Waiting impatiently to put together the facts. Wishing for the best to move slightly against the grain. Upwards. Onwards, I hope I can rebound and flow. I just hoped for one more chance to prove what I can do. You gotta suffer the facts. You gotta face the act. The time for this is true. I gotta close the door on you. It's all come into view. I gotta close the door on you. Hating all similar to all that I've been through. Harping on all particulars that have given me pain. From the onset, the downset, frustration taken its course. Involving all my bitter thoughts in everything I do.
what a crying shame talk about pass the buck no thought of a change go out and get your gun thought we've had out fill of that they've had enough all of those with good will let the rest run amok they won't come clean so we're bound to lose don't even have a clue no respect for you dignity for whom one more outnumbered bleeding hearts that humble to find some shelter from a bloody shower another cause to blame another soul to judge
tell you something clearly tell you something real but you tell me nothing you never do nothing real your kind it keeps on cutting division you create now its all exploding soon nothing left to break no hope in complaining all this lay in ruin its a time for mending gathering of the wounds
you try to take all the challenge out of all of our lives you make it all too predictable with your white wash lives you see, you got to show me the torment and all the despair all those bloodless bullet holes are more than we can bear with the plastic coverings and the cut-rate display no renewal of the pleasurable with no image of decay you go for the stability and what do you get some real vivid misfortune a cause now an effect clean sweep
nothing breeds more contempt for this world than memories now formed every moment a new seed is grown to no reason the trouble unfolds for the trials of today i'm no jury really don't care how you feel the pleasant notion of miraculous change drifts into multiple jeers you want the good life you break your back you snap your fingers you snap your neck seconds drip thru my hands washed of moments unborn all the spaces between bleed a tribute to a sacrament never exposed a message to the forces, I've no pity don't know how thankful to feel expectations of my daily bread gives me the hunger to steal
playing on the hate team shut out cut out of the mainstream if you like to play victim and play the part so well that's how we'll treat you if it suits you so well hey now its all turning watch your world burn hey now its all burning watch your world turn if you never felt decent and you feel rather mean don't wear your hurt so pathetic let your mind set you free play for the hate team shut out cut out of the mainstream hey now its all burning watch your world turn hey now it's all turning watch your world burn
time for reward its been so hard just living here transcend the self remove the sight ending the fear escape the fault widen the gap kill off the facts that are gonna hurt my mind that are gonna stain my soul another worldly device that may ruin me that are gonna ruin my goals that are gonna take its toll another worldly device another worldly release take back myself from this here self the ones that you do must hold some truth to what you should I will perceive the will persists I must omit what's gonna hurt my mind what's gonna stain my soul another worldly device that may ruin me not gonna block my goals not gonna take its toll another worldly device another worldly device more wrong advice another broken promise
Unconditional soon to be damned An individual high in demand Institutions fill the begging hands Clean the ashes where we used to stand Uninvited with open arms Complacent walls keeping out all harm I'm bound, unbound, unwound Unconditional Unconditional bad for good Clutching glad hand misunderstood A tight cold grip, eager to pull With a little luck Fake out the rule
i'll take no blame for some other's mistake a fossil of the past continue underrate the ability to end a life no stability in opinions not alike someone should take me out of your misery if i should take it any further, i'll end it...you out of this misery. you've got life, blood on our hands, this is no life. i will not shame for a deed undone i'm reaching for the stars i spit at the sun. i'll take the liberty to get you off my back i want your history taken off the map.
Diggin' for answers you fall in a hole Lessons of nonsense shall cast the first stone Pontifical preachings past now quick to forget 'em I'm depending on no one I distrust and oppose Prove you, prove you wrong You can bet on it, I'll prove you wrong Prove you, prove you wrong Depend on it, I'll prove you wrong Quest for solutions You ain't gonna get one here Why waste my breath upon the ears of the deaf man Skeptic acceptance caution Fraudulent cause Dependence on no one best distrust and oppose
time for reward its been so hard just living here transcend the self remove the sight ending the fear escape the fault widen the gap kill off the facts that are gonna hurt my mind that are gonna stain my soul another worldly device that may ruin me that are gonna ruin my goals that are gonna take its toll another worldly device another worldly release take back myself from this here self the ones that you do must hold some truth to what you should I will perceive the will persists I must omit what's gonna hurt my mind what's gonna stain my soul another worldly device that may ruin me not gonna block my goals not gonna take its toll another worldly device another worldly device more wrong advice another broken promise
Be careful what you want, it may be what you get. Careful of yourself, you may just kill yourself. Watch out for all the ruin that you ask for. Being trapped below, is that what you need
Careful what you get, it may just get you back. How much more? Relive the nightmares of the past. Think twice about the ruin that you ask for.
Still ignoring all the warnings you see? A lifetime wronged you. Dark Signs warned you. Feel me self destruct
You're gonna get exactly what you're gonna get. You suffer more and more and then you blame yourself. Those signposts that point to disaster Ignore the signals, you get what you see.
You make the right moves, I beg to differ Rather be a fool and see things clearer You found a quick way to fill your pocket That's the way in a world that's lost it To fall in line Its meaningless, mindlessness I beg to differ Disharmony amongst all our brothers That's okay, be true to our grudges No desire to walk beside you Nothing positive when forced upon you (So fall in line) Just fall in line It's meaningless, mindlessness I beg to differ
nothing breeds more contempt for this world than memories now formed every moment a new seed is grown to no reason the trouble unfolds for the trials of today i'm no jury really don't care how you feel the pleasant notion of miraculous change drifts into multiple jeers you want the good life you break your back you snap your fingers you snap your neck seconds drip thru my hands washed of moments unborn all the spaces between bleed a tribute to a sacrament never exposed a message to the forces, I've no pity don't know how thankful to feel expectations of my daily bread gives me the hunger to steal
Go ahead and rise above, see how far you get on top. Held down just to impair you. We know who's ahead of the game. You know who'll get the blame. You're in the grip of the controller. Do you really want it all back? See how far you get on top. Held down just to impair you. It's the fear that you can't do right. See how you lose in your life Cut down, they will impale you. Can you really get it on track? You tried to make it all stop. Time will tell how much they denied you. You just got burnt by the controller. You'll never know how to react. Your sucked to the very last drop. Time will tell what has been denied you. Are you clear in your mind and sight? Are you clear right out of your head? Just angry at the things that have failed you. So you want to get it all back. You tried to make it all last. Tied down to control you.
tell you something clearly tell you something real but you tell me nothing you never do nothing real your kind it keeps on cutting division you create now its all exploding soon nothing left to break no hope in complaining all this lay in ruin its a time for mending gathering of the wounds
Initiation into a whole other realm of being Into a new way of becoming Transfiguration A step into the rest A true condition An embrace into the depth Embrace the depth
To be where you need to be To be where you want to be To see what you need to see To see what you cannot see
Initation Balance beam on the cross
Lightbringer to the lost Appreciation of all and nil that's gone An affirmation of what one has become
To be where you need to be To be where you want to be To see what you need to see To see what you cannot see