Murmurs

Big daddy said it's o.k. holding out for love
Don't like it much but that's the way it goes
Big talker, thrill stalker, sitting on the time
Deciding every day who is next in line
Sick bitch where's your head looking for a lover
Sick of all the chills time for another

I believed you, and I believed you, I believed you

Bend down lower put your head on my lap
Don't you know that's where it's at?
Everybody's coming, everyone but me
'Cause they don't give me nothin', see?
Trip fit, go ahead, kiss me again
I always like it when it ends

I believed you, and I believed you, I believed you

Play it cool now, and then hit me hard
And don't ever be late
Hesitation rising, 'cause that's what you do
Well I'm full of it, too

Cause I believed you, and I believed you, I believed you

I'm such a drag wish that I could disappear
I just smoked myself right into this chair
I've had no revelations
Got no future plans
So many expectations
And no one understands

I'm a mess
I'm a mess

I ruin everything, it's never enough
Got a tired alter-ego that's always giving up
I used to be the girl that everybody loved
And now I'm just too much

I'm a mess

I'm bored with myself
I'm tired of this life
I'm falling apart
Can't even take advice
I'm so gone, need my prescription to relax
Now, I'm wasted like the rest

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

Stranger licks, but this hurts better
Slimy tickles on my bones
I'm having a thrill with my jet setter
I just don't want to be alone
I just don't want to be alone

If you decide what makes up my mind
Then you belong in bed alone
If you don't know what's aching me
If you can't stand to watch
Then you're a liar,
'Cause your hands won't let you stop

I want you to be my favourite toy
We'll play a game of house
You be the girl, I'll be the boy
I wanna throw you down
And put you in my mouth
We've got to figure something out

I have made a fool of you
I'm leaving with no excuse
Can you tell me again how cute I am
Then I can let you loose

Lately I've been so scared, so scared
Lately I've been so bad, so bad

I want you to be my favourite toy
We'll play a game of house
You be the girl, I'll be the boy
I wanna throw you down
And put you in my mouth
We've got to figure something out

i use to be scared of being myself afraid to know what you would really think i'd look in your eyes, but i couldn't tell we hung out all summer and we drank and drank and drank drank and drank you didn't know that you broke my heart you didn't want to end and you didn't want to start and that was the day you took me for a drive and when you dropped me off i cried and cried and cried cried and cried take me down, i don't wanna be found i don't wanna play the part of the underdog look around, i'm not like the others it's along way up, it would be easier if i just left town one year later and i'm sleeping in your bed you're wrapped around my body and i'm so content i remember well, when you couldn't care less well we ended up together and i guess you know the rest take me down, i don't wanna be found i don't wanna play the part of the underdog look around, i'm not like the others it's along way up, it would be easier if i just left town i wanna run away from you lately cause i can't face ya when you're like that when i am around ya, i'm misbehavin' i'll be your slave if you'd have me back take me down, i don't wanna be found i don't wanna play the part of the underdog look around, i'm not like the others it's along way up, it would be easier if i just left town

I went down to change your mind about nothin',
about nothin'
You gave up everything for me
I gave up one too many things
So I went out to find myself but there was nothin'
So I made up something
You took up all my energy
What's mine is yours was not for me

I wanted something out of this
You don't even wear my gifts
This isn't where I live
There's nothing to forgive

You can't stand on your headtrip plan
'Cause it'll be nothin' but an inter ruption
You're making up that happy voice for my protection
To learn some lesson
I'm racing everyone but you
You'd rather let me cheat, 'cause you know I'd lose

I wanted something out of this
You don't even wear my gifts
This isn't where I live
There's nothing to forgive

She's got something to say to the world
She wants to know if she could tie it up
So it can't move, she is feeling inspired
she said it's too cool for it's own good

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky
But I don't know
I think she's a genius

If she could only just slow it up
Then she could get out really quickly
She thinks the chances are
Pretty high, pretty high, pretty high

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky
But I don't know
I think she's a genius

She had that slow motion thing happen
And she wants to tell you about it
But you know, you know, you know
She does not trust you
She knows all you are is lucky

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky...
But I don't know
I think she's a genius

Hey you, you can stay here if you want
You can even mess up my life
I know we don't got much to talk about
But just play with my hair and I'll be happy

I don't even care if you don't know me
And I don't even care if you don't like me
Can't we just spend tonight together?
So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you
Did you know you had me wrapped around your
Little dirty finger?
Hey could you please draw me a picture?
And you might as well make me look like a man

I don't even care if you don't love me
And I don't even care if you don't want me
Can't we just spend tonight together?
So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you
Did you know you make me wet
Just by looking at your smile?
I know I don't even have a bed to fuck in
But let me make a phone call
I'll have one in a while

I don't even care if you don't like me
And I don't even care if you don't need me
Can't we just spend tonight together?
So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you
Aren't you leaving next week?
Aren't you going back to Boston?
Are you gonna see your boyfriend?
And are you gonna tell him about me

Don't like my ratty hair
You said I'm too young and you're too scared
I still dressed up to be the cutest doll
Called you up from the pool hall

How 'bout you take a chance on me?
I'm not your average somebody
Like the other girls chasing after you
I actually feel something true, something true

Oh uh oh oh just don't lie

Took me on your motor bike
You rev me up and drive me wild
This could be love but I'm moving slow
Just don't drag me down a n unlucky road
Unlucky road
Oh uh oh...Just don't lie

Asexual, far from intellectual
Fashion stealer, free-wheeler
Bats her eyes to cover up her lies
She's a sucker upper, starfucker
And I'm gonna blow her cover

My friend, my friend saw you in a coffee shop
She thought you were cute, she thought you were hot
But I thought not
She's trash, she's pretty
She's good enough to do
But we got bored
Now everyone's over you

Asexual, far from intellectual
Fashion stealer, free-wheeler
Bats her eyes to cover up her lies
She's a sucker upper, starfucker
And I'm gonna blow her cover

Fix it, strap it
Wrap it around your arm
So you won't forget
When you're gone
So long

She's got something to say to the world
She wants to know if she could tie it up
So it can't move, she is feeling inspired
she said it's too cool for it's own good

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky
But I don't know
I think she's a genius

If she could only just slow it up
Then she could get out really quickly
She thinks the chances are
Pretty high, pretty high, pretty high

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky
But I don't know
I think she's a genius

She had that slow motion thing happen
And she wants to tell you about it
But you know, you know, you know
She does not trust you
She knows all you are is lucky

She's kinda freaky
She's kinda weird
She's kinda freaky...
But I don't know
I think she's a genius