Sal Abruscato

[a. Type "A" Personality Disorder]

Hatred
Obsessing me
Hatred
Possessing me

Anger
Burning me
Anger
Turning me

Into someone I don't
Into someone I don't know
Into someone I don't know

Rage
That's shaking me
Rage
That's making me

Into someone I don't
Into someone I don't know
Into someone I don't know

I don't know

[b. Kill You Tonight]

I'll kill you tonight
I'll kill you tonight
I'll kill you tonight
I'll fuckin' kill you

And now you die!

Oh you're dead now!

Yeeeaaah-Hoooooo!

I got a pickax in the trunk of my car
I'll put it on the grinder to get it real sharp
There's an ugly green monster in my head
Won't leave me alone
Until you're dead

I called your house but you couldn't be reached
So I took the D train to Brighton Beach
You're doing the thing with a brand new man
Checking out the stars
Screwing on the sand

Kill you
Kill you
Punishment
Kill you

Took some steriods and adrenaline
Finlandia vodka and hallucinagens
Mixed it with blood and orange juice
Liquid protein and ice cubes

Staring down at your sweaty embraces
Put my tool right through your faces
Well buddyboy I hope you enjoyed her
'Cause I'm an equal opportunity destroyer

Kill you
Kill you
Punishment
Kill you

I'll kill you tonight
I'll kill you tonight
I'll kill you tonight
I'll fuckin' kill you

[c. Love You to Death]

chop chop chop ...

She thinks I'm iron man that I don't feel pain
I don't understand why joy must be feigned
I'm so fortunate yet filled with self hate
That the mirror shows me an ingrate

I could easily start pointing fingers
Since the blame is mine it always lingers
That the truth it lies in my reflection
Though this can't go on there's no question

Yeah I know
That my world is coming down
Yeah I know
I know
I'm the one who brought it down
Brought it down
Bring it on down

How quickly pass the days long is the night
Lying in bed awake bathed in starlight
Better to live as king of beasts
Than as a lamb scared and weak

I will deny my role as a human
Holding myself hostage with no demands
It's better to burn (to burn) quickly and bright
Than slowly and dull (and dull) without a fight

Well I know
That my world is coming down
Now I know
I know
I'm the one that brought it down
Brought it down
Yeah, Bring it on down

Is there something wrong with me?

Ripping through the walls
Tearing at the doors of education
Not that it's my fault
I just can't help but sort
Through the pieces
Secluded from the whore
I focus at the board - I'm out of focus

There must be a way
There's got to be a way to overcome this

It's these words and music
That keeps me living, keeps me breathing

It may not be much
But this is all I got
And I'm smiling
It all seems so pointless
The hours seem so endless
And for what?
I'd rather be working
Breaking my back doing someting

At least I have my brothers, my band and my lover
What more could I need?

I buried my friend the other day
And I saw my life in a different way
It was a cold afternoon for a funeral
I did not shed a tear as I watched the snow fall
Is there something wrong with me?
When did I become this empty?
As I gazed down at his grave
I knew someday I'd end up
This way!

The 28th day
She'll be bleeding again
And in lupine ways
We'll alleviate the pain

Unholy water
Sanguine addiction
Those silver bullets
A last blood benediction

It is her moon time
When there's iron in the air
A rusted essence
Woman may I know you there

Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me
Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me

Don't spill a drop dear
Let me kiss the curse away
Yourself in my mouth
Will you leave me with your taste?

Beware
The woods at night
Beware
The lunar night

So in this grey haze
We'll be meating again
And on that great day
I will tease you all the same

The 28th day
She'll be bleeding again
And in lupine ways
We'll alleviate the pain

Unholy water
Sanguine addiction
Those silver bullets
A last blood benediction

It is her moon time
When there's iron in the air
A rusted essence
Woman may I know you there

Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me
Hey wolf moon
Come cast your spell on me

Don't spill a drop dear
Let me kiss the curse away
Yourself in my mouth
Will you leave me with your taste?

Beware
The woods at night
Beware
The lunar night

So in this grey haze
We'll be meating again
And on that great day
I will tease you all the same

Sooner or later, I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all
It seems that he left us to fend for ourselves
Just to try to make us strong

How can I face another day
Knowing he's done me wrong

Should've known what those wolves had wanted
Neverv told, but I tried, I tried
All they stole left me brokenhearted
They left me there to die

Seein's believing, don't know what I'm feeling
Don't know who I am anymore
I tried to embrace it but fell on my face
It's been laughing at me all along

All ends are frayed and I've been betrayed
Scarred to the bone

Should've known what those wolves had wanted
Never told, but I tried, I tried
All they stole left me brokenhearted
They left me there to die, die, die, to die

Sooner or later, I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all
I'm not afraid of wicked ways
Knowing he's done me wrong

Should've known what those wolves had wanted
Never told, but I tried, I tried
All they stole left me brokenhearted
They left me there

Should've known what those wolves had wanted
Never told, but I tried, I tried
All they stole left me brokenhearted
Never told, but I tried, I tried, tried, I tried, tried, I tried

Periodic tableware
Psychotropic science fare

But who will save the sane?
Some beings just can't change
Now crawl on by
A fake tear in your eye
And think isn't he strange

Pseudogasmic chemistry
Necromorphic apathy

But who will save the sane?
Some beings just can't change
Now crawl on by
A fake tear in your eye
And think isn't he strange

Physical laws unapplied Hamper my quest
Unsurreal world of unfailed HIV tests
Der ubermensch warning of pi techno junkies - 3.141592653
Come on boy
Tell me
Tell me

Tentative ambulance date bound for G ward
Bear trap psychiatrist bait chew my paw off
Unmercilessly we will take you away to slumber
But only if you can recite avogadro's number
Come on boy
Tell me
Tell me

But who will save the sane?
Some beings just can't change
Now crawl on by
A fake tear in your eye
And think isn't he strange

Now crawl on by
A fake tear in your eye
And think wasn't he strange

I make a call
So far to fall
Restless craving
Inundating

The summer snow
But it's not cold
Once it's tested
Thus infected

I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
It's a nightmare
But it's clear
It will end
But when?

The break of day
I rot away
With every breath
I pray for death
(Death)

I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
It's a nightmare
But it's clear
It will end
But when?

Let me say pepsi generation
A few lines of misinformation
Watch your money flow away oh so quick
To kill yourself properly coke is it

You probably heard all about it
You probably heard every word
It didn't take long for them to spread it
It didn't take long to spread the word

You can whisper if you want to
You can call me shat you will
You can cower in your corner
Or you can say it to my grill

Smiles come from the fake ones
They'll pretend to be your friend
They'll cut you down just to have fun
Then kiss your ass to make amends

And I wish I may and I wish I might...

You never know who really starts it
You never know who's talking shit
In the end it doesn't matter
Cause in the end, they're all on your list

And I wish I may and I wish I might...

If tomorrow never shows
I want you all to know
That I loved you all, you're beautiful
And I had myself a ball

I've wasted so much precious time
Been skating along these fine lines
Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And my life has passed me by

And my life has passed me by
And I don't know why
I keep searching for something that I never found
While these weeds get deeper as I turn around

And time grows older and I've grown colder
So long has passed that I forgot to count

These weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And I can feel it

Today I cut off all the ties
Been led blind for all this time
But somewhere in between the lies
Are the hearts and minds of those who tried

And although I've heard your lies

This space between us

I want you all to know
That I loved you all, you're beautifull
And I had myself a ball

I've wasted so much precious time
Been skating along these fine lines
Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And my life has passed me by

And my life has passed me by
And I don't know why
I keep searching for something that I never found
While these weeds get deeper as I turn around
And time growns older and I've grown colder
So long has passed that I forgot to count

These weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And I can feel it

Today I cut off all the ties
Been led blind for all this time
But somewhere in between the lies
Are the hearts and minds of those who tried

And although I've heard your lies...

This space between us...

Right wing commies.
Leftist Nazis.
Point their fingers.
Rumours linger.

We don't care what you think.

Branded sexist.
Labelled racist.
Want it clearer?
Check the mirror.

We don't care what you think.

Lies and slander in vain try to shame us.
Riots, protests, violence just makes us famous.
TV interviews, free publicity.
Increase record sales dramatically

The left they say I'm a facist.
The right calling me a communist.
Hate hate hate hatred for all - one and all.
No matter what you believe.
Don't believe in you - and that's true.

Some would say that we're biased.
Accusations that we are racist.
Well, shit comes in all hues.
Now this means you.
Cause things ain't always like they seem.
Like they seem.

We hate everyone.

We don't care what you think.

[a. Anorganic Transmutogenesis (synthetic division)]

Trust and you'll be trusted
Says the liar to the fool
Lust and so what if you're busted?
In love and war there ain't no rules

Do you believe in forever?
I don't even believe in tomorrow
The only things that last forever
Are memories and sorrow

Out of sight out of mind
The motto of betrayal
The prophets preach to forgive and forget
I'm sorry, but I am unable

[b. coitus interruptus]

[c. I Know You're Fucking Someone Else]

You went to L'amour Saturday night
Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight
His tongue down your throat
His hand up your skirt
Yeah I'm a man
But it still hurts

Slut
Whore
Cunt

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)
I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

You had cock on your mind
And cum on your breath
Inserted that diaphragm before you left
Practicing freelance gynecology
Where there's a womb there's a way
With you it's for free

Slut
Whore
Cunt

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)
I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

Done it before
Time after time
Refused to learn your lesson
Gave 'til it hurt
Thought it was right
Only fools make mistakes twice

So you sit home
Drinking alone
Empty bottle in your hand
Don't even try
To sort out the lies
It's worse to try to understand

You
You make me hate myself

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)
I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)
I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)
I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

I know
(He knows)
I said I know
(He said he knows)

I know
(He knows)

Trust and you'll be trusted
Says the liar to the fool
Lust and so what if you're busted?
In love and war there ain't no rules

Do you believe in forever?
I don't even believe in tomorrow
The only things that last forever
Are memories and sorrow

Out of sight out of mind
The motto of betrayal
The prophets preach to forgive and forget
I'm sorry, but I am unable

You went to L'amour Saturday night
Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight
His tongue down your throat
His hand up your skirt
Yeah I'm a man
But it still hurts

Slut
Whore
Cunt

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

You had cock on your mind
And cum on your breath
Inserted that diaphragm before you left
Practicing freelance gynecology
Where there's a womb there's a way
With you it's for free

Slut
Whore
Cunt

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

Done it before
Time after time
Refused to learn your lesson
Gave 'til it hurt
Thought it was right
Only fools make mistakes twice

So you sit home
Drinking alone
Empty bottle in your hand
Don't even try
To sort out the lies
It's worse to try to understand

You make me hate myself

I know you're fucking someone else
(He knows you're fucking someone else)

This cancer is killing me
As much as it's killing you
If it takes you away from me
I don't know what I would do
Just try for some peace of mind
But it's so hard to find
It's so hard to just sit and wait
And wait some more
Staring at the door
Skim through the magazines
Pretend like everything's gonna be alright
Although you know it won't be
Unstable
It's hard to be the one who's strong
Who's always got a shoulder to cry on
Who's got a shoulder for me?
When I'm about to breakdown
You're never around
But maybe it's better that way
You've got enough to worry about
You've got your hands full don't you
Don't you see?
This cancer is killing me
Like it's killing you
Mentally
Unstable
And all I really want to know is if she's going to be alright

'cause she's benn in there a long, long time
And I've been out here losing my mind
You're scared
You're frightened
You're so afraid of what he may say
But you try and be brave
For me sitting impatiently
In the lobby of emergency
You burst on through that door with this look on your face
I've never seen before
You explode into endless tears
Whisper in my ear
Baby
Baby
I've only got one more year
Unstable

If you don't walk with me, I will walk alone
Hard enough to believe in myself
When I know they don't believe in me
Unwilling to change for society
I'll be who I want to be
I want to tear it up, tear it out
Get my aggression out
This is what we're here for, control the dance floor
This is why we're here
I said, this is why we're here
So when will it end, when will it end
When will they comprehend, comprehend
That we will overcome this system
I said this is why we're here
They keep on kicking me down, kicking me down
Tryin' to keep me underground, underground
But did I mention we were paving the way
For the new breed of bad seed
We'll never let up until we hear every voice scream
Screamin' these words, screamin' these words
'Til every voice is heard, voice is heard
They keep on screamin' these words, screamin' these words
'Til every voice is heard...
Calling from the underground!
I can feel it in the air I breathe!
I can see we all agree
Unwilling tochange for society
We'll be who we want to be
We are the underground
We are the underground

Have you ever woke up screaming?
Have you ever woke alone?
When the walls around you won't stop laughing
Where do you go?
Sweat seeps in your eyes at night
And you realize
That no one understands you at all
Well I was bound to have a nervous breakdown
Should've seen it coming from miles away
So I packed my bags and started running
My brains been shaking since yesterday
But there's only so far that you can run boy
There's only so far to leave your problems behind
'cause when the problem's yourself you start thinking
No matter how far
You'll never leave it behind
No one uderstands me at all
Now I'm 22 with still no clue
Of who I am or show I'm supposed to be
I know it to you it sounds funny
You've got it worked out like it's a fuckin' disease
Started asking myself do I fit in?
Where I belong
Could this really be me?
Been feeling downright ugly
Tell me is this the way it's supposed to be?
So what's the difference?
You're doing fine
The clock keeps ticking as you lose your mind
The one you need to call you
Never calls
Sweat seeps in your eyes at night
And you realize
That no one understands you at all

So you've come to say you're very sorry.
"It won't happen again - forgive me?"
Time will not heal these wounds.
And I'm bleeding because of you.

Was everything we had just a joke?
I've run out of patience, tears and hope.
Love does not conquer all.
And I'm screaming because of you.

Too late for apologies.

In the shadow of the light from a black sun.
Frigid statue standing icy blue and numb.
Where are the frost giants I've begged for protection?
I'm freezing.

Cold winter winds that chill my heart with sleet & snow.
Not from the north come to this glacial abode.
But from your dimension cryogenic limbo.
I'm freezing.
I'm frozen.
It's too late.

Grease, Sweat, Coffee, faded shipyard pictures
Giant living there i used to know
Author of the testosterone scriptures
Where did you go?

Now i remember what he told me that time
Falling from my bike, scraping my knee:

[MOTHER:]
Eh, back so soon?
You know, don't you have a decent pair of pants
you can put on?
You look like a...a PIG walking in the street! Your hands,
your face-filthy! You disgust me!
I can't believe you live in this house!
You repulse me.
I want to throw up! (Phone rings) Goddamn kids!

(Door opens and closes)
[MOTHER:]
Right! Slam the door again on me!
You know, you're just like your
father! (Voice becomes muffled; sound of answering machine tape rewinding)

[BOSS:]
Yeah, I'm callin' 'em now...Hello? Hello?
Pick up the phone!
Where the fuck are you?
What's the matter, you just decided not to come to work today?
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Ya fuckin' lowlife! Hey, you know what?
Don't even bother coming in anymore.
I've had enough with you and your shit.
That's it, you're fired. You understand me?
Fired. Don't come back here, fuck you, and goodbye.
(Silence on machine; sound of cigarette lighter; beep)

[MRS. GLICKER:]
Hello, this is Mrs. Glicker. I'm calling to reach you about,
to let you know, that, uh, you, you're not graduating this year because
you are failing two subjects and I need to see you as soon as possible.
Be in my office on Monday at 8:30 a.m., promptly, and we'll discuss this
matter further. Thank you. Bye.
(Phone hangs up; silence; beep; shuts off machine)

You got that look in your eye again
It's working overtime
Worried about where I'm gonna spend my life
But it's much too late, I said it's much too late
I said it's much too late to start picking fights
You said: Where ya been, where ya going
Where ya going to, where ya going to, where are ya going?

'Cause I'll be right here, yeah
Can it wait, can't you wait, can't you wait
Just a minute now, just a minute now, come on
I need some air to breathe
I need some space, just leave

'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever
I said I'm colder than ever
I'm empty
empty through and through

Someday they'll see, someday I'll be
Unwanting of somewhere to hide
But for now I'll take shelter
Deep in the back of my mind
Can it wait? Can't you wait?
Can't you wait?
'Cause I ain't ready to lay it on the line
I still shake, I still shake
I still shake
And from this chill in my spine
I've got this chill oh yeah
In the back of my spine
Baby all the time now
Chilling my bones, chilling all alone now
Find a way, find a way, I've found a way
To cope with the everyday now
Raise your hands if you understand

'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever
I said I'm colder than ever
I'm empty
empty through and through

Smiling's just a phrase yeah
And nothing can phrase me
Smiling's just a phrase yeah
And nothing can phrase me
Come on

When all is said and done
I'll always be your son
But all is not forgiven
Well I'm on my knees pleading
Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need
Much more than what you've ever given me

[Chorus]
So when we gonna get together
Seems there's no time for me
You act like you got forever
You've got time, but you ain't got time for me
You said you've got time
But you ain't got time for me

Now that you've gone and tossed
The bottle away now will ya
Start a new life with the new wife
Well she'll never be my mother
I suppose that you know you oughta
Remember the ones you left behind

[Chorus]

You're just letting it slip away now
You act like things are fine
I know you think you've been born again
But this time

You're leaving your son behind
This time
This time
This time

When all is said and done
I'll always be your son
But all is not forgiven
Well I'm on my knees pleading
Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need
Much more than what you've ever given me

[Chorus]
So when we gonna get together
Seems there's no time for me
You act like you got forever
You've got time, but you ain't got time for me
You said you've got time
But you ain't got time for me

Now that you've gone and tossed
The bottle away now will ya
Start a new life with the new wife
Well she'll never be my mother
I suppose that you know you oughta
Remember the ones you left behind

[Chorus]

You're just letting it slip away now
You act like things are fine
I know you think you've been born again
But this time

You're leaving your son behind
This time
This time
This time

Was it me? honestly
Turn away from my purity
Never look back and don't look ahead
At those lies that night or empty promises
It's the blood in your tears
The pain in your veins
The lies, the cries, only the
Only the stain remains

Everyday-i live it
Everyday-i face it
Everyday-i hate it
All I need is me and that's it

I wish I could turn back the hands of time
And maybe I would believe in a dream I cannot even see


Close your ears if you don't want to hear
Let me make myself perfectly clear
I don't believe your dream even exists
Save your prayers and solve your problems with your fist

Sometimes I don't see any point in life
Can't seem to break away
From the pain that's here to stay

All I need, set me free
All I need, set me free
All I need, set me free
All I need...is me!

Champagne glass of blood and wine
On chocolate hearts alone I dine
Candles weeping waxing tears
Ten for roses each one a year - disappear

Arrows fester in my heart
Each memory another dart
Love and death both colored red
Showing my past, the dream is dead

Another lonely Valentine's Day
I can't believe things turned
out this way
And though I hate to see you go
I know it must be so
Another lonely Valentine's Day

Nobody will break your fall
All for none, yeah, none for all
Nothing's so cruel as the truth
Join the Festival of Fools

Nobody will break your fall
All for none, yeah, none for all
Nothing's so cruel as the truth
Join the festival, my fools

Another lonely Valentine's Day
I can't believe things turned
out this way
And though I hate to see you go
I know it must be so
Another lonely Valentine's Day

The dream is dead.

> Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
He passed on - claim him as one of your own
My minds numb - Nothing has been clearer than this
They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn

And I know - Poppa never intended for this
To drag me - Down into this bottomless pit
Ive been given just about - all I can chew
I think back on loves empty truth

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

I walked in - Cops talkin standing around
I kneeled down - His body lying there on the ground
I begged please, please - Let me get a minute with him
And they said - Dont touch anything kid

It smelt like life - just exit the room
I cried to - A shell of a man I once knew
My minds been spinning way out of control
I cant believe that its been three long years ago

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day

Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
Ive gone numb - Wish I had the strength to live on
I cant breathe - Is there any air left in here?
I cant believe - Everything I hold disappears
Has gone on - Time and time again all alone
And dear Son - Daddys never comin back home

And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died

> Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
He passed on - claim him as one of your own
My minds numb - Nothing has been clearer than this
They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn

And I know - Poppa never intended for this
To drag me - Down into this bottomless pit
Ive been given just about - all I can chew
I think back on loves empty truth

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

I walked in - Cops talkin standing around
I kneeled down - His body lying there on the ground
I begged please, please - Let me get a minute with him
And they said - Dont touch anything kid

It smelt like life - just exit the room
I cried to - A shell of a man I once knew
My minds been spinning way out of control
I cant believe that its been three long years ago

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day

Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
Ive gone numb - Wish I had the strength to live on
I cant breathe - Is there any air left in here?
I cant believe - Everything I hold disappears
Has gone on - Time and time again all alone
And dear Son - Daddys never comin back home

And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died

> Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
He passed on - claim him as one of your own
My minds numb - Nothing has been clearer than this
They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn

And I know - Poppa never intended for this
To drag me - Down into this bottomless pit
Ive been given just about - all I can chew
I think back on loves empty truth

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

I walked in - Cops talkin standing around
I kneeled down - His body lying there on the ground
I begged please, please - Let me get a minute with him
And they said - Dont touch anything kid

It smelt like life - just exit the room
I cried to - A shell of a man I once knew
My minds been spinning way out of control
I cant believe that its been three long years ago

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day he died

And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day
And I feel like the day he died
I feel like the day

Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
Ive gone numb - Wish I had the strength to live on
I cant breathe - Is there any air left in here?
I cant believe - Everything I hold disappears
Has gone on - Time and time again all alone
And dear Son - Daddys never comin back home

And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died
And I feel like the day he died

The calm that disturbs you
You dont think Ive done a thing for you - its ok, its ok
And you drag yourself about
You creep along, along you creep anyway - its ok
And awaken the storm that breaks
Theres nothing anymore I could say - I could say

See my heart - Im on my knees
I turn to shit - I think Im broken
See my heart - Im on my knees
I turn to shit - I think Im broken

Let it go - Let it go to God
What we - What becomes of us
Let it go - Let it bleed to God
Run - Let it all, let it all run dry
What we - What becomes of us
And I need to go outside

Cold and unhappy
Kiss my falling tears, falling tears in my soul
The smell of sweat and blood
Is what I see - is crawling back in my head, in my head

See my heart - Im on my knees
I turn to shit - I think Im broken
See my heart - Im on my knees
I turn to shit - I think Im broken

Let it go, Let it go to God
What we - What becomes of us
Let it go - Let it bleed to God
Run - Let it all, let it all run dry
What we - What becomes of us
And I need to go outside

Let it go - Let it go to God
What we - What becomes of us
Let it go, If there is a God
Run - Let it all, let it all run dry
What we - What becomes of us
Let it go - Let it bleed to God

Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream
Like an ever flowing steam
Take a bite of the fruit of life
Cause the fruit of life is sweet
Cause the fruit of life is sweet

You're my tangerine

Let the spirits speak through me
Ecstasy and energy
Let it come your wildest dreams
A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze
New day, stressless without disease
Would you be my tangerine ?



You're my tangerine

I can't stop searching for more and more...

Still hung over from the night before
Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore
Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar
Still hung over from the night before

You're my tangerine...

Like an ever flowing stream
Like an ever flowing steam
Take a bite of the fruit of life
Cause the fruit of life is sweet
Cause the fruit of life is sweet

You're my tangerine

Let the spirits speak through me
Ecstasy and energy
Let it come your wildest dreams
A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze
New day, stressless without disease
Would you be my tangerine ?

You're my tangerine

I can't stop searching for more and more...

Still hung over from the night before
Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore
Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar
Still hung over from the night before

You're my tangerine...

Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream
Like an ever flowing steam
Take a bite of the fruit of life
Cause the fruit of life is sweet
Cause the fruit of life is sweet

You're my tangerine

Let the spirits speak through me
Ecstasy and energy
Let it come your wildest dreams
A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze
New day, stressless without disease
Would you be my tangerine ?

You're my tangerine

I can't stop searching for more and more...

Still hung over from the night before
Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore
Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar
Still hung over from the night before

You're my tangerine...

See the curtains hanging' in the window.
In the evening on a friday night.
A little light-a-shinin' through the window.
Lets me know everything's all right.

Summer breeze makes me feel fine.
Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind.

See the paper layin' on the sidewalk.
A little music from the house next door.
So I walk on up to the door step.
Through the screen and across the floor.

Sweet days of summer - the jasmine's in bloom.
July is dressed up and playing her tune.
And I come home from a hard day's work.
And you're waiting there.
Not a care in the world.

See the smile awaitin in the kitchen.
Food cookin' and the plates for two.
Feel the arms that reach out to hold me.
In the evening when the day is through.

Summer Breeze
by Type O Negative



See the curtains hangin' in the window
In the evening on a Friday night
A little light-a-shinin' through the window
Lets me know everything's all right

*Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind*

See the paper layin' on the sidewalk
A little music from the house next door
So I walk on up to the door step
Through the screen and across the floor

* Repeat

Sweet days of summer-the jasmine's in bloom
July is dressed up and playing her tune
And I come home from a hard day's work
And you're waitin' there
Not a care in the world

See the smile awaitin' in the kitchen
Food cookin' and the plates for two
Feel the arms that reach out to hold me
In the evening when the day is through

* Repeat

Strung out, strung out again
I'm looking for that second chance
I've reached out, I've reached out for friends
I think I know how the story ends

If this world has let you down then leave it
If you're lost among the crowd defeated
If you can't see past your frown and cheated
You're feeling like there must be more to life than this

Face down, face down again
Injected just below the skin
Break out, break out of this
I think I've got the itch again

If this world has let you down then leave it
If you're lost among the crowd defeated
If you can't see past your frown and cheated
You're feeling like there must be more to life than this

If I gave it all up do you
Do you think I, do you think I survive it
And if I walked right up to you should
Should I greet you or should I lay down and die?

And I came full circle with you would you take me?
Take me back in your life and I tried so hard so you'd be
Proud of me, proud of me, proud of me
Proud of me, proud all the time

Proud all the time
Proud all the time
Proud all the time

Strung out

If this world has let you down then leave it
If you're lost among the crowd defeated
If you can't see past your frown and cheated
You're feeling like there must be more to life than this

If this world has let you down then leave it
If you're lost among the crowd defeated
If you can't see past your frown and cheated
You're feeling like there must be more to life than this

Strung out again
I strung out again
Strung out again
Strung out again
Strung out again

I shan't think of her when I'm awake
However in sleep I can't escape

A Coney Island high, when I get inside
All I ask is please stay out of my dreams

Near the streets of Richmond and Hylan
Dwells of Princess of Staten Island

A seven dollar toll will get me in her hole
All I ask is please stay out of my dreams

Though long gone, she won't let me forget
When at night I wake up in her sweat

A lonely Brooklyn troll, a ghost of red hook old
All I ask is please stay out of my dreams

With your straight black hair and emerald green eyes
Hippies pointing "That's Pete's sister in disguise"
May be you had uttered those words as a jest
I don't mind the allegations of incest

At the time I thought I could love no other
Till I heard you say that I was your brother
In your e-mail said how much we look like twins
How it turned you on just knowing it's a sin

Stay out of my dreams
I said, stay out of them
I said, stay out of my dreams
I said, stay out of my dreams
Stay out of my dreams
I said, stay out of them
I said, stay out of my dreams
I said, stay out of my dreams

My name it means nothing
My fortune is less
My future is shrouded in dark wilderness
Sunshine is far away, clouds linger on,
Everything I possess, now they are gone,
they are gone, they are gone

Oh where can I go to and what can I do?
Nothing can please me only thoughts are of you
You just laughed when I begged you to stay
I've not stopped crying since you went away,
you went away, you went away

The world is a lonely place you're on your own
Guess I will go home sit down and moan
Crying and thinking is all that I do,
Memories I have remind me of you,
of you, of you

Summer girl.
Set me on fire.
Summer girl.
Set me on fire.

It disturbs me to see that you're gorwing old
It concerns me to be the one you want to hold
Too busy running on fuel
Thand God you made it through
Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold

Lost as father and son
Bring us back together as one
Seasons change and so did your son
Strife with emotions that can't be one
Too busy running on fuel
Thank God you made it through
Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold

Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart
This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart
Father's lost in the mountains
But no mountain I can't see
But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me

It disturbs me to see that you're gorwing old
It concerns me to be the one you want to hold
Too busy running on fuel
Thand God you made it through
Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold

Lost as father and son
Bring us back together as one
Seasons change and so did your son
Strife with emotions that can't be one
Too busy running on fuel
Thank God you made it through
Let's spend the times we've missed and turn these days to gold

Want to hand you a piece of my delicate heart
This song is to uplift you and not to tear you apart
Father's lost in the mountains
But no mountain I can't see
But if that mountain should crumble come crumble on top of me

I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist
I've got this fever burnin' fist
That does as I wish
But when I get downtown
And see what's around
I just know there's got to be
A better place to be found

Oh, God help me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Well I know there'd come a day
When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid"
Well all I know is that I been down here tryin'
Well, I'll bleed on through the night
I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light
So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'
The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Oh, God help me

I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist
I've got this fever burnin' fist
That does as I wish
But when I get downtown
And see what's around
I just know there's got to be
A better place to be found

Oh, God help me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Well I know there'd come a day
When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid"
Well all I know is that I been down here tryin'
Well, I'll bleed on through the night
I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light
So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'
The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Oh, God help me

I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist
I've got this fever burnin' fist
That does as I wish
But when I get downtown
And see what's around
I just know there's got to be
A better place to be found

Oh, God help me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Well I know there'd come a day
When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid"
Well all I know is that I been down here tryin'
Well, I'll bleed on through the night
I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light
So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me

The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'
The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Oh, God help me

From day one I could not comprhend
Was it us, was it me, or was it them?
Friends will come and go as it seems
And now I have no shoulder on which to lean
Still I do not understand
You break your back for something
Well where's the fans?

Show me - respect
And I'll
Show me - Show you right back

I see the boys that I once called my friends
They'll fake a smile and then they'll shake your hand
When will this ever end?
I look around at my brothers
My only true friends

You got a lot to learn my friend
You've got a lot to learn about respect!

From day one I could not comprhend
Was it us, was it me, or was it them?
Friends will come and go as it seems
And now I have no shoulder on which to lean
Still I do not understand
You break your back for something
Well where's the fans?

Show me - respect
And I'll
Show me - Show you right back

I see the boys that I once called my friends
They'll fake a smile and then they'll shake your hand
When will this ever end?
I look around at my brothers
My only true friends

You got a lot to learn my friend
You've got a lot to learn about respect!

Oh pirates, yes they rob us
Sold I to the merchant ships
Minutes after they took i
From the bottomless pit

But my hand was made strong
By the hand of the almighty
He fought in this generation
Triumphantly

(chorus)
Won't you help me sing
These songs of freedom
'cause all I ever had


Redemption song

Emancipate yourself from mental slavery
None but ourselves can free our minds
Have no fear for atomic energy
'cause none o' them can stop the time

How long will they kill our prophets
While we stand around and look?
Some say it's just a part of it
We got's to fulfill the book

(chorus)

Wake up, it's Christmas mourn
Those loved has long since gone
The stockings are hung but who cares
Preserved for those no longer there
Six feet beneath me sleep

Black lights hang from the tree
Accents of dead holly

Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghosts
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
Red water chase them away

My table's been set for but seven
Just last year I dined with eleven
God damn ye merry gentlemen

Whoa mistletoe
(It's growing cold)
I'm seeing ghosts
(I'm drinking old)
Red water
Red water
Red water chase them away

Beautiful yet dangerous
Thermogenic luminous
Like a moth drawn to a flame
I'm the same
All cremated equally

As a spark still I knew
I'll be lured be consumed
She a pyre incarnate incinerate
An inferno turned to flesh

You are the first will be my last
Will be my final words
Said she (ah) pyretta blaze

Say the words I long to hear
Pinch bite kiss suck lick and sear
In a pyromantic way
I'm her slave
Living for her to ignite

You are the first will be my last
Will be my final words
Said she (ah) pyretta blaze

[a. The Truth]

[b. God Love Fire Woman Death]

There is no pain like that of desire
Is there no difference between women and fire?
One burns the spirit
The other the flesh
Is sex worth the price of certain death?

Absolution
I am whole
Absolution
I am

Open her loins and into the hearth
Don't let her flames consume your heart
For the quest of holy copulation
The end result?
Self immoliation

Absolution
I am whole
Absolution
I am

Love is life
Life is love
Love is pain
Pain is death

[c. Jackhammerape]

Agony and ecstacy
Your cries of pain my pleasure
To know my machine internally
Your torment I treasure

Lifeblood combines with semen
Your screaming my laughter
The compressor is running smoothly
'Tis vengeance I am after

Begging becomes your lovesong
You're dying
I masturbate
For the crime of burning me
I give to thee
Jackhammerape

[d. Pain (is irrelevant)]

Pain
Pain
Pain
Pain

I hope you enjoy this

(Pain)

Finished with my woman
she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane
cause I am frowning all the time
All the time
All the time

All day long I think these things
but nothing seems to satisfy
I think I'll loose my mind

if I don't find something to pacify

Can you help him feel love
'Cause he's not made of steel
Oh no, no
Can you help him feel love
'Cause he's not made of steel

I need someone to show me
the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things
that make true happiness I must be blind

Make a joke and I will sigh
and she will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel
and love to me is so unreal
So unreal
So unreal

And so as you hear these words
telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish I could but it's too late

Can you help me feel love, love
'Cause I'm not made of steel
Oh no, no
Can you help me feel love, love
'Cause I'm not made of steel
Oh no, no

Can you help me feel love, love
('Cause he's not made of steel)
(Oh no, no)
Can you help me feel love, love
('Cause he's not made of steel)

Agony and ecstacy
Your cries of pain my pleasure
To know my machine internally
Your torment I treasure

Lifeblood combines with semen
Your screaming my laughter
The compressor is running smoothly
'Tis vengeance I am after

Pain

Begging becomes your lovesong
You're dying
I masturbate
For the crime of burning me
I give to thee
Jackhammerape

Hatred obsessing me
Hatred possessing me
Anger burning me
Anger turning me
Into someone I don't know

Rage shaking me
Rage making me
Into someone I don't know
I'll kill you tonight

There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving
Don't really know if it's mine or yours
But you aint moving
Eyes are ide as you grin at me
You know there's a place that you'd rather be
But if you should die and I survive
How could I go on knowing that I am still alive
Here breathing
There's a beast that's living deep within me
Forcing me to feed all my needs
Yeah he's in me
And he brought us here to end our fears
To wave goodbye to all of the tears
To start a new life on the other side of the river
Well my world would be over
Hold on, hold on, I won't be long
Wait for me, man, I won't ne long
You were such in a rush to reach the other side
Look at yourself with that look in your eye
Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river
Well my world would be over

There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving
Don't really know if it's mine or yours
But you aint moving
Eyes are ide as you grin at me
You know there's a place that you'd rather be
But if you should die and I survive
How could I go on knowing that I am still alive
Here breathing
There's a beast that's living deep within me
Forcing me to feed all my needs
Yeah he's in me
And he brought us here to end our fears
To wave goodbye to all of the tears
To start a new life on the other side of the river
Well my world would be over
Hold on, hold on, I won't be long
Wait for me, man, I won't ne long
You were such in a rush to reach the other side
Look at yourself with that look in your eye
Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river
Well my world would be over

We once were one but now we just are over
We'll talk things out, perhaps I'll lend my shoulder
Now none is waht we have become, we're falling
Where nobody knows, inside the unknown, still falling

I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within
I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within

In this life I've naturally grown bolder
In this life, desperation's frozen
As desperate as we are they see no movement
Stagnant situations can be fuming

I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within
I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within...

And now we're none...

I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within
I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within...

And now we're none...

No One Survives

You cut me back down to size
Whenever you decide
Can barely stand the sight
Of your plastic grin against the light
With a forceful hand we collide
No one refrains,no one survives
No one survives justified

If you're looking to tell it all
And save your soul-
I know what you can do
You can start by letting me in-
So we can begin
To mend these salted wounds

You sacrifice-you sacrifice
And if we bleed-it's justified

And I can't look into your face
It's been harder than you know
And I can't find a single place
That these demons haven't shown

So go to sleep-I need to be alone
Don't ya, don't ya wanna tell someone
What you have done-And get it off your chest?
How long can you carry this load
Until it explodes in your f**king face

We sacrifice-we sacrifice
And if we bleed-it's justified
We sacrifice-we sacrifice
And if we bleed-it's justified

We sacrifice-lift yourself off that shelf
We sacrifice-did your best and made this mess
And it's justified-lift yourself off that shelf
And it's justified-did your best and made this mess

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes


In the dark bathed in Cathode ray blue
Miss Red Hook of 1922
Weeping silently for the pain of others
Every night a tearful rosary
A victim of the curse of empathy
Her reward for compassion is to suffer

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes

My shortcomings I know caused her grief
Still she loves me. This I can't believe!
Responding not with anger but a prayer
Heaven's just Southwest of Cobble Hill
True, I am the son of an Angel
Maternally, not one woman compares

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes

If you fall, I will catch you
When you're lost, I'll be there soon
Far away, but of course near
When you're sad, I'm always here

Thank you for saving me from myself
Your compassion became its own hell
Unequivocably beautiful inside and out
Without a doubt

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes

Nettie, no need to cry
Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes

Nettie

Sea shells raise hell to the soles of my feet
Why don't you open your minds to the sweet?
I tripped and fell down...

Falling down deeper, down deeper within
Love me and I'll love you so make love to me
I tripped and fell down...

Falling down deeper, falling down deeper, deeper
There's only one way to fall
Life's an illusion, lost in seclusion
Life can be groovy tasty to all

I tripped and fell down...

I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything
My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free
Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself

My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be

Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity
My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me
Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain
Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game

My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be

Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game
Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game

I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything
My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free
Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself

My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be

Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity
My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me
Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain
Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game

My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be

Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game
Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game

It's no secret we're close
As sweaty velcro
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together
Now

In their '62 'Vette
Sharing one cigarette
In a black light trance then
Go go dance
Then
Go go trance
Then

They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight
In our meat triangle
All tangled
Wow

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl too

Her and me and her and she and me
An uncrowded couple; are we three
Hey we don't care what people say
When walking hand in hand down Kings Highway
Two for one today

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl

It's no secret we're close
As sweaty velcro
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together
Now

In their '62 'vette
Sharing one cigarette
In a black light trance then
Go go dance
Then
Go go dance
Then

They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight
In our meat triangle
All tangled
Wow

My girldfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl too

Her and me and her and she and me
An uncrowded couple; are we three
Hey we don't care what people say
When walking hand in hand down kings highway
Two for one today

My girlfriend's girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriend's girlfriend
She's my girl

A little older, little wiser
With every breath I learn just a little more
And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind
Enough of this world
Enough blood in these eyes
So, so, so sick of this life

Chorus
It's about time I realized
Release this hate from inside
Enough blood in my eyes

Call it what you will
Call it suicide
Disregard how you feel
I'm just freeing my mind
Clench my teeth as I sleep
So, so, so sick of this life
Cannot take, cannot fake


Can't shake this blood from these eyes

Chorus

All I have and all I will be
Nevertheless I'll live for all eternity
'cause you can't erase my words, can't erase my mind
You can't wipe out my thoughts
Can't shake this blood from my eyes
So, so, so don't even try

Chorus

Just give me one good reason to live
I'll give you three to die
Let's leave this world behind

A little older, little wiser
With every breath I learn just a little more
And with all I've seen, I've finally made up my mind
Enough of this world
Enough blood in these eyes
So, so, so sick of this life

Chorus
It's about time I realized
Release this hate from inside
Enough blood in my eyes

Call it what you will
Call it suicide
Disregard how you feel
I'm just freeing my mind
Clench my teeth as I sleep
So, so, so sick of this life
Cannot take, cannot fake


Can't shake this blood from these eyes

Chorus

All I have and all I will be
Nevertheless I'll live for all eternity
'cause you can't erase my words, can't erase my mind
You can't wipe out my thoughts
Can't shake this blood from my eyes
So, so, so don't even try

Chorus

Just give me one good reason to live
I'll give you three to die
Let's leave this world behind

(Street sounds; door opens; sound of television, crying baby and mother in
the kitchen)

[MOTHER:] Yeah, sure, now you walk in! You walk in now, four o'clock! You're
one hour late for dinner! You know, the school called me today and told me
you'd been playing hooky. Do you know that? Who do you think you are?
Don't walk away from me! Don't walk away from me!

(Door opens and closes; Mother's voice muffled; Kid takes off coat,
rewinds tape on answering machine.)

[GIRLFRIEND:] Hi. It's me. I just wanted to tell you that, I don't know if
you know this, but we haven't really been gettin' along lately. And, I
just don't feel the same anymore. And, I hope we can still be friends and
all, but I don't want to go out with you anymore. Sorry.

(Long silence; Beep)

We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention
Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message
My father taught me many things
Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing
So listen up and hear what I have to say
It's never too late to learn in this day and age
We'll point you in a new direction
Passed down to this generation

If you've hread anything from me
It would be to hold on to your dreams
Learn from my mistakes
And it will take off some weight
He said "You got your whole life to live,
And so much more to give,
Never compromise and you will never live a lie"
He said "Son, remember where you came from"

We never doubted ourselves for a minute
Ah they may criticize and compromise, but we were always in it

So come on down and see what this is all about
It's in our soul, on the road, wherever we may go
So wake up, nothing can stop us,
We got the chaos so just let us
Provide the lines that make your mind spend the time
Think before you sink to the bottom

He said "Son, remember where you came from"

We've got the method of groove that grabbed your attention
Now that you're aware we're gonna give you the message
My father taught me many things
Living deaf, dumb, & blind will get you nothing
So listen up and hear what I have to say
It's never too late to learn in this day and age
We'll point you in a new direction
Passed down to this generation

If you've hread anything from me
It would be to hold on to your dreams
Learn from my mistakes
And it will take off some weight
He said "You got your whole life to live,
And so much more to give,
Never compromise and you will never live a lie"
He said "Son, remember where you came from"

We never doubted ourselves for a minute
Ah they may criticize and compromise, but we were always in it

So come on down and see what this is all about
It's in our soul, on the road, wherever we may go
So wake up, nothing can stop us,
We got the chaos so just let us
Provide the lines that make your mind spend the time
Think before you sink to the bottom

He said "Son, remember where you came from"

In her place one hundred candles burning
as salty sweat drips from her breast
her hips move and i can feel what they're saying swaying
they say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya
get ya get yeah

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
i am your servant may
i light your cigarette
those lips smooth yeah
i can feel what you're saying praying
they say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya
get ya get yeah

I beg to serve - your wish is my law
now close those eyes - and let me love you to death
shall i prove - i mean what i'm saying - begging
i say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya - get ya get

Ahhhh - let me love you - to - ahhhh -
let me love you - to - death - to death

Ahhhh - let me love you - to - ahhhh -
let me love you - to - death - to death

Hey am i good enough - for you
am i good enough - for you
am i - am i for you - am i - for you
am i good enough - for you


Be my Druidess

Be my druidess - be my everything -
be my druidess - be mine

Around the pyre - a circle of thirteen -
thoughout these woods - ecstatic screams
i look deeply - into your eyes -
i smell your hair - caress your thighs

Now we'll make love by fire light -
a blaze so high - it lights the night
long fingernails dug in my skin -
yourself so wet - invites me in

Be my druidess - be my everything -
be my druidess - be mine

Our lust increased - feeds desire -
as we combust - yeah we on fire
i feel you shake - so deep inside -
you scream my name - and squeeze me tight

I'll do anything - to make you cum -
i'll do anything - to make you

Be my druidess - be my everything -
be my druidess - be mine

I'll do anything - to make you cum -
i'll do anything - to make you

I'll do anything - to make you cum -
i'll do anything - to make you cum
i'll do anything - to make you cum -
i'll do anything - to make you

I'll do anything - i'll do anything -
i'll do anything - to make you

In her place one hundred candles burning
as salty sweat drips from her breast
her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get...

Black lipstick stains her class of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what i'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get..

Let me love you too
Let me love you to death

Hey am I good enough for you?
Hey am i good enough for you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
for you?

In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Let me love you too
Let me love you to death

Hey am I good enough
for you?
Hey am I good enough
for you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
for you?

In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...

Let me love you too
Let me love you to death

Hey am I good enough
for you?
Hey am I good enough
for you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
for you?

Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try.
Willing to pretend but still so Dead.
Willing to Comprehend
Willing to give up all my pride
Willing to forget but still so dead
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you DOWN......
Willing to walk again
Willing to step back in the light,
Willing to forget but still so dead
Willing to turn my head
Willing to let my feelings slide
Willing to befriend but still so dead.
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you ...
And its complicated
And its complicated
Everything that I've known
What was up is now down
And its overrated
And its over rated
Everything that I know
And I love to let you....
I love to let you ..........
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you
And I'm willing to start again
To give it another try
I'm willing to Start again

Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try.
Willing to pretend but still so Dead.
Willing to Comprehend
Willing to give up all my pride
Willing to forget but still so dead
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you DOWN......
Willing to walk again
Willing to step back in the light,
Willing to forget but still so dead
Willing to turn my head
Willing to let my feelings slide
Willing to befriend but still so dead.
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you ...
And its complicated
And its complicated
Everything that I've known
What was up is now down
And its overrated
And its over rated
Everything that I know
And I love to let you....
I love to let you ..........
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you
And I'm willing to start again
To give it another try
I'm willing to Start again

Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try.
Willing to pretend but still so Dead.
Willing to Comprehend
Willing to give up all my pride
Willing to forget but still so dead
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you DOWN......
Willing to walk again
Willing to step back in the light,
Willing to forget but still so dead
Willing to turn my head
Willing to let my feelings slide
Willing to befriend but still so dead.
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you ...
And its complicated
And its complicated
Everything that I've known
What was up is now down
And its overrated
And its over rated
Everything that I know
And I love to let you....
I love to let you ..........
And its Starting to take its toll
And its starting to unwind
But the quicker that things unfold is
The quicker that they subside
And writings on the wall
But the walls have all come down
If u cant see past the truth
I love to let you
And I'm willing to start again
To give it another try
I'm willing to Start again

If I knew what to do I'd do it.
If I knew where to go I'd get there someday.
If I knew where to fly I'd fly away, forget about life for a while.
But it never is that easy to just pick up and go and do as you're told like.
'cause life never works out that way.
If it were true the skies would be full everyday.

If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away.
If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away.
If I knew how to fly, I knew how to fly away.

Well I'm lost at 22 and I've got no fucking clue.
No I don't know if things will work out right.
I'm lost and confused.
I'm lost at 22 and I don't know if my life's gonna end up right.
'cause they keep on telling me that I'm young, dumb and naive.
But that's just what they want me to believe.

Well I'd rather be lost at sea than become part of this society.
Where the grass is always green and the air is always clean.
At least that's what they want me to believe.
At least that's what they want me to believe.

I'm lost at 22.
I'm lost at 22.
I'm lost.

If I knew what to do I'd do it.
If I knew where to go I'd get there someday.
If I knew where to fly I'd fly away, forget about life for a while.
But it never is that easy to just pick up and go and do as you're told like.
'cause life never works out that way.
If it were true the skies would be full everyday.

If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away.
If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away.
If I knew how to fly, I knew how to fly away.

Well I'm lost at 22 and I've got no fucking clue.
No I don't know if things will work out right.
I'm lost and confused.
I'm lost at 22 and I don't know if my life's gonna end up right.
'cause they keep on telling me that I'm young, dumb and naive.
But that's just what they want me to believe.

Well I'd rather be lost at sea than become part of this society.
Where the grass is always green and the air is always clean.
At least that's what they want me to believe.
At least that's what they want me to believe.

I'm lost at 22.
I'm lost at 22.
I'm lost.