he gave me a message and you all need to hear it "send me your money," that's what he said he said to "send me your money" now if you can only send a dollar or two there ain't a hell of a lot i can do for you but if you want to see heaven's door make out a check for five hundred or more "send me your money," do you hear what i said? "send me your money" now give me some bass, um yea that's how he likes it now give me some silence, for all you sinners now give me some bass, yea that was funky now take them on home brother clark, send me your money here comes another con hiding behind a collar his only god is the almighty dollar he ain't no prophet, he ain't healer he's just a two bit goddamn money stealer send me your money send it, you got to send it send me your money you hear what i'm saying? send it, send it send me your money how much you give is your own choice but to me it is the difference between a porsche and a rolls royce i want you to make it hurt when you dig into your pocket cause it makes me feel so good to watch my profits rocket send me your money now dig in deep, dig real deep into your pocket i want you to make it hurt! we'll take cash, we'll take checks we'll take credit cards, we'll take jewelry we'll take your momma's dentures if they got gold in them so whose gonna be the next king of the fakers whose gonna take the place of jim and tammy faye bakker? see my momma, she didn't raise no fool youse you can't put a price on a miricle amen

What the hell's going on here?
First off-let's take it from the start
Straight out-can't change what's in my heart
No one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring me
You ain't-never seen no one like me
Prevail-regardless what the cost might be
Power-flows inside of me, you can't bring me
Never-fall as long as I try
Refuse-to be a part of your lie
Even-if it means I die, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down?
Who the hell you calling crazy
You wouldn't know what crazy
was if Charles Manson was eating
fruit loops on your front porch

Time out-let's get something clear
I speak-more truth than you want to hear
Scapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring me
You ain't-never seen so much might
Fight for-what I know is right
What up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring me
Stand up-we'll all sing along
Together-ain't nothin' as strong
Won't quit-we ain't in the wrong, you can't bring me

You can't bring me down!

Chorus:
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, no!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down!
Bring me down-you can't bring me down, you can't bring me
down!
Tell them what's up Rocky!
You can't bring me down!

Chorus

So why you trying to bring me
(You can't bring me down-no, no, no, no, no, no)
So why you trying to bring
Well you can't bring me down

Just cause you don't understand what's going on
don't mean it don't make no sense
And just cause you don't like it, don't
mean it ain't no good
And let me te

no destination set i daze along till something finds me where i've been i'm not sure i cannot see the tears they blind me (chorus) you know that something ain't right it's a sacrifice why must i pay this price accept my sacrifice an emptiness so full i cap it off with expectations a sight not to behold i cover all in explanations (chorus) it's a sacrifice no no no no no it's a sacrifice a sacrifice sailing off of course, directions lost there is no exit the captain's abandoned ship, now mutiny how could i suspect this it's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice, accept my sacrifice it's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice accept my sacrifice

I look around in my own way
There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear
It's time to go
But what I see I never, never really know
I wander 'round until I feel it coming on and then it's
Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space
I don't want to be here, falling out of place

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
CHORUS
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say

I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day
It scares me, why does it dare me
You know it ain't a fair fight
Pain overtakes me, it tries to break me
You know that something ain't right

now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
Set my body free
They don't make no seatbelt for the mind


So I can't fasten up for this ride
Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions
Not right, can't fight
Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Hypnotized, paralized
Can't stop the runaway emotions


I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally
CHORUS
I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency
It's time to face the facts
So much lying, too much denying
Yo ucan't help me, these cards were dealt me
Play out the final act

CHORUS

Oh no you really done it this time

Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes but I can't, can't disappear

ah damn, we got a lot of stupid people doing a lot of stupid things thinking a lot of stpuid thoughts and if you want to see one just look in the mirror gotta kill captain stupid, can't you see him today we start the new way, we're suicidal gotta kill the old way, we'll make it better won't you join our mission, don't be stupid got to kill captain stupid got to kill captain stupid brothers killing brothers, what up with that? can't you see they're laughing, that ain't funny babies making babies, that ain't love you just got screwed over, get some respect (chorus) got to kill captain stupid got to kill captain stupid and i don't understand why people be bringin' captain stupid in their lives treating him like a superhero glorifying him when he ain't nothing but a superpunk and you see, you're the one who's gonna have to stop him 'cause you7re the one that started him oh, what's that? so now you say life sucks well, ninety-nine percent of it's what you make of it... so if your life sucks, you suck what's that crap you're smoking, playing the fool waste your life for nothing, when you're something what the hell you thinking, mind pollution got to get back control, it's your life fool (chorus) what's that now? ah, so you're scared to do something about it well, you better be scared not to do something about it 'cause if you don't kill captain stupid captain stupid gonna kill you got to kill captain stupid-fool

Bllinded by reason, you're asleep at the wheel Counting on nothing, the numbers get higher Confused underrstanding, with a slip for the hold Squeeze past the pressure, you're asleep at the wheel Is it too much of a good thing Recycled in memory was A magical moment Why can't you remember It too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing You're all asleep at the wheel Preserved in its danger I though you'd be different Blank stare and a whisper, but who are you judging You're all asleep at the wheel A special assignment Is it too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing Is it too much of a good thing Unlocked under pressure Hope in revision, slight miscalculation Confined unforgiveness It all goes in stages, you're asleep at the wheel A new kind of danger, you're all asleep at the wheel A blank stare and a whisper But who are you judging I thought you were different You're asleep at the wheel I thought you were different

In this world without harmony
I can still survive and survive peacefully
Where there's no peace and there's no sanity
Until that moment when you crash down on me
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

You better watch how you direct your hate
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

Or you'll receive part of my natural trait
Before you send off you just better wait
'Cause I ain't got time not to retaliate
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

I'll, I'll hate you better

I'll hate you better
I'm just enlightening you so you won't be naive
I'm not trying to threaten or to deceive
I'll tell you one thing that you better believe
'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better

'Cause I'll, I'll hate you better
My hate is better to give than receive
I'll, I'll hate you better
I'll

It's going down in my dark side
My mind starts sweating, my heart
It starts a chain reaction
That's how the pain it all starts

It's going down where no one can see
It's a sad sad sight
The feeling just gets stronger
I see you, I just put on a smile
I try to cover it up
But I can't take it too much longer

Time stands still, as I lie in place
I try to block out the pitch
In my head that keeps ringing
So I pound and pound on myself
I try to wake myself up
But I can't 'cause I'm not dreaming

It's going down in my dark side
With no release or escape
Doesn't believe in forgiveness
It's an emotional rape

It's going down where no one can see
It's a sad sad sight
no suspense as what will follow
Fractured terror fills my peace
Shocks my senses
Leaves me empty sad and hollow

Time stands still, as I lie in place
I try to block out the pitch
In my head that keeps ringing
So I pound and pound on myself
I try to wake myself up
But I can't 'cause I'm not dreaming

CHORUS
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin' down
It's goin' down it's goin'
It's goin' down

It's going down in my dark side
Shivers and shakes through my soul
Ration surveys the damage
There's nothing left to control

It's going down now, I'm face to face
With the hollowness
That echoes in this darkness
How can I fight when I cannot see what to fight
Reluctantly how can I even stop this
All hell is breaking loose -acap

there's a cold wind in the winter of my mind a season that lasts through all changes in time i try so hard sometimes i wish there was a raincheck on tomorrow not ready to deal with what i don't wanna find struggling along, just to hold on i just wanna know why is it me in a tear there is a message frome heart detached frome good it's the hope gone astray i cry so hard sometimes too scared to think what will bring tomorrow already much more than i can handle today i can't breathe, suffocate as i7m buried by hate and so sadly i learn there's no justice to fate i just wanna know why is it me losing the race with thoughts out of place i just wanna know why is it me you ain't got a monopoly on sorrow you know plenty has made it my way you ain't got a monopoly on sorrow there's plenty that feel just the same there's a pain so insane that i fight but can't tame and my mind battles on as my body lies lame i can'7t feel the feel but it feels like it hurts i can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts i can't feel the feel but it feels like it hurts hurts hurts and i know that i know i don't know if i know if it just would stay clear then i'd see and i'd go i just wanna know why it's me ain't got a monopoly on sorrow you, you, you ain't got no no, you ain't got no no you ain't got no no, you ain't got no no there's no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no monopoly on sorrow no no you ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no you ain't got no no no, you ain't got no no no no monopoly on sorrow monopoly on sorrow monopoly on sorrow no no no no no yo ain't got no, no no no no you ain't got no, no no no no you ain7t got no, no no no no you ain7t got no monopoly on sorrow

i talk through my eyes, the words pourin' out nobody hears you ask me what's wrong, but what can i say nobody hears i try to tell you, i try to show you how else can i tell you, how else can i show you i'm screaming inside, why can't you hear nobody hears you're looking right through me, like i'm not here nobody hears (chorus) when the last tear falls down nothing gets washed away another plea put to rest as nobody hears, nobody hears so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i7m sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears you figured it, shaped it to your perfection nobody hears subtracted my feelings from the equation nobody hears is it all in my mind then it would be easy to find (chorus) so what did i do to you that makes you run from me now i'm sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears so if it's all, if it's all in my mind then wouldn't it, wouldn't it wouldn't it be so easy to find (chorus) so what do i have to do to make you comfort me now i7m sitting here screaming inside myself don't understand why nobody hears so i'm sitting here screaming inside myself well i'm sitting here crying inside myself so i'm sitting here screaming to nobody else don't understand why nobody hears and nobody hears, nobody hears, nobody hears

i've seen pain that'll drive a man further than any road could ever take you stare at the wall, it doesn't move, must think it's bad but i7ll prove who is harder it makes no sense, at least to you but who's to say, i refuse refuse to be a martyr welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the... i come and go, your eyes can't tell 'cause all they see is that i'm i'm still standing here what's that you sense, it can't be good you're scared to look, but i ask what's worse to fear welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the... don't be afraid, don't run away tap into the power i want it all, i want it all tap into the power what you were told, it's all a lie don't be afraid because now's the time to explore it drop all the fear, try do deny but it won't work no longer can you ignore it welcome in the pain it's a glorious hour say hello to the hate tap into the power

is this the beginning or the end (chorus) this is revenge, we ca this mutha revenge this is revenge, we call this mutha revenge best not be talking to me, not with those words you say i guess i'll have to accept your invitation to toast you upside your head everything has got a start and everything has got an end and every action has a side effect we call this mutha revenge (chorus) don't know if i'll blast, maybe i'll just throw maybe i'll kick down something special but believe me, you're gonna know should have thought before you got it started 'cause everything has got an end ain't no sloppy fool that's innocent we call this mutha revenge revenge, revenge this is the beginning of the end (chorus) i've seen loc'sters come, i've seen loc'sters go but the only real loc'sters are holding down six feet below everything has got a start and everything has got an end every action has a side effect we call this mutha revenge (chorus) you're putting up a front, we're gonna tear it down had enough of your sorry ass 'tude i don7t trip on no stare me down you should of thought before you got it started 'cause we're the ones that make it end n't no sloppy fool that's innocent we call this mutha revenge revenge, revenge revenge, revenge

Late at night, that's the time I can't forget it
Sail the darkness but this ain't sleep
Heard the sound, could it be I got the message
But the message wasn't intended for me
Can't you see there's a madman working
He's putting in overtime
Too content with the sweet scent of denial
You're oblivious to the signs

It's a struggle for the reason
But it's the only thing I know

No surprise, here's more lies and you still are waiting
What the hell are you saying
and you7re fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, why you lying
Truth abuse, what's the use, it's not a game you're playing
Do you know what I'm saying
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, where's the truth

I'm not you you're not me, that's the difference
So you can't deny we're the same
What's the point, that's what sticks huh exactly
Take a second helping of the blame
Not a scare not a bomb not a warning
A condition that no one should doubt
There's a s tick tock tick tock
ticking in my head you gotta get out

Yet I cannot deny the reasonn
'Cause it's the only thing I know

No remorse, danger course, and you still are waiting
You don't know what you're saying
And you're fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, why you lying
sick in thought, disease you've caught
Is it a game you're playing, do you know what I'm sayaing
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth, where's the truth

It's a struggle for the reason
But it's the only thing I know

Too much tweak, dosage leak
And you still are waiting, what the hell are you saying
And you're fly fly flying with lie lie lying
Where's the ruth, where's the truth, why are you lying

Set to lose, why you choose
It's not a game you're playing, do you know what I'm saying
And you're high high hiding with lie lie lying
Where's the truth, where's the truth

Where's the truth, Where's the truth, Where's the truth
Where's the truth, Where's the truth, Where's the truth
You're lying

free-can anyone show me the way to free free-does anyone know which way is to free i ain't here to doubt you, just heard so much about you won't you save a place for me i hope you'll let me choose you i never would abuse you please accept my sincerity (chorus) free-i want you free-i need you free-which way is to free free-i want to hold you free-i want to know you free-can you send me to free although some may deny you i'd really love to try you i need this opportunity my past has been divided my future i'll rewrite it change my life if it need to be (chorus) which way's it to free which way's it to free free-can anyone show me the way to free free-does anyone know which way is to free gimme some free which way's it to gimme some free which way's it to

Came and whispered in my ear
Took a walk down under the street
Never thought that I'd see the day I would meet
But I tried to pretend that I didn't hear
Turned my head and walked away
And I tried to forget what they had to say
Put on a smile and I tried to hide
But I couldn't keep myself from crying inside
CHORUS

Oh, I...So I turned my head and I walked away
Oh, I...And I tried to forget what he had to say
Oh, I say...I died a little today

And they saw the scars and they felt my pain
Oh, I...And I chalked it up as another day
Took a journey through my brain
Thought if I lied I was going to win
Knew the dreams I had over a bottle of wine
Saw the things I didn't want to find
But they said the battle wouldn't even begin
Thought about the lies that I said to myself

But I knew it's too late to find the help
CHORUS
I die a little each day

Don't you give me give me give me your borrowed time
Don't you give me give me give me your recycled line
Who do you think you are?
You must think you're something
Don't you give me give me give me you're here to help me

I don't need shit and you ain't nothing
Got to get with the program, I don't need no charity

And if I made a perfect world you'd be gone
Don't give me your nothin', I can do it myself
Don't give me give me give me your misguided help

Well I don't want shit and I don't need nothing
Don't you give me give me give me your look of concern
I don't need your meddling when you gonna learn
Well you ain't shit and you ain't nothin'
Well now you know what it feels like not to belong-so long

Well I just made my perfect world-oops you're gone
So don't you give me give me give me your nothing-no

Don't give me your second-hand sympathy
Don't you give me give me give me your nothing-no
Don't you give me give me give me your nothing-no

Don't give me your nothin', just let me be
Who do you think you are?
You must think you're something

You can't fool me with that crap just leave me alone
Don't you give me give me give me your worried tone
And I don't need it, I don't need nothing
Now I have a perfect world, now you're gone-oh oh oh

Don't give me your nothin', don't give me your nothin'

Don't give me give me give me that "What did I do?"
You don't have to do nothing, you're just being you
I'll tell you why, you ain't nothing

Two perfect worlds, it just cannot possibly be-oh oh oh oh
The only place that's perfect is in your mind
If you make your perfect world you will find
What's perfect for you is like a hell for me

Don't give me your nothin'
Don't give me give me give me your "I'll be there"
I don't believe how you lie, you don't care

Don't give me give me give me your "I love you"
Don't give me your shit, don't give me your nothin'
You're full of shit, your words mean nothing
They just are words and the words ain't true

ANd I just made my perfect world, now you're gone

And in my perfect world your perfect world don't belong-so long
No no-don't give me your nothin'
No no-don't give me your nothin'
No no-don't give me your nothin'
No no-don't give me your nothin'

tense atmosphere in the air riot written everywhere riot squads coming from over there time to go home if you're square (chorus) riot squad bas their heads kick their ass until they're dead i want to be a fascist pig love to fight what a thrill we don't stop until we kill i want to be a fascist pig throw a bottle in the air put them up to their dare we'll just laugh while they stare let them hit me see if i care (chorus) get attacked by them you'll never heal they'll rob your conscience your sanity they'll steal they'll beat your brains until they spill that's the fascist favorite meal (chorus)

yesterday as i went out of the house i saw a body lying down quiet as a mouse she was lying face down in the sewer what you do-i got up closer and realized that i knew her what you see-all her organs comingfrom her inside that's nasty-slashed up skin, sliced-up hide tell me some more-turned her over and saw the tire tracks on her head then what-that's when i realized she was dead (chorus) twisted body, chopped-off feet her body was minced meat bust crawling on her arms she's dead can't do no harm gnarled-up legs, broken and bent her last breath has been spent i wonder how much you had to pay to get your mom killed in such a bloody way i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i watched her as she bled well she had-chewed-off toes on her chopped-off feet say what?-i took a picture 'cause i thought it was neat that's cold-but the thing i like seeing the best what's that-was the rodents using her hair as a nest damn-i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead (chorus) i know it is your allowance that you'll really miss but make it look good at her funeral and give her a kiss i saw your mommy and your mommy's dead i saw her lying in a pool of read-and she doesn't know how to swim i think it's the greatest thing i'll ever see-what's that? your dead mommy lying in front of me i'll always remember her lying dead on the floor i hope she dies twenty times more i saw your mommy and your mommy is dead i saw your mommy and your mommy is dead i saw her, i saw her...mommy i saw your mommy

i shot reagan, i shot sadat i'm gonna shot you dead in heaven you'll rot you're gonna rot in heave, hear an angel's voice you're too bad for hell, although it's you first choice rot in heave, you're too bad for hell rot in heaven, cause you're fogiven in hell i shot lennon, i shot the pope i shot the devil, now you ain't got no hope you're gonna rot in heaven, hear an angel's voice you're too bad for hell although it's your first choice

in times of trouble fall to my knees and i look to the sky cause me, me i want more the classification of our heart's a sin cause me, me i want more don't wanna pump nobody's gas-i want more don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-i want more don't wanna take the first job i find-i want more don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-i want more (chorus) slaving in a factory, a differnt kind of insanity feels like i'm locked in a cage working like a maniac, gave myself a heart attack for a job that pays minimum wage don't wanna work at the golden arches-i want more don't wanna was no rich man's cars-i want more don't wanna be nobody's gardener-i want more don't wanna be no garbage man-i want more (chorus) i sit and reflect about all that i've learned and all that i've seen cause me me i want more the memories come and they go away cause me me i want more don't wanna pump nobody's gas-i want more don't wanna kiss my boss's ass-i want more don't wanna take the first job i find-i want more don't wanna dig coal out of a mine-i want more i want more

so you're gonna be institutionalized you'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes you won't have any say they'll brainwash you until you see their way (chorus) they stuck me in an institution said it was the only solution to give me the needed professional help to protect from the enemy myself they give you a white shirt with long sleeves tied around your back, you're treated like thieves drug you up because they're lazy it's too much work to help a crazy (chorus) they say they're gonna fix my brain alleviate my suffering and my pain but by the time they fix my head mentally i'll be dead

b-1 bombers in flight trident missiles in the air mx missiles underground protect us till we're dead (chorus) memories of tomorrow-too late for sorrow push the button kiss goodbye the nuclear arsenal a-bombs flying off their ramps nuclear bombs explode (chorus) radioactive people search for medicine pray for shelter kill for food (chorus) mass starvation contaminated water destroyed cities mutilated bodies (chorus) i'll kill myself i'd rather die if you could see in the future you'd know why memories of tomorrow

when i go down the street the people watch me shiver and shake i'm a prisoner of a demon i think my head's about to break it stays with me wherever i go i can't break away from its hold this must be punishment for selling my soul (chorus) too much pressure my pulse is rising my heart is pounding my head really hurts i can't take it all this pressure )from all these things inside of me everywhere i look i see them everywhere i go they're at what did i do to deserve this why won't they just leave my body are they people or are they spirits do they belong to the human race why do they want me so bad why won't they come out of their hiding place i can't see them but i know they're here i can feel it in my veins all this pressure on my body is causing all my strength to drain (chorus) am i crazy or am i insane or have i already lost my mind is it real or is it fake or am i in a permanent bind am i in power or am i a slave who in the hell is in control am i still living or am i dead do i still have a soul i know i can't keep going this way i have to give my mind some leisure if i keep on going like this i never again will taste pleasure if they will not break the oath i will have to disband i have lost all control this thing has now taken command possessed

flashing pictures on my screen shown too quickly to be seen does not register in my conscious mind propaganda of another kind they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) danger-nightmare doomsday-nightmare murder-nightmare nightmare-nightmare watching tv, i start to cry for no reason, i don't know why could it be from messages on my tv which i'm getting subliminally? they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus) mind control the easiest way sponsored by the cia it's a weapon you cannot see it's propaganda subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally they're fucking with me subliminally (chorus)

father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school-suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal

father forgive me for i know not what i do i tried everything but i'll leave it up to you i don't want to live, i don't know why i don't have no reasons, i just want to die (chorus) i'm a suicidal failure, i've got to get some help i have suicidal tendencies but i can't kill myself i'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expried i'm barely just 20 but my life i will retire i went down to a rifle store, i bought myself a gun i point it at my head but i couldn't get the job done (chorus) i took all my mother's sleeping pills i jumped off a freeway bridge i drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge i beat myself with a bat put a noose around my head i overdosed on heroin but i'm still not dead (chorus) death may not be the answer it can't be all that great but me i'm not into living with life i can't relate by some masochistic reasoning i think that it will be fun i want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun (chorus) i'm looking forward-suicidal i'm really bored-suicidal you wanna die-suicidal then die-suicidal honestly-suicidal at the game-suicidal at my school-suicidal at the bar-suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal suicidal

Sick of people-no one's real
Sick of you-you're too hip
Sick of chicks-they're all bitches
Sick of life-it sucks

Suicide's an alternative

Sick of trying-what's the point
Sick of talking-no one listens
Sick of listening-it's all lies
sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick of thinking-just end up confused
Sick and tired-and no one cares
Sick of life-it sucks

Sick of politics-for the rich
Sick of power-only oppresses
Sick of government-full of tyrants
Sick of music-top-40 sucks
Sick of school-total brainwash
Sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick and tired-and no one cares
Sick of life-it sucks

Suicide's an alternative
Sick of life-it sucks
Sick and tired-and no one cares

Sick of myself-don't wanna live
Sick of living-I'm gonna die
Suicide's an alternative

Well I've got a little story to tell

He said Satan's been lookin especially for me
About a little red-assed punk that came from Hell
He said Satan's got a paper gonna set your body free
He said power and glory, bitches for screwin'
All in your name and all for you today

Power and fame, all in your name
Oh yeah
All the gold and bitches you ever could have

Oh yeah
All that you want, all that you need
You'll have power, fame, all in your name
Anything anything that you ever would need
Everything that you ever could read
Sign the paper it's ready too
Well sign the paper that's all you do
Anything there it's all for you
Well this is all you got to do

So I looked him in the eye and I said
"Fuck you you little red-assed goblined-breathed horned-hed motherfucker!"
And I don't really give a fuck about what you've been told
Cause I don't care too much about gold
And I don't really care for anyone looking after me

I'm not anti-society, society is anti-me
I'm not anti-anything, I just wanna be free
I'm not anti-religion, religion is anti-me
You're undesirable, go straight to jeail

Unless you control yourself
Fascist state, no freedom
Use self-expression, lose your freedom

Kill someone in a war
Get a medal, you're a hero
You're a minority, you go straight to jail
Protect yourself in everyday war
I'm not anti-government, government's anti-me
I'm not anti, anti's anti-me

I'm not anti-politics, politics is anti-me
I'm not anti-anything, I just wanna be free

Innocent, never guilty
High-class lawyer, you are rich
If you're poor, must be guilty
Even if innocent, you go straight to jail

War inside my head
War inside my head
War inside my head
War inside my head

It's happened a thousand times before
War inside my head ain't a pretty sight
It's just a harsh reality
But I don't want no sympathy
War inside my head-can you sense it

War inside my head-can you feel it
CHORUS
War inside my head-can you see it
Can you hear the-pain
War inside my head
Can you sense the-pain
Can you see the-pain
Can you feel the-pain
Can you help the-pain
Can you fix the-pain
Can you hear the war inside my head
The only thing real is the way I feel

And that's the pain that's deep inside
And there ain't nowhere to hide
The battle from within is gonna begin
CHORUS


War inside my head every night and day
I never get no piece of mind
It ought to be a sin, I just can't win
And pure hell is all I find

Baby, don't you be blue
You know that I'll always be true
And we'll always be together, too
You know know that I'll always love you
But the one thing for sure I can say

CHORUS
Over a thousand things I can say to you
Half of which would be un-true
Is that I won't fall in love today
You know everything will be alright

Baby when you hold me tight
Because you know I love you with all my might
So let's not take any time to fight


Baby, you make me feel like a man
CHORUS
When we're rolling in the sand

So come and take me by the hand
And do the things you know we can
CHORUS

oh yea, back again. hope you've enjoyed our little....excursion. tipping, toeing thru the mind of a muthafucka who needs a little fuck'n stomping on. yea, but don't take it wrong, see we ain't trying to tell you how to think, we're just trying to get you to think... and we ain't trying to control nobody, we want the people- to be in control, to know who they are and what they want to be. yea, and question authority, what the fuck but not for the sake of argument, but because you took the time to analyze it and you found a better fuck'n way, not just a fuck'n excuse to complain. and beware of people who try to use you as a statistic to back up their claims of power, that use you simply as a vehicle to get themselves where they want to with no reference to your best interest except for their disclaimer that their best interest is your best interest... and remember....cool is only three letters away from fool!

travels thru my veins, poisoning my soul makes me hate myself, makes my anger blow suffocates the hope, eats away my will traps in all the hate, depression... and i don't wanna feel this way, but i can't stop it at all and i don't wanna hurt no more, but i can't stop it at all and i don't wanna lie here numb, but i can't stop it at all and i don't wanna have to give in, but i can't stop it at all depression, it's got me i fought it, it whupped me depression and anguish the poison's inside me why can't i just make it end, i'm tired of feeling this way why can't it just let me be, i'm tired of feeling this way why can't i just have a break, i'm tired of feeling this way why can't it just go away, i'm tired of feeling this... depression and anguish the battle can't take this depression is poison the damage is all done and i don't deserve this, oh no and i don't wanna feel this, no and i don't deserve this, oh no and i don't wanna feel this, no digs into my heart, roots sprout thru my brain plants its ugly thoughts, growing wild again shuts all systems off, locks me in a haze traps in all the hate, depression... and i don't have the strenght to scream, but here it comes again and i don't have the sense to cry, but here it comes again and i don't have the will to fight, but here it comes again and i don't have the choice to quit, and here it comes... depression and anguish the battle can't take this depression, the poison the damage is all done depression, it's got me i fight it, but why me depression and anguish the poison's inside me

I don't give a shit
I don't give a fuck
I don't give a shit
We don't give a fuck
Your opinion don't mean shit to me

And your shit is about to fall
Your rationale isn't rational
Like bungie jumping off a 6 foot wall
I don't give a shit
Your right and wrong to me is all wrong

Politically correct means tag along stupid
And you'll pay if you do me wrong
And I don't ever tag along
We don't give a fuck!

I don't give a shit
I don't give a shit
I don't give a fuck

What I am is who I am and I'm proud of who I am
C'est la vie cause change to me comes naturally
We don't give a fuck
I don't give a shit

I ain't ashamed of my past
And my future's locked in real tight
I ain't afraid of the present
The guns aren't loaded and the fists aren't clenched
I don't give a shit
But I've taken up a brand new fight

I don't give a fuck

And I don't give a fuck
I don't give a shit
I don't give a shit

We don't give a fuck!
Hip ain't hip and cool ain't cool
But a fool is definitively a fool
But the truth is sad that's true
New ain't new it is just new to you
I don't give a shit

I don't give a fuck
We don't give a fuck no

evil evil evil you make me feel so... evil evil evil you make me wanna get... i tried to shield myself from you but your evil seeped on thru cause you're evil evil i tried to hide in thoughts but i always end up caught thinkin about getting evil evil i don't know why i fight this feeling when i should take it out on you evil evil evil you make my thoughts turn to... evil evil evil you make me wanna get... delaying the suspense destroy all innocence and my thoughts turn to evil evil cooking up the hate du jout the symptom is the cure and i'm gonna get evil evil it's the last thing that i wanted but it's the first thing i should get make mine evil... locked in evil... you make my thoughts turn to... evil evil evil you make me feel so... evil evil evil you make me wanna get... as my resistance is spent my actions get all bent and it's time to get evil evil my morals reach the junction where my conscience stops its function and i'm gonna get evil evil it's the last thing i was thinking so it's the first thing that i'll do evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil

yea, won't come and get me, i can feel your fear yea, so if you think you're lucky, i'll be right here ain't no right if there ain't no wrong and you're wrong to think i'll do you right yea, i'm fucked up baby, fucked up just right! yea, won't come and stop me, i can sense your fear yea, so if you think you've got it, i'll be right here ain't no bad if there ain't no good and it's good to knew i get you bad yea, i'm fucked up baby, fucked up just right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! yea, won't come and hate me, i can smell your fear yea, so if you're feeling crazy, i'll be right here ain't no hot if there ain't no cool and it's cool to know i get you hot yea, i'm fucked up baby, fucked up just right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! yea, won't come and hurt me, i can taste you fear yea, so if you got a death wish, i'll be right here ain't no right if there ain't no wrong and you're wrong to think i'll do you right yea, i'm fucked up baby, fucked up just right! fucked up just right! it makes no fuck'n sense, that makes no sense to me can't make no fuck'n sense, that makes no sense to me fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! you make no fuck'n sense, you make no sense to me you make no fuck'n sense, that makes no sense to me fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! fucked up...that's right! fucked up...just right! he he, yeah, you knew that that wouldn't go that way yeah, you knew that it can't go that way... he he, you knew you're gonna be that way, but no..

I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind
Every screwed up person gets revenge

Every twisted thought will have it's shot
Every messed up feeling has it's day
Every jacked up moment will come back
I wouldn't mind hearing you screaming in pain

I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken with fear
I wouldn't mind seeing you screaming in pain
I wouldn't mind seeing you
I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken from fear
I wouldn't mind hearing you cry like a baby
I wouldn't mind hearing you beggin' for your life

Makes me feel the joy rise thru my soul
Makes me think that there's hope after all
Makes me wanna shout and jump for joy
Makes me feel the purpose after all
I wouldn't mind seeing you shaken with fear

I wouldn't mind seeing you screamin' in pain
I wouldn't mind seeing you
I wouldn't mind I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind seeing blood squirting from your veins
I wouldn't mind seeing you dead!
I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind seeing you deadI wouldn't mind hearing you beg for your life

oh yea, know that shit. sounds so good i wanna .... right along. yea this is k-sui, cyco miko here, giving you the easy muthafuck'n listening sounds for the hard of muthafuck'n hearing. yea, busting out on a whole new perspective to lock you upside your head. get your mind working. cause you know it ain't workin the way it should be. it's time to think.....not think like you think you think.....that ain't thinkin, that's just justifying your inability to accomplish the things that you're not willing to work for. so right now time to dig into the fuck'n trench. get a little fuck'n cyco. yea,cause you gotta fuck'n be crazy to believe in yourself! so what anyone else says....fuck it! i don't give a fuck!

how can you love someone if you think that you're no one? when you mistreat yourself and think it's all you deserve cause it's so hard to care is this love or is it loneliness? how can you demand respect when you have no respect? when you abuse your body, never mind your mind and you're your own worst victim there'll be no love just loneliness why do you force a smile when you know all the wilds? that you're burning inside, but don't want no one to know the hell that you're in as love turns to loneliness how can you sleep at night when you know it's not alright? when you wake up in the morning, nothin' has changed if you do nothin' about it love becomes loneliness love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... love vs. loneliness... and when you're down and you think you need something the temptations so hard to resist but what you grab sure ain't what you needed that's not love it's loneliness and when you're lonely and think you need someone the plot takes a painful twist there ain't no one that can make you feel like someone only you can cure the loneliness how can you be confident when you're all wrong with it? when you know what you're doing and you're doing it wrong it's no misunderstanding this ain't love this is loneliness how can you love someone if you think that you're no one...

no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit no bullshit, no bullshit hate! i hate the things you believe your truth is built upon lies i can't believe in a trend i won't be living no lie no bullshit, no bullshit (x4) hate! i hate everything you say i ain't got a time for your shit i refuse to be played i won't be living no lie no bullshit! that's where i stand no bullshit! that's how i'm living my life (x7) no bullshit, no bullshit (x4) hate! i hate the way that you are i can't believe in your ways i refuse to be hip i won't be living your lie no bullshit! that's where i stand no bullshit! that's how i'm living my life (x8) no bullshit! punk!

You talk your shit, but I ain't listenin'
No fuck'n problem at all
And I don't do no ass kiss'n
Now here's the point that you've been missing

Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all
Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all

You ain't alive - if you ain't livin' -
You waste your life whining and sniveling
So buckle up cause now I'm driving
No fuck'n problem at all

Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all
Ain't got no fuck'n problem, I got no fuck'n problem at all

No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem

You think you know everything and more
But a surprise you'll be in for
Add it all up and you got no score

No fuck'n problem at all
You play the part - that I got no use
No fuck'n problem at all
Don't mean a thing cause you got no juice
I live in peace I don't need a truce
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem at all
No fuck'n problem

I got a piece but not to the puzzle
No time to think staring down a muzzle
I rise above and watch you fizzle
No fuck'n problem at all

tippy toe thru broken dreams there goes a little fucked up piece of my brain didn't need it anyhow, didn't use it anyhow no way! my mind's been soakin' up so much shit...now it's cured not like healthy but cured like marinated dried out fuckin piece of meat suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka if you ain't suicidal, you ain't shit snap crackle pop it just stopped being funny don't know what was said but don't know if i like it there's always something funny that just ain't funny i ain't no muthafucker, never had one, never really wanted one but that don't mean your daughter's safe... guess that makes me a daughter fucker running thru a place i swear i'd never go smash it, wow, never know it could be so much fun i remember it now, i remember it now...just like it never was there's always something funny that just ain't funny suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka i'm suicidal for life! suicyco, suicyco, suicyco...muthafucka suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka don't take no shit from no one suicyco muthafucka, suicyco muthafucka said if you ain't suicidal, you ain't shit i got to think in a different way the old way got me nowhere the new way got me somewhere but nowhere where i wanted to go or where i belong i gotta go back to the old way i'm tired of people looking at me funny not knowing who was in control and who wasn't yea i'm not and that's why i'm in control! yea fuck it up, fuck it up again yea, fuck it up, yea fuck it up again fuck it up, yea fuck it up again, makes things a hell of a lot simpler yea fuck it up, yea fuck it up again, yea fuck it up, fuck it up again yea fuck it up, fuck it up again, makes things a hell of a lot simpler suicyco, suicyco, suicyco...muthafucka, muthafucka, muthafucka...he he he...

for a moment it seems, that this moment won't end so i pray for the end wasting my time waiting for mercy you sold me out just for the joy of hurting me so i pray for the end rest my child and be still tortured thoughts become real my heart stops such a rush, causes me to go numb wonder what next will come sitting alone in my misery i'd like to make your life become history wonder what next will come rest my child and be still tortured thoughts become real rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what more can i do? what else could i do? fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! what else could i do? what else can you do? what else can i do? what else can you do? what else can i do? rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! fucked up feelings kill! i lost again, once again, i don't know where to start now i'm back at the start you lied when you told me it would save me now taste the fucked up feelings you gave me i lost again, once again rest my child and be still fucked up feelings kill fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill... fucked up feelings kill...

I leach off you when things are good
I?m here to kick you when you?re down
But when you need me I?m not here
You?re such a bummer when you?re down

Let?s see-what you need?s a friend
They say-that all you need?s a friend
I know-what you need?s a friend
Hello- I could use a?
What you need?s a friend-all you need?s a friend
As what I want you better give
And of course we always share

And what is yours is mine
I'd do anything for you-anything
And what is mine you can't have

But everything has it's price
Just you ask me and it's done-anything
You should have read the fine print ha-ha
Friend. Hi friend. It's me friend.

What you need's a friend. All you need's a friend
What you need's another friend. You never can have
What you need's a friend. All you need's a friend
I?m so glad you're my friend. Sucker

Enough friends. Don?t you wanna be my friend?
Of course you know who I am
And I?ll never let you forget
You are stuck with me forever
Or until you have nothnin?more to give

What you need's a friend all you need's a friend
What you need's a friend all you need's a friend

*Aint gonna take it - Anymore (x3)

Don't mess with my head
Don't mess with my head
Don't mess with my head
Don't mess with my mind
Now you messed with me the very last time
Well I'm mad as hell - hell that's the truth
For someone like you I aint got no use

* Repeat

Its a quarter to pain - half past hate
I gotta get moving cause I'm running late
It was all thought out, but now I'm breaking the plan
In a moment we'll find out who's the man
Well you should have stopped and seen that I'm not the one
Now there's no stopping what's gotta get done
You shouldn't have messed with my head, you shouldn't messed with my
mind
Now you'll find out about cyco time

* Repeat

You picked at my soul - you picked at my brain
You pushed my button like a video game
You picked at my head - picked at my mind
But now you've picked on me the very last time
Cause I'm heavy on my mind and I'm light on my feet
That's just the sad facts it's not conceit
You picked at my head, you picked at my mind
But now you've picked on me the very last time

* Repeat (x2)

[Muir]

You've heard about the war in my head
And I've been known to wake the dead
I'm not evil just possessed to skate
And feeling like shit, just don't feel great

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

So much time spent alone
And I'm still searching for my home

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

Had my scrapes with the law
Is that your mommy that I saw ?
They tried to ban us from L.A.
But every dog has his day

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive
And we're built to survive

It's 1999 and going cyco's all that's on my mind

Controlled by hatred lost again

What I don't need is a friend
I want more you fascist pig
We are family, we live to live

Built to survive,
Built to survive,
Built to survive,
I'm built, I'm built, I'm built to survive

You tell me what I want to hear
I hear it all with my ears
But that won't do me any use
So I use my eyes to see the truth

I've got cyco vision
I use cyco vision
I see cyco vision
I've got cyco vision

It doesn't matter what you say (bullshit)
It only matters what you do (no shit)
You cannot take the easy way with me
'Cause I've got cyco vision

You put a smile on your face (???)
To try and hide behind your lies (???)
But that just magnifies the pain in your soul
I see with my cyco vision

I've got cyco vision
I use cyco vision
I see cyco vision
I've got cyco vision

When you think with all your might (you change)
Right to wrong and wrong to right (don't change)

[Muir, Paul, Pleasants, Clark]

Peace through politics - is a fallacy that does not exist
Freedom, Freedom, Freedom, Freedom
Where's your freedom? We got your freedumb
Get your freedom, I got your freedom
Truth is hard sell but I know what goes over well
Lies and cheap and free so the profit margin works
exceptionally

Where's your freedumb I got your freedom
Get your freedumb we got your freedom

[Muir, Wackerman]

Teach me and I'll teach you
If you need a hand I'll give you two
Respect me and I'll respect you
Disrespect me and I will destroy you

Gaigan kaera
Gaigan go home

Don't come back
Don't come back

Hope for the best expect the worst
This life it ain't no curse
Respect me and I'll respect you
Challenge me and I will destroy you

Gaigan go home
Don't come back
Don't come back if you ain't suicidal
Gaigan go home

watch what you say watch what you do
Cause I can give it back times ten to you
You challenge me so I will destroy you

Gaigan kaere
Gaigan go home

Gaigan kaera

[Muir, Pleasants]

I don't know what is it
But I'm acting like I know
I don't like what I see
But I never let it show
You can not understand
What you were not meant to find
So I lock it in a vault
Halfway up my head
Halfway up my head

Halfway up head
Halfway up my head - that's where it got stuck
If you're trying to change me - well you're just out of luck
I know what I am and how I must be
Halfway up my head

[Chorus:]
Halfway up my head
It got stuck
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head in a back of a file
I put up a front with a wink and a smile
All of the things that you've done and you've said
Halfway up my head Halfway up my head

[Chorus]

When I don't know what to think
Then I don't know what to say
When I don't know what to do
I still do it anyway

So if I sound confused
You're listening all wrong
I take it piece by piece
And I cut what gets to long
Halfway up my head

Halfway up my head
That's where it got lost
Don't like what you said so the message got tossed
You can not lock up what was meant to run free
The spirit in me, the spirit in me
I don't ask for no help and I won't

(Muir, Clark)

I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'm going to heaven so there's no reason to cry
God says he loves me and I love him too
Yes I have struggled, but but now suffering's through

I don't want you to cry
I just wanna say
I'm so excited today I'm gonna die
But I'll live forever so it's not really goodbye
God has a plan for me and a plan for you

So there's no reason to cry
There's no reason to cry
Cause I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven
Yes I'm going to heaven
I'm going to heaven

Over head such a shinning light
As playful angels hover in flight
In the blindingly brilliant pure white
A sensation so peacefully
My soul rises separates from my body
The pearly gates I can now clearly see
I've gone to heaven
Hallelujah
I'm so excited again I'll never die
I'm up heaven so there's no reason to cry

You're not educated, your just regulated
You're not educated, your just regulated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
You better get yourself a system
And you'll keep on getting pissed on
Until you get yourself a system
We don't need no help no way, we're O.K.

Anarchy for me, fascism for you
Anarchy for me, means fascism for you
We don't need no rules no way, anarchy
Suicidal punx
We don't need no rules no way
We don't need your rules no way, we're O.K.
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

No drugs, smoke or drink
Hippies suck that's what I think
Politicians, I don't buy it
Try to contai us, we're gonna riot
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
The original hippie killers

You're not regulated, you're just not educated
You're not regulated, you're just not educated
So if you're tired of getting pissed on
You better get yourself our system
We don't need no rules no way, we're O.K.
We don't need no rules no way
We don't need no rules no way, anarchy
We're the original hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

No pills, trips or hippie weed
Suicidal's all that I need
Truth, respect and lots of pride
In us they live, in you they died
We're hippie killers
We're hippie killers

We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We're hippie killers, anarchy for me
We're hippie killers, fascism for you
We don't need no rules no way! Anarchy
Suicidal style

(Muir)

Too much time on my hands
Too much salt in my wounds
Too much pain in my heart
Too many things to regret
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Won't do that change again
Continuous lies never end

I'd hate myself if I thought like you
I'd have to hate myself to do the things you do
Cause I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Too much getting no where
Too much waiting to see
Too many lies have been told
Too many things thought in my head
I've been thinking
The cause of my confession
I've been thinking
The cause of my oppression
I've been thinking
What's causing my depression
I've been thinking
Because of my depression
Stand up small hypocrite
Your full of lies your full of shit

I hate myself sometimes that's true
But I can't hate myself enough to be like you

I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you
I ain't like you

Dirty job rearrange
Smoke it up just taken change
I can not hate myself
I can not hate myself enough to be like you

(Muir, Clark)

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to get my thrill
And I don't it from no funny ass pill
I'm about to straight break loose
I could fight it but it ain't no use
I'm about it this far away
From going off and making someone pay
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

I'm about to toss and turn
No sleep tonight I got a lesson to learn
I'm about to throw a fit
I can't seem to find the time to quit
I'm about ready to roll
Light on my feet with my gutted soul
I'm about to get my thrill
Anyway I will

I'll buy, I'll buy myself
I ain't got, I got noone else
I'll buy, I'll buy myself
When i go on sale

I'm about 105
Died years ago, but I'm still alive
I'm about 17
It's time to reinvent the punk rock scene
I'm about one inch small
When it seems that's noone cares at all
I'm about to buy myself

Quack quack wop woop

(Muir)

I'm harmless won't you help me
I'm sickness only you can heal me
I promise that I always be there
I'm naked under my clothes

I'm feeling naked
I feel naked

My heart's bleeding why don't you help me
I'm screaming but still nobody hears

Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Helpless and naked
Naked, naked, naked, I'm naked

I'm harmless till I hate you
I'm tasteless that's why I'm with you
I'm sensless even on payday
I'm naked under my clothes

You saw me naked, you saw me naked

I'm saddned by all my failures
It's a good thing
I real good things I don't try

I miss you whenever I'm with you
Cause I thought that,
I thought that you were someone else

I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
I saw you naked,
Naked under our clothes
We're all naked under our clothes

[Muir]

Pressures charging try to stall - Pound my head against the wall
I've been feelings this for way to long
I've been fighting this for way too long
Something's bout to happen - get out of my way
Something's better happen - get out of my way

[Chorus:]
Scream and shout - let it out
Rip it out - Scream and shout
Scream and shout - let it out
Break it out - Scream and out
Scream out [5X's]

Hypnotized, Analyzed - A sorry attempt to sanitize
When I've been feelings this for way too long
When I've been fighting this for way too long
I guess I'll do it my way - your's don't work
I'm left to do it my way - your's don't work

[Chorus]

(Muir, Clark)

S. T.
S. T.

S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!
S. T. Suicidal and proud! We are family!

Suicidal and proud we are family
We are family with all the love you could ever need
We don't judge you from the color of your skin
We judge you from what's within

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

We are a family brothers and sisters
that are proud to be committed to one and all
United we will never fall cause we are a family
We are a family!

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

Original from the westside, S.M. and Venice
Now we're grown to be a worlwide menace
Say what we want cause I know how to back it up
A cyco like me just straight don't give a f**k

and in case you might not know
I'm insane suicidal
Rolling hard with notarious family
We're as bad we want to be

Cause in my life there's only one guarentee
That suicidal I always be
And further more you don't want to forget
We don't take no shit !

We are family
Everyone that's a down sui
We like it hard and loud
And we are always down and proud

Sui sui sui Suicidal
S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T S.T Suicidal we are family

S.T

Suicidal and proud
Suicidal and proud
We are family !